Qin Zhenghuang's words felt a little desolate in Yang Ye's ears, her body shook, and she suddenly thought of her own emotions, which was undoubtedly a stimulus for a depressed patient.

"Are you taking antidepressant medication now?" Yang Ye suppressed the ups and downs in his heart, broke away from Qin Zhenghuang's side, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and asked.

"Nope. I didn't sleep well after you left, and then I saw a doctor and said I had depression. If you don't come back, I'm not in the mood for treatment, as long as I can fall asleep after taking the medicine......"

Not in the mood to treat This is Qin Zhenghuang's sincere words, his insomnia has become worse and worse over the years, and he has used almost all the drugs that calm his nerves and help him sleep, but he has not had a formal examination, to say that he is not in the mood to check and did not lie to Yang Ye.

"Sleep problems are already a worldwide incurable disease, how can you not check it up, what if you delay your illness?" Yang Ye was angry and yelled at him.

Qin Zhenghuang said with a smile, "Because of my mistake, let you run away from home, I can't sleep well, this is also God's punishment for me, I accept it, I must bear it." ”

Yang Ye glared at him speechlessly, turned his head again, forced back the tears that were about to gush out of his eyes, and said lightly, "I don't blame you, and you don't have to blame yourself." ”

"You really don't blame me?" Qin Zhenghuang excitedly grabbed her hand, held it tightly, and said, "Yang Ye, these days, I have thought clearly, it was because I had a prejudice against you and thought that you were with Hua Miaojie, so I wore colored glasses to look at you, and I forgot everything that happened when I was a child, that day I went back to the village, found my former friends, remembered those past events, and found my heart." Yang Ye, I love you, please forgive me, give me another chance, let me love you well!"

Yang Ye broke away from the hand he was holding, and smiled mockingly, "Are you repenting of yourself, just to make yourself feel at ease?"

All these years abroad without relatives, no friends, alone with children...... Also, misunderstood by John, imprisoned......

Thinking of all this, it was all because of the man in front of him, if it weren't for him, how could he leave his elderly grandmother, leave his relatives back home, and go to a foreign country.

Yang Ye's heart sank, and the whole person's mood became even worse.

Qin Zhenghuang shook his head and said, "I'm not selfishly trying to make myself feel at ease, I want you to live happily, and your child, I'm ready to accept him, please believe in me and believe in my love." ”

Yang Ye couldn't answer, Qin Zhenghuang's words were a little sincere, so that she couldn't say anything to refute him.

In the end, she didn't give Qin Zhenghuang any promises, the knot in her heart over the years can't be untied in a sentence or two, even if it's for Qin Zhenghuang's illness, she won't easily agree to anything.

Yang Ye is no longer the naïve and innocent girl she was before, after three years of experience, she has seen a lot of things and matured a lot.

"It's not early, can I go?" Yang Ye looked at him calmly, ending the conversation between them.

"Well, good night, Yang Ye, you think about my words and give me a chance to pursue you. Qin Zhenghuang also agreed. He knew that he couldn't be anxious, otherwise he would force her to be anxious, and if he ran out again, he was afraid that he would not be able to catch up with him in this life, and in that case, the gains would outweigh the losses.

Yang Ye ran upstairs and leaned against the door, feeling even more conflicted, did he want to be in such a stalemate with him all the time, so that he suffered from insomnia every day?

A crystal tear slid silently down his slightly pale cheek.

"Mommy, what's wrong with you?" Nono hadn't slept yet, and when she saw her mother come in, she hugged her leg and looked up at her with a puzzled expression.

Yang Ye then remembered that there was still her son in the house, and in a panic, she reached out to wipe the tears from her face, and stiffly squeezed out a smile, "Nuo Nuo hasn't slept yet?"

"I'm waiting for Mommy to come home. Nuo Nuo spoke seriously in Chinese, which he was not very proficient in, his beautiful little face was full of excitement, and his chubby little hand dragged Yang Ye's hand, "Is Mommy tired?"

After speaking, let her go, ran to the table upside down, took a glass of juice, and handed it to Yang Ye's hand, "Mommy, take a sip of juice, grandma said that you can solve ......"

Halfway through speaking, he didn't know what the words behind him were, and he smiled at Yang Ye and stumbled.

"Relieve fatigue!" Yang Ye reminded.

It is estimated that this child chatted with his grandmother and paid close attention to her fresh Chinese colloquialisms.

"The old grandmother said that the meaning of relieving fatigue is that you will not be tired after drinking. Nono explained to her clearly and articulately.

Yang Ye smiled, nodded, pretended to be surprised, and said suspiciously, "Really, then Mommy quickly take a sip." Then, he took a large sip exaggeratedly, exhaled a pleasant breath, and smiled, "It's really, it's much more comfortable!"

Any sadness and fatigue, as long as you see the child, will disappear.

Yang Ye looked at Nuo Nuo's delicate little face that was exactly the same as Qin Zhenghuang, and suddenly thought that if he saw Nuo Nuo, his insomnia would definitely be cured.

"Mommy, is the guy who sent you back Daddy?" asked Nono suddenly with a blink of big eyes.

"Did you see that?" Yang Ye asked in surprise.

Little Nuno took her hand, came to the window, climbed on the sofa with a small body, and pointed down, "Mommy, look, that uncle is still down there." ”

Under the dim street lamp on the street, Qin Zhenghuang's tall body leaned on the cover of the chassis in front of the car, with one hand in his pocket and a cigarette in the other.

He remained motionless, his eyes focused on her window, as if he was waiting persistently.

Yang Ye's heart was cramped again, she lowered her eyes and looked at Nuo Nuo, and subconsciously wanted the child to stand on the windowsill, wanting him to see his son, Yang Sinuo.

"Mom, is Uncle waiting for someone there?" Nuo Nuo's sweet soft voice broke her thoughts, and Yang Ye suddenly came back to her senses, and her sloppy eyes focused on Nuo Nuo's face.

She reached out and closed the curtains, shook her head, and said, "Uncle is not waiting for anyone, he is outside watching the moon." Whispered perfunctorily, picked up the child, "Hurry up and go to bed!"

"Then mom sleeps with the baby, too. Nuno hugged her neck, kissed her face with a small mouth, and smiled flatteringly.

Yang Ye coaxed the child to sleep, but he didn't feel sleepy, lying on the bed tossing and turning, thinking about Qin Zhenghuang's words and his illness, how could he not sleep.