Chapter 709
The old lady was stunned by her mother's words! She seemed to have been chiluoluo to open up layer upon layer of disguise, and finally hit the deepest part of her heart.
For so many years, he has been deceiving himself, it's not that he doesn't know his status in Jiang Wenhua's heart, he followed Jiang Wenhua without regrets at first he thought that he and Jiang Wenhua were lovers, but that was also because you thought you were his girlfriend.
But Jiang Wenhua has never given himself a name, he has never said to the public that he is his girlfriend, and no one in those upper-class people knows that he is Jiang Wenhua's woman.
Only among those who are indiscriminate, that is to say, those gangsters under Jiang Wenhua, they have seen themselves, because Jiang Wenhua will not disguise his bad personality in front of them, but in their eyes, Jiang Wenhua has never told them that this is his woman and a woman he does not allow others to touch.
So in their eyes, she is just a mistress of Jiang Wenhua. But for so many years, I have never faced this matter directly, and I have never admitted it from the bottom of my heart.
Because he has been deceiving his own life, he said that if it wasn't for Jiang Wenhua's words in his heart, maybe he would marry him, and he has always comforted himself like this.
Now that the woman named Hibiscus in front of him has torn open her side and exposed it to the air, it is as if everything is over.
It's as if the disguise of more than 20 years has been torn apart by life, and the mayor and the old ghost on the side are also a little stunned at the same time, they didn't expect Hibiscus to talk to this woman so directly, but bathing God knows that Hibiscus has always been a person who likes to tell the truth.
She will be anxious when she looks at those people who live in her own fictional world, and she wants them to see their hearts and see the world clearly, so he is not surprised at all, but after a while, the old ghost on the side suddenly laughed, and he said to Hibiscus: "It is worthy of being Gillian's daughter, and she speaks freely, I like this kind of personality to tell the truth, which makes people listen to it really happy." ”
"You old woman, can you understand now, right? Now I know that you were nothing in Jiang Wenhua's mind, not even an ordinary woman, maybe he will still show mercy to ordinary women, maybe he won't dare to do so much, but for you he can be so ruthless to sell you to such a poor and remote place, do you understand now? I have always lived hypocritically and deceived myself, and now I know what the world is like, what kind of people are those people at the beginning, the people you love? ”
The old ghost's words also opened the old woman's heart, and his eyes silently left two lines of tears.
"Old lady, you don't have to be too sad, that kind of person is not worth your sadness at all, he wasted your good youth and bought you to such a place after you gave birth to a child, and made you what you are now, what do you say you have to scruple about?
"I've never thought about him now, all I think about is for him to die. The old lady said fiercely.
"You think this because you hate him, you can hate him, you can take revenge on him, but you can't let your hatred affect your life, do you look like a person in your 50s? You look at these peers in front of you, do you think you are living well compared to them? You say you want to make me sad and miserable, miserable life, then let me tell you, I am only in my 20s now, I still have a lot of years, why should I live with a painful feeling? I can grieve for my mother, I can feel heartache, but I won't let this grief stay around me for the rest of my life.
I can treat my dead mother with my nostalgia, but I will not stay in that pain, I will let those bad people get the punishment they deserve, as long as I avenge my mother's wish, why should I suffer?"
Listening to Mu Hibiscus's words, the old lady was stunned, she had lived for most of her life, but now she didn't expect that even a little girl in her 20s could think so thoroughly than him, but she has always lived in dire straits, and this dire situation has always been caused by her own inability to think about it.
"Actually, after you were abducted, maybe many years later, it should be said that the people there have let down their vigilance against you, or there is no one who can stop you, but why didn't you come back, because you didn't dare, you always thought that as long as Jiang Wenhua was still there, you would have no way to come back, right? Because you didn't dare to try, didn't dare to try to resist. ”
"You're right, I really don't dare to resist!" the old lady finally nodded and sighed lightly.
She doesn't deny what the person named Mu Hibiscus said in front of her now, because she really doesn't dare to resist Jiang Wenhua. When the mayor and the old ghost saw her again, she directly refused to go back because she was worried that Jiang Wenhua was still there, but when she heard that Jiang Wenhua had been arrested, she relaxed and had no scruples, so she followed them back.
"In fact, there are no absolutes in people or things in this world, and there is no one who remains the same from beginning to end, no one can influence you for a lifetime, can stop you for a lifetime, and it is yourself who can really affect yourself. ”
"You're right, I've been living in my imagination for the past few years, I can't do anything, I've left everything behind. But every day and every night, I think that I will return to Fengcheng, return to my son, or I will return to Jiang Wenhua's side, I may watch him die, but I also think that I may accept his apology and be with him again. ”
"How could you still think of someone like that who sold you to that place and hasn't come to you for so many years?"
"yes, that's what I am, that's how ridiculous I am. He smiled wryly.
"So do you want to take all those burdens off your body now, and use the rest of your time to live again?"
"Live again, do you mean I'm now? I'm almost at the age of the earth, will you let me live again? I'm ridiculous, you're more ridiculous than I am. ”
"Do you think it's ridiculous to let you live again? Do you know that some people only start their businesses at the age of 70? Are people ridiculous that they will become the world's top 500 entrepreneurs at the age of 80? You know what? I met Wang Dashuai before I came to meet you, you should know him, right?" said to Mu Hibiscus with a smile.
"Wang Dashuai, I have the impression that I know him, she was one of your mother's suitors back then, and she was also a man who wasted his youth for that woman. ”
"Okay, since you know him, then I'm going to tell you, maybe you're right, he's quite stupid, he is for my mother, in order to help my mother fulfill my last wish to protect me, he has been pretending to be crazy and stupid since he was in his 20s until today. He's been crazy and stupid for more than 20 years, and now he's back in his own life, but you know what? He's still very happy, he's very optimistic. When he saw me today, he told me that he could finally live without being crazy and stupid, that he could finally live hard according to the habits that my mother gave him at that time, and that he should be about the same age as you!
But what about you? Look at yourself, you are like a ghost who came out of the ghost gate, do you dare to look yourself in the mirror? Hibiscus's words are really a bit heavy, but she is telling the truth, and she is also so that the old lady in front of her can really come out of the shadow of the past. ”
"Yes? It may be because your mother didn't accept him, but your mother was kind to her. But the most different thing between the two of us is that I was killed like this by the person I love the most, I know that I look like a ghost now, but I will not give up to take revenge on Jiang Wenhua when I become like this. ”
"You know what? A woman can take revenge on a man not to let him die, but to turn herself into the most lively and chic appearance and appear in front of him. Let him see the person he didn't cherish back then standing in front of him so chicly, so dazzling that he regretted it. ”
The old lady listened quietly to Hibiscus's words, and after he thought about it quietly, he smiled bitterly: "Maybe what you said is right, but if you say that I will live like before again, I really can't do it." ”
"It doesn't matter, we can help you if you can't do it, we can help you see your son, we can help you refill your hemorrhoids and regain your confidence in life, as long as you are full of confidence in life, no matter how old you are, you can live confidently. ”
"You are very similar to your mother, and your mother must have told me these things back then!" she seemed to remember something from the past.
When I took care of your mother according to Jiang Wenhua's instructions, she really treated me as if I was his good friend, and always talked and laughed with me, but in fact, although I was very good to her on the surface in my heart at that time, I actually hated her very much in my heart. But your mother never minded that she always treated me as a good friend, just because I only took care of her for a while when she was pregnant with you, and she always talked to me and said things that were very positive. Even I've been led by her to give up those hatreds sometimes. ”
"But she still hasn't been able to make you forget those hatreds, and you're still living your life like this. ”
"Yes, I've actually been doing it for so many years, and sometimes I wonder if I really became good friends with your mother back then, and if I lived according to what she said, maybe I wouldn't be what I am now? If I had listened to your mother's persuasion and left Jiang Wenhua decisively, would I have lived a prosperous life now?
When your mother knew about my relationship with Jiang Wenhua, she told me that she advised me to leave Jiang Wenhua, because Jiang Wenhua did not allow your mother to know about our relationship at that time, and these things were also gradually getting closer and closer to me later, I wanted to try to tell him secretly to see her reaction, I didn't expect her to be so gentle to persuade me to care about me.
She advised me that if Jiang Wenhua would not marry me, let me leave him decisively. Because a woman's youth is limited, she can't use her youth to wait for a man, if a man has never wanted to marry him, then the woman should leave him. But at that time, I already had Jiang Wenzheng, that is, my son. I also told your mother, and she told me at that time that you had a child for him, and he didn't want to marry you, so why did you stay with him?
But I didn't do what she said, and I was even proud that she didn't like Jiang Wenhua in the first place, and I was still proud that Jiang Wenhua would marry me if this was the case? As everyone knows, it's really like what you said, no matter what I do, no matter what I do, whether there is anyone else or not, Jiang Wenhua will not marry me! Because I am just a woman who sleeps with him in his eyes.
It's just that after she heard me talk about my relationship with Jiang Wenhua, she understood what kind of person Jiang Wenhua was, at that time, he didn't tear his face for Jiang Wenhua's care of himself, and he didn't be naughty, but he gradually began to distance himself from Jiang Wenhua and gradually didn't want him to take care of himself.
At that time, do you know what Jiang Wenhua's first reaction was? His first reaction was to think that I had told her something to make her look like this.
I didn't expect Jiang Wenhua to beat me for her, although it was really what I said to your mother, but your mother didn't tell Jiang Wenhua these things in order to protect me, but Jiang Wenhua directly doubted it, I can see that I don't have any credibility in his heart.
I thought I had given birth to a son for him, and he would be kind to me, but I didn't expect me to be so unbearable to him, which is why I ended up like this!"