Dear diary, I'm really sorry, since Dr. Wang concluded that my anxiety has been alleviated, I have been lazy, and I have never written a note on you again, and I have left you under the desk for more than a month, and I have ignored you so much that I have covered you with a thin layer of dust when I found you today, and I have carefully reflected on my behavior, I am really not a qualified master, but I think that if you are as generous as you, you should not care about me, right?(*n_n*)

Yes, you can probably guess that the reason why I found you out again is because recently my anxiety disorder has been strict again, Dr. Wang learned that I had stopped the diary treatment for more than a month without authorization, and severely criticized me, and ordered me not only to restore the record but also to sincerely apologize to you, although I have a little doubt about this Dr. Wang's business ability and suspect that he is not only a fetish, but also wants to cultivate me into a fetish, but who made him a doctor and we are good children who have been taught by parents and teachers to follow the doctor's instructions to take injections and medicines since childhood？

As for the reason for the aggravation of my anxiety disorder, it mainly comes from three aspects, first of all, the first problem is my roommate Sherdon!

Ever since the last time he successfully experimented with his long-sleeved wedding gloves in the virtual world, the freak has been thinking about making his designs in the real world, so that he can continue to blind our dogs in the real world.

It stands to reason that since I have done a complete simulation at the level of the number jù and obtained the detailed number jù, it should not be a trouble to manufacture, and even if it is a trouble, it should not be my problem, but the truth is that this matter has added endless troubles to me, because the development of this glove has encountered a problem that we have never encountered before-no money.

As I mentioned in my previous diary, although our institute is very informal and does not have a state-subsidized scientific research allowance, it is generally not short of money, and the old things have their own ways to make money, and when it comes to scientific research, they are quite a bit arrogant about money like dung, and they don't feel distressed when they spend money, so Xie Erdong didn't think much about it when he reported the budget for his research project, and filled in the numbers and ambitiously went to Chen Sanshan to report the budget.

Then this kid was kicked out by Chen Sanshan, and the reason for being kicked out was very simple, on Xie Erdong's budget sheet, there were nine zeros behind a number, and there was no punctuation......

It's not that this grandson wants to embezzle public funds to enrich his own pockets, his gloves seem to be light and thin, but in fact they require countless nano-scale mechanical components. Integrated lines and efficient energy to run, the nano concept here is completely different from the nano concept that made advertisers flood the streets as early as ten years ago, it is a real invisible ultra-precision instrument, even if our real room can produce by itself, the cost of a component is quite high, not to mention that in order to ensure the progress of the production equipment to spend a lot of money into a few more production equipment, a ten-digit budget is not too much, after all, scientific research is a money-burning activity, more than 60 years ago, the Manhattan Project of the Americans, cost two billion US dollars, according to the purchasing power equivalent to tens of billions of yuan now, this "Sheldon Plan" is nothing compared to others.

But the problem is that there is no state agency to pay for the "Sheldon Plan", and our institute obviously does not have the spare money to fill a three-bedroom house to build equipment for Sherdon, so after a series of spills and pleadings, the best thing Sheldon can get is self-financing and independent research.

For the other scientists in our institute, raising money is not a problem at all, and it is really not enough to secretly sell some of their patents to arms dealers who want money and do not care about their lives, or terrorists who do not care about their lives and even less money, but Sheldon has always been engaged in theoretical research, can he take his doctoral thesis and go to an arms dealer to ask for investment?

So this grandson actually hit me with the idea, and after learning that I had endured humiliation and had a small savings in the institute for many years, he even had a whim and asked me to invest in his "business".

That's right, this freak with a high IQ, the way he thought of raising money was to make money and make profits in business, until he made enough ten figures, and when he thought about it, he was so smart and wise, and he had four doctorates in science.

But I don't know what kind of virtue I am? Lend him money to do business? I'm not a loser!

So it wasn't my trouble but it became my trouble, Xie Erdon, who couldn't borrow money from other old things, identified me as the owner of the soil and wealth, and chased and intercepted me every day, grinding and soaking hard, and wanted to bleed from me, and I had to hide in Tibet every day to find the sky, do you think I can not be anxious? I just listened to Ya's five-hour long talk today, about the recent stock market continues to rise, and the ticket is guaranteed to make a steady profit, I almost had a nervous breakdown, and I really paid for relief!

As for the second thing that makes me anxious, Rong'er, more than a month ago, Chen Sanshan promised to help Rong'er build a body, I didn't think much about it, let go and let the old thing play, but today, after listening to Xie Erdon's lecture on finance, the old thing suddenly called me to the bottom of his real room, pointed to the opaque cultivation trough the size of seven water tanks and told me, Rong'er is in it, and it is about to grow......

I was in a hurry, pointing at the old guy's nose and scolding, why are there seven? Do you want to build a living person and make it part by part, and then sew it up like Frankenstein?

The old guy scolded me for not knowing the hearts of good people, saying that in order to create a flawless and genetically perfect artificial man, the old guy specially spared no effort to make seven spare bodies, just waiting to select the most outstanding and excellent, the most satisfactory and suitable one for Rong'er to replace.

Although the old guy is strict in his words and keeps saying that he is responsible for Rong'er, I still rely on my keen intuition trained by being in the research institute for several years and avoiding countless conspiracies and tricks against me, and I smell the smell of conspiracy from it.

I can almost have a premonition that after Rong'er wakes up, it will definitely be the beginning of Chen Sanshan's evil plan, and this plan will definitely implicate me, but I know that it is a pit and I have to jump for Rong'er, dear diary, do you say I can not worry!?

As for the third trouble, it was caused by Chen Sanshan's words before I left the real room, and the old thing said to me worriedly that in recent days, the alarms on the periphery of the research institute have been triggered frequently, and it is obvious that someone is spying on us, and the other party's methods are very clever, and it is obvious that the comer is not good, so I am ready to fight for the defense of the research institute at any time......

Therefore, tonight, I am going to patrol with the black dog again, dear diary, do you say that there is such a bully? Pity me for being devastated during the day, and working overtime at night, and not letting me live!