Wen Ru couldn't resist at all, her senses belonged to this body, but she didn't seem to be able to manipulate it.

After Wen Ru was pushed out, he saw a staircase and realized that the room was a basement.

She suddenly broke free from the man and ran into the room, "I'm going to take my things." ”

Her strength was not as strong as that of the man, and she was pulled back by the man, "What can you take? ”

"Then I want it too. ”

"it, you didn't give me the rent, you still want to take those things?"

"My house, my house. ”

"Get out!"

Wen Ru walked out onto the street, it was late autumn and early winter, and she was wearing a dirty, ragged coat. She heard someone next to her say: "That woman is so pitiful, she has a dead mother, a domestic violence father, and a vicious stepmother." There was no one to raise it before, but now that my father is dead, the house is all owned by my stepmother and wild men, and I was directly driven out. ”

"It's miserable, how big?"

"It's only fifteen this year. ”

"Don't call the police?"

"What's the use? What is the use of the police in our small place. People don't bother to care. ”

Wen Ru numbly lifted her clothes and saw bruises on her skin.

Suddenly, her hair was grabbed again, and the man who had grabbed her earlier pulled her through.

Wen Ru was taken back to the house by the man, it was a small two-bedroom apartment, there was a woman and a little boy in the house. Seeing Wen Ru, the little boy ran behind the woman in disgust and called her "sloppy woman" and "ugly monster".

The woman said a few words to him and pulled Wen Ru to the bathroom.

After taking a shower and changing into clean clothes, the woman called her to the table to eat.

There was rice on the table, and two dishes: vinegared cabbage and minced beans, which looked like leftovers that had been refried.

Wen Ru didn't want to eat it, but her body didn't listen to her wishes, and devoured all the food.

The woman also took her to her room to sleep, and her intuition told Wen Ru that it would not be good to be courteous if she had nothing to do.

But the body doesn't know.

Wen Ru saw the face in the mirror, vaguely like the white and chubby aunt, but this face is still a young child.

Sure enough, a few days later, the woman brought back a woman, and the woman stuffed the woman with money and took Wen Ru away.

When she arrived in the mountain village, she was handed over to a forty-year-old bachelor.

Wen Ru was surprisingly angry, but couldn't do anything. She failed to escape, was tied to a barn with a rope, and was given only one meal a day. If the single forgets, she will have to grab food from the pigs.

Finally, she had a chance to escape, and this year, she was already in her thirties, and she had been locked up in the small mountain village for sixteen years.

She hadn't spoken to anyone in a long time, and she couldn't communicate with anyone anymore.

There is always hope in life, she begs along the way, slowly learns, and slowly picks herself up.

She followed her vague memories and came to the place where she lived when she was a child, and saw old women and men, as well as boys who grew up in suits and leather shoes.

She cried all day, unable to do anything and continued to beg in the city.

With the money saved, she rented a small house, which was still her home, although it was still a basement. She decided not to beg anymore, she was not yet forty years old, her health was much better, and she was still able to work hard.

She sat next to the train station and helped with the luggage. The heavy and heavy luggage bent and pressed her back and down. But she was very happy, because those good people would always give her an extra dollar or two for the sake of her dedication.

In the evenings, she continues to pick up scrap items in the city.

Save, save, save, she has a little dream of renting a house on the ground.

That night, after picking up a particularly large number of bottles, she returned to the basement to find that her room had been turned over and that her savings were gone.

The key was only for her and the landlord, who did not admit that he took her money, but she saw the cans on the table in the landlord's house, where she hid the money.

"I didn't take your money, the basement is going to be rented out to someone else, you can pack up your things and leave tomorrow." ”

Wen Ru went to the small restaurant outside, a place she hadn't been in since she was seven years old, and she used the money she got from today's work to buy a hot meal.

Wen Ru returned to the basement, and the landlord urged her again.

She closes the door and eats a clean meal. Then he smashed the glass bottle, took a sharp piece of glass in his hand, and cut it off his wrist.

There is no hope in life, it is better to die.

There is no pain when you die.

The cold pieces of glass had already penetrated into the soft flesh, and with a little more force, they could pierce the skin and into the flesh.

At that moment, Wen Ru saw the lunch box that had been eaten up on the ground, and there was still a shredded cabbage hanging on the lid.

"Azie!"

Wen Ru came to her senses in an instant, and she threw away the glass in her hand.

Sadness, suffering, powerlessness, and despair are like waves of the sea.

"Kill yourself, kill yourself. When you die, you are liberated, and when you die, you are liberated. A kind and kind voice echoed in Wen Ru's head, gently and gently teasing her nerves.

Wen Ru raised her head and shouted, "Who is messing with ghosts!?"

One of her eyes came out, and she saw the white and chubby aunt standing in the corner of the room, but the aunt did not look the same now as she did in the pavilion, she was wearing a shabby, ill-fitting men's coat with a stripped sweater inside. Her face was swollen and haggard, her back was crooked, and there was a wound on her left wrist that was dripping blood.

"It's good to be dead, don't you deserve to die, what's the point of living in such a world?" said the aunt quietly.

Her eyes flew back into Wen Ru's sockets, and she realized that her consciousness and body were now her own.

"I'm getting out of here. Wen Ru didn't want to talk nonsense with her.

"If you die, you can leave, if you die, you can leave here, and you can go to a happy place. The aunt raised a piece of glass in her right hand and wanted to hand it to Wen Ru.

Wen threw out a black wind blade and knocked the piece of glass off, "Don't force me to kill you." In your current life, there is no second time in life, and if you die again, it will really be gone. ”

Seeing Wen Ru's methods, the aunt was a little scared, she found that she really couldn't tempt Wen Ru to commit suicide, so she chose to give up.

Wen Ru changed the scene around her, she appeared in a warm room, with good wine and food prepared on the table in the middle, and two pairs of dishes and chopsticks were placed.

The aunt changed back to her white and chubby appearance, and she said with a smile: "Child, sit down and eat, you must be hungry." ”

Wen Ru's gaze fell on the plate of vinegared cabbage, and suddenly asked, "Are you going to die if you have no hope?"

The aunt smiled and picked up the bowl and chopsticks, and sandwiched a piece of fatty and delicious fish, "If you don't die, you will have to face the disillusionment of hope again and again, which is more uncomfortable than death." ”

Wen Ru bit her lips tightly, the aunt was right, it is more uncomfortable to live, and you have to face the destruction of hope again and again.

Without eating those things, Wen Ru turned and left the room.

The aunt put down the dishes and chopsticks and sighed, "This is the first time I have failed." ”