Chapter 1373: No matter what the name, I am who I am after all
“…… Finally, I plan to have another child personality, and I plan to name him 'Han Seung-woo' so that he can represent my life before I was 6 years old. ”
"No, it's better not to have a fixed name. ”
"After all, he's my beginning and my end. ”
"I've had so many names in my life, and I don't want to make a name for myself in advance...... By that time, I think I'll have a decision in my mind. ”
Having said this, Han Yu in the video finally slowly exhaled a breath.
He stared at the camera for a few more moments, then reached out to adjust the angle and brought the video device closer.
"This kid personality will be in charge of the finishing touch. ”
"People say that children are unreliable, I want to try to see if I was also an unreliable ghost when I was a child......"
"Hehe, I've said all that, but in fact, I'm just dreaming at the moment. ”
"This crazy plan of mine, if it is to be implemented, lacks a decisive condition. ”
"Environment, I lacked a very stressful environment that would allow me to successfully implement this hypnotic method. ”
"If that environment is artificially created, there will always be a gap in my heart for luck, but if it's just luck or going with the flow...... Hehe, who knows?"
"So, it's just a plan, and chances are, it's going to be a plan forever. ”
After saying these words, Han Yu in the video stopped again.
His eyes were fixed on the camera, as if he wanted to transcend time and see the person who would eventually see the video.
He may not be sure if that person will be himself in the end, or some of the people he expected, however, Han Yu, who was sitting in the living room at home at this time, could clearly read the meaning in his eyes when he recorded the video.
At that time, he probably had only one thought in his heart.
That's ...... Relieved.
"Then, if you're lucky, it's time to enjoy life. ”
Han Yu in the video spoke in a low tone, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and the smile was full of ease and relief that was difficult for outsiders to understand.
"If I'm not lucky, I'll go back too. ”
"Before I came to the United States, I made a secret promise in my heart that I would definitely go back. ”
"Although over the years, I have slowly become a stranger to myself, but there is one good thing that I have never given up, and that is to keep my word. ”
"I said it to Yoona, I said it to Taeyeon, and I said it to many, many people...... I'll definitely go back. ”
"So, no matter what, I'm going to make my way home. ”
"Even if I self-destruct as soon as I set foot on the land that owns them, I'm willing to do it. ”
"This should be my last record. ”
"I was first called Xiaoyu, then Lim Yoon-woo, then Leo, and now when I return to South Korea, I may become Kim Ji-woo, and I'm curious about what my name should be when this video comes back to the light of day...... But no matter what happened to me at that time. ”
"One thing I'm going to tell the world and everyone else is ......"
His mouth opened slightly, and the last sentence was stuck in his mouth.
He stared at the camera for a long time.
It wasn't until an artificial intelligence chime sounded behind him to remind him of the plane's itinerary that he suddenly came back to his senses.
He blinked slightly, smiled freely at the camera, and raised his hand to turn the switch on the video device.
At the last moment before the picture fell into darkness, Han Yu, who was sitting in front of the TV, heard a word that was so low that it was almost inaudible, full of joy.
“…… In the last moments, I was happy because I was home. ”
Then, the screen of the TV goes black, and a message appears in the middle that the video has finished playing.
Han Yu sat silently on the sofa, his eyes looking at the prompt that was fluttering on the TV screen from time to time, and then landing on the black cat on the side of the sofa from time to time.
He didn't quite know what kind of expression he was looking at right now, and he couldn't describe his mood at all.
It felt like ...... He played a huge joke on himself, locked himself in a heavily sealed room, and it was not until he struggled to get out and felt in his pocket that he realized that the key had always been in his hand.
It's just that he never thought about it.
"Hoo ......"
Han Yu lowered his head, raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and suddenly said to himself: "So, you are indeed my deputy personality, but you are not my deputy personality either?"
We are a product of your creation, but we are also a part of you. ’
A figure in a white suit with a cane sat down on the couch behind him, his handsome face as indifferent as ever, and ...... A trace of emotion that is hard to hide.
'Do you know?' The setting you gave me was originally cold-blooded and ruthless, except for the Zheng family, in this world, I shouldn't have cared about anyone...... But it's strange to me that for so long, except when I first appeared, I haven't had the idea of wanting to replace you. ’
Because in your original setting, I was an object that needed to be completely destroyed. I am the enemy of everyone else. I represent the memory you most want to erase. ’
But I wasn't wiped out, and I wasn't an enemy of you, or those guys. ’
Moreover, later on, when it came to dealing with Yoona and Taeyeon, I also found that my heart was slowly softening. ’
It's weird. ’
This is not what should have happened. ’
Richard was muttering to himself, as if asking him, as if he was asking himself, just asking and asking, and the answer to this question seemed to have already surfaced in their hearts.
"That's because personality is one thing, you are in my setting, first of all, you represent me for a certain period of time......"
Han Yu sat up straight, didn't look at the figure in the white suit, looked straight ahead, and said lightly: "No one wants to hurt themselves, and I am no exception." I will never hurt Yoona and Taeyeon. It doesn't matter if I'm Han Woo or Richard. ”
'Huh......'
The figure in the white suit, who was also facing away from him, let out a chuckle.
'Right...... I thought it was a split, but in the end, it was exactly the same us. ’
Han Yu lowered his eyes, and then asked him, "How can I get back the last memory?"
Do you want to get it back? Anyway, you know everything now. ’
"Of course we have to get it back. ”
A categorical answer rang out.
"Only to get it back...... I'm the whole me!"
Richard was silent for a moment, then stood up and walked forward with his back to him, leaving a word without looking back.
Then think for yourself...... What the hell is this hypnotic instruction!'
Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa, still didn't look back, but after the words that outsiders could never hear reached his ears, his palms clenched silently.
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