Chapter Seventy-Seven: You Are Not Really Happy

Listening to Fan Qingqing tell about the bitterness in his heart, Zuo Qian couldn't help but sigh, this is really a simple girl! Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

This song is a song written by Mayday Ashin, which is included in the album "Post-Adolescent Poems" released in 2008 and is also the title song of the album. The most heart-cutting first healing theme song.

Later, Deng Ziqi also sang this song, although Fan Qingqing's voice is a little different from Deng Ziqi, but Zuo Qian can still hear it, when she sings, the voice texture also has Deng Ziqi's innate penetrating power, and it can touch people's hearts at once. Although Zuo Qian didn't understand music, but when a high note came down just now, this iron lung really conquered him all at once.

But what excuse did you use to give her this song? Zuo Qian pinched his chin and tilted his head to think for a few minutes, Fan Qingqing thought that he was writing a song! Don't dare to disturb him, but how can a song be created all at once? What song is not created for a week or even weeks?

Thinking of this, Fan Qingqing smiled bitterly, but Zuo Qian's next sentence directly made her confused!

"I've created a song, I'm going to sing it to you right now, can you? Zuo Qian asked seriously, his old face was rarely red, after all, this song was not written by him, but by Ashin.

But seeing Fan Qingqing's bewildered look, he also felt that this was a bit shocking, but there was no way, time was pressing, and Fan Qingqing was going to fight next week. Don't care about these for now, put yourself into the talent of genius, thinking about this, Zuoqian is still a little proud.

Ward Days.

Fan Qingqing was not only shocked, but her heart was like turning over the river and the sea.

"Are you really creative?"

"Of course!" Zuo Qian was very affected by this feeling, and said in a strange voice that was shameless, "I'm a genius!"

"Poof~!" Fan Qingqing couldn't help laughing, obviously amused by this strange boast, how could a genius say that he was a genius?

However, Fan Qingqing is still skeptical about Zuo Qian, if he can compose a song in a few minutes, then he is really a genius! But what if he is really a genius?

"Okay then!" Fan Qingqing agreed with obvious hesitation!

After getting Fan Qingqing's answer, Zuo Qian thought of his singing level, and couldn't help but say, "I can't sing, don't dislike me for singing badly!"

"Of course not!" Fan Qingqing smiled back, this is the first time she has laughed today, although she usually laughs often, but that smile is obviously not from the heart. Among them, there is a need for work, and he must force a smile in the face of customers and colleagues, but in the face of Zuo Qian, his words make him laugh from the bottom of his heart again and again.

But she thought of Zuo Qian's extravagant spending when she bought a car at that time, and she was a talented player and a novel, and Fan Qingqing gradually understood that the two were not from the same world at all. Being able to talk to him a few words and chat for a while now may be the greatest gift that God has given her.

At this time, Zuo Qian coughed his throat and began to sing,

The crowd was crying

You just want to be a transparent color

You'll never dream or hurt or your heart beat again

You've decided

You've decided

You endure quietly

Hold yesterday tightly in the heart of the fist

And the sweeter the memories, the more hurtful they are

The more left in the palm of the hand

Dense deep and shallow knife cuts

After singing this paragraph, Fan Qingqing nodded lightly along with the melody of the left-moving singing, although the singing voice is not beautiful, but the lyrics are quite flavorful. At this time, her eyes seemed to be out of focus, and she was gradually immersed in the lyrics.

You're not really happy

Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear

You decided not to hate and not to love

Keep your soul in a shell that is locked forever

The world laughed

So you laughed together in groups

When survival is the rule, it's not your choice

So you have tears in your eyes

Stumbling along

When she heard the first sentence, Fan Qingqing's heart was shocked, and this lyric obviously touched her heartstrings, as if the person in front of her was telling her with a singing voice, you are not really happy. Ask yourself, are you really happy? Of course not.

To the latter sentence 'your smile is just the protective color you wear', once again touched her heartstrings, recalling her past, every laugh is not a smile from the heart, but a smile to protect herself, in the face of customers, colleagues, and even, in the face of family, too.

Every subsequent lyric drew Fan Qingqing into it little by little. She found that this song was a true portrayal of herself.

You're not really happy

Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear

You decided not to hate and not to love

Keep your soul in a shell that is locked forever

You're not really happy

Your wounds never heal completely

I stand on your left side like a galaxy

Is it really regretting until you are old?

And then I regretted it

Hearing the last two sentences, Fan Qingqing's heart shook! Could it be that he really held regrets until he was old?

Fan Qingqing was confused, but she cried until she heard the last paragraph.

You deserve true joy

You should take off the protective color you are wearing

Why should you be punished if you lose it?

Can you just let all the grief end at this moment?

Start alive again

When Zuoqian was singing, he didn't dare to look at Fan Qingqing, and when the song ended, he glanced at Fan Qingqing, but saw that her eyes were red, obviously singing and crying to herself.

Grip~!When did I have such awesomeness?

Suddenly Zuoqian panicked, and it was not to help her wipe her tears. According to the plot of the TV series, you should hold her at this time to comfort her, and then pat her on the back and coax a few words, 'Good, don't cry, I'll buy you candy later.'" ’

Of course, it is impossible to have such two-handed lines on TV, and Zuo Qian is not so stupid to say such two-handed lines. He looked a little flustered at the moment, and saw that Fan Qingqing's sobbing tears began to fall, but Zuo Qian's heart was distressed!

"What's that~!Don't cry, okay?" Zuo Qian had no choice but to say something that he didn't know why.

"Thank you!" Fan Qingqing sobbed, wiped her tears, took a deep breath, leaned out, and eased her emotions before saying, "Is this what you wrote to me on purpose?"

Zuo Qian scratched the back of his head, and he was relieved to see that her mood had stabilized. As for Fan Qingqing's question, it was specially written to her? Of course not, but on this occasion, he is not the kind of man who does not understand the amorous feelings.

"Of course, do you like it?" Zuo Qian's face was not red and his heart was not beating.

Fan Qingqing bit her lip sweetly, and with a light 'en', she turned her head and didn't dare to look at him, at this time, her delicate face was already crimson!