Chapter 158: Don't Look Back
And Mu Nianchen, who has been talked about, is not sleepy at this moment.
In his work mailbox, an email came at four o'clock this morning, and the sender was Zhan Xiao.
Inside, there is some information about Nguyen Minh Chae.
Mu Nianchen saw several familiar names in it, these people are all in high positions now, and Mu Nianchen has dealt with them a lot.
Before the official investigation came out, Mu Nianchen took the first step to get the most important information.
He read the information word for word, and then destroyed the mail. He replied to Zhan Xiao, and Zhan Xiao's side soon began to be busy.
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When Mu Nianchen came out of the resting room, Ruan Tian was a little sullen, and the little aunt was comforting her by her side: "Little babies are like this when they are born, you don't need to blame yourself." ”
When Ruan Tian encounters sad things, she loves to bite her lips with her teeth, Mu Nianchen walked over to rescue Ruan Tian's lip flap from her teeth, and then touched Ruan Tian's forehead, testing the temperature, Ruan Tian burned all night last night, Mu Nianchen was worried that Ruan Tian's high fever began to recur again, he asked Ruan Tian in a low voice: "Is there some discomfort again?"
He asked in a very soft voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing Ruan Tian.
Ruan Tian saw Mu Nianchen coming, she pursed her lips very aggrievedly, grabbed Mu Nianchen's sleeve and said, "Just now, Sister-in-law Yue brought the baby over and wanted me to ...... There is intimate contact with the baby, but I ...... Haven't come yet...... There's no way to get them to eat. ”
What makes Ruan Tian sad is not only this, but also when the babies are hungry and crying, the confinement lady makes substitute milk powder for the babies.
Only a small spoonful of that milk powder was added, and it looked a little better than water.
The babies are still too young, and now they can't even use the bottle, so they can only rely on the confinement lady to use the small spoon for babies to put it in the baby's mouth and feed it little by little.
In fact, these are very normal, newborn babies do not have a good digestive system in the first two days, and they can't drink much milk powder in the first two days.
Ruan Tian also talked about the pregnancy and baby books she read, similar things, Ruan Tian actually knows very well that every little baby will have this process, but when these fall on her own baby, Ruan Tian still can't accept it.
Ruan Tian didn't know, she didn't know why she was so self-blaming in her heart, she felt that she owed too much to her two babies, because she really had a lot of trouble during the time she was pregnant.
It seems that if the baby is a little bad now, it is because she did not protect them in the womb in the first place.
The little aunt left a private space for Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, and she walked out of the ward and went to the room where Nuo Nuo was taking a nap.
The door of the ward was closed, and Ruan Tian saw that there was no one else in the ward except Mu Nianchen, and she no longer had any scruples to lie in Mu Nianchen's arms and feel sad.
She closed her eyes and put Mu Nianchen's hand on her ...... on,: "My little aunt said that my current condition needs to be ...... I need a professional to give me something to feed my babies. But Mu Nianchen, I don't want others to touch me. ”
Ruan Tian was doing this. There was still some redness on her face, she was very embarrassed, for the sake of her two babies who were waiting to be fed, Ruan Tian would tell Mu Nianchen like this.
The two places on her body still hurt very much, like two hard stones, which made her understand the difficulty of being a mother.
But this kind of hardship will bring a sense of accomplishment.
Mu Nianchen disagreed with letting Ruan Tian use her mother...... Feeding, two babies, Ruan Tian's body is not very good, if Ruan Tian is allowed to feed like this, there will definitely be problems,
But Ruan Tian's pitiful request, he couldn't refuse.
He went to consult the doctor and the confinement sister-in-law, and when Ruan Tian knew that he was going to ask about this, his face was as red as the clouds outside the window.
Ruan Tian thought that the pain of childbirth was the most painful she had ever experienced in her life, but when Mu Nianchen used the one that allowed her to complete the task she wanted to complete in her heart sooner, she was still shouted out in pain.
This scene was simply a disaster, and Ruan Tian didn't know how much tears had been shed.
Ten minutes is like a century.
Fortunately, the pain has paid off, and Ruan Tian can already make the two babies more comfortable at night, and no longer cry because they can't eat enough.
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Ruan Tian on the third day. was taken back to Lishan by Mu Nianchen, and the ward she lived in the hospital was actually no different from home. It's very comfortable and good enough for recuperation.
The little aunt stayed in the south city for almost a week, and then she was reluctant to take Nuo Nuo back to the north city.
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Every day back in Lishan, it was Mu Nianchen who took care of Ruan Tian.
Ruan Tian has always remembered her father's situation in her heart, but because of the words that Mu Nianchen said before she gave birth, she didn't choose to ask, Ruan Tian always believed in her heart that Mu Nianchen would not lie to her.
She believed in Mu Nianchen.
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Liang Lao and Grandma Jiang came to Lishan nine days after the birth of their two little babies.
They carried many, many things, and even hired workers to help carry them.
Ruan Tian saw these things in the floor-to-ceiling window of the bedroom, she was still in confinement and couldn't move around. Ruan Tian has always felt that whether she is confined or not is not so important, but Mu Nianchen has very strict requirements that she must abide by.
The two babies had finished their rations and slept soundly, Ruan Tian rubbed the faces of the two babies with her forehead respectively,
When Grandma Jiang pushed the door in, she saw such a warm scene, Grandma Jiang smiled fully and said to Ruan Tian: "Xiao Tian, thank you for your hard work." ”
Ruan Tian said that it is not hard, she is really not hard, except for the rations for two babies every day, the rest of the things are all for her, Mu Nianchen is for her......
Ruan Tian blushed when she thought about it.
Because she realized that the meaning of Grandma Jiang's hard work was during childbirth.
Grandma Jiang likes the two babies very much, although the two babies are asleep, Grandma Jiang still stares at them for a long time, and the smile on her face has never stopped.
Ruan Tian asked Grandma Jiang: "I obviously heard Liang Lao's voice just now, why, he didn't come up?"
Grandma Jiang took out four red boxes from the handbag that she had just brought into the bedroom, and she took out the contents and handed them to Ruan Tian. and said to her: "The rule in Nancheng is that the male relatives of the mother's family are not allowed to enter the room, and Liang Runsheng is determined to follow this, so I didn't persuade him." When Xiao Mu went to pick us up outside the hospital, Liang Runsheng pulled him and said a lot of things about cultural relics cooperation, which delayed Xiao Mu and still hasn't come back, I think he is fascinated by work. ”
There was a deep helplessness in Grandma Jiang's words.
Ruan Tian smiled, she knew that Liang Lao felt that it would be inconvenient to come in at this time.
The gifts in the four red boxes brought by Grandma Jiang were all double.
There are longevity locks with zodiac signs and bracelets to be worn on the hands and feet of babies.
These things were all wrapped in red cloth, and on top of the red cloth, a poem was written to bless the newborn.
Grandma Jiang helped Ruan Tian to lie down, and she said to Ruan Tian: "These things are handmade by the shop we have been patronizing after we know that you are pregnant, this is the rule of our Nancheng, when the mother's family comes to see, the closest elders must hand these over to the juniors." Spread blessings, so that the baby is healthy and grows up safely. ”
Ruan Tian's eyes were a little hot, her mother and grandmother had passed away a long time ago, and her father was still in prison. This custom, as well as the boxes carried by those workers, were all given her decency by Liang Lao and Grandma Jiang.
If it weren't for Grandma Jiang and Liang Lao preparing these, she wouldn't have known that it could be like this.
Even if she knew, Ruan Tian would only secretly feel sorry for no relatives in her heart, and would not tell Mu Nianchen.
Grandma Jiang and Liang Lao are very sincere to Ruan Tian.
Ruan Tian was also sincere to them, not long after the two babies woke up, Ruan Tian asked the confinement sister-in-law to take the two babies down and show them to Liang Lao.
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During the confinement time, Ruan Tian didn't feel how difficult it was, Mu Nianchen didn't stipulate that Ruan Tian couldn't take a bath and wash her hair, except that every time she had to take care of her in his presence, the only thing that made Ruan Tian collapse was that every time she took a shower and washed her hair, the central air conditioner in the room was turned into a warm air, which made people want to melt.
You must know that at this time, it was almost summer, and Ruan Tian took a warm bath without heating on the day of confinement.
The full moon banquet of the two babies was celebrated in a very small way at home, because Mu Nianchen and Ruan Tian did not announce it to the world when they received the certificate, and now that they have a baby, Mu Nianchen and Ruan Tian have always felt that they don't want to tell this good news to anyone who doesn't matter at this time.
The two little babies were dressed up very festively, Ruan Tian wanted to go up and kiss them when she saw them, but she didn't go, the baby's resistance was still very little, and it was not suitable for such contact with adults.
Uncle Li and Aunt Li are here, as well as Liang Lao and Grandma Jiang.
Liang Lao and Uncle Li have had a few encounters, Uncle Li respects Liang Lao very much, and Liang Lao also appreciates Uncle Li's many ZC in cultural relics, and the two men in their twenties chat very happily with depth.
In the evening, Uncle Li and Aunt Li were not in a hurry to return to Beicheng.
After dinner, Mu Nianchen and Uncle Li went into the study together.
Mu Nianchen handed over a document that was more detailed than the information he had seen that day to Uncle Li.
Uncle Li looked at the information, he had never hesitated in the face of major events, but he looked at the documents and was silent for a long time.
He did not doubt the authenticity of these documents, because he had a blood feud with Ruan Minh Chak and Da Kun, who were arrested in Cambodia, and on the first day of Ruan Minh Ze's sentence, the information with a 60% probability of overlapping with these documents had already arrived on his desk.
Li Yunchuan asked Mu Nianchen before signing the document: "If my pen falls, there is no room for repentance." ”
Mu Nianchen nodded without a trace of hesitation and said to Li Yunchuan: "I will never regret it." ”
Li Yunchuan's face became even more solemn, and he patted Mu Nianchen's shoulder, just like he had been with his best brother, "He is worthy of being Mu Zhongxiao's son." ”
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Ruan Tian never thought that on the second day of her confinement, what she was waiting for was the news that her father was going to be executed.
When Ruan Tian saw these in the news, her first reaction was to find Mu Nianchen.
But Mu Nianchen left early in the morning, and he was not in Li Mountain at all.
The news is still scrolling, how evil Dad is, Ruan Tian is paralyzed there, and she can't even hear the hungry cries of the two babies.
Ruan Tian's mind was full of information that his father was about to die.
Ruan Tian didn't know why things suddenly took a turn for the worse, it was impossible to be like this, how could it be like this?
Ruan Tian called Mu Nianchen's phone over and over again, but Mu Nianchen didn't answer any of them.
Ruan Tian still believes in Mu Nianchen, because Mu Nianchen promised her ...... Mu Nianchen promised her that he would hand over the evidence to the relevant departments.
With those two things, how could it be possible to investigate so quickly? Ruan Tian couldn't figure it out at all.
Since she can't figure it out, then she doesn't think about it anymore, now, the only thing she wants to see in her heart is Mu Nianchen, she wants to ask Mu Nianchen about this, is there any room for reversal.
Ruan Tian didn't even wear shoes. He rushed out of the bedroom.
Her little face was pale, her hair was messy, and many of the servants in the house were busy downstairs, and when they saw her running down like this, several servants grabbed her and asked her, "Madam, what do you command?"
Ruan Tian grabbed the apron of one of them and said to her, "Can you go and get Mu Nianchen back for me?" I want to see him, I want to do it now!"
Ruan Tian's expression was very abnormal when she said these words, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that something was wrong with her.
The maid who stopped Ruan Tian and spoke didn't dare to say more, but was so frightened by Ruan Tian's behavior that he let go of her.
Ruan Tian was unobstructed, and continued to rush out of the door, there was only one thought in her mind, if she found Mu Nianchen, her father would be saved.
Mu Nianchen is so powerful, he must have a way to save his father.
When she was still some distance away from the door, the door of the villa opened from the outside, and Ruan Tian stood there and saw Mu Nianchen coming out of the car.
The clothes on his body are very formal, and his expression is very cold.
Ruan Tian guessed that Mu Nianchen must have also seen the news that his father was going to be executed.
She smiled, laughed like that. It makes her current state even more abnormal.
She stopped. watched Mu Nianchen come towards her.
When Mu Nianchen arrived in front of her, he was still the same as before, and when he saw her feet directly on the floor, he hugged her in distress.
Mu Nianchen did not carry Ruan Tian to the bedroom, but carried Ruan Tian all the way to the study.
The moment Ruan Tian was held in Mu Nianchen's arms, he smelled the smell of gunpowder on Mu Nianchen's body.
Her heart suddenly emptied for two seconds, and then, she asked Mu Nianchen directly in Mu Nianchen's arms: "Mu Nianchen, did you see my father today?"
Mu Nianchen never answered her, Ruan Tian sat in the study, on a wide chair, repeating the words just asked over and over again.
Mu Nianchen's non-answer is an answer for Ruan Tian.
Her ears were ringing, and her whole head was about to explode, how could she not even know the common sense that the execution time should be notified to the family in advance.
Ruan Tian already had a worst conjecture in her heart, in fact, she didn't think it was a conjecture, those things might have come true.
If people are really sad to the extreme, they don't have the strength to be hysterical anymore, Ruan Tian's next question was very calm, calm enough, and it made her heart empty for a while
"Mu Nianchen, now I only have three questions for you. I hope you will answer me truthfully. ”
When Ruan Tian said these words, she was still in Mu Nianchen's arms, she didn't even struggle, and continued to ask: "Did you already know this result?"
Mu Nianchen looked down at her, the look on his face did not change at all from when he was downstairs, Ruan Tian looked at him and nodded.
Her heart was even colder.
Ruan Tian admired herself very much, and she was able to have the strength to ask the next question: "Are the two things I handed over to you related to the conviction of my father, and is it because of those two things that my father's crime is more serious?"
Ruan Tian still wanted to get a negative answer from Mu Nianchen at this moment.
But Mu Nianchen, just like just now, nodded.
Ruan Tian's teeth were about to bite her tongue to pieces, she endured the pain and continued to ask Mu Nianchen the third question, "Mu Nianchen, is my father already gone?"
Although Ruan Tian already had the answer in her heart, she still wanted to ask. Even a thousandth hope. Ruan Tian is also looking forward to it.
This time, Mu Nianchen opened his mouth to speak, he combed Ruan Tian's already messy hair with his fingers, looked at Ruan Tian's almost collapsed face, and said to Ruan Tian in a voice that Ruan Tian hadn't heard on his body for a long time: "He died, while you were still asleep, under the sound of righteous gunfire." ”
After being confirmed, Ruan Tian's eyes were empty and empty, looking at Mu Nianchen, all the past looks disappeared at this moment, as if he was a walking corpse,
Ruan Tian can accept that his father is a drug dealer, and he can accept that he will eventually pay the price for the things he has done before, even if the price is life.
But Ruan Tian had no way to accept that her father's death was related to Mu Nianchen.
In other words, Mu Nianchen is the one who fuels the troubles.
Ruan Tian's thinking was a little chaotic since she knew that her father had left, she didn't even get out of Mu Nianchen's arms, but let Mu Nianchen still hold her.
Mu Nianchen's strength in holding her seemed to melt her into her bones and blood, Ruan Tian was under the cover of her clothes, because of Mu Nianchen's action, there were already bruises, but she didn't feel any pain at all.
She said to Mu Nianchen very softly: "Mu Nianchen, I understand your hatred for my father, if now, there is a person standing in front of me and letting me know that he is the culprit behind the death of my parents, I will definitely choose to take revenge step by step like you." ”
Mu Nianchen pressed Ruan Tian's face, wanting her not to speak, he went to kiss Ruan Tian's lips, and Ruan Tian let him kiss him very obediently, without any intention of resisting.
But when the kiss was over, and her eyes were full of water from the kiss, she still opened her mouth again, "But what to do, Mu Nianchen, I don't have any enemies." There is no one who wants revenge, and there is no way to empathize with your pain. ”
Ruan Tian's words are all lies, she has always felt guilty because her father was related to the death of Mu Nianchen's parents, and she suffered the emotions in her heart.
But now, all her empathy, all her heartache, her love, her everything, all became a joke.
There was silence in the room.
In silence, Ruan Tian said to Mu Nianchen in a very light and annoying tone: "Mu Nianchen, let's separate, I don't want you anymore." ”
Mu Nianchen didn't answer Ruan Tian, and Ruan Tian didn't need his answer.
Ruan Tian actually wants to say a lot, she wants to tell Mu Nianchen: "You once gave me hope, and now you are destroying it, I hate you." ”
However, the self-blame in her heart still prevented her from saying such things.
Ruan Tian felt that her current self was terrible, her heart was dead, but her mind was still alive.
After she finished saying these words, she began to struggle, she didn't know where she got the strength like now, she could escape from Mu Nianchen's arms so easily.
Ruan Tian walked out of the study, but Mu Nianchen didn't stop her as before.
Today's confrontation was actually only twenty minutes, and it was all Ruan Tian's unilateral venting, and Mu Nianchen said very little.
Ruan Tian returned to the bedroom, the two babies had been taken away by the confinement sister-in-law, and only the smell of the baby in the air was still reminding her that she still had two children.
Ruan Tian had kept a suitcase in this bedroom, which she had brought with her when she first moved in.
It was all Ruan Tian's own things.
Ruan Tian opened the suitcase, she wanted to get a set, she bought the clothes she bought herself, but on the lower level of the suitcase, she saw the marriage book written by Mu Nianchen that she had hidden there.
Ruan Tian thought that she could hold back her tears, but when she saw the marriage letter, tears still fell.
Ruan Tian once deceived Mu Nianchen, these two marriage books had been thrown away by her, and she even deceived herself, in such a long time, she never thought of it once, and these things.
She picked the two wedding books from the suitcase with her fingertips and put them on Mu Nianchen's desk.
That was the sincerity that Mu Nianchen had given her, even if that sincerity was gone, Ruan Tian still didn't tear these things apart.
She changed her clothes at a very fast speed, Ruan Tian actually didn't gain a lot of weight since she was pregnant, and before the confinement period ended, her weight returned to before she gave birth.
When Ruan Tian went downstairs with her suitcase, she seemed to hear the cries of the two babies, and as a mother's nature, she wanted to go and see her children.
But it can only be a look, even if there are thousands of reluctances, Ruan Tian still has to let go.
Ruan Tian told herself in her heart that in the months of pregnancy, for a long time, all you wanted was to leave after giving birth to the child, how could you give up after you had been planning for so long.
Ruan Tian, you have been stealing for more than a month, which is enough, this is so much better than you once imagined.
Let's go, don't look back, Daddy is still waiting for you.
Tianbao, I'm going to find my father.
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