Chapter 23: Did I Ask for Myself?
Fu Peiming made a few phone calls and did not reply, and he was very puzzled.
Following.
After being busy for most of the day, Fu Peiming flipped through the call records and information on the phone in his free time.
I didn't see any signs that Luo Qingying had contacted him.
Faintly angry.
Although he doesn't think of her and call her all the time, if he takes the initiative to contact her and she doesn't respond in time, he will feel ignored.
At around six o'clock in the afternoon, he dialed Luo Qingying's number again.
It rang several times, but it still didn't connect.
The man's clean and thick black eyebrows unconsciously twitched.
Suddenly, a call came in.
It's not Luo Qingying.
He pressed on.
"Haven't you come back yet, I'll leave work early this Christmas. Li Shutong's smiling voice came.
"Returned, on the way. ”
"Then I'll talk about it when you come back, stay safe when driving!"
"Good. ”
Ten minutes later, Fu Peiming returned, and at a glance he caught a glimpse of Shen Muqing's red Bentley parked downstairs, and his eyes sank.
He had already told his mother that he had another girlfriend, and it was impossible for him to get back together with Shen Muqing, but his mother was obviously on the same side as his grandfather.
Li Shutong did not clash head-on with her son, and said warmly that she hoped that her son would be more cautious about emotional matters and not make a decision in a hurry.
Then subtly interfere in their affairs, and soon create opportunities for them to meet, such as now.
In the living room, Li Shutong was talking and laughing with Shen Muqing, when she heard the door opening, she looked over and said happily: "Oh, Pei Ming is back!"
At the dinner table, Fu Peiming habitually had a silent face.
Shen Muqing was familiar with him like this.
If he's in a bad mood, or if there's something he doesn't want to face, he'll have this expression.
And now, she's the one he doesn't want to face.
At this time, Li Shutong smiled and said: "Pei Ming, my mother is not going back to country F in the new year, I want to get a jewelry brand, what do you think?"
Fu Peiming looked at his mother, a little shaken, "Oh, good." ”
If his mother could go back to Yuecheng to settle down and see each other often, it would definitely be what he wanted.
He didn't like her to be adrift, and he couldn't see her twice a year.
When he was studying abroad, he wanted to go to country F, but his father and grandfather wouldn't give him.
During the years when he was studying in country A, he would go to see his mother during the holidays, but he felt very bad.
He was particularly uncomfortable seeing the middle-aged man who lived with her, and he was reluctant to say hello every time he met.
The awkwardness of going to other people's houses to see his mother made him not stay with his mother for too long every holiday.
Hearing her son say yes, Li Shutong was very happy, and said: "Mu Qing has a good eye for jewelry and fashion, and she has a lot of good suggestions!
Fu Peiming was noncommittal.
After eating, Fu Peiming sent Shen Muqing downstairs.
He didn't say a word to her all night, and finally said indifferently at this time: "If you think that as long as you have a good relationship with my mother, it is possible for the two of us to get back together, it is absolutely an illusion, and it is impossible to change what I decided, don't waste time." ”
Shen Muqing's face was ugly, she snorted lightly and pulled the car door.
Slight pause.
Suddenly she turned to him and hugged him, quickly scribbling a lip print on his cheek before he pushed her away.
Fu Peiming's face was like frost, "Shen Muqing, are you so interesting?"
"Interesting," she teased, smirking, "do you think I care?"
She turned and got into the car and left haughtily.
It was late at night, and there was still no call or message from Luo Qingying in Fu Peiming's mobile phone.
……
Luo Qingying returned home.
Entering the house, she walked through the lively courtyard.
A group of high school students are having a Christmas party
Luo Chengxiang touched his second sister Luo Ziqi strangely: "Why is the eldest sister back?
Luo Ziqi was very disdainful, "Who knows!"
Luo Qingying suddenly pushed open the door of her mother's room.
Qin Xiuming was wearing home clothes and glasses to read the company's internal performance report, and was looking anxiously when he heard the voice, and immediately covered his laptop.
When he turned around and saw that it was his eldest daughter, he was furious, "What are you doing here?"
"I used to say that I wanted Luo Wei'an to die, I was sincere!" Luo Qingying's tears welled up, clenching his hands tightly, and trembling all over.
Qin Xiuming's face suddenly became terrifying, "Shut up!"
"He's a scumbag, he deserves ...... damn it"
Before Luo Qingying's words were finished, Qin Xiuming rushed over and slapped his daughter in the mouth.
"Shut up, did I tell you to shut up?"
Her strength was so great that Luo Qingying was fanned and threw herself into a cabinet by the wall, and the ornament was knocked to the ground by two and shattered.
Luo Qingying staggered to his feet and wiped the bloodshot from the corner of his mouth.
Qin Xiuming gasped violently, his eyes were round, flashing with hysterical light, as if Luo Qingying was a devil, "Get out, get out of me immediately!"
Luo Qingying cried bitterly, and her body softened.
"You broom star, don't you understand! Don't cry here!"
Qin Xiuming roared, pulled her daughter up, and pushed towards the door, "You can do whatever you like, don't affect your younger brothers and sisters!"
Luo Qingying was pushed out, and the door slammed shut.
The music and voices in the courtyard were noisy, and Luo Qingying was cold and out of breath.
Finally she returned to her room weakly, and the anger that erupted slowly cooled.
After washing her face, Luo Qingying walked out and passed the courtyard again, and the crazy high school students didn't notice her.
Luo Chengxiang caught a glimpse of her back, hesitated, and ran over, "Eldest sister, do you want to play with us?" ”
Luo Qingying was slightly sluggish, did not look back, and continued to walk away.
……
A few days later, New Year's Day was three days off.
On the afternoon of the first day, all the people who did not have classes left, and the atmosphere of the holiday was surging everywhere.
Luo Qingying didn't do anything, just sat there playing Plants vs. Zombies.
She's been playing for a few days.
I can't pretend to have anything in my head, and I can't even watch the novels and movies I usually like.
Studying, part-time jobs, all stopped.
When Fu Peiming came in, he saw her chin tightened, wearing headphones and constantly moving and clicking the mouse.
She stood for two minutes, but she didn't respond.
He went over and took off her headphones.
She froze.
"What's the matter with you?" he said angrily.
Since the day before yesterday, her phone has simply turned off.
She finally raised her head and slowly stood up, "What's wrong?"
Because of her attitude, Fu Peiming's face became even darker.
But he noticed that she was thinner and her face was less radiant.
"Need me to ask more details?" his eyes were cold, "How many calls have I made to you, but I didn't answer any of them, and I turned off my phone!"
She looked indifferent, "Oh, I lost my phone again." ”
Such an answer is better than not answering, Fu Peiming felt even more angry.
He wondered if she was muffling to mess with him again.
"Okay, if you lose it, you don't need to contact it, you are more free than me!"
Fu Peiming dragged her over, and she crashed into his breathless embrace.
"Tell me, what have I done lately that I need to explain to you?"
Luo Qingying's eyes turned red, and something began to surge in his heart.
After a while, she took a deep breath and pushed him away, "I've been just too busy and a little tired lately. ”
Fu Peiming smiled, he thought that being busy was an excuse for him, but he didn't expect that one day she would actually use it on him.
"Why are you busy, busy skipping classes and playing games?" he mocked.
Luo Qingying sat down on the edge of the bed with a cold expression. "If all you know is that I skip classes and play games, you know very little about me. ”
Fu Peiming dragged her chair over and sat down, looking at her.
"It's really limited, so you shouldn't tell me what I don't understand?"
Luo Qingying had a heart attack and looked away, "I've been feeling very bad lately, and then I don't want you." ”
Fu Peiming was angry, "Oh, sometimes I don't have time to think about you when I'm busy." ”
He stood up, "Do you still want to play games, or go to dinner?"
……
Luo Qingying followed behind him, becoming more and more unable to walk, and finally said with difficulty: "You go back." ”
Fu Peiming turned to look at her, his handsome face was dark, and he endured, "What's wrong with you?"
Tears always wanted to come up, Luo Qingying bit her lip fiercely and breathed heavily. "I feel tired. ”
Fu Peiming was really angry, "Can you not be like this, what is there to say, you are tired of yourself and others are tired!"
Luo Qingying's tears fell down, the back of his hand pressed to his lips, and he couldn't hold back crying anymore.
I just can't say anything about it, she's so uncomfortable.
She didn't know what love was for her, she still had no support in her heart, and it only added to all kinds of unspeakable pain.
She would rather have nothing now, including what he promised her.
Fu Peiming frowned and stood there, "Why don't you wait until you're in a good mood and I'll come back to you?"
He regretted coming over.
Luo Qingying turned around, "It's okay if you don't look for it." ”
She walked a few steps, and was followed by Fu Peiming and grabbed her shoulder.
He endured it, trying to suppress the anger that surged up.
"What I said just now is canceled, what are you angry about, say it, it's my problem, I apologize to you. ”
Luo Qingying covered her mouth fiercely, tears sliding down.
Hanging his shoulders and trembling for a while, he held back tears and said, "It's my problem, not yours." Maybe don't take it seriously when it comes to getting married, I don't think I've thought about it......"
Someone passed by from time to time on the school road, Fu Peiming's brows twisted into Sichuan characters, and suddenly grabbed her wrist, "Go back to the apartment and talk about it!"
On the road, the carriage was quiet and depressing, and Fu Peiming was indescribably irritable.
Finally returning to the apartment, he turned to Luo Qingying coldly, "Let's talk about it now, what stimulated you to be like this suddenly!"
Luo Qingying had regained her composure, clenched her hands when she heard the words, and her tone was low: "There is no stimulation, I just feel that it is boring." ”
"It's boring?" Fu Peiming was angry again.
He felt that this was the first time he had faced up to her childishness, "Who can be interesting every day in love?"
"So," she looked at him coldly, "what are you doing when you get married?"
Fu Peiming snorted incredulously, "Don't tell me, you're suddenly afraid of marriage!"
According to what he said at the beginning, when she turns 20 years old and registers, it will be two or three months later.
Luo Qingying turned her face away, "Anyway, you don't like me much, why bother ......"
My throat choked slightly, and I couldn't speak.
Fu Peiming stared at her for a while, eager to stare out a few holes.
He had a deep sense of being defeated.
Suddenly sighed, and went over to take her into his arms, "Did I find it all for myself, I brought it all for myself, you are really entangled and give me a headache!"
Luo Qingying was stunned.
Fu Peiming's arms tightened around her.
Her soft body softened his heart, and his anger and irritability were not so serious.
But I really want to sigh.
With his character, he likes Shen Muqing for so many years and has never tried to condescend so much.
It's like he can't find a woman and can't wait to get married.
But I felt that the girl in my arms trembled slightly, and her mood fluctuated again.
He felt like his shoulders were going to get wet with her crying.
I couldn't help but feel annoyed, but my hand unconsciously comforted her hair.
Until now, he still didn't understand where he had recruited her, and he was sad to be like this.
Tired of standing, he carried her back to the room, and she sat on the edge of the bed and continued to sob, with her back to him.
He walked away, and after a while he came back with a hot wet towel, pressed one hand to her forehead, lifted her face up, and took the towel to wipe her tear-stained face.
His palm-sized face was rubbed red by him.
Luo Qingying looked at him in a daze, and suddenly, tears welled up again.
Fu Peiming's head was big, he grabbed her lips and kissed her on the bed.
Luo Qingying froze for a moment and pushed him in fear.
She now has a deep psychological barrier to intimacy.
But it's okay if she doesn't push, but when she pushes Fu Peiming, she won't let go, the kiss suffocates her, and her tears burst out, like falling into a black abyss.
Don't don't don't ...... It was like a voice trembling and screaming in my heart, about to go crazy.