Chapter Ninety-Eight: Lost

gave Kwon Ning, who was celebrating his success in poaching in a bar in Seoul, and Li Ke began to be really distressed, although his judgment on this matter was like this, but it was obvious that Hyoyeon, who had not come out of the bathroom, would never approve of his judgment. Not to mention the difference in the perspective of things between men and women, from the emotional point of view alone, it is impossible for Hyoyeon to listen to him give her the reasons for Zheng Xiuyan's withdrawal.

I have known Xiaoyuan for so long, Li Ke has a good understanding of the profession of idol, as far as the profession of idol is concerned, the boundary between life and work cannot be as clear as ordinary people, performing on the stage is work, waiting backstage is life, and the private time spent alone by himself is basically negligible, this is the norm of Xiaoyuan.

Busy schedules, irregular schedules and the inconvenience of going out have greatly limited their social circle, and people like Taeyeon who are originally quiet and don't like to go out don't even have any friends outside the circle, and the members and the staff who often appear around them are Taeyeon's social circle. Therefore, many times the inseparable members can share their happiness and joy more than their own families, understand the difficulties and distresses they encounter, for Xiao Yuan, the name Zheng Xiuyan is really too important, it is difficult to distinguish the number of trainees and the eight-year combination career, so that Zheng Xiuyan occupies a unique weight in Xiao Yuan's heart, when Zheng Xiuyan makes the choice to quit, Xiao Yuan can't accept it and even has an emotional breakdown It is a normal thing. Analyzing the problem here, how should he comfort such a filial piety now? Rationally analyze the reason why Zheng Xiuyan did this? Even if he is clumsy in this regard, Li Ke does not think this is a good way. Tell Xiaoyuan that since the matter is irreparable, he can only face it? This method sounds as unreliable as the previous one, what should I do? Li Ke rubbed his face with his hands and fell into deep distress.

When Li Ke was worried about how to comfort Xiao Yuan, Xiao Yuan, who was hiding in the bathroom, was in a daze in the mirror, generally when a person cries and sleeps, the probability of eyes swollen into walnuts after waking up is as high as 99 percent, remove the identity of idol, Xiao Yuan is a very ordinary person, so she is very normal to stay in the 99 percent chance, so of course, what Xiao Yuan saw in the mirror was a swollen face that could not see people, when Xiao Yuan thought that he was dangling in front of Li Ke with such a face just now, Xiao Yuan couldn't help but have the urge to dig a pit and bury himself in it。

"La-la。。。。。。 The melodious ringtone made Xiao Yuan temporarily forget the urge to dig a pit and bury himself, took out the mobile phone in his pocket, and the familiar name jumping on the screen made Xiao Yuan's mood low all of a sudden, letting the ringtone go from high to disappearing, Xiao Yuan's eyes flashed with a complicated look when he looked at the mobile phone screen, and the name that would have made her extremely relieved at any time in the past made her panic and didn't even dare to look at it at this moment, how should they continue to move forward? The hesitation and panic in his heart made Xiao Yuan unable to stay in the dormitory at all, and the sisters who were most suitable for pouring out their hearts in the past have also become embarrassed to look at each other. When Li Ke answered the phone as fast as always, and was about to come to her without even asking, Xiao Yuan couldn't describe what she was feeling at that time, and the only thing Xiao Yuan remembered was that a sentence flashed in her heart at that time, "Fortunately, there are still you!"

"La-la。。。。。。 The ringtone rang again strongly, looked down at the phone, the name on the phone changed, Xiao Yuan scratched her hair irritably, she knew the person who was calling now, different from the person who called just now, if she didn't answer the phone all the time, Xiao Yuan fully believed that there would be a lot of thoughts and worries in her mind on the other end of the phone that she couldn't think of at all, and then these messy thoughts and worries would crush her who was already fragile and on the verge of collapse, so after a short period of hesitation and struggle, Xiao Yuan still gritted his teeth and pressed the dial button。

"Click!" The sound of the doorknob turning woke up Li Ke who was in deep thought, and quickly looked up at the door of the bathroom, and Li Ke saw a face full of resolute filial piety. Standing up, Li Ke walked to Xiao Yuan's side and held Xiao Yuan's hand worriedly, "You, are you okay?"

"It's not very good to be honest!" Xiao Yuan didn't seem to have the slightest intention of hiding his feelings, too, he had already cried in Li Ke's arms for a long time with snot and tears, and he simply slept after crying tired, and now no one will believe it if he says it's okay, at least Li Ke won't believe it, and Xiao Yuan's character determines that she won't overly hide her mood in front of people who care about her, so Xiao Yuan expressed the bad mood now, "And I think I'll be even worse next!"

"Did something happen again?" The vigilance of the deaf and clear-eyed and martial arts practitioners made Li Ke clearly hear the ringtone of the mobile phone ringing in the bathroom before.

"I don't know what's going to happen next!" Hyoyeon hung his head down, sometimes the unknown itself is more frightening than anything, because you don't know what you should do next and what you can do, "Taeyeon called and told me to go back to the dorm for a meeting, we... Xiao Yuan's voice trembled slightly, "It seems that I have to make a very important choice today!"

Looking at Xiao Yuan who hung his head and couldn't see his expression clearly, he hesitated for a moment, Li Ke held Xiao Yuan's hand hanging down his side hard, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

Holding Li Ke's hand hard, Xiao Yuan put his head against Li Ke's chest, and asked helplessly, "We... Is there no going back?"

"No!" Li Ke raised his hand and gently stroked Xiao Yuan's slightly messy hair, "No matter what problems arise between you now, everything you have experienced together in the past is real and indelible, and your feelings are the same, even if some irresistible reality factors make it impossible to maintain some of the things you hope for, as long as you don't want to lose, believe me, it will not disappear like this!"

"Won't it disappear?" Xiao Yuan closed his eyes, "Yes, as long as we don't want to lose, it will definitely not disappear, it must be like this! As long as we don't want to, it will not disappear, it will definitely not disappear! I want to believe you, it will not be, it must 。。。。。。 ”