Chapter 56: This world is miserable, you are my only sweetness
"Hurry up again!!"
He yelled at the driver in a frustrated rage and turned back.
The hand holding her tightened, lowered his head, rubbed her soft cheek with his warm cheek, and his voice was soft, with a hint of urgency and begging: "Then I'll go wash it when I get to the hospital, okay, don't you sleep...... Huh?"
Eight years ago, she leaned on her arms like this, and the blood slowly flowed out, dying the blue and white hospital gown on her body, like a gorgeous Gesang flower!
She also said that she was so tired, so sleepy, and wanted to sleep.
History is always repeating itself, and he is about to lose it anymore when he experiences this bone-eroding pain again! He is afraid, afraid that she will leave him again.
Su Ye smiled effortlessly, his eyelids were about to fight, and he tried to lift his spirits: "Xiang Chenglin...... Didn't I tell you...... Said I...... Don't mind. ”
Her voice was small, her speech became intermittent because of the pain, and the sound of the ambulance overhead took up most of it, but despite this, Xiang Chenglin still heard it.
Xiang Chenglin's heart was slammed fiercely, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "You said it, I heard it at that time." ”
Su Ye moved his eyes slowly, looking at him, his outline became unclear in his blurred eyes.
"I'm sorry I didn't say it earlier......"
Is she apologizing for the shock at that time? He is the one who should have apologized!
Xiang Chenglin listened to her voice getting smaller and smaller, lowered his head and sniffed her eyelids weakly, and was very anxious: "I don't blame you, don't talk when you're tired, look at me, don't sleep, you listen to me, huh? What do you want to hear?"
Su Ye's fingertips twitched slightly, and his eyes, which were about to close, barely opened a slit: "I...... I want to hear from you, when you were a child......"
He rarely talks to himself, he always runs after him, and this time he comes to tell himself, those things that I don't have time to understand.
"I was an illegitimate child, my mother was very good-looking and gentle, she was working as a room attendant in a small hotel at the time, and she met Xiang Nan, and at that time she couldn't help falling in love with this good-looking man at first sight.
Maybe the two are also in love, but it's a pity that sometimes, the interests are far greater than everything, even love, and he finally chose to marry a rich girl, this decision can save him at least twenty years of struggle. ”
Speaking of this, Xiang Chenglin's Adam's apple rolled a little, and his head couldn't help but appear with his mother's parting smile, which was painful and affectionate.
At that time, he didn't know why his mother's smile made him look so heartbroken, and finally he realized that it was only because he loved him so much, that he could let go and let him do what he wanted.
"Chenglin ......"
He must have been in pain, so he tore the wound open again and showed it to others.
Xiang Chenglin responded, smiled far-fetched, and continued: "My mother didn't know that she was pregnant at that time, and after leaving, she went to work as a cleaner in a housekeeping company, and finally gave birth to me.
After giving birth to me, her health has always been bad, and she often has a fever, but I was still young at that time, and I couldn't do anything except serve her tea and water, so she took me like this.
Until I was in junior high school, she was diagnosed with acute leukemia, and she didn't live long, at that time, I went to the construction site, went to the restaurant, went to make money, and the money I made was gradually not enough, her illness became more and more serious, and I was desperate, I wanted to go over to rob, and it was Sister Min who helped me. ”
Maybe I was lucky enough that someone helped me at the most helpless age.
"After that, I also made money, I have to thank that man for leaving me a good skin, but I still didn't keep my mother, she died, I went to work there for a long time, I was used to seeing the ugliness of human nature, I thought it would be good to live like this for the rest of my life, muddy ......"
Gradually, Su Ye couldn't hear what he was talking about, but remembered that his thin lips opened and closed in his sight, talking about things she didn't know......
She wanted to hear it, wondering what he had said and why he was so sad.
"Leaves...... Su Ye ......"
His voice seemed to float in the air, she couldn't find him, it was dark all around her, she couldn't see him......
……………………………
"Chief Xiang, Mrs. Xiang just lost too much blood, the child is also safe, there are no other problems, and now as long as he wakes up, he is safe. ”
"Don't tell me that! When you sent it in, you said it was okay, it would be 24 hours at most, and now that 2 hours have passed, I don't want to hear that again. ”
"Chief Xiang, you haven't closed your eyes for a day, pay attention to your body ......"
"Leave me alone, I want her to wake up now, if she can't wake up, you're ready to change jobs!"
Waving to Chenglin, motioning for the doctor to go away, sitting in a wheelchair, he reached out and rubbed his aching eyebrows, and the stubble growing from the corners of his mouth looked very different from his usual image.
The number on the mobile phone that rang on the side made his face more restless, and he glanced at the unconscious woman on the hospital bed.
Press the answer button neatly.
"I'll be right back right now. ”
He...... Going?
The surroundings suddenly fell silent, and Su Ye ran desperately in his dreams, running in the direction of the sound in the long dark night.
The footprints turned into a starry sky, and she saw the man walking towards her, a blinding light rushing into her eyes, and all the night was shattered.
The surrounding decorations gradually appeared in front of her, Su Ye blinked hard, and the moment she woke up, the pain all over her body woke up, telling her that she was still alive.
She moved her hand, and the pain in her nerves made her moan softly: "Hiss......"
This small moan fell on the tip of Xiang Chenglin's heart, setting off a thousand huge waves, he wanted to hug her, but he was afraid of hurting her, so he could only sit on the side, some cramped hands and put down, some incoherent.
"Baby, are you awake? Doesn't it hurt? I'll call you a doctor. ”
Su Ye looked at his affectionate and ecstatic eyes, and tears flowed out of his eyes.
It's so good, Xiang Chenglin I'm still alive, I can still see you, I can still hear you talking, it's really good, I thought I was going to leave you alone again.
A thousand words came to her mouth, and she moved her lips, but her throat was so dry and uncomfortable that she couldn't say a word, so she could only stare at him and cry.
Xiang Chenglin looked at her tears gushing out like golden beans, and was very distressed, with a thin callus on his fingers that had been holding a gun for a long time, and wanted to wipe away those tears, but the more he wiped them, he lowered his head and kissed them one by one for her.
The deep voice revealed a bit of ecstasy that had been lost and regained, and there was too much self-blame and distress: "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry for making you suffer, I'm sorry, I'll protect you in the future." ”
The clothes on his body were a little wrinkled, and he didn't look as calm and handsome as usual, but despite this, Su Ye knew that it was all because of herself, and she loved this man.
After the doctor arrived, after a comprehensive examination, the risk of unemployment was safely passed: "Chief Xiang, there is no big problem with the wife and the child, but the child is already very large, so I have to be hospitalized for observation for a month, and pay attention to the infection of my hands and dietary adjustment, and the stitches can be removed after about two weeks." ”
After the doctor explained the matter in a rambling manner, he immediately left the ward under Xiang Chenglin's eyes, making room for the two of them to be separate.
After the doctor left.
Xiang Chenglin walked over with a glass of warm water, put his hand around her neck, let her lean on his chest, and waited patiently and carefully for her to finish drinking.
Su Ye's voice was hoarse: "Chenglin...... I'm sorry to worry you. ”
He was silent from the first two sentences, and she could obviously feel that this man who was not good at words was blaming himself, which made Su Ye a little worried.
Xiang Chenglin's eyes darkened, holding her soft body, distressed didn't know what to say, it was she who was hurt, but she was still trying to apologize to herself, God knows how much he hoped that those injuries were on his own body when he saw those scars.
"It's not your fault, baby, I'm angry that I didn't protect you, it's me who should apologize, I'm your husband, but every time I hurt you, if something happens to you, what should I do? ”
This 187-year-old man, who was arrogant on the battlefield and surprised the man in the shopping mall, but at this moment, in front of her, his tone was helpless like a lost child.
He was afraid, afraid that she would disappear again, afraid that she would leave herself alone and have no home, what should she do with him, what should she do to stop loving him so much.
Su Ye's eyes were full of distress, looking at his bloodshot and red eyes, which were slightly moist, as if he was trying to restrain some emotions.
She didn't want to hear him apologize: "I'm not leaving, we still have children, and another child who is half like you and half like me, right?"
Xiang Chenglin reached out and gently stroked her belly, the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, gave her a not-so-good-looking smile, lowered his head, buried his head in her neck, and absorbed the taste that belonged to her.
She gave him a different world, gave him a different life, a home where people were waiting for him, and made him feel that this world was not so bad, and it had a warm color.
He also thought that this time he couldn't wait, that he couldn't wait for her to wake up again, that he wasn't so lucky, but that God had mercy on him and didn't take his light away.
After a long time, he responded softly: "Hmm." ”
A word is mixed with too many emotions, and Su Ye has mixed feelings when he listens.
A moist drop of water fell between her neck, Su Ye's heart was stabbed fiercely, beating violently, it turned out that the person she loved was crying, she would be so painful.
She understands that he has too many things on his shoulders, how many people he relies on, and too much forbearance, at this moment she feels sorry for this man named Xiang Chenglin.
She tilted her head slightly, rubbed his head, and said in a soft voice: "My heart is very small, and it is occupied by you alone, so Xiang Chenglin, you lean on my shoulder, you can cry, I won't laugh at you, I will only love you more, I want to be your dependent, and bear it with you, okay?"
Xiang Chenglin's Adam's apple rolled up and down unbearably, a rare fragility emerged in his eyes, he was so lonely and stubborn walking on a road, hurting, hurting, and tired of licking his wounds, and then walking forward, that road was only his own person.
Until one day, a woman said that he could cry and lean on her.
The hand holding her tightened a little, closed those deep eyes, and tears flowed like a child.
He said, "How can a man depend on a woman?" ”
Su Ye smiled, feeling his strong heartbeat in his back, his voice was forbearing, and he felt sorry for the roads he had walked alone: "Is it okay?"
She is still alive and can accompany this man, the man she has loved for so many years, they will have a home, a home full of warmth, there is no deceit, no intrigue, just simple, with Su Ye and Xiang Chenglin and their children.
She thought that when she woke up again, she should ask Zhao Tianlin and Qian Xia how they were, and how the two of them were.
But that was all after the man next to her woke up, and she tilted her head slightly, hiding her head around his neck, and smelling his good smell.
He reached out and gently touched her head, and his voice was a little softer: "What's wrong?"
Su Ye smiled and slowly closed his eyes: "No, good night." ”
The bird that suddenly sprang out of the big tree in the window, fluttering its wings, looking at the higher sky and flying away, the feathers that fell from its body fell lightly on the windowsill, soft and soft in the sun.
After waking up, Xiang Chenglin told her that there was nothing wrong with Tianlin, and Eucalyptus had also been arrested and was now preparing to file a lawsuit, but judging by his tone, her future life in prison should not be so easy.
The injured man is also out of danger, and at his own request, his child is also being treated, and a lawyer has been hired for him, and the final result should be good.
Because of the work in the army, Xiang Chenglin left the next day, and when he left, he deliberately explained the matter of taking care of her to Wang Siqin.
The next time Su Ye saw Eucalyptus was in the courtroom, she attended the trial as a victim, and Zhao Tianlin, who was also present.
During this period, Eucalyptus always lowered her head, and in half a month, she quickly lost weight, and her whole person became a walking skeleton, and most of the time she was silent.
Only in the end she was sentenced, it was life imprisonment, and her eyes when she looked at Su Ye were still full of poisonous resentment.
Perhaps for the rest of her life, she will spend the rest of her life in resentment and behind bars
After the trial, Su Ye and Zhao Tianlin walked out of the courthouse together, and after solving this matter, they could be regarded as understanding Su Ye's thoughts.
Wang Siqin was also very happy to hear that she was pregnant, and this month she will be supplemented to recuperate her body, without heavy soup every day, and a nutritious and balanced diet, which made Su Ye gain a lot of weight.
Today, she is heavy again.
After Qian Xia's body recovered, he took her over and went to Italy, and soon the exhibition there also started as scheduled, through the live broadcast of the magazine and Qian Xia and Alessio.
She also let go of her hanging heart a lot, and she could be regarded as having completed the work she hadn't done well before, she told Alessio that she shouldn't be able to go back in the short term, and arranged a new partner for him, Alessio also listened to Qian Xia about her, so she could only choose to bless and agree.
Zhao Tianlin will also come to see her from time to time, the two are obviously separated by a hospital, and the number of times he comes is still extremely diligent, every time he appears when he eats on time, and leaves after eating.
Because she was pregnant with a child, the anesthetics could not be used, and Su Ye's hand hurt for half a month, and the stitches were just removed today.
She wanted to call Xiang Chenglin, but after Wang Siqin plugged in the headphones for her, she went out to the corridor to make a phone call and make porridge on the phone.
On the other side of the phone, on the way back to the dormitory after a meeting, the mobile phone in his waist bag rang, and when he saw the caller, the corners of his serious mouth brought a faint smile.
This smile, looking at the people around him, is like seeing some rare thing.
He closed the door, pressed down the speakerphone, put the phone on the bed, listened to the woman calling his name softly, his heart was a soft mess, and his head unconsciously outlined her current expression, and he missed her very much.
"Have the stitches been removed, do your hands still hurt?"
Su Ye heard his voice, and the longing in her heart was overflowing, how could she not find out that she was so hypocritical before, she thought so badly when she heard his voice, she had only seen him for half a month.
"The stitches are removed, it's much better than the pain before, what about you?
Xiang Chenglin took out the clothes from the closet, changed them, looked in the mirror, took out the ring and put it on his hand: "Everything is going well, I'll be back later, I heard Aunt Wang say that my little baby is a lot heavier? ”
This man's speech is really getting more and more sultry, not only sultry, but also worse.
Su Ye shook his head and didn't admit it: "What's the matter, mom is talking nonsense." ”
The car keys on the table were scooped up, the man's eyes were soft, and he closed the door neatly, telling the woman: "Don't want to lose weight, I still have 40 minutes to get to the hospital door." ”
Su Ye looked down at the hospital gown on his body, and was a little panicked: "You want to come back?!"
"Well, didn't you say that Aunt Wang was talking nonsense? Then I can only come and see for myself. ”
There was no answer on the other side of the phone, Xiang Chenglin opened the car door neatly with his mobile phone, and vaguely heard the sound of slippers kicking the ground.
He sat in the car, tapped his fingers lightly on the steering wheel, and quietly listened to the woman over there walk back to the room safely, and said something again, and after a while, he found that he hadn't hung up the phone, and hung up in a hurry.
He let go of his phone and looked at the woman on the screen, twisted the car keys, started the car, the indulgence in his eyes could not be erased, his heart was soft, God treated him really well, and he gave him everything he wanted.
Su Ye sat on a bench at the entrance of the hospital, wearing a simple blue short-sleeved dress, a long white skirt that reached to her ankles, and a wide-brimmed sun hat on top of her head.
There was a chirping in the tree, and she didn't feel irritated at all.
The white skirt was gently swayed by the wind, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of light, staring at the location of the parking entrance.
She didn't even notice that someone walked up to her.
"Su Ye. ”
Because of the brim of the hat, Su Ye had to tilt his head to see the person who came: "It's been a long time, Mu Siyuan." ”
She hadn't seen this man for a long time, and she saw that he was wearing work clothes, and it was strange to say that he was in a hospital, but she had never met him.
In the past six months, he seems to have changed a lot, a little more calm, and she is also changing.
Seeing him again, Su Ye's eyes were only indifferent, perhaps because what she wanted had been satisfied, and nothing else mattered.
"Well, I heard you're injured, how are you recovering?"
Su Ye's tone was very calm, as if he was talking to an old friend: "Fortunately, the doctor said that the healing is good, and it will not affect life for a month at most, I heard that Su Zi is about to give birth, right?"
From time to time, she will see photos of Su Zi in other people's circle of friends, and it looks like she should be about to give birth.
At the mention of the child, Mu Siyuan's eyes stayed on her stomach for a second or two, and he was a little distracted: "Well, yes, how long have you been pregnant?"
Su Ye nodded, touched his belly lovingly, and didn't mind sharing with him: "Well, it's been seven months, and speaking of which, this is also your niece, isn't it?"
Mu Siyuan looked at the happiness between her eyebrows, and her heart tingled, nephew, how funny and heartache, there should have been a better ending between them, but they missed it like this.
Now he seems to have nothing else to say except blessings, and he has grown a lot in the past six months, and this world has responsibilities in addition to love.
"It's also said, you want to be happy, and when the time comes to get married, I will come. ”
He looked up and looked at the man who stepped out of the car not far away, his heart was like a knife, and he saw the man standing in place and nodding at him.
Mu Siyuan lowered his head, looked at the woman and reminded, "He's coming to pick you up." ”
"Huh?"
Su Ye looked back, the man standing under the scorching sun, the whole person was like the only cool breeze in summer, blowing into Su Ye's heart, refusing to disperse for a long time.
His eyes were doting, without a trace of impatience, and he held a bouquet of sunflowers in his hand, the flower she had inadvertently said she wanted before.
He was waiting for her to walk over.
Su Ye got up and said goodbye to Mu Siyuan, smiling freely, and there was some impatience in his eyes: "Then I'll go first, and we'll talk another day." ”
"Good. ”
Mu Siyuan saw that she left herself without hesitation and walked towards another man, with an indescribable bitterness in her heart.
Xiang Chenglin stood in place, watching her walk towards him hurriedly, with indescribable satisfaction and happiness in his heart, and when she walked in, he reached out and pinched her cheeks with a lot of flesh: "You slow down, don't run." ”
Because Su Ye waited below for a while, despite the shade and hat, her face was still a little red, and it looked very delicious.
Su Ye wanted to reach out and hold the flower, but Xiang Chenglin was worried about her hand and didn't let her hold it, so she could only get close and smell it, smile happily, and retort a little childishly: "I didn't run, I used it to walk, this flower is very beautiful, let's go buy a vase and put it up." ”
Xiang Chenglin smiled, bent his head into the brim of her hat, and branded a kiss on her face: "Well, you didn't run, did you miss me?"
Su Ye pushed his face with the back of his hand, a little shy in public, but he still replied honestly: "I think about it." ”
Half a month said that he didn't want it to be fake, he was more worried about him, and he didn't dare to say it, for fear of increasing pressure on him, but the moment he saw that he was safe, Su Ye's heart was warm, and happiness was about to overflow.
Mu Siyuan stood where he was, only to see a charming smile on the girl's face, so dazzling that it almost stabbed his eyes.
Watching the car leave, Mu Siyuan lit a cigarette, sat in the place where the girl had just sit, and looked at the sky she had just seen, and there was a touch of powerless sadness on that uninhibited face.
It turns out that she can also be like a girl, she can be coquettish, she can be a princess, but now that she thinks about it, he is only in love with Su Ye with Xiang Chenglin, not her.
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