Chapter Seventy-Six: I'm Just With This Heart
"Mu Nianchen, how unbearable am I in your heart, so that you can use this way to humiliate me like this now?"
Ruan Tian felt that the compensation given by Mu Nianchen was a kind of humiliation.
She didn't want to stay with Mu Nianchen for a moment now.
She knocked on the partition and motioned for the driver to stop.
The driver works for Mu Nianchen, and if he wants to listen, he also listens to Mu Nianchen, how can it be possible, follow Ruan Tian's orders.
The car was still open, the door had already been locked, and Ruan Tian couldn't go out if he wanted to.
Ruan Tian tried all the methods, but it didn't work, she could only stay away from Mu Nianchen, and then a little farther away.
But the car was so big, no matter how far she was away, it was only an arm's length away.
Ruan Tian's hands were shaking when she was angry by Mu Nianchen's words, Mu Nianchen wanted to hug her, Ruan Tian glared back angrily, and said to Mu Nianchen: "I think you are disgusting." ”
Ruan Tian's disgust for Mu Nianchen was not hidden at all, "Mu Nianchen, stay away from me." ”
How did Mu Nianchen know what Ruan Tian was doing now? He thought that Ruan Tian's heart still had a shadow on Liu Qingcheng's matter, he sat on the side, looked at Ruan Tian apologetically, and said to her: "I have already asked people to send Liu Qingcheng to prison,"
Hearing Liu Qingcheng's name, Ruan Tian's body trembled, these days, she tried her best to forget what Liu Qingcheng had done to her, she really felt that memory was too dirty, she couldn't stand it, and whenever she thought about it, she would be like this, she couldn't control herself.
"Mu Nianchen, Liu Qingcheng is a scumbag, you are also a scumbag, Liu Qingcheng is in prison, why don't you send yourself in?" Ruan Tian's voice seemed to be with ice, and her disgusted gaze swept over Mu Nianchen's body, "I've been thinking about it recently, when you first met me, did you already think about taking the Ruan family for yourself?"
Otherwise, how could he decide his life's events on the day Ruan Tian's father was admitted to the hospital?
"Mu Nianchen, you have done so much deliberately, did you treat me as a joke at the beginning? I like to chase after you so much, because I was by your side and was ridiculed by your classmates, at that time, in my heart, were you like them, laughing at me for being a fool?"
Ruan Tian asked a series of questions, in the past, she only thought that Mu Nianchen was to take revenge on her, and she simply hated her, so she would do such a reckless thing, Ruan Tian thought that even if the ending between her and Mu Nianchen was not good, but at least, at the very beginning, the little bit of affection between the two people was true.
But that day, Aunt Gu told her that not long after she separated from Mu Nianchen, on her most tragic day, he learned the news, not only did not help, but also went to make a happy event with his aunt.
Could Mu Nianchen be the one who casually agreed to marry someone else? She decided to get engaged to Mu Nianchen in the first place, or because she and Mu Nianchen had a conflict that she was very concerned about.
That contradiction made Ruan Tian care that she wanted to give up Mu Nianchen, the kind of abandonment that she had never crossed paths in her life.
Who did that contradiction come from? It came from a girl, a girl who was in charge of the same project as Mu Nianchen.
Although Mu Nianchen had not graduated at that time, he had already made a great reputation in the major, and many companies rushed to sign him, Mu Nianchen finally chose a company that was struggling on the food and clothing line, that girl, named He Xixi, in other classmates were not optimistic about Mu Nianchen's decision, she resolutely refused the job invitation of a foreign company and went to that company with Mu Nianchen.
They were assigned to the same department and worked together every day, Ruan Tian actually knew about that girl for a long time, because, when she went to find Mu Nianchen, she had been ridiculed by this girl and her friends.
When Ruan Tian was in school, although she had a soft temperament, she was also a temperamental person.
If Lin Shiya is a hidden arrow to Ruan Tian, then He Xixi and her friends are open guns.
Hidden arrows are difficult to prevent, but open guns are easy to block, Ruan Tian has not suffered any losses on He Xixi.
She is also a big-hearted person, and she didn't pay attention to her anymore after scolding He Xixi in person, until she went to Mu Nianchen's company to find Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian was sensible at that time, and the rules that he had not followed in his own company had always been followed in Mu Nianchen's company.
Nguyen's was one of the best companies in Nancheng back then, and countless companies wanted to cooperate, and a casual order could save this company on the verge of bankruptcy.
Ruan Tian went to find Mu Nianchen, if he said his identity, or asked his father's secretary to inform him in advance, he must see Mu Nianchen whenever he wanted.
But she didn't want Mu Nianchen to be embarrassed, what Ruan Mingze's daughter's boyfriend's identity represented in the eyes of others, Ruan Tian knew better than anyone else.
Will her colleagues say how many years less struggle he has than others, and how many of these words will be contempt for Mu Nianchen?
Ruan Tian didn't want Mu Nianchen to go through this, so every time she came back, she had to wait,
She sometimes called Mu Nianchen, obviously it was already lunch break, but Mu Nianchen was still busy.
Ruan Tian sometimes brings the bento made by her aunt at home, sometimes she wants to eat with Mu Nianchen, and sometimes she just wants to take a look at Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian has to go back to school every day, originally in school, there are very few opportunities to see Mu Nianchen, but now that Mu Nianchen is working, Ruan Tian can see him even less.
She is looking forward to Mu Nianchen's lunch break and off-duty time every day, but Mu Nianchen still has to work overtime after getting off work, and after Ruan Tian came home late several times, her father directly asked the driver to pick her up every day, and the time with Mu Nianchen was always unable to get together.
Usually I can make it up because Ruan Tian is accommodating Mu Nianchen, and now Ruan Tian has no way to accommodate him, and Mu Nianchen is too busy to take the initiative at all.
Ruan Tian can see Mu Nianchen every day, and he only has a little lunch break.
She went ten times, and seven times she couldn't see Mu Nianchen.
As soon as Mu Nianchen entered the studio, his mobile phone became an ornament, basically he couldn't get through, Ruan Tian sometimes, he could wait there until Mu Nianchen started work in the afternoon.
She became more and more frustrated, she tried for a week, but she didn't go to Mu Nianchen, and Mu Nianchen sent few messages every day, she was deliberately fighting with Mu Nianchen, but Mu Nianchen didn't seem to find out.
Ruan Tian was angry with herself for a long time, and finally found out that she had been angry for a week, and Mu Nianchen didn't care.
The girl who is desperate for love went to Mu Nianchen on weekdays.
With a lunch in her hand, she stood downstairs in Mu Nianchen's company.
The company rented a half-story office building in a commercial building, and Ruan Tian reported the name of another company that day and went up smoothly.
She thought that Mu Nianchen was still busy, because before entering the elevator, she had just called Mu Nianchen, but Mu Nianchen did not answer.
She walked to the company where Mu Nianchen worked at the time, and the front desk had already gone out to eat, so no one stopped her, the company was not big, and all departments were in one office area.
The first time Ruan Tian entered, he saw Mu Nianchen.
And Ho Sisi.
They were eating, at their workstations, two people facing each other.
Mu Nianchen's mobile phone was in his hand, it was impossible for him not to see Ruan Tian's news just now, Ruan Tian was very aggrieved at that time, since Mu Nianchen went to work, and even earlier, the anger that was pressed in her heart seemed to come out of her body at that moment.
Mu Nianchen was still laughing, smiling at He Xixi, Ruan Tian didn't think that Mu Nianchen couldn't smile at any girl except her, not to mention that Mu Nianchen was very cold in front of her at that time, and she couldn't even count five fingers when she smiled at Ruan Tian.
There is one Lin Shiya, which is enough for her heart, and now there is another He Xixi, Ruan Tian felt that she couldn't hold on a little at that time.
She went to Mu Nianchen's side, stood between Mu Nianchen and He Xixi's workstation, and threw the lunch into the trash can in front of Mu Nianchen.
The smile on Mu Nianchen's face was gone, he frowned, stood up, and wanted to pull Ruan Tian's hand, but Ruan Tian rejected Mu Nianchen for the first time.
Mu Nianchen asked her what was wrong, Ruan Tian didn't choose to complain to Mu Nianchen as usual, she only said one sentence at the time, she and Mu Nianchen said: "Break up, Mu Nianchen, I'm tired." ”
Mu Nianchen's movements stopped there, and he looked at Ruan Tian, as if he was thinking about whether what Ruan Tian said was true or false.
Ruan Tian is indeed tired, tired of chasing, tired of fruitless, and tired of Mu Nianchen's cold face again and again.
The heart she used to have was obviously hot, but on that day, Ruan Tian felt that her heart for Mu Nianchen was slowly getting colder.
After she finished speaking, she didn't want to stay in Mu Nianchen's company any longer, He Xixi pushed away the chair and came over, and also went to pull Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian avoided her back and said to her, "Don't touch me." ”
Ruan Tian doesn't lose her temper often, and when she loses her temper, she is very imposing, and that is the first time she has made such a domineering appearance in front of Mu Nianchen.
He Xixi seemed to be a little jealous, and she said to Ruan Tian: "I just want to persuade you, don't misunderstand me and Nianchen." ”
Ruan Tian heard He Xixi call Mu Nianchen Nianchen Nianchen at that time, and she was even more angry, Lin Shiya called Mu Nianchen Nianchen, and this one was too.
She couldn't help but mock: "Senior Sister He, my ex-girlfriend has never called Mu Nianchen once, you, a classmate, why are you more affectionate than me, I don't know, I thought you were Mu Nianchen's girlfriend." ”
Ruan Tian called Senior Sister He Xixi to remind He Xixi that their classmates don't need to be so affectionate.
"But now, you have a chance. Ruan Tian didn't look at Mu Nianchen, her eyes turned to He Xixi, and said in the same sneering tone that He Xixi used to say to her, "Squeeze me out, and you can become Mu Nianchen's official girlfriend immediately." However, my predecessor reminds you that it is not easy to be Mu Nianchen's girlfriend, not only do you have to stimulate Mu Nianchen's childhood every day, but you also have to bear Mu Nianchen's cold face. ”
He Xixi was about to cry when he was ridiculed by Ruan Tian, he was not in school at all, Ruan Tian knew that Ruan Tian was pretending to be for Mu Nianchen.
She fiddled with the bracelet on her hand, it was a new limited edition of X, there were only three in the world, those three, each style was different, Ruan Tian liked each one, so she wanted each one.
On the day of the release of X's new products, the Greater China manager of X's family was sent to Ruan Tian.
These bracelets are beautiful and expensive, and naturally many people want to buy them after they are released, but they all sell out.
An internal employee of the X family posted with the gossip blogger on Weibo, said the news, erased the buyer's personal information, and the gossip blogger posted it, which was forwarded by many melon-eating people, and it became a small hot spot at that time.
Girls pay more or less attention to this, and so does Ho Xixi.
"But you are different from me, Mu Nianchen should be a little interested in you, how noble you are, unlike me, full of copper smell. Ruan Tian said this with a smile, she had never tried to do this in front of Mu Nianchen.
She was very panicked and sad, and the only thing that supported her was that she felt that she couldn't admit it so quickly.
Ruan Tian is very disdainful of herself, she has already mentioned breaking up, and she still cares about Mu Nianchen.
"Do you say yes, my ex-boyfriend?" she didn't call Mu Nianchen's name, only Mu Nianchen as "ex-boyfriend." is reminding Mu Nianchen, and she is also reminding herself.
Be steady, not cowardly,
After Ruan Tian finished speaking, Mu Nianchen pulled her hand strongly, Ruan Tian pushed him, Mu Nianchen almost half-embraced, and took Ruan Tian to the conference room.
He locked the door of the conference room, and Ruan Tian was pressed against the conference table by him. Ruan Tian could feel the anger on Mu Nianchen's body, she felt ridiculous, and she didn't know where Mu Nianchen's anger came from.
She pretended to be those strong women in her father's company, learned their tone, and spoke to Mu Nianchen: "We have broken up, please pay attention to yourself." To act like this to a girl who has nothing to do with you, Mu Nianchen, you really have no sense of proportion. ”
After Ruan Tian finished speaking, she felt a little cowardly in her heart, because the look on Mu Nianchen's face was too scary, which made her afraid......
Ruan Tian wanted to escape, she had never seen such a Mu Nianchen, she was afraid that Mu Nianchen would beat her.
Although she has never seen Mu Nianchen beat anyone.
Mu Nianchen pressed her tightly, his voice suppressed the fire, and he said to Ruan Tian: "I didn't agree to you breaking up." ”
Ruan Tian didn't know where the courage came from, so she replied directly: "I broke up when I said I broke up, and I don't need your consent." Anyway, you're so busy every day, and it's the same when I have a boyfriend and when I don't. What's the difference between breaking up and not breaking up? Other boyfriends will make their girlfriends happy, what will you do? You will only make me angry!"
Mu Nianchen didn't say anything else at that time, he was silent for a while, and said to Ruan Tian: "Then get married, get married, I'm yours." ”
Ruan Tian was stunned, she originally thought that Mu Nianchen was going to quarrel with her, but Mu Nianchen said this directly.
Ruan Tian likes Mu Nianchen so much, how could she not agree?
She was carried away by joy at that time, and completely forgot why she was angry with Mu Nianchen,
She agreed to Mu Nianchen in a daze, and went back to tell Ruan's father, Ruan's father disagreed, Ruan's father felt that Ruan Tian was still very young, and he didn't need to be determined for life so early, at Ruan Tian's age, it was impossible to say what would happen in the future, what he liked today might not be liked tomorrow, Ruan's father was afraid that Ruan Tian would not be able to turn back in the future. Ruan Tian couldn't listen to it at the time, she had a long quarrel with Ruan's father at home, and finally Ruan's father finally compromised and agreed to Ruan Tian's engagement first.
The matter of marriage will be talked about after she graduates.
Ruan Tian didn't wait for graduation, and her home was scattered.
She couldn't wait for Mu Nianchen to marry her, because it was Mu Nianchen who made her lose everything.
Ruan Tian now thinks that Mu Nianchen may just be afraid that she will really break up with him, which will disrupt Mu Nianchen's plans.
Mu Nianchen may have decided to marry Lin Shiya from that time, or a little earlier.
In Mu Nianchen's plan for the future, there has always been only Lin Shiya, not her.
In Mu Nianchen's eyes, he is just an object to plunder.
"Mu Nianchen, you're getting married, please, can you let me go?" Ruan Tian's tears fell again, there was only a little light in the car, she wanted to lower her head and wipe it secretly, Mu Nianchen's hand was on her face.
"Don't cry. Mu Nianchen said, Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen's hands also began to tremble.
"Tianbao, I ......" Mu Nianchen's throat seemed to be blocked by something, he did have a ......
Three years ago, what was he thinking? Mu Nianchen couldn't say it, he couldn't talk to Ruan Tian about those things in his life.
"Mu Nianchen, even if you say now that you want to marry Lin Shiya, I won't be too sad, but your Aunt Gu told me that three years ago, on that day, Mu Nianchen, I was still thinking that maybe you could come to save me...... How can you ...... How can this be......" Ruan Tian sobbed with tears, she was so sad.
"Mu Nianchen, there are so many rich people in Nancheng, why do you fall in love with me? I was wrong Mu Nianchen, I shouldn't have provoked you at that time. If you want money and power, you won't choose me. I'm sending it up and letting you ...... It's all my fault. ”
Mu Nianchen was silent, and his lack of a word made Ruan Tian feel that her guess was correct, her tears, Mu Nianchen couldn't wipe them away, Mu Nianchen put his face on Ruan Tian's face.
Ruan Tian wanted to hide, but his face was supported by Mu Nianchen's hands.
Mu Nianchen went to find her lips, Ruan Tian gritted her teeth, and Mu Nianchen kissed her lips.
Ruan Tian's hand was against the wound in Mu Nianchen's heart, she wanted to push him hard, thinking of the knife that day, the blood, and the feeling of watching him lying in the intensive care unit, Ruan Tian withdrew the strength of her hand again.
She hated her soft-heartedness, how could she be soft-hearted?
But her heart is dripping blood, Mu Nianchen, can you see my heart?
How do I ...... Think it's gone......
The already faint light in the carriage disappeared at this moment, and in the darkness, Ruan Tian couldn't see Mu Nianchen's face, her face was full of tears, which were her own tears.
And what about Mu Nianchen's?