"What was the biggest experience you had when you became an artist?"

This question, on Sun Chenghuan's side, maybe she will give you a clearer answer after a short period of thought-

"It makes people feel a heartfelt feeling that they don't fit in with the world. 』

This is not a lie, but the most real experience in the nearly six months since her debut.

The environment you experience every day, the people and things you encounter, and even the attitude of the people around you towards you.

It's completely different from before its debut.

People and people, no matter what the relationship was, sometimes they will change because of some changes in each other.

The most obvious thing is that Sun Chenghuan can clearly feel that since his debut, with his busy schedule every day, the relationship between many original friends and himself has gradually become dull.

Up to now, many of those "ordinary friends" in the past have not been in touch for a long time.

To be honest, in terms of feelings, Sun Chenghuan also thinks that he is more sensitive.

This may have something to do with her natural personality.

In the brightness of Canadians, there is a point of sensibility from Koreans.

Cheerful people always want to get along well with the people around them.

Or, everyone wants to make more friends, and everyone wants to show their presence by being more connected to society.

People are afraid of being ignored and they are afraid of being alone.

For a girl like Sun Chenghuan, perhaps the impact of this kind of thing is even more cruel.

Because whenever she is free and turns her head to look at the passers-by coming and going outside the window of the nanny's car, she can feel the distance between herself and other ordinary people very clearly.

But she can't change anything at all, because this kind of life is her own choice.

At the same time, she had to receive another emotion that made her feel quite dignified.

People who value feelings are always cranky, and when she receives hundreds or thousands of the same feelings at once, she becomes overwhelmed.

Fans are consumers, and idols are producers.

In the past, Sun Chenghuan was always able to look at the delicate relationship between fans and artists with a more utilitarian and calm mentality. It may also have something to do with the environment in which she grew up.

Don't get too close to your fans, or you're going to get in trouble sooner or later. ’

The same is true of the admonitions of some of our predecessors.

In Sun Chenghuan's previous concept, the relationship between fans and artists is more like the relationship between buyers and sellers, and it will not be mixed with too many personal feelings.

There should naturally be a layer of distance between fans and artists, and everyone will not get too close to each other, which is the best protection.

- Once, I thought so.

I don't know if the self-born sentimentality in his bones has once again played an undeserved role, and Sun Chenghuan doesn't know if he is moaning without illness like this.

All in all, in the past few days since her debut, every time she feels the fanatical love of fans who have no roots for herself and others, the entanglement in her heart has become more and more intense.

For the affection of others, with her character, she always wants to give a response.

However, whether it was the company's instructions or the admonitions of her peers and seniors, they were all preventing her from reaching out her hand.

On the other hand, she also felt lost in these feelings.

Just by relying on some one-sided information received by the eyes and ears, can people really have such great feelings for a person who is originally very strange?

The mentality of fans Sun Chenghuan is not incomprehensible, in fact, when she saw that person earlier, when she got along with that person, she did have a heart-pounding feeling in her heart.

However, there is still a lot of rationality in this feeling.

So Sun Chenghuan really can't imagine what kind of situation those very fanatical fan behaviors she knows are happening.

After becoming an artist, the anxiety of life changes, coupled with not knowing how to deal with the relationship with fans.

These are the main difficulties that Sun Chenghuan is currently encountering.

Originally, it stands to reason that this man debuted a few months later than himself, and this kind of question should not be consulted with him.

However, perhaps it is because of the mature temperament that he has always exuded that he unconsciously wants to rely on him.

So, after being lucky enough to get him a chance to repay, Sun Chenghuan chose to let him help him solve such a problem that didn't seem difficult, but it was extremely urgent for her.

However, in the end, the answer he gave greatly exceeded Sun Chenghuan's original expectations-

"This question...... Actually, it's quite easy to solve. ”

"Hmm...... Huh?"

"If you like you, you will like him, and if you hate you, you will hate him, how easy. ”

A simple answer made Sun Chenghuan stunned, and there was more of a thoughtful look on his face.

"But, but, the company ......"

"Don't confuse the relationship between Party A and Party B. ”

He shook his head, and a pair of lacquered eyes above the mask looked directly at her, looking profound and secluded, "If you sign a contract with your company, it doesn't mean that they are Party A, and you are the weak Party B." No, there is no such reason. In everyone's life, only they are the real Party A. ”

Only yourself...... Is it the real Party A?

At this moment, Sun Chenghuan's expression unconsciously completely revealed a thoughtful color, and there was a faint blankness in it.

Because of what he said, it really subverted her previous concepts.

"I know, what the hell you're struggling with. ”

The slender fingers tapped on the table a few times, making a crisp sound, like a knock on her heart, every word brought a completely different feeling.

"What you are worried about is nothing more than the instructions of the company and the guidance of the so-called predecessors who have come over, and they blindly tell you that it is not a good behavior to be close to fans, so you have a taboo in your heart. But why should you let other people's standards constrain you?"

"Think about it, what did you want to be an artist for?"

"Whether it's for the ideal of life, for a better development in the future, or purely for money or something, etc., the starting point of all this is for yourself. ”

"That's why I say that in everyone's life, only they are Party A. ”

"Why do people work so hard, isn't it just to be able to make themselves comfortable and do what they want to do?"

"Everybody's like that. ”

"So I can't understand why you're so scared of your company. You know, each of you practiced so hard, worked so hard, spent years of time, and then signed so many unequal treaties with those vampire-like agencies, all of which were all for your own 'comfort'?"

"But now, in turn, you prefer to make yourself unhappy for the sake of the so-called treaties. Isn't this the cart before the horse?"

His words, like a basin of cold water, poured down from the top of his head, making Sun Chenghuan shiver from his heart!

She pursed her lips and looked down, this is a rare situation in life, even with a fork in her hand, she suddenly has a heartfelt mood.

"Straight to the point. ”

"You asked me how to treat my fans, and I know that what you are struggling with is not only that you are overwhelmed by this feeling, but also that you are afraid because of all kinds of restrictions, causing you to dare not do what you want to respond to. ”

"So, since you have asked me here, I am here to answer you solemnly—to follow your own heart. ”

Sun Chenghuan took a deep breath, raised his face, looked at him inexplicably, and asked timidly in a whisper, "Follow...... My mind?"

"Yes. Think about why you became an artist in the first place, and I think you should have an answer. Don't worry too much about bullshit company problems, if you sign a contract with them, it's not that you serve them, but that they serve you, and what qualifications does Party B have to restrict Party A's freedom?

He once again said something vulgar lightly, but Sun Chenghuan didn't feel the slightest inappropriateness, but ...... I feel very happy in my heart.

"So, then, to be honest, OPPA, I really ...... the feelings of the fans for me."

Seeing her stammering, her cheeks slightly flushed, and her cute appearance that didn't know how to explain it to herself, he couldn't help but laugh.

Shaking his head, the whole person stood up from his seat, he suddenly stretched out his hand directly, like a parent comforting a depressed child, and gently patted Sun Chenghuan's head.

The fingertips and palms touch the silk hair, and the touch stops, and the touch is separated, making people feel that there is no other ambiguous charm except for a warm intimacy.

"Have you ever had someone who fell in love at first sight?"

It was still a very brief reply, but after Sun Chenghuan was slightly stunned, he fell into contemplation again.

Without saying anything more, a pair of far-reaching black eyes just stared at the girl in front of him silently with a smile.

At this time, he didn't have the freewheeling look he had earlier, but more like a big brother who talked to his sister, under the mask, the smile on his face was full of heart-warming gentleness.

After thinking about it, he seemed to be planning to make some space for the girl, turned around and prepared to open the door of the private room and go out for a walk.

"Still, if it's love at first sight, huh...... Is it true that just blindly fantasizing about oneself can make people feel so deeply?"

As his hand rested on the handle, another hesitant whisper came from behind him.

He paused, and his face became slightly strange for no apparent reason.

Then, he turned his head, the corners of his mouth under the mask grinned, and a sunny and wicked smile appeared on his handsome and handsome face:

"You're still too young~"

In an instant, Sun Chenghuan was stunned, and immediately, she reacted and wrinkled her nose angrily.

What! Is it underestimating yourself?!

Ignoring the disgruntled eyes of a certain girl, he turned his head with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and as he opened the door of the private room, his lips moved imperceptibly, and he muttered to himself in a voice that only he could hear:

"That's right, the so-called profundity of love, you can't experience it yet......"

Suddenly.

"Click-"

"Click-"

Two doors opened one after the other, causing the two people who walked out of their private room almost at the same time to turn their heads to look.

So, the next moment, the two of them reacted differently-

“OOOOO……”

In an instant, his breath suddenly became rapid without even knowing why, and the big bright eyes on the mask widened.

The original feeling of loss and sentimentality in my heart was thrown away in the clouds at this second.

In her eyes, she only saw the slender figure with his hand on the handle, which also happened to come out of the private room;

As for him, at the first second he saw her, his face under the mask was still a little puzzled.

Like, a little familiar?

As a result, moments later, he heard the stammering thick voice in his ears, and his eyebrows raised.

A pair of deep eyes immediately narrowed.

In his eyes, there was a faint light of great interest -

"Hey Sigu, isn't this one of us shinier than mushrooms~?"