In a few moments, the book will be on the shelves. When he received the notice of the launch, Liuyun's mood was extremely complicated.

From the opening of the book to the present, it has been four months, and the newcomer can sign a contract for the first book, and Liuyun is very grateful to the editor of the preserved egg. He was the one who gave me the opportunity to step into writing, and to put it mildly, he was my Bole.

It's a pity that Liuyun disappointed him. Four months after the book was opened, it was close to 400,000 words, and there were only 4,000 collections at the creation end, including many advertising parties.

Did you hit the streets?

Yes, I knocked down my grandmother's house. But I really tried my best!

Four months after the book was opened, except for the Chinese New Year and a few days ago, Liuyun has been in the dormitory for four months, getting off work at nine o'clock every night, coding words in front of the computer until two o'clock in the morning.

When others are dating, when others are clubbing and singing K, when others are humming, Liuyun is alone in the dormitory coding words. Thirty days a month, every day.

For the dream of writing?

Yes, but it's only 30%, and more realistically, I need money.

I want to earn more money every month to support my family, and I hope to change my life at 2 o'clock a day with a pen.

I've been working hard for this dream. To be honest, the idea of making money by writing online articles is too naïve in many people's hearts. People often jokingly ask me, can you make a thousand dollars a month?

I can't earn it, and I laugh dryly and embarrassed every time.

My family conditions are not good, I was always at the top of my class when I was a child, and then in 07, I was 14 years old, because of financial reasons, I dropped out of school and followed my uncle to SH.

The reason for coming here was simple - I had no money to pay for my tuition, so I had to support myself.

Maybe some people think that this is a joke, it's the 21st century, and there are still people who can't afford to go to school?

Yes, I can't read it. Although the tuition fee is waived, the extra cost of books, exams, and other expenses seems to be more.

I grew up in a single-parent family, and my mother took me with me, and when I saw my mother begging the principal to pay the tuition later, my heart was broken, and the next day I went to my uncle to take me out to work.

Uncle disagrees, a fourteen-year-old child, what can he do outside?

He offered to pay for my education. I didn't agree, and it wasn't easy for him. He has two daughters studying and a newborn son.

After coming to SH, my first job was as an apprentice in a family-run workshop owned by an uncle friend.

I vividly remember that day, it was evening, and my uncle got off work and rode a noisy battery car, with a mattress and a few clothes, to the door of the workshop.

After settling in, my uncle took us to a small restaurant on the street and ordered a few dishes. My uncle looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes, and the two drank some liquor, and the other party said that he would teach me a craft.

That same evening. I was lying alone in a room full of fabrics, accompanied only by a martial arts novel that I had brought out of my home. Flipping through the novels I've read countless times, I burst into tears, and I told myself to work hard, to get back home.

I did, and the family was happy with my performance, so good with me, and I thought I would be able to stay here until I grew up.

Only three months later, on a sunny afternoon, the master came back on a battery car, looking very panicked.

Once inside, he pulled me up from the machine. Dusted off his body and took me into the bedroom to watch cartoons with his six-year-old daughter.

At that time, I was confused, until ten minutes later, several people in uniform and big hats walked in, saw me, and they asked the master, who is this?

The master handed over a cigarette and said with a smile, "This is my nephew, who came to play with me during the summer vacation."

The man waved his hand, said nothing, turned and went to the next house.

That night, it was still the same small restaurant, and this time it was the master who invited my uncle. He looked a little guilty.

My uncle didn't say anything, thanked him, and took me to leave. The master took out two hundred dollars from his wallet and stuffed them into my pocket. Say buy something to eat for your child.

Uncle didn't refuse, and I sat in the back seat of his battery car.

I clutched my pockets, a little dazed, and cried for the second time, and I asked my uncle, did I do something wrong?

Later, I realized that China's labor law clearly stipulates that child labor is not allowed, and the consequences of violating it are very serious.

When I got home, my aunt looked at me with the child in her arms, and she was very distressed and asked me to go back to study.

I refused, I haven't made any money yet. I firmly believe that as long as I work hard, I will definitely be able to do it.

My second job was in a large factory with fifty or sixty people, and an old colleague of my uncle took me with him.

I once again felt the warmth of the society, the uncles and aunts inside were very good to me, and the young male boss nodded and smiled when he saw me. 、

The food in the factory also makes me feel as if I am living in a honey tank, and I have meat to eat every day. Even though I work until 11 p.m. every day, I still feel happy.

This time it ended earlier. Two months later, the same uniform, the same big cap, the same process, I still came to play as a child.

I'm out of work again.

The third time, it was in the ruins of a demolition and was about to be demolished, a small workshop, this time no one came to check, friends who have lived in SH may know that place, under the Nanpu Bridge, next to Dongjiadu Road.

Here, Liuyun first came into contact with web novels.

At that time, I didn't have a mobile phone or computer, and I read novels, all of which were published in the kind of books, a thick one, rented from a book stall, and the rent was twenty yuan, for one copy, five yuan.

The first novel I read was the legend of the evil god in the clouds, and it was the first time I came into contact with this kind of novel that was completely different from traditional martial arts novels, and I really read it all night with a book.

However, as an apprentice, it was also difficult for me to pay for a book.

Master only took care of food and shelter, and had no pocket money, and the only way to get the money was to ride a bicycle to deliver goods for Master.

Because it is a garment industry, there are always a few customers whose clothes need to be modified every month, and after the modification, let the motorcycle take me, and I will send the clothes over.

However, in order to save the 20 yuan of the motorcycle, I took the initiative to send it myself, and it was windy and rainy, so I rode my bicycle around the city of SH.

It wasn't until 2010 that I graduated from school, successfully found a factory to work, successfully got the first mobile phone in my life, and experienced the feeling of reading a novel for the first time.

In the next few years, until now, I was confused again, working hard every day, but the salary has reached the point where it can't be raised, the salary in this industry is very fixed, no matter how hard you work, it will be the same.

I envy people who go to college, and as soon as they graduate from college, they can find a very easy job and get a promotion and a raise. When I think about it, I even regret the impulse at that time, and I think of my mother, and I have mixed feelings.

I've thought about changing jobs, I've thought about going out and working part-time, just to earn a little more. But after changing, I found that the industry is almost the same, go out to work part-time, what can I do when I get off work at 9 o'clock every night?

By chance, Liuyun came into contact with writing, although I didn't read much, and I had a junior high school diploma, but I liked writing, and I thought I could make money.

I signed up for an account, picked a category I liked, and went straight to work. I signed a contract the first time, and it was like a dream.

After writing for four months, many people said that Liuyun's writing was a novice, and what he wrote was a dog X eight thing, garbage, and plagiarism were all plagiarized.

However, there are still many people who support Liuyun, and I am really touched.

In two hours, Liuyun was about to hit the shelves, and I was calm on the surface, but my whole body was trembling with nervousness.

I'm scared.

I'm afraid.

I don't know if you can understand this feeling.

I didn't continue to write, I originally wrote as many subscriptions as I wanted, but I deleted this paragraph.

You dare to subscribe me!

I'll give you more !!

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

- Flowing clouds.