"One day, about a week before you were hospitalized, we didn't see you all day, thinking you went to find the girl of your dreams, and we didn't pay much attention. Brother Wang and I didn't expect that when it was almost night, you would come to us. Said that he wanted to drink with us, and without thinking too much, we followed to the small restaurant at the back door, fried two dishes, and ordered 3 dozen beers. , Brother Wang and I also jokingly said to you, 'Are you kid lucky to make money, or do you have something to do with your dream lover'.

I picked up the beer and poured it into my mouth, bottle after bottle, as if I had a grudge against wine. Seeing that you were not in the right condition, we began to stop you from drinking, and the amount of alcohol was not good, so you shook off my hands and raised your head, looked at us with red eyes, and said, "Why do you treat me like this to me when I am so good to her." Then you start to go crazy, pick up the bottle and pour it again. Originally, we thought that this matter was very simple, and thought that there must be a problem between the two of you, but what we didn't expect was that your next sentence made us silent for a long time, 'She was obviously very happy when she was with me, why when I said that I liked her, she said that we couldn't do it, that she didn't talk about love in junior high school, and it was impossible for her to like me. ’

At that time, you were very sad and talked a lot, and when you were drunk, you grabbed your hair and went crazy. We watched you very much and worried about what happened to you, and kept comforting you, until finally when you were too drunk to wake up and sent you home, we still listened to you say, 'Qiao'er, don't leave me, I really like you.'" 'We're both worthless for you, and we're helpless. Ma Han took a deep breath of the grass cigarette he had just lit, and told Zhang Shaonan, who was leaning against the wall and listening carefully, everything he knew. Zhang Shaonan, who has always restrained himself, heard about his 'self' and this Qiao Qiao'er before he was reborn, it stands to reason that since this incident happened before he was sick, it is impossible for Zhang Shaonan to forget it so thoroughly. The unnatural reaction of the body told the reborn Zhang Shaonan that he was unwilling, and the stinging pain of his soul made him fall into the pain of his love in his previous life again.

Seeing the trembling of Zhang Shaonan's body, Wang Chao, who had been paying attention to Zhang Shaonan's emotions, immediately threw away his cigarette and ran to Zhang Shaonan's side and asked eagerly: "Young man, since it's over, don't listen to it anymore, since this matter has passed, let her pass." Where there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower. School beauties have to be, why torture yourself like this"

"Brother, your body hasn't fully recovered yet, so you can't stimulate yourself so much. Ma Han also walked over, the grass smoke in his hand was still lit, and the smoke drifted to Zhang Shaonan, who was restraining. Zhang Shaonan sniffed the smoke of the grass smoke around him, and wanted to use the smell of smoke to dispel the discomfort of his body and mind, but he didn't feel very useful, so he said to Ma Han: "Give me the smoke." Ma Han handed the cigarette to Zhang Shaonan, and Zhang Shaonan took it and took a few deep puffs eagerly. The smoke in his mouth went down his throat and into his lungs, temporarily suppressing the pain in his heart.

Spit out the residual smoke in his lungs, Zhang Shaonan looked at the smoky room, adjusted his emotions and said to Ma Han beside him: "Brother Han, Brother Wang, since you have died once, let me die a little more clearly." Go on, I'll take control of myself. Hearing what Zhang Shaonan said, Wang Chao interrupted without waiting for Ma Han to reply: "Your reaction tells me that you have been restrained, I suggest that you don't keep refraining, just vent if you want to." We are brothers, what we can help you is to help you vent, I really can't restrain myself, just hit it twice, my brother will not have complaints. said that there are difficulties and blessings to share, and this is all I can help. ”

Seeing Wang Chao pounding his chest with his fist and saying his thoughts to himself, Zhang Shaonan looked at Wang Chao and Ma Han in front of him: "Brother Wang, Brother Han, with you, I will not live in vain in this life, even if this incident hits me hard, I will take care of it, I swear." You have this heart, and I Zhang Shaonan keep it in my heart, but I will not let go of the people who hurt me in this life. Brother Han, say it. Hearing Zhang Shaonan's words, Wang Chao silently patted him on the shoulder, and motioned for Ma Han to continue.

Ma Han nodded at Zhang Shaonan and Wang Dynasty, and said again: "The next day, we who were worried about you would make an appointment to go to your house to find you to go to school together, but what I didn't expect was that your mother said that you had already gone to school, and we hurriedly chased you to school for fear that something would happen." When we arrived at school, we saw you sitting alone in the class in a daze, and when you saw us coming, you smiled and said hello. We think you're too abnormal, and you will be a demon if something goes wrong. You were too calm for the next few days, calmly not seeing the slightest waves, not participating in our daily activities, and always alone and often in a daze. Every afternoon after school without greeting us, a person ran in a hurry, and every time after school, I didn't see you. It lasted for a few days, and then I decided to follow you and see where you were going and what you were doing every day.

We hurried out of the classroom with you that day, and what we didn't expect was that you didn't do any self-harm or anything. Just hiding not far from the school gate, following Qiao Qiao'er, hiding and hiding along the way, your eyes never left her body, and you didn't even notice that we were blatantly following you a few meters behind. Seeing you following her day by day, escorting her home like a ghost, we both smiled bitterly and scolded you for being a lover. obviously chased the girl openly, but in the end it became unrequited love, and he had to hang himself on a rope.

What I didn't expect was that Qiao Qiao'er found us, she ran to our side to say hello, and said to you who had been following him very bluntly: 'Zhang Shaonan, you are a coward, even if you can't fall in love, why can't you be friends?

I don't need you to help me, and the more you do this, the more I look down on you. Even if I want to find a boyfriend, I won't find a dick like you, I have nothing to do every day, don't follow me in the future, my business has to do with you. In the future, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge. Don't say you know me, you're not worthy' After saying this, she turned around and left, hearing her insult you like this, we instinctively wanted to go up to help you, but we were pulled by your hand.

I only saw you restrain your emotions and shout at her back, 'Qiao Qiao'er, I love you, can you give me a chance!' Originally, we thought she would turn back, but she never looked back. Sad, you looked at Qiao Qiao'er's figure alone, until her figure disappeared at the intersection, and you ran out without saying a word. The speed is too fast, and we don't have time to react to catch up with you who ran out, and you disappear in front of our eyes. We searched for a long time but couldn't find you, and finally decided to leave you alone. I didn't expect to wait for the news that you went to the hospital in the end, which made us chagrined, at that time we should accompany you again, and we shouldn't have left you alone to lick your wounds in your own world. I'm sorry, man, forgive us for not being there for you when you were sad. After speaking, Ma Han stepped forward to hug Zhang Shaonan, who was trembling, and Wang Chao also walked up and patted him on the shoulder, expressing his self-blame.

Zhang Shaonan couldn't hold back his physical discomfort any longer, clenched his fist with one hand, and slammed it down against the concrete ground under his feet. With a muffled sound, the pain of his fist stimulated Zhang Shaonan, who restrained the pain in his heart for a moment, and looked out the window with red eyes: "Qiao Qiao'er !!"