One second he thought it was to clear the dark clouds and see the bright moon, and the next second he was cold, Lin Yingkong said incredulously: "Minister, are you rejecting me?" He thought about many scenes where he expressed his intentions, and he guessed that the minister would be surprised, hesitate, and unconscious, but he just didn't expect Feng Rong to say so firmly that he didn't need this feeling, denying all possibilities between them!

Lin Yingkong's expression was hurtful, Feng Rong's eyes flashed, and when he looked at the past, he had already regained his coldness, his tone was a little erratic, as if he was immersed in some distant memory, "You asked me before, can you tell you about my real name or my past." ”

"You said you would tell me if you had the chance. ”

"I never expected this opportunity. ”

Lin Yingkong was stunned for a moment, and then nodded helplessly, his throat was sore with bitterness, "I understand your distress, minister." ”

"It's not a bitter end," Feng Rong said, his eyes deep, "This is a secret, a secret that I want to hide all my life." ”

“…… Even if it's Mr. Baili, you haven't thought to say anything to him?"

"No," Feng Rong said slowly, "I don't even want to think about it, why do I have to say it?"

Lin Yingkong asked, "Minister, do you think that's your shame?"

"No, that's just something I don't need," Feng Rong said, "Aren't you surprised, why didn't my Zhihai refuse you to come in?"

Lin Yingkong had already realized something, "You said you liked my ......"

"Yes, just like for my mother and Mengyan, the only feeling corresponds to the only pay, Lin Yingkong," Feng Rong called his name in a tone that had never appeared before, as if he put these three words into his lips and teeth and chewed, love and hate have long been indistinguishable, "This relationship is just the beginning, I dare not say it now, but I have already begun to have no reservations about you in my heart." ”

- There are always some people who do everything for love.

Lin Yingkong couldn't feel happy, because he saw that under the calm appearance of Feng Rong, the shadow of the little boy was curled up on the back of the light with his knees hugged...... Shivering.

"Just like you said, I'm not out of nowhere, I have my career, my friends, my subordinates, these are my hard work for so many years, Mengyan also said, I won't give up these hard work because of him...... I pulled myself out of the world full of dreams, but I don't regret it, I will pay for my sins, I will protect the people behind me, and I regret that I can't bring me any salvation...... Then I found out that I fell in love with you. "From the beginning of leaving Baili Mengyan's side, Feng Rong has been reborn, the first eighteen years of his life, his direction is his mother, the next nine years, he followed Baili Mengyan stumbling away, after they left his sight one by one, no one can let him face the ups and downs with courage, after being lost for a few months, Feng Rong finally decided to live for himself once, no one supported him and went alone, but there was a person in his life called Lin Yingkong, who helped him get out of that shadow Lin Yingkong!

"So what's next?" Feng Rong thought back to his long and half-life memories, no matter how majestic and beautiful he was over the years, what was firmly engraved in his heart was always those who survived in the filth and incompetence, or the unbearable pursuit that was always chased but destined to be unable to stay, "I will pay more and more attention to you, like you more and more, I can't help but care about your thoughts, affected by your words, I will want to be with you all the time, know everything about you...... Until one day, I can't help but give you everything as before, only you in my eyes, I have become a person who was absolutely impossible to become before for Mengyan, then I will make more changes in the future because you want me to be like that!"

Family affection and love may be a very beautiful thing in the eyes of many people, but for him, it is one of the sources of his ups and downs in this life, he will not be unwilling to pay but not get it, he is just so tired, so tired.

Feng Rong stretched his spine straight in the beam of light, connecting his head to his back into a straight line without dislocation, like a king in the vast dark world, proud and lonely, "Yingkong, I'm not rejecting you, I'm rejecting myself." ”

Reject the unbearable puppet back then.

After so many years, Feng Rong has already grown into a man who can take charge alone and even stand up to half the sky of the Spiritual Security Bureau, but how cold he is in front of outsiders, how fragile his heart is, new memories and strength can never cure the sick deformity in his heart, he still feels that he is the little boy who is hated and avoided by thousands of people, so he has never guessed that all the motives of Lin Yingkong's good to him are out of love; 。 And now, he has come to the position of a superior person, and has something that many people have dreamed of for hundreds of years and thousands of years, but he has begun to cherish the calm and warmth that Lin Yingkong gave him- But it's not worth it, Lin Yingkong is willing to give, but Feng Rong doesn't dare to accept it, he can't be a person who takes his life and cares about it, the best twenty-seven years of his life have been unreservedly dedicated to his mother and Baili Mengyan, he has lost almost everything for this, even if Feng Rong is now infinitely beautiful, but what he has lost is far beyond these, and ...... There is no dignity.

- This time, he wanted to live his own life.

"This is what you are afraid of," Lin Yingkong looked at his gradually sinking body and asked softly, "Are you afraid that you will turn back into your original puppet and stay where you are alone after paying for nothing...... You're so scared that you will use death to escape me, right, Minister?"

His voice was light and gentle, full of understanding and connivance, just like the tone he usually said when he said, "Minister, why did you stay up late to read the dossier again", Feng Rong's eyes suddenly turned red, and the original strength of the dripping water finally revealed a little fragility at this moment, "It's not your fault, it's me who is sorry for you, Yingkong." ”

"You really should say I'm sorry, minister, why didn't you decide to run away without asking me the answer?" Lin Yingkong's tone slowly became tougher, Feng Rong was slightly stunned, and then he felt a shadow enveloping him, Lin Yingkong's lips fell on the center of his eyebrows, then down, and then to the corners of his mouth, fleeting, light as a feather.

Lin Yingkong retreated into the darkness after dropping a kiss, retreating into the safe distance that did not let Feng Rong be nervous, "I have watched your memories all the way, and I know your life better than anyone else...... No, no one has been closer to you than me before, I know your character, I understand your temper, including the decisions you make now, I can fully understand it, but that doesn't mean I can accept it," he frowned slightly, this look made him look very serious and focused, "You will become like that because your mother does not love you at all, you will become stronger because Mr. Baili is not the one who will cherish you, who would not want to protect the person they love?" Then Minister, allow me to be presumptuous—I'll be really angry if you confuse me with your mother and Mr. Baili. ”

"In my eyes, the minister will always be a pillar of the Spiritual Security Bureau, but he is also an ordinary person, he will be tired, he will have feelings, and he will never understand that I am implying that I really like you, I have thought more than once how good it would have been if I had met you earlier, and I would not have been preempted by Mr. Baili, but I know that this is impossible, liking is only a matter of a second, I just like you in that time period, a little earlier, a little later, maybe the result will be different, I will envy your feelings for Mr. Baili, but I don't like the way you pay, why should I like a person so humble, this is obviously a very beautiful emotionIt will be painful and sweet, and it will definitely not be a single aspect that will never stop giving. ”

Lin Yingkong blinked his eyes and suppressed the sour meaning, "I'm really sad when you say that, you make me feel like I've done a lot, but I don't feel anything...... Minister, this is called \/love, you cherish me, I also want to be good to you, you think that my existence will make you feel at ease, I will also feel that I am very happy to accompany you, I like you who are also high-spirited, I am lazy, I like to stay by your side, busy with you, it doesn't matter if you are getting stronger and stronger, I will keep up with you, it doesn't matter if you don't want to be so tired, I can walk around with you, after all, you still prefer the life of the Spiritual Security Bureau...... You are proud and strong, but your heart is very soft, you are the most beautiful, why do I want you to become someone who will only give me all your wealth?"

"It's not my pursuit to dominate a person's life, so, minister, don't reject me anymore, and don't reject yourself," the whole world was silent, dark and gloomy, Lin Yingkong stretched out his hand to the man in the only beam, showing a smile, warm and soft, "I will always stay by your side, watching you and not let you become another person...... Come out of here with me and live the life you want, okay?"

Feng Rong seemed to be stunned, slowly moved his gaze down, and stared at his hand for a long time—for so many years, this was the only one who would reach out to him.

God still wasn't completely mean to him after all.

The black-haired man suddenly bent his lips and smiled, since he entered this sea of knowledge, Lin Yingkong had never seen him smile so easily, "Whether it is my mother or Mengyan, they are all my relatives, and I can't choose, but Yingkong, meeting you and getting your liking, this should be the luckiest thing in my life, you make me feel ......" His voice slowly lowered, "You deserve me to fall deeper and deeper." ”

The voice gradually drifted away in the silent world, Feng Rong only felt that there was nothing under him, a whirlpool of black holes swallowed the only light in this darkness, and also swallowed towards his body, even his shadow was pulling him down, but Feng Rong did not panic, but with a kind of relieved calm, let himself fall.

That's it, let's end it, this life is complete.

In the next second, the feeling of falling suddenly slammed, Feng Rong raised his head, saw Lin Yingkong pounced over and grabbed his hand, and asked in shock and sadness: "Why don't you believe me?"

Feng Rong felt the pull that wanted to tear him in half, and shook his head slowly, "I don't believe in myself after all. ”

"But I believe you!" Lin Yingkong roared, this was probably the first time he dared to roar in the past few years, "I don't care what you used to be, anyway, the puppet I know is the head of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department, he turned the tide of the war against the Alliance, he led the Spirit Law Enforcement Department to beat those demons and monsters who broke the law and committed crimes, he accompanied the Heavenly God of War to clear the obstacles and establish a new order that everyone must obey, he is the idol of a bunch of people in the supernatural world...... I fell in love with a person who could hardly do nothing, my rival in love could fill hundreds of spiritual law enforcement departments, and my minister-sama would always only rise to the occasion......" Feng Rong's hand gradually slipped between his fingers, and as soon as he gritted his teeth, the pitch-black shadow split into several strips and threw himself into the whirlpool to entangle Feng Rong's body, fighting with the whirlpool for the ownership of this person, and tearing the shadow of the boy who was holding Feng Rong and sinking hard from him," Minister, you are no longer at the mercy of the little child, from the moment you want to live your life...... You can let yourself go in front of Mr. Baili, why don't you believe that you can also be yourself in front of me?"

One of the slender shadows broke from it under unbearable pressure, and in the next second, it persevered back to its original shape and strangled Feng Rong's waist, Lin Yingkong clenched his hand harder and dragged it up, the green tendons spread from his arms all the way to his neck, but cold sweat fell down his forehead along his cheeks, touched the corners of his lips, and his voice was dumb, he roared hard: "Since you dare to let yourself sink down, why don't you dare to climb up with me?!"

Cold sweat dripped on his face, and the sealed face with his head tilted suddenly closed his eyes, and the warm liquid rolled out of the corners of his eyes, swallowed up by the whirlpool's mouth, on the contrary, the whole body was lifted up and suspended in the air, and then he was hugged by a pair of hands, and then pushed hard in a certain direction, and hit something hard.

I don't know if it's a second or a minute, Feng Rong only felt that his whole body was suddenly heavy, like a fluttering soul suddenly put on some thick shell, he tried his best to open his eyes, a soft and hazy light slowly unfolded in front of him, the layout of the special ward belonging to the medical group of the headquarters of the Spirit Security Bureau came into view, Feng Rong's consciousness was still a little chaotic, and it took a long time to realize that his hand seemed to exert a tight gravity, and even strangled him a little painfully, he turned his head sideways, and saw a hand holding his hand that was connected to various instruments and tubes, and placed side by side on another hospital bed, the man with soft eyebrows slowly sat up and got out of bed, crouching down in front of him, holding their crossed clasped hands against his own heart.

Lin Yingkong blinked vigorously a few times, but he still couldn't hide the red eyes, but he still smiled and choked up, "I'll hold you, minister." ”

- "I Heard That's Love" END