Chapter 145: It Doesn't Hurt Like This

"I will always remember Mr. Mu's kindness, and I will never forget it. ”

Ruan Tian's words have been echoing in the kitchen.

When her words fell, Mu Nianchen kissed her on the lips.

Ruan Tian didn't resist, and resistance is never useful anyway, isn't it?

She was finally carried upstairs by Mu Nianchen, Ruan Tian thought that Mu Nianchen would do something, and her body trembled with resistance.

She was pregnant, and she used to ...... When she was still emotional, Ruan Tian was willing to do anything for Mu Nianchen, and at that time, her heart was happy.

But now Mu Nianchen, even if he touches her a finger, the words he once said will be repeated back and forth in her heart.

This made her unable to open up to Mu Nianchen anymore.

Mu Nianchen's hand was clenched into a fist and propped up on her side, Ruan Tian avoided Mu Nianchen's gaze and didn't look at him.

The two of them were at a stalemate like this, and after a long time, Mu Nianchen suddenly smiled, lightly touched Ruan Tian's forehead, and said to her, "Sleep." ”

He said as if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened in the past few days.

Ruan Tian obediently closed her eyes.

For two days, Ruan Tian never came out of the bedroom, and Mu Nianchen did not force her to be in the same room with him since that day.

For two days, Ruan Tian slept by herself.

She really sleeps all the time, except for the fixed meal time every day, the rest, she spends all the rest in her sleep.

On the third day, Mu Nianchen told her, "Tianbao, don't sleep anymore." ”

Ruan Tian really didn't sleep.

She is very obedient, more obedient than a pet dog.

Lu Wei returned to her side.

When Lu Wei came, in addition to the servants, there was only Ruan Tian left in the villa.

Mu Nianchen went out, but the security personnel at home did not decrease at all, and even more than before.

There was a rare sunny day in Beicheng, and Ruan Tian was lying in the flower room, basking in the sun.

This was also what Mu Nianchen ordered before leaving, because the doctor said that Ruan Tian's body lacked something and needed sunlight.

The flower room does not look like winter at all, but like spring when everything is revived.

But Ruan Tian that Lu Wei saw gave her a feeling of being out of place in this environment.

The Miss Ruan that Lu Wei saw before leaving was not like this, Lu Wei, who had not cried for many years, actually had some sad emotions in his heart after seeing Ruan Tian.

"Miss Nguyen. Lu Wei shouted out to Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian's eyes were closed, and he didn't notice Lu Wei's arrival.

Ruan Tian heard Lu Wei's voice, she opened her eyes with some surprise, and she was very happy to see Lu Wei.

She wanted to laugh, but she couldn't.

"Miss Ruan, I'm here to accompany you. Lu Wei walked in front of Ruan Tian and sat on the seat next to Ruan Tian.

Ruan Tian shook her head in her heart, she was thinking, what's so good here?

"Lu Wei, it's not good here at all, can you take me away?" Ruan Tian's voice was soft, and if you don't listen carefully, you can't hear it at all.

After she finished speaking, she added: "I...... Can't leave. ”

The conflict between Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, except for Zhan Xiao, no one knew about it, Lu Wei naturally thought that Ruan Tian was not good, referring to Beicheng, "Miss Ruan, Mr. Mu will return to Nancheng soon, I looked at the future itinerary, and in a few days, we will go home." ”

Before the conflict a few days ago, Ruan Tian really wanted to return to Nancheng, her mother's birthday was approaching, she wanted to go back and let her mother see how happy she was.

But now, nothing is the same.

In Nancheng, Ruan Tian doesn't care, anyway, she is unhappy.

Lu Wei came back this time, not only her, but also a personal bodyguard arranged by Mu Nianchen, this bodyguard is also a girl, she seems to be about the same age as Ruan Tian, she looks very delicate, she is only a little taller than Ruan Tian, and her appearance is definitely obvious, her profession.

The girl's name is very good, her name is Su Yenuan, she doesn't like to talk, and after introducing herself to Ruan Tian by Lu Wei's side, she stood there silently.

Treating outsiders, especially those who Mu Nianchen forced over, Ruan Tian has always been reluctant to say more.

She didn't even make any eye contact with Su Yenuan, so she didn't see it, Su Yenuan looked at her.

There was scrutiny in that gaze.

……

The day before returning to Nancheng, Mu Nianchen took Ruan Tian to Li's house.

Ruan Tian sat in the car, expressionless and tightly held by Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, there is still zero communication these days, Mu Nianchen will go to Ruan Tian's room every day to sit, but never overnight.

Every time he came, Ruan Tian had to pretend to be asleep.

She didn't react to Mu Nianchen's occasional touch, she was just obedient, like a machine was programmed, without any emotion.

Before the car entered the compound, all the bodyguards remained in the car.

Including Lu Wei and Su Yenuan.

Mu Nianchen's bodyguards never enter the compound.

Su Yenuan's gaze looked at the departing vehicle with some reluctance, Lu Wei patted her shoulder, and after Su Yenuan hurriedly came back to his senses, he said seriously: "There are some things that are not yours, don't expect extravagance." ”

Su Yenuan smiled harmlessly at Lu Wei, she pretended to be stupid and said, "I don't understand what you say." ”

Lu Wei has been a bodyguard for so many years, how could she not see Su Yenuan's thoughts, she didn't tell Su Yenuan that the woman who once had these unrealistic ideas would end up.

Ruan Tian didn't have any expression on her face before she got out of the car, and when the car door opened, her face was covered with the same look as every time she came before, Ruan Tian felt that she was quite suitable to be an actor.

The little aunt and Nuo Nuo were waiting for her early, Ruan Tian got out of the car, Nuo Nuo ran towards her, Nuo Nuo's forehead was still pasted with gauze, Ruan Tian subconsciously opened her arms.

Mu Nianchen's hand was on her lower abdomen, and it was slowly put down when Nuo Nuo rushed in front of Ruan Tian.

Nuno put his head on Ruan Tian's stomach, listened to it, and then ran away.

Ruan Tian couldn't laugh or cry.

Mu Nianchen brought Ruan Tian to say goodbye to his little aunt.

Because the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner had to return to Beicheng to eat with the little aunt, there was no sadness between them.

Ruan Tian has been acting since she arrived at the Li family, and she doesn't want her little aunt to see her and Mu Nianchen, cold war.

She thought, Mu Nianchen is the same.

After Nuo Nuo knew that she was leaving, he kept following Ruan Tian, although he didn't speak, Ruan Tian could see that Nuo Nuo was reluctant to her.

If the relationship with Mu Nianchen is still very good, if her heart is not as good as it is now...... Ruan Tian will definitely take Nuo Nuo to Nancheng for a few days like her little aunt.

Now, she was too busy to say anything.

After the meal, the little aunt called Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen to the room together, and she took out a box and handed it to Ruan Tian.

The box looks unremarkable, it is a plain color, there is no pattern, Ruan Tian can see that this box is some years old, and the things contained in it are probably also very precious.

She refused and refused to take it, "Little aunt, I can't accept such a valuable thing." ”

The little aunt pretended to be angry and said to Ruan Tian: "You obviously haven't even opened the box, how do you know how valuable the contents will be, just some homely gadgets, this is my heart for you." ”

Ruan Tian glanced at Mu Nianchen, Mu Nianchen didn't show any intention of refusing, so she opened the box, and there was a red rope inside.

It is said that it is a red rope, but in fact, there is a hidden mystery, and there are many inlaid ...... in the red rope The price is expensive at first glance.

"The red rope in this is an early years I inadvertently obtained, I don't believe in these, just to get a good fortune, today, I give this to you, my little aunt hopes, you will always be healthy and safe, and Nianchen can accompany you to old age. ”

What the little aunt said was sincere, Ruan Tian couldn't refuse at all.

She lowered her head, her heart was like a gravel, and she couldn't stand the pain. Accompanying each other to old age, is she and Mu Nianchen? Ruan Tian said in her heart that it was impossible.

She was silent for a long time before she said thank you to her little aunt,

The little aunt picked up the red rope and asked Mu Nianchen to put it on for Ruan Tian: "This rope could have been made into two, but I thought that Nianchen was inconvenient, so I put the two together, and the meaning is the same." Nianchen, you come to put it on for Xiao Tian. ”

Mu Nianchen took it solemnly, Ruan Tian's head was still low, and she didn't look at Mu Nianchen, she didn't want to disguise her hypocrisy with Mu Nianchen at this moment when she needed true affection.

The mood that has been maintained since entering the Li family seems to have a gap at this moment, Ruan Tian is trying very hard to balance the turbulent waves in her heart, she knows that her face must be ugly now.

When Mu Nianchen wrapped the red rope around her hand, Ruan Tian subconsciously shrunk.

Then, her wrist was vigorously held by Mu Nianchen, and Mu Nianchen's hand was very cold, just like his person.

The little aunt should have observed her wrist for a long time, the length of the red rope is just right, and the red rope, which symbolizes the meaning of beauty, is wrapped around her hand, which is like a shackle at the moment, binding Ruan Tian firmly and making her unable to move.

Ruan Tian felt that she was a little overwhelmed by this shackle, and she didn't look up until the moment of leaving.

Nuo Nuo, who had developed a good routine in the orphanage, should have fallen asleep, but it seemed that he knew that Ruan Tian was leaving, and when Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen came out of the little aunt's room, Nuo Nuo was also wearing pajamas and came out to look for them.

Ruan Tian hugged Nuo Nuo, although Nuo Nuo didn't look too happy, he kept putting his little hand on Ruan Tian's body and didn't let go.

She knew that she would still come, at least until the child was born, she had to stay by Mu Nianchen's side, Ruan Tian and Nuo Nuo promised: "I will return to Beicheng in a few days, and when the time comes, I will come to paint with you again." You have a tutor, right? You must learn from her and come and teach me when the time comes, okay?"

Nono's tutor is actually a psychiatrist, and today's little aunt

showed Ruan Tian the video of Nuo Nuo in class, he was very serious and willing to communicate with the teacher, Nuo Nuo was able to have so many changes today, and that teacher contributed a lot.

Nuo Nuo nodded, and he waved with his little aunt to say goodbye to Ruan Tian.

Ruan Tian smiled on her face, and even put her wrist on Mu Nianchen's arm.

It's just that after getting into the car, Ruan Tian's face no longer has any expression.

She didn't pull her hand out, but just maintained this slightly intimate movement to untie the red rope that Mu Nianchen had wrapped for her.

Ruan Tian suddenly didn't want to be obedient now.

Mu Nianchen pressed her hand, and the eyes of the two people intertwined and confronted each other in the carriage.

The emotions that have been strong these days have completely collapsed at this moment, Ruan Tian is like a crazy wild cat, waving his claws and scratching Mu Nianchen's palm.

The wounds on Mu Nianchen's hands were actually not healed, Ruan Tian's claws scratched them, and those wounds began to bleed again, Ruan Tian was even more excited when she saw the blood, Mu Nianchen kept letting her scratch and did not let go.

"Mu Nianchen, I hate you!" Ruan Tian kept saying this sentence in his mouth.

Mu Nianchen used the hand that was not scratched by Ruan Tian to provoke Ruan Tian's face, and his gaze seemed to shine on Ruan Tian's heart.

Ruan Tian looked at his eyes, strange and disgusted, Mu Nianchen's face was calm, and he said ruthlessly: "I will make you hate me more and more,"

Mu Nianchen thought in his heart that it was best to hate him for the rest of his life.

Ruan Tian really wanted to slap Mu Nianchen again, she raised her hand, but it didn't fall, not that she was reluctant, but that she thought of her father in the hospital.

There are also bodyguards in the car, at this time, give Mu Nianchen a slap, no matter whether she has the ability to touch Mu Nianchen's face or not, she is giving Mu Nianchen's face in front of outsiders, Ruan Tian doesn't dare to think about the consequences.

She could only not let go of the hand that was scratching Mu Nianchen, and only after venting the depression in her heart did she let go of Mu Nianchen's hand violently.

She didn't try to untie the red rope again, and the red rope was also stained with blood, which was Mu Nianchen's blood and Ruan Tian's blood.

Ruan Tian's nails were broken, she kept clenching her hands into fists, and she didn't let Mu Nianchen see her wounds, she felt that she was ridiculous, obviously she wanted to hurt Mu Nianchen, but in the end, it hurt so much that she couldn't stand it.

Ruan Tian was carried into the villa by Mu Nianchen, and after she struggled to no avail, she gave up and was held by Mu Nianchen in resignation.

In fact, Ruan Tian's feet were hurting.

Her toe was injured on the day of the showdown with Mu Nianchen, these days, when she is uncomfortable, she will attack her own wounds, what Mu Nianchen said: Open the wound that is about to heal again.

She tried many times. Although she knew that Mu Nianchen was not referring to these at all, Ruan Tian just wanted to abuse herself over and over again.

Every time Mu Nianchen came back to see her, she was in the quilt, and Mu Nianchen didn't notice her increasingly serious wounds.

Mu Nianchen left after putting her in the bedroom, Ruan Tian didn't lock the bedroom door, anyway, if she locked it or not, Mu Nianchen would come in.

After the day of the showdown, Ruan Tian took the tool to remove the combination lock.

She hated the lock, as if it was because of the lock that she couldn't leave, Ruan Tian sometimes really felt that she was an ostrich, and there was no way to resist Mu Nianchen, she could only shrink up and be angry in secret.

The blood on her hands was still flowing, Ruan Tian gradually stopped feeling the pain, she went to the bathroom, and saw the bathtub again.

If she could, Ruan Ting would really want to smash the bathtub together, every time she saw the bathtub, she had to remember what she had done with Mu Nianchen in it.

The shower head was opened, the hot water fell, and Ruan Tian deliberately lifted the wound to let the water wash it.

It hurts, it really hurts, but it hurts to make her sober up.

The bathroom door was slowly pushed open, Ruan Tian turned her head as soon as possible, she knew that the person who came was Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen's eyes, and in front of him, pulled the two broken nails out of the flesh.

She only tore off half of it, and the flesh in her nails was red, and the blood that came out was quickly washed away by the current.

Ruan Tian stood underwater and smiled at Mu Nianchen.

Mu Nianchen didn't even frown, he took off his clothes slowly.

Ruan Tian realized what he wanted to do, and he didn't even turn off the water, so he was about to leave the bathroom.

Mu Nianchen picked up Ruan Tian when Ruan Tian's footsteps passed him, and the water droplets on Ruan Tian's body were printed on his clothes.

"Mu Nianchen, I'm not feeling well. Although she knew that it would be futile, Ruan Tian still refused.

Mu Nianchen gnawed at her snow-white neck, and the place where his teeth fell was the place where he told Ruan Tian that day that biting there would be fatal.

For a moment, Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen really wanted to kill her.

In the bathroom, Mu Nianchen didn't do anything beside him.

When Ruan Tian's wounds on her hands and feet were all exposed in front of Mu Nianchen's eyes, Ruan Tian could feel that Mu Nianchen was angry, because his hand on his own wound was so heavy, it didn't look at her wound, but it seemed to make her wound more serious.

When Mu Nianchen picked up the medicine box and wanted to give her medicine, Ruan Tian hid in pain.

Mu Nianchen pinched her jawbone, so that her eyes collided with his, Mu Nianchen's face was tense, and he said to Ruan Tian like a disobedient child: "Don't let yourself get hurt, I don't want to, there is a little flaw on your body,"

Ruan Tian wanted to laugh out loud, and she said to Mu Nianchen obediently: "I will be Mr. Mu's pet well." ”

Her words completely angered Mu Nianchen.

Mu Nianchen poured the iodine wine for disinfection directly on Ruan Tian's wound, and the pain made Ruan Tian's fingers stiff.

Mu Nianchen looked at her painful look, and said to Ruan Tian in a very cruel tone: "Self-abuse, you have to use this method to hurt slowly." It's all at once, what kind of masochism is it?"

Ruan Tian thought sadly in her heart, compared to the pain in her heart, what is the pain in her body?

The pain that I can't bear the most has always come from you, Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian's painful voice couldn't come out, in fact, she didn't have to speak. She looked at Mu Nianchen's eyes, which was enough to let Mu Nianchen know her hatred.

……

Ruan Tian didn't expect that Mu Nianchen would set the opening date of Qingxi Private Museum on his mother's birthday.

When she learned the news, she was sitting in Wei Junge's restaurant, which was doing very well and had a branch in the past few months since it reopened.

Ruan Tian's card will have a dividend from Wei Junge's restaurant every month.

Ruan Tian is not short of money, and Mu Nianchen did not treat her harshly in terms of money.

When she bought this store, it was originally to help Brother Wei Jun, and now the dividends she gets every month have already covered the money she paid at the beginning, Ruan Tian came to Brother Wei Jun just to tell him about it.

When she came, Brother Wei Jun and Fang Beibei were all very happy, and Ruan Tian also suppressed all the gloom in her heart, and her mood was a little lighter.

Fang Beibei and Brother Wei Jun have a very good relationship, Ruan Tian sat in the semi-open private room, looking at their busy figures, envious, their simple happiness, such happiness, she seems to have no way in this life.

Lu Wei and Su Yenuan were both by her side, Ruan had some dessert to eat, and Brother Wei Jun's craftsmanship was good. Even Lu Wei, who had always refused to eat outside when protecting Ruan Tian, couldn't help but move his chopsticks.

Su Yenuan didn't move in disgust, as if it was poisoned inside, Ruan Tian didn't force it, she originally only recognized Lu Wei alone.

Towards the end of the lunch time, two women came in, these two women looked like a mother and daughter, their eyes searched around the store, and after finding Ruan Tian, they suddenly lit up.

"Sweet!"

"Sister!"

The two female voices sounded almost at the same time, Ruan Tian frowned, and raised her eyes to look at the source of the sound.

The two women who shouted for her had already walked outside the curtain of the private room, and Ruan Tian could see their faces clearly.

Because of Ruan Tian's obviously unrecognizable look, Lu Wei had already stood up at this time and stood in front of Ruan Tian.

Su Yenuan didn't get up until Lu Wei stood up, she also stood in front of Ruan Tian, one step ahead of Ruan Tian, and asked, "Who are you?"

Ruan Tian always felt that what Su Yenuan asked was to watch the play.

When the two women outside the curtain heard Su Yenuan's question, they immediately moved closer to the curtain, and the older one opened his mouth and said to Ruan Tian: "Xiao Tian, I'm my aunt, don't you know me?"

Ruan Tian does have an aunt, this aunt married to another province in the early years, and then her husband's family had no ability, so she took the child back to her grandmother's house to live.

Ruan Tian's memory of this aunt is very vague, and the only impression is that when her mother decided that as long as she was alone, there would be no other children, this aunt and Ruan Tian's grandmother, taking advantage of the fact that her parents were not at home, discussed in front of her how to take her away and give her away, and later, if her mother hadn't come back from going out, Ruan Tian might have really been sent away.

Ruan Tian didn't tell her mother about this, but told her father about it, and since then, Ruan Tian hasn't seen this aunt again.

In the end, it is still a relative at home, since Ruan Tian remembered it, she naturally wouldn't say anything she didn't know.

She nodded, and Lu Wei and Su Yenuan stepped aside.

The mother and daughter sat next to Ruan Tian, "Tiantian, I heard that those cultural relics in our family will be exhibited in a few days, can you give me a few, and I will use them for Tao Tao as a dowry." ”

There is too much robber logic in these words, and Ruan Tian didn't know which one to complain about for a while.

These cultural relics are all mother's dowry, even when the Ruan family was still brilliant, my father did not count these in his name.

Why is it now their thing?