I don't know if Wenwen is hoping for Xinya to have some accident, or if she wants to expose my lies.

"I told you, she has some personal matters at home, and she will come back after dealing with it. ”

Wenwen smiled faintly: "Her parents died, and the house in her hometown was sold and came to the capital, what do you think is her family's private affairs?"

I'm really anxious and my brain is not easy to use, why did I forget this stubble, Xinya's situation Wenwen knows that mine is not much less than me.

"I mean... Be... Talk about her personal private affairs. ”

Seeing Wenwen tugging at the corners of her mouth disdainfully, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

"Then let's not talk about Xinya, let's talk about Guimei. Gui Mei moved in with you, is that right?" As if I was going to lie or deny it, Wenwen's gaze locked tightly on mine.

"Yes. ”

"What the hell are you thinking?" Wenwen raised her voice.

"I didn't think about anything, it was arranged by Xinya before she left. If you don't believe me, you can ask Guimei. ”

"Why did Xinya arrange it like this, didn't she plan to come back and let Guimei take over her?"

Seeing that Wenwen's relaxed expression just now began to change, I found that this was a good opportunity to quickly bring the conversation back: "Yes." Xinya was still worried that I would sleepwalk out of danger and let Guimei look at me. ”

"Don't the experts think you don't have sleepwalking?"

I found that every bit of me was under Wenwen's close attention, and I even remembered it better than I did.

"The expert just wasn't so sure and didn't say I definitely didn't have a problem with sleepwalking. ”

I want to tell Wenwen about my sleepwalking in the middle of the night and hurting Guimei, so that I do have a sleepwalking problem. On second thought, there is no need. The DNA results are there, whether I sleepwalk into her bed or get into her bed after drinking, Wenwen thinks that I have her in my heart, as long as she no longer resents me, she is already Amitabha.

"Are you sure this isn't an excuse you made up?"

"It's true that it's not made up, Xinya added guardrails to the windows on the second floor before she disappeared, so that Guimei watched me don't go out at night, and was responsible for locking the door. ”

"It's so thoughtful, it seems that she really thinks of herself as a lady. Wenwen still didn't forget to sneer in her jokes.

"Don't say that, Xinya!"

Seeing that I was serious, Wenwen squirmed her lips twice, but did not say anything.

It's just that she was silent for a few seconds, and Wenwen's face flushed: "You may think that I am very unambitious, and I myself feel like a beggar, but feelings are this thing, once I am hit by an arrow, I will go crazy, and I can't control it." ”

I listened quietly.

"You know your feelings, they haven't changed, the longer you've been single, the more I think you're a man of affection, and the stronger this feeling is in my heart, I confess to you very clearly, I hope you save me some face, don't let me repeatedly pray to you like a sister-in-law of Xianglin, okay?"

"Wenwen, haven't we already said it, I don't have a plan and plan to ......"

Wenwen interrupted me: "You don't have to repeat, I know, so I have been silently and quietly waiting for so many years, watching, waiting for the day when you change your mind." But is that what you do? Are your actions and thoughts consistent?"

"What's the inconsistency?"

"After Xinya arrived at the company, what did you do, do you want me to describe it again? Who will treat you as brothers and sisters when you walk on the street? But the angry thing is that Xinya disappeared inexplicably, and immediately another Guimei went up, why didn't Xinya think of letting me take care of you Looking at you? Think about how I feel, not to mention that we have a common child. ”

"I'm sorry...... Xinya didn't tell me about her arrangements beforehand. ”

"Don't say I'm sorry, emotional things, the most pale words are the words 'sorry'. ”

"I'm grateful for whoever is looking at me, but I really don't have any plans to marry anyone right now. ”

I knew what Wenwen was thinking, but I didn't choose what to say in a hurry.

Wenwen immediately turned her gaze through the window to the distance outside the window, for a long, long time, just like that, without changing her posture or changing her gloomy expression.

"Don't be angry, I'm not very good at making empty checks to make people happy, I'm used to saying whatever I want. "It's not a problem to be so cold all the time.

"If you can't let go of it all the time, you feel better? Your wife is relieved when she is underground? Your guilt towards your wife can be erased? Didn't you say that your mother-in-law worries about you every day, don't you think that this is actually a selfish performance?"

I also tried to convince myself along Wenwen's lines, but I couldn't.

Slowly I also understand that there is nothing that you can really take the initiative to let go, and the so-called letting go is just self-deception and showing it to others, but it is just going from the open side to the secret to hide it deeper.

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Xinya's departure also made me realize more clearly that she has unconsciously lived in my heart and taken root in my life.

When she was around, I was used to everything she did for me, I was used to listening to her arrangements, and the days when she was not there for the company's affairs, I didn't seem to be able to go back to the time when I managed by myself, and I felt rusty and uncomfortable doing anything.

"You are purely self-begging, you have happiness and happiness? The women around you, Wenwen, Xinya, and ......." Gui Mei paused: "Who is not bitter, they are all about to become dry old ladies, and there is no home emotionally, you say that people owe you in your last life?

Gui Mei is more straightforward and fast than Wenwen, and people can't get off the stage.

But she didn't mind being hurt like that by me in the middle of the night, she didn't complain about me, and she refused to say it, and this kind of tolerance and forbearance moved me very much. Now in the face of her deliberate derogation, for Wenwen and Xinya, how can I have the confidence to refute, I am just like a primary school student who has made a mistake, hanging his head and letting the teacher or parents count down.

Interestingly, Gui Mei persuaded me to let go, Wenwen persuaded me to let go, and Xinya also persuaded me to let go, but who of them ever let go of their inner yearning, for the things they cherished and longed for? If they also persuaded themselves to give up and let go like they persuaded me, then are these problems that Gui Mei said still problems?

"Can you be serious?"

My dumb smile still caught Gui Mei, and she said seriously: "You can laugh at it, don't you think you are a sinner?"

"Yes, yes, I'm guilty!

"The attitude is not sincere at all, go, punish you to wash the dishes. Gui Mei threw the dishes and chopsticks in front of her to me, which was considered a punishment for me as a sinner, and she got up and ran to the sofa to watch TV.

"How is it like a criticism meeting, who has committed what crime?"

The words fell and the door opened, and it was Xinya who entered the door!