Chapter 784: It's better to see each other than not to see each other
"You want to threaten my son, how can I not come back. Mrs. Xu finally turned around and looked at Xu Shen, who had not seen her for many years, Xu Shen's sideburns were stained with hoarfrost, and a few nasolabial folds climbed on her forehead, and the elegant scholar in the past had become a half-old eunuch, and the eyes in her eye sockets had become sharp and gloomy.
"Ran'er is also my child, how could I threaten him?" Xu Shen was extremely surprised and shocked by Mrs. Xu's words, he was very kind to Xu Xingran, and he didn't know when he threatened Xu Xingran.
"You plotted against him and shook the foundation of the imperial court, Ran'er has no interest in officialdom, he just wants to live quietly, and you don't know what your son wants to live. Mrs. Xu sneered, although most of the reason for coming back was Ming Yu, she still cared about her son and knew his son's character.
"It's not that I don't love Ran'er, but I love you more, if I don't confront the imperial court, Ming Yu won't appear, and you won't come back. Xu Shen's voice was low and dark, like a voice from hell, Mrs. Xu's eyes shrank slightly, her breathing became heavy and muddy, staring at Xu Shen.
"What you want to say, say it clearly, don't say half without saying half, I don't like riddles. Mrs. Xu's words were not a warning, the anger in her eyes was about to burn Xu Shen, she was waiting for Xu Shen's explanation, she didn't want Xu Shen's explanation to be the same as what she thought.
"I said, you also know, but I don't want to admit it, I like you, for you, I'm willing to do anything, you like Ming Yu, I want to see him, I will go against the court, force the princess's daughter back to Qinglan, as long as her daughter comes back, Ming Yu will definitely appear, Ming Yu will come back, you will come back, even if you only see Ming Yu in your eyes, it doesn't matter, as long as I can see you in my eyes, it's fine, as for Ran'er, when he really grows up, I will naturally give him back a real quiet life, what he wants, I will definitely give it to him." 。 ”
Xu Shen's expression was sad, his eyes were bleak and affectionate, he didn't take a step forward towards Mrs. Xu, he just looked at Mrs. Xu quietly from a distance, he didn't care about Mrs. Xu's attitude towards him, he just wanted to see her.
Mrs. Xu was shocked by the affection and determination in Xu Shen's eyes, she couldn't imagine that Xu Shen's affection for herself would be so deep, she was afraid, Xu Shen's deep affection for her was far deeper than his own for Ming Yu, he carved his love for himself in his bones, his love was deeper and broader than hers, and he did not hesitate to sacrifice everything for himself.
"I know why you came back, to stop me, to make me stop all actions against the imperial court, I'm not wrong, right?" Xu Shen's eyes never left Mrs. Xu, as if as long as his eyes moved a little, Mrs. Xu would disappear, and he didn't dare to move, for fear that Mrs. Xu's appearance would be a dream.
"Are you willing to stop? I didn't fully agree to Chi Mubai, I may not be able to stay, maybe I will turn around and leave, I don't belong here, I am not familiar with here, except for my senior brother, no one can let me stay, Ran'er has also grown up, if I miss him, he wants to see me, we can all meet, over the years, thank you for raising Da Ran'er, he looks very good, there is no possibility between us after all, this time I come back, I am more sure. ”
After Mrs. Xu finished speaking, she looked at Xu Shen deeply, a tear slipped from the corner of her eyes, she tried, wanted to like Xu Shen, if she could like Xu Shen, the two of them could be consummated, but unfortunately, she tried her best, what she remembered was Ming Yu, what she loved deeply could only be Ming Yu after all, Mrs. Xu shook her head and gave up.
"Xu Shen, in fact, I don't want to come back at all, if it weren't for Chi Mubai saying that the matter was very serious, I would ...... You've done a lot for me, I see it, I'm sorry, I feel nothing but sorry for you. ”
"If you don't fulfill your promise to Chi Mubai, Ming Yu will hate you even more, hate you even more, right?" Xu Shen interrupted Mrs. Xu's words, waiting for Mrs. Xu's answer, Mrs. Xu still shook her head at him.
"This is my business, he has a lot of hatred for me, and he doesn't care about it more, you don't have to worry about my business, in the future, you live a good life, if a woman likes you, marry her back, you have to have someone to take care of it, and then the child has grown up, if you can, marry him, you should live your own life." ”
Mrs. Xu saw the resolute forbearance in Xu Shen's eyes, and she couldn't bear it in her heart, she knew very well his love for herself, just as she loved Ming Yu, the two of them were two people who had the same illness and sympathy, but they were not people who loved each other.
"No, I'll help you, I said, I like you, as long as it's what you want to do, I'll do it for you, I didn't expect Ran'er to let Chi Mubai get you back, now that I see you, I'm also satisfied, I'll help you finish." Xu Shen looked at Mrs. Xu, a happy smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, only Mrs. Xu was in his eyes, and then, from the belt behind his back, he pulled out a dagger.
"What do you want to do, Xu Shen, let go, even if you kill me, I will leave here. Mrs. Xu looked at the desperate and happy look in Xu Shen's eyes, and immediately thought that Xu Shen must have wanted to kill herself, or abolish herself, and let herself stay forever, she would not allow this kind of thing to happen, and her feet moved back a few steps.
"Xiang'er, I like you, in this life, I only like you alone, you have to remember, in the future, Ran'er will rely on you, I won't let you lose your trust, if Ming Yu likes you in the future, if you don't like you, you must not wronged yourself again, I know that you are not having a good time in Tianyue, my property here is enough for you to live a good life with Ran'er." ”
Xu Shen smiled sadly at Mrs. Xu, the dagger in his hand flipped and inserted into his abdomen, his hand was very strong, and the blade was all submerged in his abdomen, Mrs. Xu was stunned and couldn't believe it, she thought that Xu Shen was going to deal with herself, and she didn't want him to use suicide to fulfill herself, and not far away, there was a sound of things shattering.
Xu Xingran went to the kitchen and found that the cook was preparing snacks, and he couldn't wait to bring it to his mother himself.
Mrs. Xu didn't care about her son's reaction, and after reacting, she rushed forward and hugged Xu Shen, Xu Shen was in Mrs. Xu's arms, slowly sat down, blood slowly stained the clothes around the dagger, Xu Shen did not have a painful look, but a happy expression, he had not been so close to Mrs. Xu for a long, long time, and now Mrs. Xu took the initiative to hug herself, because she lost her life for him, he lay in Mrs. Xu's arms, smelled the familiar breath that had not been seen for a long time, and showed a happy expression on his face, his eyes were still staring at Mrs. Xu, and there was a trace of comfort in the depths of his eyes...... Fear.