Chapter 155: Heal Me, Heal Me

Raising his hand, he rubbed his chin with his fingers at random, and looked at the lines of text printed on the page with a seemingly serious expression.

The whole study was quiet, and there was no sound except for the rustle of the pages.

After taking promotional photos yesterday, Han Yu was on holiday again. is two days later, on the 5th, "Kill Me, Heal Me" will hold a press conference, and then it will start broadcasting on the 7th, so he will be idle for these two days.

"Smack!"

The slightly rude closing of the book, which is not the same as usual, shows a little irritability in the owner's heart at this time.

"Hoo ......"

Han Yu frowned slightly, leaned back on the soft back of the chair, closed his eyes, and exhaled a slight breath from his mouth with a slightly irritated expression.

He sat in the study for an hour, but in fact, he didn't look into anything, this kind of situation was really rare in the past - Han Yu was used to reading when he was bored, and reading when he was worried, and when he read the words printed on the paper one by one, his mind could always find a piece of peace.

However, now, I don't know if it is a fusion of Lin Yunyu's relationship, Han Yu feels that there is always a burning throbbing in his heart, which always makes his heart unable to calm down.

After closing his eyes and seemingly resting for a while, Han Yu opened his eyes and set his gaze on an eco-friendly shopping bag placed on the other side of the wide desk.

Reaching over a little bit, Han Yu pulled the bag over, and then reached in and gently took out the contents of the contents.

This is a movie DVD.

On the cover of the box, a man and a woman are standing intimately under the dark sky, the picture is very simple, a very simple scene, in addition to the male and female protagonists have some retro clothes, the most eye-catching thing is that in the deep blue sky, there are printed pieces of information that seem to be physical equations.

"TheoryOfEverything", also known as "The Theory of Love".

This is a low-budget film about the love affair between physicist Stephen Hawking and his first wife, Jane Wilde, who began at Cambridge University and before and after Hawking's illness.

Han Yu didn't like this kind of entertainment like TV dramas before, and in general, watching these illusory things seemed to have no meaning in his eyes, except that it could make his eyesight worse.

However, just because you don't like it doesn't mean you don't.

To be honest, the real reason why Han Yu rejected this kind of entertainment in the past is that in his eyes, this kind of activity that is just the pursuit of spiritual pleasure is a "luxury" activity that only those who have enough time can have, and it is difficult for him to convince himself to watch TV and watch a movie.

However, in fact, Han Yu also had this kind of "extravagant" activity.

It is true that he has basically never watched TV series since he was a child, but there are movies, but Han Yu has only watched two movies so far, no, or should I say, there are only two movies that he can love so much that he does not hesitate to waste that precious time to watch.

One is "The Passion of the Christ", and the other is the one that Han Yu is now in his hands - "The Theory of All Things".

This is what Han Yu bought when he went out this morning. I don't know why, he suddenly wanted to revisit this movie, which is said to be a biography, but the connotation doesn't seem to be so simple.

In fact, Han Yu wanted to buy "The Passion of the Christ" more, but maybe it was an older movie, and he couldn't find a DVD.

Han Yu is not a believer, and he does not worship Hawking, so it is quite a coincidence that he will watch these two movies.

"The Passion of the Christ" tells the story of Jesus twelve hours before he died, which was actually watched by Han Yu's mother when he was a child, this is Han's mother's favorite movie, and I don't know if it's bloodline, Han Yu liked it when he watched this TV for the first time, for no reason, he didn't know why, he just liked it.

And "The Theory of Everything" is really a coincidence.

At the beginning of 14 years, perhaps because he knew that his time was short, one day Han Yu suddenly became interested and wanted to watch a movie, so by chance, he saw "The Theory of Everything" on the Internet. Then, perhaps because the protagonist Hawking had some similar illnesses to himself, Han Woo bought a DVD and watched the second movie of his life with the mood of trying.

I have to say that the love in the movie and the so-called ideals were a very distant thing for Han Yu at that time, but he liked it very much, just like he liked "The Passion of the Christ".

It stands to reason that "The Theory of Everything" is not a healing movie, but it is partial, Han Yu has a feeling of being healed in his heart after watching it, and after watching it, something seems to have suddenly appeared in his originally dry mind, bulging and swelling, and there is a sense of vigor that seems to be absent, just like a torch that is about to be extinguished has been ignited with a trace of fire.

As a result, this has become one of Han Yu's only two favorite movies.

Han Yu passed by the DVD store when he went out this morning, and he didn't know if it was really such a coincidence, Han Yu glanced at the familiar cover in the store's display closet, so Han Yu bought it, otherwise with his character, it is estimated that he would not have the idea of revisiting.

Since you can't read the book, let's watch the movie.

Picking up the box and looking at it, Han Yu got up and left the study with it, and walked to a room on the second floor.

There are many rooms on the second floor, and one of them seems to be specially used to watch movies, with a home theater, but Han Yu knows from looking at the room that Jin Zhiyu probably hasn't been here much before.

Walking into the viewing room, Han Yu directly opened the box and took out a disc.

After putting the disc in and getting everything done, Han Yu sat on a wide brown leather sofa in front of the screen, holding his chin slightly with one hand, and quietly waited for the movie to start.

With the sound of a light and lively piano, the movie begins, and the story begins at Cambridge University in 1963......

In order to maintain the original flavor, Han Yu bought the original version released in the United States, and the pure British English lines came into his ears, and the pictures with a different feeling in the simplicity came into his eyes one by one.

To be honest, when Han Yu watched this movie for the first time, the reason why he liked it was that although he couldn't say it clearly, he also vaguely understood it.

Because of the sympathy of the disease.

When he saw Hawking playing stiffly and the court, and stubbornly trying to hit the ball into the goal, he admitted that at that moment, his heart was indeed touched, but they were the same, but they were also different.

Hawking, at least, has experienced his time when he was strong and healthy, and he at least ...... There is still hope, and Han Woo, there is nothing.

So speaking of which, Han Yu really doesn't know what kind of mood he was in after watching this movie, and he doesn't know what he was attracted to by this movie in the first place.

And watching this movie again, Han Yu found that he was still in a state of ignorance.

He said he didn't know how he felt when he watched the movie again in good health, and he didn't know why he wanted to watch it again.

To be honest, Han Yu could only feel that he was in a somewhat confused state now, watching the plot that he had already watched once, and he felt as if he had seen it, but it seemed that nothing had entered his heart.

Until......

"No matter how bad life may seem, there is always something you can do and be successful, and as long as you live, there is hope. ”

When a heroic line came into his ears, as if subconsciously, his deep but somewhat distracted eyes narrowed, and Han Yu seemed to wake up, and suddenly sat up slightly straight, staring intently at the wide screen in front of him.

On the screen, the young Hawking played by Eddie Redmayne has a somewhat old-fashioned hairstyle, wears a pair of black-framed glasses, and smiles back in the dim and beautiful sky, the corners of his mouth are raised to the side, but it is not as evil as Han Yu's smile, but ...... It is full of a kind of beautiful stubbornness and perseverance.

His heart seemed to flutter slightly, Han Yu's eyes were quietly staring at the screen, even if the movie had passed this scene, he was still watching quietly, but the gaze in his eyes was very distracted.

No matter how bad life is, there is always hope in life.

This is a very common line, or in other words, words, as a philosophical language, it seems to be a bit rotten, but when it is put into such a movie, such a biographical film about Hawking, and then told by such a character, for Han Yu, it seems to have a completely different meaning.

Seriously, Han Yu really doesn't know where he was attracted to this movie, maybe because of this line, maybe because of something else, but no matter what, he knows very well that this movie healed him at the beginning.

People's mood and emotions are the most difficult things in the world to guess, so Han Yu doesn't know what the reason is, anyway, because of this movie?, he at the beginning of 14 years because of the approaching death of all kinds of negative emotions have been reined in.

And now, this same movie, healed him a second time. When he had a new life, he had new troubles.

In fact, Han Yu knew what he was faintly anxious about today. After dealing with the old man's affairs, it was his turn...... She's it.

The matter between myself and this girl is really a bit complicated......

"Is there always something you can do and can be successful......

Han Yu fell back on the sofa, his eyes staring at the ceiling in the dim light, and there seemed to be a lot of images flashing in his mind......