Seeing Feng Xue's face full of tears, my throat couldn't help but tighten, my heart ached, and I forced myself to endure the emotions that I almost collapsed.

Feng Xue is reluctant to let me go, is it because of love, or is it habit and dependence?

No matter what, there is no way for me to go back, and I have decided to leave.

I looked away, turned around, looked at her, and replied firmly, "I have to go, and I'll be back when I settle the matter outside!"

My voice was as calm and soft as ever, and my surface was resolute and calm, but my heart was dripping blood, and the emotions in my chest were like stormy waves, churning extremely turbulently, but I endured it and didn't let it be exposed.

Feng Xue listened to my words and cried even more, she cried silently and said, "Then how long are you going to go?"

I thought about it for a while and said, "Maybe a few months, maybe a year or two!" I silently added in my heart, I may never come back, this time, my road ahead is full of thorns, what awaits me is unknown and dangerous, Xia Zhenghan, the evil tiger, may pounce on me at any time and bite me to death. If he finds me, I won't survive!

Feng Xue was already crying breathlessly, she didn't expect it to be like this, she couldn't imagine that one of her hesitations would force me to leave, and I don't know how long it would take to leave! I just came back for a few days, I obviously promised to live with her, with my parents, for a lifetime, but now, I said that I was leaving, so suddenly, so resolutely, Feng Xue was really uncomfortable, she didn't want me to go, she didn't want to!

Seeing Feng Xue crying like that, even if I wanted to force calm down again, my eyes couldn't help but turn red, my heart was very sour, and my nose was also very sour, I endured it for a while before I suppressed the surging emotions, and then said hoarsely to Feng Xue: "Xiaoxue, promise me, you must be happy!" As long as she is happy, I have no regrets in my life. I gave up just to keep her safe and happy.

Feng Xue took a hard breath and choked up, "Brother!"

A thousand words, only melted into this one word.

I took one last look at her and said, "Goodbye!" After saying that, I resolutely turned around and left quickly, this time, I didn't look back!

Seeing my back disappear from sight, Feng Xue's heart seemed to be sucked away, she was so painful that she couldn't breathe, as if in an instant, she lost the whole world, she was suddenly very scared and scared, afraid that she would never see me again, afraid that I would never go back.

As soon as she thought of this, Feng Xue suddenly came to strength, she wiped her tears, stepped away, limped, and quickly chased in the direction I left, her steps were unsteady, and she stumbled several times, but she was desperate, ran fast, and finally came to the door of the boxing gym, but Feng Xue found that I was gone! The sky outside, I don't know when it was overcast, the heavy rain was raging, the street was empty, and there was no figure. I'm gone!

Feng Xue finally couldn't help it, and cried loudly, the cry was drowned in the rain, sad and sad, as if God was composing a sad song, the song was tragic and sad.

Feng Xue knew that I must not want to leave, I must not want to leave, but because of her, I had to leave, because I lost this competition, I had to leave! Feng Xue hated herself, hated herself for being indecisive and wavering, hated herself for not sticking to her love for me, she was wrong, very wrong!

After a while, Lin Xi also ran out, he stood at the door, looking at the heavy rain outside, his mind was full of my lonely and embarrassed figure, his red eyes suddenly flashed tears, he turned his face, looked at Feng Xue, and said painfully: "Xingchen has been living for you all his life, I really don't know, after leaving you, will he be able to persevere!"

When he said this, the tears in Lin Xi's eyes fell uncontrollably, and the dignified bandit Lin Xi also cried!

Feng Xue had stopped crying, she stood there, looking at the rain curtain, lost her soul, and after a long time, she muttered to the empty street: "I'm sorry!"

The three words exhausted the guilt in Feng Xue's heart like a torrent erupting.

When she finished saying this, Chu Yan, Boss Dai and others walked out, looking at Feng Xue's sad appearance, Chu Yan couldn't help but take Feng Xue's hand and comforted: "I will take care of you!"

Lin Xi, who was standing on the side, immediately broke out as soon as he heard Chu Yan's voice, his eyes were red, and he roared at Chu Yan: "It's all your fault, you caused Xingchen to leave, don't pretend here, are you qualified to compare with Xingchen? Xingchen can give up everything for Feng Xue, and be willing to be an ordinary person, he would rather be hurt himself than let Feng Xue suffer the slightest grievance, can you do it?"

Sad to the extreme, it is anger, Lin Xi became angry as soon as he saw Chu Yan, he had nowhere to vent, but scolded Chu Yan, the culprit.

Chu Yan was yelled at by Lin Xi like this, his face was also very ugly, he glared at Lin Xi, and said aggrievedly: "I can do it!"

When Lin Xi heard this, he became even more angry, and he roared: "You can be a fart, Xingchen loves Feng Xue more than anything, but he can hide this love in his heart and never show it, because he doesn't want Feng Xue to be embarrassed, he wants Feng Xue to accept him slowly! You call it selfishness, you don't care about the pain of others at all for your own love, but if you look at Xingchen, he can give up his love for Feng Xue, this is called selfless love, so you don't deserve to be compared with Xingchen at all, do you understand?"

Lin Xi's words were not rough, every sentence was reasonable, Chu Yan was blocked, he was speechless for a while, and he was also dissatisfied in his heart, but he didn't want to attack in front of Feng Xue, so he could only hold his breath and keep silent.

Feng Xue, who was originally stunned, felt as if she had been knocked on the head after listening to Lin Xi's words, and she suddenly realized more clearly that my love for her is the deepest and most selfless, and my true heart is the most worthy of her cherishment. She is now shaken in Chu Yan, this is to hurt me in the most cruel way, she knows, my heart must be extremely painful now, she can't let me leave with pain. Thinking of this, she immediately pulled her hand out of Chu Yan's hand, and then, she took out her mobile phone and dialed mine.

However, the phone prompt was turned off, Feng Xue's eyes suddenly became empty again, she looked at the heavy rain in front of her, and said distractedly: "My brother is turned off!"

Speaking of this, she slammed suddenly, as if she had thought of something, so she hurriedly said to Lin Xi: "Lin Xi, do you have any way to contact my brother?"

Lin Xi just scolded Chu Yan, and the suffocation in his heart finally disappeared slightly, and his expression calmed down a lot. Hearing Feng Xue's words, he immediately looked at Feng Xue and asked suspiciously, "Why do you still want to contact Xingchen?"

Feng Xue said nervously: "I have something to tell him!" She didn't want me to leave like this, she still had something to say to me, a lot, a lot!

Lin Xi couldn't bear to see Feng Xue like this, and he didn't want me to really be separated from Feng Xue, so he took out his Nokia mobile phone, found my Phantom period number, and called it. But the result, too, prompts to shut down.

At this time, Lin Xi was disheartened, and he said gloomily: "His other number has also been turned off, it seems that he is completely planning to leave, and it is impossible for us to find him!"

Lin Xi's words made the atmosphere of the scene extremely dull, and everyone was silent and dignified.

After a while, Boss Dai, who was standing on the side, suddenly spoke, he stared blankly at the parking lot in front of the door, looked at the Land Rover he gave me, and lamented: "Alas, Mr. Wang didn't even drive away!"

In a word, it added a sadness to the dull air, everyone's mood was depressed, about my sadness, about my lonely departure, about my love to let go, everyone present could see it clearly, and the feeling became more and more profound.

Even Chu Yan was depressed in his heart, originally, I left, it was a good thing for him, after all, he had no worries, Feng Xue only belonged to him from now on, he should be free, but seeing Feng Xue immersed in pain, he felt uncomfortable, so after the rain slowly stopped, he immediately said to Feng Xue: "Xiaoxue, let's go out for a walk!"

Feng Xue listened to Chu Yan's words, came back to her senses, and then shook her head and said, "You go back first, I want to be quiet by myself!"

At this time, Feng Xue was in no mood at all, and even, her heart seemed to be gone. After speaking, she left the gym directly.

In the evening, in the villa of the Feng family in the Century Home Community, the large table in the dining room was full of dishes, which was the result of the busy work of the adoptive father and adoptive mother for half a day.

Today is my birthday, because I was adopted through a special channel, and my adoptive parents didn't know the day I was really born, so they set the time of my birthday on the day they officially adopted me.

At six o'clock, Feng Xue came back, at this time, Feng Xue had no expression on her face, and after walking outside for an afternoon, her mood calmed down a lot, at least, she didn't look so sad and painful.

As soon as the adoptive mother saw Feng Xue, she immediately asked, "What about Haozi, why didn't he come?"

Feng Xue shook her head and said, "He can't come!"

Hearing this, the adoptive father couldn't help but be disappointed: "This kid, what are you busy with, I specially called him last night and asked him to come to the house for dinner tonight, and the family will get together on this day, why can't he come!"

The adoptive mother also sighed: "Yes, I also rushed to knit two sweaters for him, ready to give them to him on his birthday today!"

After speaking, the adoptive mother said to Feng Xue again: "Then you will help me bring it to him, there is no woman around Haozi, and he doesn't know how to dress himself, I see that he wears all the clothes with holes!"

Originally, Feng Xue had been holding back herself, she deliberately packed up her mood before going home, but after listening to her parents' words, she finally couldn't help it, her tears flowed out again, she looked at her parents, and cried bitterly: "Brother is gone, he may never come back!"