Chapter 59 is leaving

In the dark room, through the bright moonlight shining from under the half-drawn curtains, Zhao Mian was sitting at the desk in his room writing something little by little, perhaps because of the long thinking that made him a little tired, he leaned the pen in his hand on the pen holder, and then quietly took a deep breath. But a deep breath didn't make the thoughts in his head any less, and he shook his head helplessly, as if to throw out all the distractions in his head—but obviously, with little effect.

......In addition to the slight sound of clothes rubbing because of Zhao Mian's movements, another voice sounded in this room, perhaps also attracted by the source of this sound, Zhao Mian looked in the direction of the sound - the sleeping Zhidai didn't know what he dreamed of, it was obviously a pear blossom with rain, but there was a warm smile on his little face.

Seeing the defenseless sleeping side face, Zhao Mian shook his head and sighed softly- Since he announced that he was going to leave (not at the café meeting, but even before), although the girl did not make any more moves, but began to follow him inch by his side, whether it was windy or rainy, except for the necessary time to go to school to study, she put all her time by Zhao Mian's side, she kneaded the dough when he made the cake, she silently made a pot of tea when he was handling the accounts, she stood quietly when he talked to the street manager, and even when it was time to rest at night, this girl would follow Zhao Mian's side step by stepIt's like a puppy that cares over his house.

As long as Zhao Mian disappeared from her field of vision for more than a quarter of an hour, she would run around anxiously, but even if she couldn't find Zhao Mian after searching the entire house, her anxious eyes were full of tears, and she couldn't bear to the redness of her eyes, she wouldn't let out a shout, just started to tidy up the room little by little, put everything back in place, and then sat quietly in front of Zhao Mian's desk, staring blankly at the branches outside the window.

- This attachment is visible even to a fool.

But it's also Zhidai, whether it's out of etiquette or out of personal feelings, other people will always make a move to retain after learning that Zhao Mian needs to leave for a period of time, especially several core employees of the café, who have worked together for so long, and the relationship between them and Zhao Mian is no longer an ordinary and indifferent relationship between bosses and employees, it is closer to the friendship between friends, and they are also in addition to Zhidai, few people who know that Zhao Mian is in danger on this trip, and they are the most and strongest to retain- But Tomoyo didn't, and after learning that Zhao Mian was about to leave, the girl didn't ask for anything other than staying by his side all the time. There is no retention, no doubt, the girl silently accepted the fact that as the closest to Zhao Mian, she also knew the danger of Zhao Mian's trip best, but she did not say anything about wanting Zhao Mian to stay here - she was just silent, With a little hesitation, she snuggled up to Zhao Mian's side, learning to deal with the café little by little, accepting Zhao Mian's next arrangements for the family word by word, and even the tears would only roll down her face like pearls on Zhao Mian's pillow in that hazy dream.

The girl of Rusi is so strong - but it is also such a strong Zhidai, but it is extremely reassuring.

Yes, I can't rest assured, but Zhao Mian can't rest assured that it's not just Zhidai. The girl in the fantasy world is still pure and immaculate, but Zhao Mian still wants to teach her about the things related to the whole town, those extremely trivial things that she should know as a manager, she needs to understand;Yingwen seems to have a little dispute with his little girlfriend recently,From some words,It should be his interest in computer programs that overwhelms his hobby of athletics,Caused by the dissatisfaction of the other party's father who is a coach at home,As a guardian,Zhao Mian wants to talk to Yingwen and the other party's father about it,But the time left is not enough for him to have a leisurely meeting;The wedding between Fujino and WrightIf possible, he also wants to participate, whether it is the parents of both parties or the bride and groom have sent him a warm invitation, and I heard that it is going to hold a traditional style of worship ceremony, he has not seen it He does have a strong interest, not to mention that the other two are still employees he employs, and the private friendship is also good, so it is reasonable that he also needs to go to the café; there are still many things to consider, although the income has been fixed, and there are enough loyal customersBut whether it's leaving the communication with the surrounding shops to Tomoyo, or asking Miss Yamabuki to take on the responsibility of communicating with the shopping street organization that she didn't need to bear, or even if he asks a new pastry chef to make a snack that tastes different from the past, if he can, he also wants to teach as much as he can, try to pass on his usual experience, and then leave this place after they are all familiar with these things.

But this is impossible - Zhao Mian withdrew his gaze from Zhidai, and stared at the moon outside the window with some warmth and reluctance. Whether for himself or for the world, his current identity is still just a passerby, especially for the world, more like a villain with a bomb that may detonate at any time, and at a time when his injuries have gradually healed, the world has focused its eyes on him, and he knows that this is a warning from the other party, telling him that it is time to leave - with that bomb. And it's time for him to leave, he still has his own goals, he still looks forward to seeing his biological parents, he still misses the hometown that has long been blurred in his memory, and it can even be said that he longs to return to that place in his memory again- Just as he stepped into the void with this thought, such an idea has long ceased to be such a simple thought, and has long since become an unspeakable obsession after accompanying him in the void for countless years.

"But I'll be back, and as long as I don't die on the way home, I'll be back here, back to this town again, back to this small café, back to this home where you and Yingwen live. This is Zhao Mian's promise to Zhidai, and he does plan to do so, this world has too many traces about him, and even in the relationship between countries, he has some indelible connections, especially during the period of looking for Zhidai, he left his mark in too many planes, and used a lot of means to find the girl who was still ignorant at the beginning, all of which inevitably made this world leave his mark, his smell, and his power- and the enemies who might attract him.

Go back as early as you can. Zhao Mian sighed helplessly, and then continued to revise his opinions and plans for the café in the next year on the desk by the moonlight, although there was no way to implement it in person, and there was no way to teach more, but try to leave a detailed opinion, maybe it can also allow them to make some better choices with reference to the specific form.