Volume 6: I Heard That It Was Love (11)
In the end, Lin Yingkong still didn't talk to the puppet for a while, because after the woman took a shower and changed her clothes, she wanted the puppet to go out with her in the middle of the night, and the puppet looked tired, but still didn't refuse her, and pushed her out in a wheelchair without saying a word, as if she was used to such things.
When they arrived in front of a hotel that was not good-looking, Lin Yingkong, who followed them, frowned when he saw the hidden symbol on the signboard, and quietly withdrew the stealth technique and followed them in a staggered manner.
In the end, it is a world of the jungle, a woman with a broken leg, a teenager who is not in the climate, a woman who is still proud after a broken leg, and a teenager who is so weak that people can crush him directly...... To tell the truth, even if such a combination doesn't cause trouble, there will be trouble to provoke them, not to mention that woman has to ask for trouble for herself - she is the same as the minister later, even the eyes are superior pride, but the secret puppet at that time had the strength, backers and siblings, what does she have now?
She only has one son, but what she wants to do is to torture this son, no matter how Lin Yingkong defends the minister, he has to say that the appearance of the puppet is really hateful, and the arrogance of the woman angers the strangers who come to take over the task, they disdain to deal with a crippled person, so they can vent their dissatisfaction on the puppet, and the puppet just stood at a loss, listening to them mock their mother, laughing at their cowardice, looking at the pleasure in the eyes of the insulted mother, he was in pain, but helpless.
He knew that this was his mother's deliberate torture, but he still suffered that he was unable to protect her, and he could not even protect himself.
- I already have the strength to protect myself.
When Lin Yingkong blocked the minister's sword, he said so, because he was once powerless.
This seems to be a routine matter, and when the puppet is about to cry in public, the woman takes a task slowly, and it is a task that the task publisher who is angered by her deliberately takes on a task with a level of difficulty that is definitely not something that the puppet can undertake, and casually buys some weapons, and drives the tired puppet to set off overnight.
Lin Ying thought that after so many years, that woman really never stopped thinking about killing the dark puppet.
They were tasked with strangulating a tanuki demon who liked to take people's hearts, of course, the woman whose spiritual power source had been destroyed was just a burden to be a conductor in the past, and the real thug was a puppet, but he seemed to be used to his mother's arrangement of an opponent who was enough to kill him, and despite the timidity in his eyes, he still didn't say a word of resistance.
And Lin Yingkong looked at the dark puppet's almost dazed and jerky movements, and for a moment suddenly felt that the woman's death might break the dark puppet's heart, but it was not bad, at least, he was forced to get rid of this demon.
It was just that he lost his mind, and when Lin Yingkong raised his head again, he saw blood coldly.
His first reaction was the dark puppet, because the dark puppet was still entangled with the tanuki demon a moment ago, and it was difficult to move step by step, and then Lin Yingkong found that there was a lot of blood on the dark puppet's body, but the bright red liquid was splashed from the woman who was watching the battle.
Lin Yingkong's panic had not yet formed, and it had already turned into surprise, and even the woman's expression was unexpected, no one thought that the tanuki demon would suddenly be impatient and entangled with the dark puppet, and turned around and ran away with a claw to her who was blocking the way.
The woman's accident turned into joy when she saw the puppet pounce in disbelief, and she had seen her son in despair countless times, not once more miserable than now, and it occurred to her that what could have made him more miserable than her own death in front of him?
- My mother has not gotten better since she was seriously injured by the monster, although she died of depression because of heart disease, but at that time I still wanted to seek revenge on the monster, life and death.
The words that Feng Rong once said have now reproduced one by one, but this woman is depressed and dies of happiness.
The puppet instinctively carried his mother down the mountain to the hospital, and then listened to the doctor tell him that his mother was too badly injured and that she would only stay in the hospital for one day, and he returned to the intensive care unit like a ghost, and when he saw the pale woman coveted by death, she had a satisfied expression, as if she had never been so happy in her life.
"I'm going to die...... Isn't that right?" said the woman with a grin, struggling to remove the oxygen mask.
"No," the puppet shuddered, his face was no different from that of the woman on the hospital bed, and his voice was a little dying, "Mom, you won't die." ”
"But it suddenly occurred to me that death is a wonderful thing," the woman smiled at him, perhaps she had never smiled so gently at the puppet in her life—if you ignored her vicious look, "you can go and look in the mirror, I like your expression now." ”
That kind of expression, as if he would die with her in the next second......
"How can you give it up?" the puppet said with some expectation, "I think I'm doing well now, I'm not desperate yet, how could you be willing to leave me like this?"
"Really?" the woman laughed almost wantonly as she listened to him say masochistic words, "It's okay, I'll pray in hell," she said, and the next second she lowered her voice and chuckled, like a devil's whisper, "Pray that you will live in purgatory on earth, and suffer every day and die a good death." ”
The dark puppet's face was as white as paper in an instant, and he was stunned on the spot.
Although the woman had let go of the most vicious words, the puppet still did not give up saving her life, took out all his savings to hang her, asked for the most authoritative doctor for her, he even wanted to find someone in the supernatural world, but he had no way and no familiar friends, so he could only stand in vain in front of the intersection in a daze, once he even shouted Lin Yingkong's name uncontrollably in the wilderness, shouting too hard, he didn't have the strength to get up when he tripped and fell to the ground, he held his forehead with his hand, looked at his lonely shadow, and silenced his voice……
Lin Yingkong can only watch all this, he has never tried to be his support since he knew Feng Rong, there is such an opportunity at this moment, but it is an illusion that is destined to be useless, Lin Yingkong thought, how should the second half of the puppet's life be happy, in order to make up for God's injustice to him in the first half of his life?
The woman's condition became worse and worse, almost always in a coma, her resentment and love were unreserved when she was delirious, and the puppet heard her faintly begging the man to return to her, confessing to him that she should not have wanted to tie him up with a child, and occasionally cursing him for abandoning him...... The puppet suddenly thought that she had never stopped waiting for that man.
Until one evening, when the sun was setting like fire, the woman suddenly sat up and looked out the window in a daze, trying to find the man, but the secret puppet who had nowhere to do it, thought desperately that if he didn't come, there would be no chance again.
The woman watched the sunset sink, and the look on her face gradually fell silent, her life was like this sun, shining brightly when it was the most dazzling, and burning everything up when it was the most decadent, so sad and hateful.
"I knew he would never come again, and I didn't want to wait. At the end of her life, the woman could not wait any longer, she kindly let herself go, but she never let go of the puppet, she looked at the young man who had taken almost everything from herself, and said to him with a smile: "Son, I am waiting for you in hell. ”
Then the woman didn't even close her eyes, and just cut off her breath, as if she wanted to watch the dark puppet die in front of him, what kind of resentment would it be that a person would not even be able to rest in peace?
The dark puppet stood in front of the woman's corpse in a daze, not collapsing, but his eyes were a hopeless grayness.
- He doesn't have to go to hell, he has already lived in purgatory on earth as she wished, and he has suffered a lot.
Hanging her life for a woman had already spent most of the family's savings, but the puppet still used all the money she had left to choose a decent cemetery for her, but there was no one who could help. It rained so hard that day, and after carrying the coffin into the ground alone, the puppet knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times, leaving a bloody mark on the uneven ground, which was washed away by the rain. Lin Yingkong thought about going out and hugging him to give him a little comfort, but he felt that it was no longer necessary, the silent and cowardly young man did not cry, but who could pull him out of the dark abyss at this moment?
Immediately, Lin Yingkong thought of Baili Mengyan, and remembered that Feng Rong had mentioned that he met Baili Mengyan on the day his mother was buried, so if this day is the day when the dark puppet loses its pillar, why not be a chance to be reborn?
After the woman's funeral, the puppet sat in front of the grave, in the face of his beloved mother, in the face of the increasing wind and rain, as if to finish the rest of the day, until the storm became more and more raging in the middle of the night, and he suddenly stumbled up the hill, found the tanuki demon that day, and fought with it desperately—he did not want this life either.
It's not that he doesn't want revenge, but he wants to die even more, and the woman is waiting for him in hell, and he ...... It's too tiring to live.
Lin Yingkong thought a little dazedly, it turned out that the secret puppet of the Minister of Spirit Law Enforcement, who seemed to be invincible, had also been cowardly enough to seek death to find relief.
However, he did not die.
At the moment when the tanuki demon was about to bite off the dark puppet's neck, a silver-blue long whip suddenly cut through the night, broke through the air, and wrapped around the tanuki demon's body three times and two times, and the barbs on the whip pierced into the flesh, twisting it fiercely, and the flying blood and flesh pieces were thrown on the dark puppet like rain.
The puppet didn't care about this, at that moment he thought about why death was so difficult, such thoughts pierced into the heart like a sharp thorn, and the invisible pain spread from the heart, and the sourness that was more unbearable than the external wound almost instantly broke him, the puppet fell to the ground, and the suppressed sadness leaked out, and he cried out like a child with blood, accompanied by the sound of rain, and it was terrible desolate in the dark night.
Lin Yingkong paused, turned his head, and looked at the young man who calmly stepped in the mud and wind and rain.
Black hair, phoenix eyes, delicate and feminine face, light blue shirt and trousers, without any gorgeous accessories, but more and more cold and fierce, the independence of the world is generally above all beings, looking down on the world, he is young, more than later.
Baili Mengyan ......
He finally showed up.