Chapter 299: Refusal
Although he couldn't see Lin Xiran's expression, from her words, Qin Xiusheng clearly felt the sadness in her heart.
"I'll listen, you say. ”
After being silent for a long time, Lin Xiran turned around again. She set her gaze on Qin Xiusheng, and her eyes looked very hollow.
Gently opening his thin lips, Lin Xiran's speech speed was very slow, as if he was telling the story at the same time, he was also integrated into the story.
This is the story of a woman, another man she loves dearly. Since meeting a man, a woman's heart can no longer hold anything but him.
The two met when they were students, and like many couples, they naturally came together. Unlike most couples when they were students, the two did not separate until they graduated, and they have always loved each other.
While speaking, Lin Xiran's eyes kept aiming at the sky in the distance, as if he wanted to hide the sadness in his eyes in the sunset on the horizon.
The woman has made up her mind that she wants to go on with the man until the end of her life. However, she didn't expect that the man would eventually choose to leave her.
When he said this, Lin Xiran's voice stopped abruptly. Her eyes were still looking at the sky, as if she was afraid that if she lowered her head, tears would flow uncontrollably.
Seeing that Lin Xiran stopped and hesitated for a moment, Qin Xiusheng opened his mouth and asked, "Why did the man leave her?
Qin Xiusheng's voice pulled Lin Xiran back to reality, she moved her gaze to Qin Xiusheng, and the corners of her mouth hooked a tragic arc, "Is the reason important? ”
Qin Xiusheng was silent, the reason for being poor seemed absurd, but it was very realistic. From ancient times to the present, I don't know how many sincere feelings have finally fallen on money.
"You're telling your own story, right?"
Qin Xiusheng sighed, looking at Lin Xiran's various performances, anyone could see that she was telling her experience.
Lin Xiran didn't hide it, she nodded lightly, "That's right, I'm the woman who was disliked by the beloved man because she was poor, and finally threw away like garbage." ”
Qin Xiusheng's gaze had been on Lin Xiran, although her face did not fluctuate, but he knew very well that her heart must be bleeding at this moment.
"You should know what happened after that, I was thrown away like garbage, and I really thought of myself as garbage. Lin Xiran laughed miserably, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth felt heartache, "I went to the bar alone to get drunk, since I was treated as garbage, it is better to simply indulge it once and enjoy the fun of being garbage." ”
Qin Xiusheng's gaze was deep, and at this time he realized that Lin Xiran was not as strong as he looked. Cold, just a protective color she wears.
"At the bar, the person I met was you. As he spoke, Lin Xiran turned his gaze back to Qin Xiusheng, and there was finally a touch of brilliance in his dead eyes, "Speaking of which, not only do you not have to blame yourself, but I also want to thank you." ”
Qin Xiusheng didn't speak for a long time, and Lin Xiran's story made his heart calm down for a long time.
"I can be accountable to you if you want. Qin Xiusheng bit his lip, and the words that were pressed in his heart were finally revealed. He stared at Lin Xiran's eyes tightly, as if he was conveying his inner sincerity to her.
Lin Xiran's face was stunned, she obviously didn't expect that Qin Xiusheng would be willing to be responsible for herself. In her heart, which had already burned to ashes, there seemed to be an extra touch of color, but then it dissipated again.
"As grateful as I thank you, please let me refuse your kindness. ”
Hearing Lin Xiran's refusal, Qin Xiusheng only felt a chuckle in his heart. He couldn't figure out why Lin Xiran rejected him.
"Can you tell me why?" Although Qin Xiusheng's heart was devastated, he still maintained a smile on his face.
Lin Xiran moved his gaze to the side and asked rhetorically, "Is the reason that important?"
Qin Xiusheng nodded and said solemnly, "Of course, but if you don't want to say it, I won't force you." ”
"It's okay, it's okay to tell you. Lin Xiran turned around again and said, "The love I want is for two people." You are just guilty of me, and when you really wake up, you will find that the person you love is not me at all. ”
Qin Xiusheng clenched his fists suddenly, Lin Xiran had rejected him before, but he was still able to restrain his impulse. Since that night, Qin Xiusheng has been thinking about the matter between him and Lin Xiran all the time. He was very sure in his heart that his feelings for Lin Xiran were not guilty.
I can't agree with this statement. Qin Xiusheng interrupted Lin Xiran, his gaze intertwined with her, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I have to tell you that my feelings for you are not impulsive or guilty. ”
Lin Xiran's face was stunned, she didn't expect that Qin Xiusheng would suddenly refute herself so strongly. A wonderful feeling rose from her heart, as if the man in front of her could give her the power of hope again.
The look in Lin Xiran's eyes flashed, and she lowered her head again, "What do you think is your freedom, but I can only say I'm sorry, I can't accept your proposal." ”
Qin Xiusheng felt a pain in his heart, he bit his lip and forced himself to smile.
"You don't have to apologize, but I should be the one who apologizes. Although Qin Xiusheng had a smile on his face, he felt indescribable pain in his heart, "It's me who is too abrupt to make this kind of request that makes you embarrassed." ”
"Doctor Qin, I think it's time for me to go back. Lin Xiran glanced at Qin Xiusheng deeply, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance in his mind, "Take care!"
After speaking, Lin Xiran turned around and walked out into the distance without looking back.
Looking at Lin Xiran's back as she gradually moved away, Qin Xiusheng subconsciously wanted to keep her. His outstretched hand hung in mid-air, and with a little force, he could pull her down. It's just that Qin Xiusheng's hand kept stopping in mid-air, and he didn't leave her behind after all.
Qin Xiusheng's eyes kept staring at the direction Lin Xiran had left until her back disappeared from his sight for a long time.
A wry smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and Qin Xiusheng's heart was occupied by a sense of loss that he had never felt before. Was he rejected?
Thinking of Lin Xiran's last look at him, Qin Xiusheng couldn't help but let out a long sigh. He knew that look very clearly, and it clearly indicated that she would never see him again.
Taking a step, Qin Xiusheng slowly walked towards home. Although he was cruelly rejected, for some reason, he still couldn't forget Lin Xiran in his mind, as if she had become an indispensable part of his life.