I don't know if it's cold or if it's really cold!

Wearing a long-sleeved T-shirt, he felt the wind constantly pouring into his body; Yu Ce walked in front, two or three meters away; he pulled his clothes from time to time to wrap himself, and he also felt cold! We walked one after the other, and when we arrived at the hospital, he asked, paid the money, and took me for a check-up, but I just followed him and he didn't say a word to me.

"Hengli People's Hospital" I came to this place to get off the car and take a look twice, and in less than two years, I walked in!

I keep losing the people around me, Wu Fang, friends, myself.......

The doctor told me to take my pants down a little bit, and I was so ashamed that I was going to die! The doctor said to pull my clothes up a little more, and the hand that pulled the clothes covered my face.

The doctor didn't know what liquid was squeezed into my stomach, it was cold, and then something was pressed and moved on my belly

Doctor: How old are you?

Me: Hmm? two...... Twenty!

Don't dare to tell the truth!

The doctor stopped, then continued to move the compressions.

Doctor: You kids are really worrying, for you to study, you want to fall in love;

I didn't answer.

Doctor: When was the last time you had your period?

Me: I can't remember exactly, it seems like August or September

Doctor: August? Do you know it's November and December?

Me: Yes, November 25th!

Doctor: On November 25th, you're still calm! If I were your mother, I'd die of distress!

"I guess no one in my family knows!" Another doctor next to him said.

Doctor: Sure, it's strange not to be killed, angry and hateful!

Another doctor: But look at her so thin, it's not necessarily twenty years old, she can even get pregnant, some people want to but can't get pregnant, some people don't want to get pregnant!

Me: Doctor, I ask you a question, is that okay?

Doctor: You ask!

Me: I've heard that I've done liuca

It's true that you won't be able to conceive in the future?

Another doctor: What, now I know I'm scared?

I don't speak.

Doctor: Not all of them, depending on each person's physique, I can only say that each accounts for 50 percent!

After a while.

Doctor: Alright, you can put on your clothes and pants.

I got dressed and got out of bed.

The doctor typed out a slip with pictures and words on it, and she signed it.

Doctor: Let me tell you, you were going to take the list to the gynecology clinic and show it to the doctor, and then tell you.

Yu Ce also walked in.

Another doctor: You're her boyfriend?

Yu Ce: Yes!

Doctor: But it's almost 10 o'clock, and the doctors are all off work, so you can go to the emergency room, but I want to save you the same time.

Me: Okay, please!

Doctor: You don't know when your last menstrual period was, so I can't infer it for you very accurately, but now I'll give you a B-ultrasound calculation, the baby is already 81 days, of course, only less, plus at least 20 days, so there are 100 days, and to tell you these are the 20 days you may have to add when you calculate the due date.

Me: I'm not going to ask for it!

Doctor: I guess so, you're still a child, what kind of child do you want, what do you want to have a child! Now it's formed, you don't want to go into surgery as soon as possible, and now you can choose to have a medical abortion.

The doctor didn't look like I understood.

Doctor: It's a medical abortion, you take medicine and let the medicine break the child in your stomach and expel it, just like menstruation.

Me: Then take the medicine, but does it hurt?

Doctor: Why doesn't it hurt? Broken alive from your **, the flesh is broken into blood, how can it not hurt! This pain is like giving birth to two children.

Me: Doctor, is there any other way?

Doctor: Induce labor! Give you an injection to induce labor, but there will be a situation where the flow is not clean; to clear the uterus, the uterus is to use a spoon to scrape out the placenta that has not fallen off on your **, your ** wall will become thinner, which will hurt the ** greatly, fortunately you came early, and the child is developing slowly, so you can have a drug flow.

I was in a cold sweat when I listened to it.

Doctor: Are you two sure you don't want this child?

The doctor looked at the two of us.

Me: Sure!

Yu Ce didn't speak.

Doctor: What about you, young man?

Yu Cecai responded with "grace".

Doctor: Then if both of you are sure, I'll write you a bill, and you go to the pharmacy on the first floor to get the medicine, young man.

Yu Ce: How much does it cost?

Doctor: It doesn't cost much, it's about 100 yuan! You can take it and get the price, and then go to the pharmacy and get the medicine.

Yu Ce turned around and walked out.

I also went to the rest chair at the door, there are not many people in the hospital at this point, Yu Ce went for twenty minutes, I saw that he did not take the elevator but ran up the stairs.

Yu Ce gave the medicine and the list to the doctor, and the doctor tore up a sheet on the list.

Doctor: I'll tell you, this medicine is two, you don't want to eat anymore tonight from now on, take the white pill at 12 o'clock, get up tomorrow morning to see if there is any blood, if there is no blood, take the yellow medicine at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning, and then come to the gynecology clinic on the first floor to find me, and observe that if there is blood, come to the hospital at any time; if there is blood, you are afraid of heavy bleeding, it will kill you, so you must observe it well.

Me: The doctor will come to you tomorrow to find you?

Doctor: Okay, you can also remember my name, Dr. Yang Yunyang.

Me: Okay, Dr. Yang.

Doctor: Remember not to eat when you go back, and you can't drink water.

Me: Okay.

Doctor: Alright, you can go back!

When I came out of the hospital, I walked in front first, he followed behind, we all walked very slowly, I pinched the B-ultrasound sheet in my hand, pinched it tightly, I was numb, I couldn't feel the cold of the evening breeze.

Yu Ce's phone rang, he picked it up and strode after me to hand me the phone, I didn't take it, just glanced at it, and continued walking, Yu Ce turned on the speakerphone.

Yu Ce: Yu Yuan, you said, she can hear it, she won't answer the phone, but she can hear it.

Yu Yuan: Xiao An, Yu Ce told me that I can't come back now, so don't be impulsive first, I'll come back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, and let's sit down and have a good chat.

I didn't speak and thought to myself, "What else is there to talk about, everything is already a foregone conclusion, who can change it? Who wants to change? Besides, this is Yu Ce's problem, what does it matter to you Yu Yuan? In this life, do you want to decide everything for him? Wipe his ass? Yu Ce doesn't have a man's responsibility, cheating, indifference, how can he rely on ........?"

I continued to walk, and Yu Ce saw that I didn't want to talk to Yu Yuan, so he turned off the speakerphone and stood behind to answer the phone.

I walked back alone.

Xia Minglin: That guy didn't come back together?

I don't speak, I'm really tired. It's just that the medicine is still being carried by Yu Ce, and he is going to come up.

I took off my shoes and lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over me, and closed my eyes.

They closed their eyes and stopped talking to me, waiting for Yu Ce to come back.

He came back and put the medicine on the side of my pillow, he didn't speak, turned around and walked out, feeling Xia Minglin, who was sitting on the bed, stand up and follow out.

Gu Bin: Xiao An, don't worry, I'll ask you for leave.

Ali: Invited me too, I'll go with her.

Me: No one needs to accompany me, just me!

Gu Bin: Okay, then I'll arrange it!

After saying that, he also left.

Ali silently cleaned up the house, and when she was ready, I sat up and prepared to take my medicine.

Ali looked at me with distressed eyes, thinking more about herself!

Me: Ali, don't do this, I'm afraid I'm going to break down.

Ali nodded, tears falling to the ground.

I took my medicine and lay down again.

Ali: Xiao An, if you feel uncomfortable there, you can call me.

Me: Yes!

Respond with a crying voice.

I didn't fall asleep one night, but I didn't feel any discomfort in my stomach, I got up in the morning and Ali went to work, Yu Ce didn't show up, I really became my own face, everything was done according to the doctor's instructions, I took medicine at ten o'clock, and walked slowly to the hospital.

Doctor: Have you taken the medicine, have you eaten, have you ever drunk water, do you feel a pain in your stomach?

Me: I took the medicine, I didn't eat or drink water, and now I feel a little pain in my stomach.

Doctor: Okay, I see, you can drink some water, eat something, and come to me if it hurts badly.

Me: Oh!

I didn't have much of an appetite, so I went and bought a bottle of water, but only for a little bit of it. My stomach was cramping for a while, and I didn't have any strength at all, and I wanted to go to the toilet, but I couldn't get out of the toilet when I went to the toilet, so I leaned against the wall to the doctor's office.

Me: Doctor, I'm in a lot of pain.

Doctor: How painful is it? Can I poop out?

Me: I can't go out, but I really want to go to the bathroom.

Doctor: Is there any blood?

Me: Yes.

Doctor: Is there a blood clot?

Me: No.

Doctor: That little Liu, bring me a basin.

The nurse sitting next to her stood up and walked out, and after a while the nurse returned.

Nurse: Come on, come with me.

I followed the nurse into a very large room, there was only one bed in it, and a large curtain, and as soon as I saw the bed, I just wanted to lie down, it was so painful!

Nurse: You lie on this bed, and if you want to go to the toilet, you can go to this basin, and I will put the basin behind the curtain for you, and if there is a big blood clot coming out, and if it is white like a bone, you can call us.

I lay in bed in pain and couldn't respond, and I barely nodded.

Lying on that cold leather bed, I couldn't lie down at all, I was shivering and chilling in pain! I kept going to the toilet and going back to bed!

Me: Doctor, I feel so cold, is there a quilt for me?

Doctor: Yes, I'll ask the nurse to bring it to you in a moment.

I walked from the doctor's office to the ward, but the distance was only ten meters, and I couldn't walk at all, I felt lightheaded, and when it was dark in front of my eyes, I didn't know anything! I only felt that I had been hit the ground, but I was unconscious!