Manli met an old classmate from medical school today, and unfortunately, she is not a doctor now.

After sitting and chatting in a roadside café for a while, Manly looked silent when she returned. Xichen received foreign guests in the Yu Nian Palace, came back to change clothes before the banquet, noticed Manli's mood, explained to the people around him, gently closed the door of the cupboard, walked to her and sat down, and was not in a hurry to speak, and sat quietly with her for a while, Manli wanted to talk again.

Manli came back to her senses and saw him sitting next to him, frowning slightly, "Didn't you say that you would change your clothes and leave when you came back?"

Xichen smiled and shook his head, "Don't worry, I'll sit with you for a while." ”

Manli waved her hand, "Go get busy, don't delay your business." Xichen grabbed her waving hand, held it with both hands and put it to his lips, "Manli, you are also my business, you are not happy, where do I have the heart to do anything else?"

Manli turned her head to look at him, whether she had relied on him for all these years, and naturally she still wanted to say something in her heart.

Xichen patted his leg, "Come, tell me what's wrong," leaned over and picked her up and sat on her lap, hugging, what a dear person,

Manli then shook his hands with both hands, and said while playing with his nails,

"I met Peng Nian today, he is my medical school classmate, the first in the class, but now he is not a doctor. He said that he studied medicine seriously for nine years at the Medical University, and studied for a doctorate in medicine, from DNA and RNA to cells to tissues to gross anatomy, from physiology to pathology to pharmacology, from traditional Chinese medicine to internal medicine to neurology to psychiatry to obstetrics and gynecology. After sitting and thinking about it, I decided not to be a doctor anymore.

I asked him why,

He said there are two main reasons:

One, doubt what doctors can do.

In the last three years of his medical studies, he studied ovarian cancer at the genetic and histological level, and the more he studied, the more he felt that life and death were too closely linked. Most diseases are not well treated, and they need to be healed by autoimmunity. He watched the ovarian cancer patients he followed for three years, surgery, chemotherapy, recurrence, reoperation, and chemotherapy, and within three years, no matter how the doctor dealt with it, half of them died, slowly and painfully, with infinite attachment to life and no certainty of death......"

Manly said, wanting to show frustration,

Xichen just listened quietly, and he was really worried in his heart. Manli was quite tired during this time, and compared to her business, she seemed to be weaker for a while, and the old man with eye disease was a sign. Naturally, emotions are also uneven, and when you encounter a little "unsatisfactory", you may think of it as "unsatisfactory", and a little "frustration" may look at it as "pessimistic......

She is still saying that it seems that "some classmates have abandoned medicine" still has a negative impact on her.

Second, he worries that it will be more and more difficult to be a doctor.

The little doctor stayed up to the associate professor, and there were more than 40 full professors in the same department in the hospital, and there was less than one operation a week, and each operation started after 5 o'clock in the afternoon. Compared with the past, the doctor's registration fee has risen a little, and it is still around the price of a fashion magazine, and he still has to see dozens of patients in the morning, or he still has to endure urine and feces, hunger and hunger, and each patient can only be given a few minutes of consultation time. The big hospitals continue to be like wartime hospitals or post-disaster hospitals, and from night to day, they are full of patients and their families, and as far as the eye can see, they are all about makeshift beds and hanging bottles. Patients continue to be cared for like people, and not many doctors have the time and patience to comfort, relieve, and heal......

And now doctors are still worried about their lives, and individual patients who do not have access to basic services are starting to do it. A few years ago, we were only angry every few months, but now we are angry every few days. In a month's time, a doctor was hacked to death by a patient, a hospital director was kicked to pieces, a director of the People's Hospital was beaten to a fracture, and hundreds of doctors were beaten against each other......"

Manli was like an old woman wrapped in a long footcloth, maybe complaining, maybe wronged, maybe sad...... In fact, Xichen fully understands that she has said so many things today, not that Manli is also confused about her career or future, she just needs to vent, she needs to have a listener......

Xichen scooped up the water cup on the table and brought it to her mouth, Manli said too much and drank it,

Xichen raised his hand and gently stroked the hair on her cheeks,

"Manly, I remember Hippocrates made a famous oath,"

When Manli heard this, she nodded hurriedly,

His mouth was moist, "The first thing my aunt taught me was his oath." ”

Xichen took her water glass and leaned over and put it on the table, smiling lightly,

"Apollo, Escrebus, and the gods of heaven and earth testify that I, Hippocrates, swear.

Whoever teaches me medicine, I should honor him as I respect my own parents. All the medical skills that I possess, whether verbal or written, are to be passed on to my children, to the children of my teachers, and to the students who have sworn to keep this vow, and not to anyone else, except in these three cases.

I am willing, to the best of my ability, to abide by the moral principles of the benefit of the sick and to abstain from all depravity and harmfulness to others...... Wherever I went, and whether the patients to be treated, whether they were men or women, freemen or slaves, it was my only purpose to treat them equally, and to seek their happiness......"

Manli looked at him in surprise, "How can you carry it?!"

Xichen smiled and said, "Why can't I memorize it, most of my family are doctors, and I don't know how to gain a foothold in this family." Besides," Xichen looked at her well, "these oaths also have a supervising effect on me, and like you healers, no matter what position I am in, I have the same responsibilities and obligations as them. Therefore, the sense of accomplishment or happiness does not depend on the external environment, but in the final analysis, it is still in the individual's heart. Your classmate didn't get happiness from his profession, so there are these reasons that you can 'put out', you are different from him, you love this profession, I think, even if you can list three or four more reasons later, you will not easily give up your consciousness and perseverance as a 'doctor'. ”

After a few words,

Manly is truly happy with her heart,

It's not that I don't understand some truths, it's just that people need to talk and listen.

Manli is very lucky, this excellent man who is very resourceful, willing to let go of everything he has, listen to her, talk to her, say that he is happy with her, and say that he is happy with her......

All right

Manli drank a bowl of "chicken soup" with "foot raising" at the Führer's place, and returned to work with confidence.

But the Führer is worried about his wife's recent "vulnerability",

So it directly led to a "decisive treatment" on one thing, the reason is that I don't want to have "unnecessary factors" to affect Manli's mood.