Chapter 118: Mother's Letter
"These are some of the lyrics written a long time ago...... said Ji as he began to rummage through some yellowed stationery beneath the awards. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"A look at what has gone before may give you inspiration. Bada also said.
"Haha, you see the lyrics I wrote at that time, it was probably rap written in '95.96...... When you open your eyes and see this ugly and dirty world......"
"It's too green. Ji couldn't help but smile and recalled the story of that 19-year-old hip-hop teenager chasing his dreams.
Lin Shiyun and Hyuna sat quietly on the stall next to them, looking at the two of them who were flipping through the letters, being a quiet listener and listening to their stories.
", why does this one mention?" asked Bada holding up a half-page piece of broken letterhead.
"Uh...... It was a letter my mother wrote to me. Gee replied.
"Oppa likes to collect letters from your mother?" asked Bada, a little surprised.
Ji nodded, and Bada stretched out his slap and high-fived Ji, "I will also keep the letter written by my mother." ”
"OPPA didn't seem to be such a reassuring child for mothers at that time. Bada picked up one of the letters and read, "Haven't you had enough of playing like this every day, go find something to do, don't do nothing every day......
"It's been a long time since I've read a letter from my mother, probably ...... It's been ten years. Ji said with some sighs.
"A life without dreams is shattered, and you can discuss anything with your mother. How much does Mom need to care about you before you can know Mom's heart?" Bada choked up as he read the letter, and the few people on the side were a little silent.
"It's been a long time...... Ji Ji was in a daze with a small note in his hand.
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"On this day, I was really tired, and although I didn't have any money, I had to remember to eat on time...... Stir the curry over low heat......"
On each small note, it carries the immeasurable love of my mother!
These babies sleeping in the corner are mother's letters.
Bada lowered her head, a weak but genuine tear......
"While I was performing, my mom passed away. Bada wiped her tears with a tissue and continued, "I always thought that my mom liked the way I worked hard, so I didn't stop, and I was busy with musicals for a whole year......
"Later, I thought how nice it would be to be by my mother's side all the time if I didn't do these things......
"There really isn't...... Occur...... Mom would have died so soon...... I really wanted her to see how hard she worked, but she left me before she saw it......" Bada couldn't cry, and Ji on the side hurriedly patted Bada to comfort her.
Hyuna on the side also cried into a tearful person, to say that she is no worse than others in terms of her parents' feelings.
"It would have been better if I had done less work at that time, and spent more time with my mother......" Tears kept sliding down Bada's face, and Lin Shiyun, who looked at the two girls with pear blossoms and rain in front of him, wanted to cry.
"When I was in the Infinite Challenge Farm Work Special, my mother saw it and said it was really fun...... My mom also writes to me a lot because I always go out to work. Bada wiped her tears.
Ji nodded seriously and wiped the tears from his eyes.
"Me...... It's been a long time since I've read these letters......" Ji wanted to speak and stopped, and some stories in his heart couldn't be easily spoken.
Today, I want to say it and let people know.
"I ...... When I was in the fifth grade, my father suddenly fell ill. He used to write a guarantee, but something happened in the end...... House, all the possessions are being auctioned ......" Ji began to tell the story behind the letters.
"Dad just got sick and became vegetative...... Lying in bed for ten years......"
Ji's voice was a little choked, and Lin Shiyun looked at him blankly.
"Now that I think about myself, why did I ...... like that in the first place," Ji's tears rolled in his eyes.
"The so-called home is someone else's basement. It's really embarrassing to think back to this fact, back home with my sisters, and a cloth hanging in the corner is my room. Regularly clean up your father's urine and urine every day...... When I was a child, I really hated this family situation, so I didn't want to go home, and every day I didn't want to go home and wandered outside. ”
"In my mother's opinion, I made her feel bad like this every day, so she often wrote to me and reprimanded me...... But it was a while before my uncle told me...... He used to tell my mom ......"
"Abandon everything, abandon everything and run away...... Ji finally didn't hold back his tears.
"However, my mother did not abandon us, and said that he was the person I loved so much that I married him, and they are also my flesh and blood, and I can't abandon them......" Ji wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"If that's what you're saying to me, don't come again. Really surprised...... Later, my dad was able to stand up and still talk......"
"Oh, really?" asked Bada with tears in her eyes.
"Really, maybe our efforts touched the heavens...... Everyone thinks so, the greatest person in the world is ...... mother."
"People who are mothers, mothers have the same heart. Hyuna couldn't cry, Lin Shiyun looked at her with some surprise, she didn't expect Hyuna, who had a strong aura on the stage, to be so fragile now.
"My mom said that as the mother of the singer Bada, I am ......very happy," Bada also said.
"Family...... Yes, family...... The theme of the song is family. Bada suddenly had an idea.
"Our song is a song that praises family affection and expresses love, a song that belongs only to me. It's not that it's just me because it's selfish, it's that my feelings for you are exclusive to you. Yoshiya also came up with his own ideas.
Bada and Gee's excited high-fives set the theme and emotion, and the song was soon born.
Inspiration comes from life, feelings come from life, and a song with feelings is believed to be a moving melody.
Because the two quickly devoted themselves to the creation of songs, Lin Shiyun and Hyuna were not good at disturbing them on the sidelines. So I said goodbye for the time being.
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The two of them walked in the Hangang Park outside the silkworm room, the lights were on, and the night was beautiful.
"Does OPPA have any ideas?" Hyuna asked, breaking the silence.
"After listening to the story of Ji and Bada, I didn't have any ideas. Lin Shiyun shook his head, the proposition of maternal love was too great and great, so that Lin Shiyun's mind was emptied again.
"Is there anything OPPA wanted to do but didn't do when he was a child?" Hyuna asked again.
Lin Shiyun stopped and looked at Hyunya, "What do you want to do? Do you mean the regrets in your life?"
Hyuna nodded......
Lin Shiyun shook his head......
"I don't know ...... either"
"Does OPPA want to know my story?" Hyuna looked up at the starry sky.
"If you're willing to speak, I'll listen to it. Lin Shiyun replied seriously and found a good place under the tree to sit down.
From here, you can see the neon-lit Hangang Bridge.
"There was a little girl who had a happy family. But unfortunately my father had to stay in bed for a long time due to a car accident, and spent all the family's savings to treat my father's illness. Hyuna said calmly, and Lin Shiyun's heart was shaken. No wonder when she heard Brother Ji's story, she was so emotionally out of control, because she had really experienced these misfortunes.
"The whole family is supported by her mother's odd jobs, the little girl has a younger brother, and her father who is sick in bed, and the family lives a poor and hard life. Because of her long-term poverty as a child, sometimes she could not eat a meal a day, so the little girl suffered from a serious stomach problem. Despite this, the girl still entered JYP as a trainee with a lot of hard work, and fainted in pain countless times during training, so she couldn't help but say it in order not to worry her mother. ”
Lin Shiyun looked at Hyunya with a relaxed face, she didn't expect her to have such a difficult past.
"At the age of fifteen, a little girl with no background officially debuted as a member of Wondergirls. The little girl also became a slim girl, but the heavy announcement activities also made the girl's stomach problem recur, and she fainted on the stage again. At this time, the company asked her to unilaterally withdraw from the group, and this time she never felt that her stage dream was so far away. She wanted to bring a good life to her mother, but she felt lost. ”
Lin Shiyun felt that his heart was stabbed fiercely, and he wanted to go over and hug her to give her a little comfort, but he couldn't.
"She was framed and slandered by rumors, saying that she was adopted by the company boss and withdrew from the group because she was pregnant. She was exposed to plastic surgery, you must know that in this industry, female idols sometimes can't decide what to do for themselves, including what you should look like in front of the audience...... She was not yet sixteen years old. ”