In the end, Zheng Xiuyan's plan to finish well was still in vain.

Due to the early arrival of the ambulance, the scene of the birthday party had to be handed over to her sister Zheng Xiujing to handle it on her behalf, and Zheng Xiuyan was carried to a stretcher and sent to the hospital.

It is worth mentioning that during this process, many fans saw Han Woo, who was the chairman and a good friend, also got into the ambulance together, as if he wanted to escort Jung so-yeon to the hospital instead of his guardian.

This made many people secretly speculate about the relationship between the two, and even Zheng Xiujing didn't understand why Han Yu had to send her sister to the hospital in person.

The reason for this may only be clear to the two parties.

……

"Actually, you don't have to come here in person, don't you have an assistant?"

"Usually, if you don't have any relatives here, you can leave it to someone in the company to deal with. But since Xiujing and I are both here tonight, there must be someone with you. With my status, it's not suitable to stay on site, so I'm here to accompany you. ”

Hearing Han Yu's half-joking answer, Zheng Xiuyan, who was lying on the hospital bed looking at him, did not smile, but there was an indescribable emotion in her eyes, "OPPA, aren't you afraid of having any scandals with me?"

"Although it's not good to say that," Han Yu sat next to the hospital bed, still reading the magazine in his hand without raising his head, "but to be honest, because I had too many 'bad deeds' in the past, now everyone is used to me having an affair with a female artist from time to time." Anyway, it's all unfounded, and it will stop in a few days. ”

"What about Yun'er?" Zheng Xiuyan stared at him, "What are you going to do with Yun'er?"

"Sometimes I wonder about your relationship. ”

Han Yu finally raised his head and looked at Zheng Xiuyan, his face was calm and slightly strange, "Isn't the attitude that you two usually show that you are not willing to deal with each other? Now you are thinking about Yun'er again, do you like them or don't like them?"

This question was obviously unexpected by Zheng Xiuyan, she was stunned, and her pale face suddenly gushed out a trace of abnormal blood, like anger, "Do you have to talk about such an unappetizing topic at my bedside?"

"It's not that the excuse you made is too bad?" Han Yu's response was also not very polite, even a little mean, "Yun'er, I'll take care of it myself, you better take care of yourself first." It's been almost nine years since your debut, and you actually fell off the stage? Are you a child?"

When Han Yu said this, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly stopped, she lay on the hospital bed and muttered, and finally twisted her eyebrows, and said as if she was a patient!

"If I hadn't come to take care of you, would it have been necessary to push you up and down and do so many check-ups just now?"

Zheng Xiuyan snorted lightly in her nose and stopped talking.

Han Yu looked at her, didn't say anything more, and raised the magazine in his hand again to read it.

However, after a while, just when Zheng Xiuyan felt that the atmosphere between the two was very different, an understatement came into her ears unexpectedly, and for a while she thought she had heard something wrong.

"I was reminded of another part of the memory. ”

Zheng Xiuyan stared at Han Yu and was silent for a moment before asking, "Does recovering your memory mean that your condition is improving?"

"Hmm...... Perhaps. At least my missing life is gradually becoming whole. ”

"Isn't that a good thing? Why are you telling me about it in such a bad tone?"

"Because I found something and I need to apologize to you again. ”

"What?"

Han Yu put down the magazine in his hand, turned his head sideways to meet Zheng Xiuyan's intent, and said softly: "The decision about you being kicked out of Girls' Generation was finally implemented with my consent. ”

As expected, as soon as he heard this, the beautiful face in front of him, which had been a little delicate after the injury, quickly cooled down at a speed that was visible to the naked eye.

"Did I tell you not to mention this again?" Zheng Xiuyan stared at Han Yu, her eyes bursting with sharpness and coldness that were completely different from before.

"I know you don't want to recall it, but there are some things I think I have to make clear between me and you. ”

"I don't need to make it clear!"

The crisp voice that suddenly rose even attracted the attention of some patients and nurses around them, but fortunately, Han Yu had already drawn up the curtain, so that not too many people found out that the famous Jessica Zheng Xiuyan was lying on the hospital bed near them at this time.

“OPPA…… I told you before, the matter is over, and even I, the victim, don't want to continue to pursue it, so what are you?"

In the face of Zheng Xiuyan's menacing gaze, Han Yu's face was always indifferent, he closed the magazine and put it aside, and then he said to the girl in a good time: "Whether it is you or myself, I thought that I deliberately wanted to tear down Girls' Generation in the past, so I pulled you out as an entry point." ”

"Enough, I don't want to hear ......"

Zheng Xiuyan stretched her face, turned her head and turned sideways on the bed, and pulled up the quilt to cover her ears.

"However, when I personally recalled that memory, I realized that I had been wrong. ”

"Enough, didn't you hear what I said?"

"I'm not trying to use you as an opportunity to break up Girls' Generation. ”

"I've said enough!"

The whole person sat up from the bed, Zheng Xiuyan turned her head to stare at Han Yu with her head scattered, panting slightly in her mouth, and the violent rise and fall of her chest showed her inner unrest at the moment.

However, facing the angry eyes in his hair, Han Yu still whispered what he wanted to say in full: "-My purpose is to make a choice for you." ”

Suddenly, Zheng Xiuyan, who was biting her lower lip, was stunned.

...... for me Make a choice?

"To be honest, I still don't know exactly what kind of conflict is going on between you and Taeyeon. But from what I was aware of at the time, I fully understand your situation. ”

As he spoke, Han Yu raised his head and looked at each other with those stunned eyes.

"You want to find another path for your life, right?"

Zheng Xiuyan's hands propped up on the bed clenched suddenly.

In fact, all these problems should stem from the limitations of the profession of female idol, or it is also related to your own uneasy personality. ”

"It seems that men and women are inherently unfair, male idols can easily continue their popularity, but female idols rarely meet that kind of long-term fans. As you get older, even if you are a former queen of the Korean Wave, the profession of idol seems to be gradually not suitable for you. ”

"So you start to realize that it's time for you to find a new future for yourself. ”

"The reason why I chose to create a fashion brand is both a helpless and inevitable choice. You actually prefer a job in the fashion industry to a job as an artist, right? I became an artist because I liked the feeling of being in the spotlight on stage. Later, this love gradually turned into a kind of perseverance in life with the hard work. ”

"You also like to sing and act, but only like it, the kind of love that stops at interest. You know you can't be like Taeyeon and the others, even if the group disbands, you can continue to survive in this circle by transforming into a real singer or actor. ”

So, for the sake of your future plans and to fulfill your long-standing wishes, you decided to create your own fashion brand. ”

"To be honest, this feeling should be like other artists running a side hustle, like a lot of people running a barbecue restaurant, in your opinion, there is no difference between the two in essence, but you don't understand why people don't like you doing this so much......"

A hand suddenly grabbed the shirt on Han Yu's chest, a little bit, and grabbed it with his fingertips.

"Don't say it...... I'm in a bad mood and don't want to hear ......"

Han Yu's words stopped, and then he stood up without saying a word, and helped the figure that was extremely weak at this moment to lie down.

"I just wanted to tell you...... If others don't understand you, I can understand you. The willingness of SM back then was very strong, and it made me realize that instead of having to make a difficult choice between the group and your own business, I should simply help you make the decision. However, I must also apologize to you for this, not only because I decided to let you leave SM, but also because I took it upon myself to make decisions about your life. ”

The hand that grabbed Han Yu's shirt slammed into force.

She tugged at Han Yu tightly, unwilling to let go.

And Han Yu also lowered his body, letting her catch him, hanging his head and not saying a word.

"You're a ...... Utter bastard. ”

After a while, she seemed to have finally come to a conclusion, and a low voice sounded faintly between the two of them.

"Well, I'm a jerk. Han Yu nodded without any burden, then raised his hand, grabbed the hand that had been holding his clothes, took it off, and stuffed it into the quilt, "So now that the bastard is leaving, you can rest." Wait a minute, your agent and assistant will come to you. ”

"But...... I find myself loving you more and more. What to do?"

Just as he was about to turn around, the whisper from behind him made his body pause.

But soon, he straightened his shirt without changing his face, and replied casually: "Bastard, don't love, in the end, only yourself will be hurt." ”

There was no answer behind him, and there was silence.

"Oh, yes. ”

Pulling open the curtain, Han Yu remembered something again, and said without looking back: "What happened today, I don't care if it's an accident or not, I don't want it to happen a second time." To be honest, I'm a little angry, blame myself and blame you. Blame you for not being careful enough. And also...... Xiujing, she is not a child, if she wants something, she will fight for it herself, and she doesn't need you to give it to her. This failure or success is only her own business, she will not blame others, nor will she blame herself. ”

After speaking, under Zheng Xiuyan's gaze, the tall back walked out, and the curtain closed, completely covering the traces in her eyes.

After a long time.

A self-deprecation that no one heard sounded low.

"Who am I to give away something that I don't even own?"

……

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