Chapter 116: I Won't Forgive You
"I haven't had anything to do lately. Ruan Tian said to Chen Yanlin, "It's okay to be free, but not tonight, I have to go back as soon as possible." β
Ruan Tian's words were no problem to her own ears, but Chen Yanlin's expression seemed to be very hurt.
Ruan Tian didn't know what was going on, and was suddenly a little overwhelmed, "Mr. Chen, is your father very important to you?" What Ruan Tian wanted to ask was actually, does this thing have to be completed immediately?
If it is not completed, Ruan Tian thinks that Chen Yanlin should not receive any criticism, after all, he is so old.
Chen Yanlin asked the maid to help him get up from the hospital bed and go to the wheelchair, "Miss Ruan, I was just thinking, you helped me so much, and you accompanied me like this today, I haven't invited you to a meal yet, so I let you go like this, it's really unpleasant not to go, please give me this opportunity." β
Ruan Tian wanted to say no, but in fact, she and Chen Yanlin were not familiar with this point. Yesterday and today, Ruan Tian only came here to pass the time because of the conflict with Mu Nianchen.
She wanted to refuse, but Chen Yanlin spoke again: "Actually, the exam questions my father gave me were just a cover, I just ordered a meal, and I want to ask you to stay for a while." Join me for a meal. β
He said so, if Ruan Tian refuses again, it will be very embarrassing, and Chen Yanlin has not mentioned anything about her mother recently, Ruan Tian has really talked to him in the past two days, Ruan Tian will not make the relationship between her and Chen Yanlin too stiff because of one or two unpalatable meals.
Ruan Tian agreed, Chen Yanlin let the maid out, he and Ruan Tian only had the collection in the private museum in common, so they talked about this again, and when the delivered meal came, Ruan Tian found that it was the most frequented restaurant by the people of Lao Nancheng, the name was very good, it was called Chengnan Old Things, Ruan Tian's mother and grandmother often ate this house.
The taste is authentic and authentic, the chef in Mu Nianchen's villa seems to be the former chef here, because the taste of the dishes is almost the same.
Chen Yanlin asked Ruan Tian to eat, "This restaurant is what my father told me, and he said you ......"
Ruan Tian knew what Chen Yanlin would say next, and she would definitely mention her mother, so she put down her hand holding the chopsticks.
Chen Yanlin seemed to have found out, and immediately changed his statement: "My father said that almost everyone in the old Nancheng has eaten this one, and I think you should also think it is good." β
Chen Yanlin found a step for herself, and Ruan Tian picked up the chopsticks again.
Chen Yanlin ordered braised pork, and when the chopsticks were soft and sweet, Chen Yanlin also took a bite with the chopsticks, "This dish, Miss Xiao An likes to eat the most." β
Ruan Tian didn't defend herself, and blurted out: "You can wait for her to come out...... When you come back, take her to eat. β
Ruan Tian coughed, as if she was choking, and she used the action of drinking water to return her face to normal.
The flaw in her sentence is very big, which makes Chen Yanlin know in her heart.
After the meal, the time was already nine o'clock, Ruan Tian really wanted to go back this time, she went to the second bedroom to take her car keys, and said goodbye to Chen Yanlin: "Thank you for your hospitality." β
"Miss Ruan wants to drive back by herself?" asked Chen Yanlin as if she were casual.
Ruan Tian nodded: "I drove here alone today." β
She turned around to leave, but Chen Yanlin stopped her again: "Let my driver send you back, and you can let people drive the car back tomorrow." It's too late, and there was another accident like that today, and you are driving alone, I don't feel at ease. β
Chen Yanlin didn't mention that the driver drove Ruan Tian's car directly, and Ruan Tian didn't think there was anything strange at the moment.
She thought of the traffic accident she saw on the TV news earlier, if Chen Yanlin didn't mention it, she wouldn't remember it, but now that she mentioned it, Ruan Tian would inevitably have some fear in her heart.
When she looked at it today, she found that the car was of the same brand as the one she was driving today.
Chen Yanlin sat in a wheelchair and personally sent her downstairs: "Miss Ruan, when my leg is healed, I will go back to the UK." If you can meet Miss Ann, remember to tell her that I am waiting for her. β
When Chen Yanlin said this, a little in front of Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian was behind, and he didn't see the cold light in his eyes at this time.
Although Ruan Tian no longer regards Xiao An as a friend, she will still choose to tell Chen Yanlin's words, because Xiao An has the right to know.
"I'll tell her she's going to be happy. Ruan Tian said this, even if she agreed, she felt that she and Chen Yanlin would not see each other more after today.
Because Xiao An will be sent to prison by Mu Nianchen sooner or later, Ruan Tian hasn't paid attention to these in the past few days, so she is not sure.
In short, as soon as the news of Xiao An's imprisonment comes out, then the outside world will know what she is punished by the law, without Xiao An, Ruan Tian and Chen Yanlin will be very embarrassed, it is better to disappear.
Chen Yanlin said to Ruan Tian: "Thank you." β
Ruan Tian returned to Lishan, the car had to drive through Furong Road, when passing Furong Road, Ruan Tian closed her eyes, she was very scared, she has always loved to think about things, although she knew that those who lost their lives because of this accident were innocent, but she would still think about some supernatural events.
Chen Yanlin's driver didn't speak all the way, if it wasn't for the car moving, Ruan Tian felt that he was the only one in the car.
The car arrived at Lishan and drove all the way up, and was not stopped at the place where the identity was verified.
Ruan Tian was strange in her heart, but she didn't think much about it, she just thought it was a shift changer, and she didn't pay much attention, she pointed the way to Chen Yanlin's driver, and when she arrived at the villa, Ruan Tian got out of the car.
A servant found her and accompanied Ruan Tian all the way to the villa, Ruan Tian asked, "Has Mr. Mu come back?"
"I don't know. This Ruan Tian couldn't even name it, she only felt that the familiar maid was only responsible for taking care of the flowers and plants in the villa, and she didn't know about the situation in the inner house.
Ruan Tian was thinking in her heart that Mu Nianchen must not come back already, she didn't want to see Mu Nianchen now.
Ruan Tian didn't notice that tonight, there were many fewer servants in the villa than usual, and when she entered the villa, the entire living room was empty.
She went back to her room, wanted to take a shower, pushed the door open, and was greeted by a strong smell of tobacco.
Ruan Tian was a little unhappy at the moment.
She only turned on one light in the corridor, and in the room, Mu Nianchen didn't turn on the light, Ruan Tian could only see the red light coming out when the little tobacco burned, and she didn't see the ecstasy in Mu Nianchen's obviously moist eyes.
Ruan Tian covered her nose, she was pregnant, she shouldn't have smelled this, Mu Nianchen was really too much today, and she was actually spitting clouds and fog in her room.
Ruan Tian saw that Mu Nianchen didn't smoke much, every time, Mu Nianchen smoked, it was because he was not in a good mood, and now Ruan Tian naturally took his smoking as a thing, and he was angry again, but what was Mu Nianchen angry about. Ruan Tian could only think that this time it was because of Su Chengcheng, when she was in the hospital, she injured Su Chengcheng's hand.
Ruan Tian couldn't think about what happened in the hospital, she touched the scar on the back of her hand that no longer hurts, although she has been telling herself today, don't care, don't care, but seeing Mu Nianchen angry with her because of Su Chengcheng's matter, waiting for her in her room, as if she wants to settle accounts after the autumn, Ruan Tian will inevitably feel a little cold.
It's better not to come back, soft and sweet.
She slowly backed away, then turned and walked downstairs.
She doesn't know where she's going now, anyway, she doesn't want to stay in the same space with Mu Nianchen.
Her feet, as soon as she stepped on the steps of the stairs, her body was picked up from behind, Ruan Tian subconsciously exclaimed, she covered her stomach, afraid that she would fall.
Mu Nianchen hugged her and walked briskly to the room, Ruan Tian wanted to say to him, "Are you sick?"
However, as soon as her mouth opened, she was kissed by Mu Nianchen.
Mu Nianchen's kiss was particularly violent, and the reason why Ruan Tian said this was because her mouth had been kissed a little numb, but Mu Nianchen just refused to let her go.
It doesn't matter if she pushes or pinchs, it's all useless.
The room was dark, and Ruan Tian couldn't see what kind of expression Mu Nianchen was doing to her now.
She only felt aggrieved and angry, and her tears did not fall. Ruan Tian used her teeth to touch the tip of Mu Nianchen's tongue, if it weren't for the smell of blood being too strong, Soft Tian believed that she could bite off a piece of Mu Nianchen's tongue, because she really used a lot of strength.
Mu Nianchen didn't feel the pain, and Ruan Tian noticed that Mu Nianchen's hand on her face was even more shaky than her.
She was kissed by Mu Nianchen to lack oxygen, and the blood in her lips ran down the corner of her mouth, and Mu Nianchen stretched out her thumb to wipe it for her.
Ruan Tian protested, but Mu Nianchen still didn't let go of her lips.
When the lips of the two finally parted a little, Ruan Tian breathed heavily, and he didn't even have the strength to speak.
The baby in the womb has passed the dangerous period, and the doctor also said when he examined Ruan Tian last time that he can have that aspect of life appropriately, Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen have not had it these days, she still thought that Mu Nianchen was understanding her hard work of pregnancy, and whenever Ruan Tian found out that Mu Nianchen would rather take a cold shower than touch her, she was still moved.
But today, Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen had pretended to be before.
After Mu Nianchen let go of her, Ruan Tian kept touching the back of her hand, in fact, she didn't have to touch that scar, and Ruan Tian wouldn't forget it. What did Mu Nianchen do to her today.
This is unforgivable in Ruan Tian's heart.
She wanted to get up and go to the bathroom, she wanted to brush her teeth, she didn't want to stay with Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian didn't even want to say a word to Mu Nianchen now, such a kissing behavior that disregarded her wishes, Ruan Tian didn't know what the difference between Mu Nianchen and animals was when he did this.
She wanted to move, so she naturally wanted to turn on the light, but as soon as her hand stretched out, she was grabbed by Mu Nianchen again.
Her hand, even after passing just now, was still very cold, and this kind of ice, which had nothing to do with the temperature in the room, was emanating from the bottom of Ruan Tian's heart.
"I won't let you go again. Mu Nianchen's voice was ruthless, and Ruan Tian felt that he was a pervert.
"I'm leaving, Mu Nianchen, you can't stop me this time. Her voice was soft, so light that it was hard to hear.
Ruan Tian said the truth, if she wanted to leave, choose a place to hide without her ID card, Mu Nianchen would definitely not be able to find it.
But Ruan Tian herself knows how naΓ―ve such an idea is, but she is so angry now, she has no reason at all.
"Take me along. Mu Nianchen's hand had already unbuttoned Ruan Tian's coat.
When Ruan Tian came back from outside, he didn't take off his coat, and he kissed him for so long.
Ruan Tian habitually opened her hand, she had been taken care of by Mu Nianchen recently, as long as Mu Nianchen was there, Ruan Tian's hands and feet could not be used.
Walking is often carried while eating...... is also mostly served by Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian was not used to it at the beginning, but now she is slowly getting used to it, and then, she tried to share her heart and feelings with Mu Nianchen, how much torment and struggle Ruan Tian had in her heart during this period, only Ruan Tian herself knows.
Today, Mu Nianchen can be regarded as letting her see clearly that she can't easily forgive someone who has hurt you.
Because you don't know when he's going to hurt you again, to the point where he's going to lose your skin.
"I won't take you, I'll be fine alone. Ruan Tian said angry words, she still has to take the baby, how can she be alone.
She felt a pain in her chest, and looked at Mu Nianchen angrily, it was too dark for her to see anything.
Mu Nianchen's head was lowered, and Ruan Tian could hear Mu Nianchen say in the pain of his teeth biting his skin: "I'll find someone to let us get married tomorrow." β
Mu Nianchen's marriage is not in reality, but ......
Mu Nianchen now feels that Ruan Tian is like a ghost.
Ruan Tian couldn't stand this the most, she bit her lip and wanted to refute. I want to say, "I'm not going to marry you." β
But...... But......
Mu Nianchen is using the most embarrassing way to ...... Perceive her presence.
Ruan Tian was almost tossed and cried.
She didn't want to be like this with Mu Nianchen, but she couldn't control her body's reaction.
It was obviously her own body, but at this moment, Ruan Tian experienced a strange feeling again.
When the storm receded, Ruan Tian was still held in Mu Nianchen's arms.
Her eyes couldn't open, and she could only hear Mu Nianchen speaking in her ear: "I want to live with you for the rest of my life......"
Ruan Tian couldn't hold back when she didn't hear Mu Nianchen's next words, and fell asleep.
"I want to live with you for the rest of my life, but why would you leave me? Mu Nianchen hugged Ruan Tian tightly. He still couldn't decide if it was a dream or his fantasy.
In Mu Nianchen's heart, he had thought of everything that had happened just now, but he hadn't thought that this might be what was really happening.
His eyes kept falling on Ruan Tian's body, and when the sky was slightly bright, Mu Nianchen let Ruan Tian go, got out of bed, and closed all the curtains in the room.
Ruan Tian was woken up by such a little voice, all the inertia of last night poured into her mind, her face was a little red, she was angry.
Mu Nianchen didn't wear anything, and he was very scrappy early in the morning......
Ruan Tian tilted her head over, she didn't take a shower last night, something made her uncomfortable.
This kind of cognition made her even more disgusting, because before yesterday's events, Mu Nianchen would clean her up every time.
Ruan Tian is not a particularly hypocritical person, and when her attitude towards Mu Nianchen changes back to the previous stage, she will not be even more upset, because Mu Nianchen was sad about what she did to her last night.
She put her position low.
Anyway, she is a dispensable plaything, what does Mu Nianchen want, she has no other way than to accept it.
If she wants to resist? It is even more impossible, what capital does she have to do this? With the child? The child is still in her belly, and what did Mu Nianchen do?
Early in the morning, Ruan Tian thought that she could now soberly talk to Mu Nianchen about some things. She put on her pajamas, got out of bed, and walked to the bathroom first.
Ruan Tian saw Mu Nianchen coming towards her, she locked the bathroom door, rinsed briefly for a while, and went out.
Mu Nianchen stretched out his hand to her, Ruan Tian, because she was too tired last night, her expression was very pale this morning, and there was no blood at all.
Mu Nianchen didn't dare to touch her like last night, he was afraid that if he touched her, Ruan Tian would disappear.
Ruan Tian wanted to tell Mu Nianchen what she thought in the sun, what was her idea? She wanted to tell Mu Nianchen that she didn't want to get married yet.
Ruan Tian compromised for the sake of the child and also got an exchange, when she decided to keep the baby in her belly, she told Mu Nianchen that after giving birth to the child, she would leave.
Ruan Tian thought that Mu Nianchen had already agreed at that time, as for marriage, she was a person who could leave in six or seven months at most, why should she marry him, and when she was separated in the future, she would have to wear a divorced hat.
Ruan Tian was not happy.
She walked to the bed, Mu Nianchen didn't stop her, Ruan Tian typed the draft in her heart, and then, her fingertips grabbed the curtain.
Before she could make a move to open the curtains, she was directly hugged back by Mu Nianchen, "Don't go!"
Mu Nianchen gritted his teeth and pressed Ruan Tian on the bed.
Ruan Tian really met his eyes at this time.
Mu Nianchen's eyes were red and scary, and Ruan Tian suspected that Mu Nianchen hadn't slept all night.
Ruan Tian was speechless in her heart, if she wanted to leave, it was also from the door, how could she open a curtain and leave, she was not a parkour player, let alone a fairy.
She touched Mu Nianchen's forehead with her palm, Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen was so abnormal this morning, most of them were sick, and it was not light.
Ruan Tian was inexplicably looking forward to it.
There was still a little unwiped water in her palm, and the whole palm was warm, imprinted on Mu Nianchen's forehead, of course, it felt that his forehead was also hot.
Mu Nianchen can also naturally find the temperature of Ruan Tian's palm.
His heart moved, and those painful weeps that went deep into the bone marrow disappeared in an instant.
He's not going to admit all the stupidity he did last night.
He went to stare at Ruan Tian, everything about her was so vivid, it didn't look like a fake, Mu Nianchen's face unconsciously brought a look of joy.
Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen and smiled, feeling the vibration of Mu Nianchen's chest, she really felt that Mu Nianchen was sick.
"Mu Nianchen, are you sick?" Ruan Tian said this, although it sounded like a curse,...... Well, Ruan Tian admits that she is also really scolding.
Mu Nianchen let go of her and opened the curtains, the morning sun was still mild, spilling into the room, leaving a layer of faint color.
This touch of color also fell on Soft Sweet's body, and Mu Nianchen confirmed his guess even more.
The emotions of loss and recovery filled his heart, and at this moment, Mu Nianchen was left with endless gratitude.
Ruan Tian pushed Mu Nianchen away, and this time, she pushed it easily.
Mu Nianchen didn't continue to hug her, Ruan Tian sat on the edge of the bed, far away from Mu Nianchen, as if she was avoiding something particularly disgusting, "Mu Nianchen, if you continue to be abnormal like this, you can go to the hospital and be with Su Chengcheng." She can't do without you anyway. β
Ruan Tian's words sounded a little sour, but only she knew that she was not sour at all, but disappointed in Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian held the back of her injured hand and looked at Mu Nianchen, Ruan Tian's nose was a little blocked: "After all, you can use a knife against me for her." I'm bleeding too, Mu Nianchen, have you seen it?"
When Ruan Tian's words fell, when she Mu Nianchen was about to grab the hand she raised, she felt even more ridiculous, "Mu Nianchen, the injury on my hand, you didn't find out when you did those things to me last night, and you didn't find it this morning, and now, after my reminder, you only know." What do you want to do for me? Change the medicine for me or say that you deserve it? These don't need Mu Nianchen. I don't need you to change dressings, and I don't need you to scold me for deserving it. β
Ruan Tian said all the accusations against Mu Nianchen in his heart, "I have been gone for an afternoon, and you don't have a single phone, if I die, I am afraid that you will find that there is one less person around you until the police come to the door." Mu Nianchen, even if you treat me as a plaything, I hope you can use dim sum. For the next term, you must not do the same to me, it will really make people very sad. β
When Ruan Tian said these words, Mu Nianchen had already arrived at her side.
In a particularly reverent way, he kissed the back of her hand, "I ...... yesterday I'm afraid she hurts you, she has an emotional illness, and yesterday, she was having a seizure. If I showed a little bit of anger at her, her condition would be much worse. So I ......"
Ruan Tian knew what Mu Nianchen would say next, and he would definitely say, "So, I wronged you." β
Ruan Tian hates this sentence the most, why should she be wronged because of others?
She couldn't accept Mu Nianchen's explanation, "Mu Nianchen, something has happened, and it was you who hurt me." Whatever your reasons are, I will not forgive you. β
Ruan Tian said that she would not forgive you when she said it word by word, she didn't know what Mu Nianchen was in at that time on Furong Road yesterday, and she didn't know what Mu Nianchen did after she left.
Her anger is normal from her own point of view.
Every time Mu Nianchen hurt her, he would say that he wouldn't do it next time.
But every time, Mu Nianchen still hurts her.
Ruan Tian was really cold this time, she was unwilling to compromise, "Mu Nianchen, I think we both need a space, please give me a period of life without you, let me take care of the baby, otherwise it will ......"
Ruan Tian pointed to the marks on his body because of last night, "Otherwise, if you go crazy next time, I'm really not sure if I can keep the child." β
Mu Nianchen couldn't argue, he did too much last night, it was because he thought Ruan Tian was turning into an unspeakable ...... Come back and see him. He didn't think Ruan Tian was still alive at all.
In such a desperate state of mind last night, Mu Nianchen only feels that he doesn't want to experience it again when he thinks about it now.
If he is wrong, he has to admit it, but it is impossible for Mu Nianchen to let Ruan Tian leave and give her a while.