103. Don't push me away
Wang Anqi was very anxious.
I really don't want to do this, she is really worried that if she goes out like this, won't she let him succeed in his plan?
Perhaps, it's just that the man is drunk and pounding the wall to get angry?
Wang Anqi touched the tears in the corners of her eyes, and heard the sound of a violent impact on the wall for the third time.
She said to herself that she would never bring back a drunkard again.
The wall, a few seconds later, had a third impact.
The sound of the impact was supposed to be a dull echo of a human body hitting a wall, but no human voice could be heard.
Could it be that the eldest brother knocked out?
Thinking so, and in a hurry, Wang Anqi opened the door and went out.
Who knows, before he opened the door, he was bumped into by Wang Sirui who ran over.
"Big brother, what's wrong with you?
Wang Sirui waved his hand indiscriminately, meaning to let her go away and leave her alone.
As a result, his elbow hit the woman's chin at once, and Wang Anqi was in unbearable pain, and her hands instinctively covered her chin, trying not to let the tears flow.
Wang Sirui looked at the woman with hindsight, and then realized that he had hit someone.
"What's wrong? Does it hurt?"
With that, he met it with wide scarlet eyes and pushed the woman against the wall.
The back of Wang Anqi's head hit again, causing her eyes to glow golden.
"Big brother, you're really drunk, you lie down, I'll cook you a little sobering soup, just drink it. ”
In fact, Wang Anqi had never cooked any decanting soup, she was about to use her mobile phone to search for the method, and was about to turn around and enter the room, when the man thought she was going to run away again and locked the door, and clamped her wrist.
"Ah, it hurts, big brother, don't hold me, I'll see how to make sobering soup......"
"Are you going to run away again? Are you just going to be so unkind to see me? Or do you like to play this kind of cat and mouse, and you want to catch and indulge?"
"What nonsense are you talking about? You've been my big brother since you got engaged, and we can't have any more affection for each other than brother and sister. ”
"Brother and sister?"
Wang Sirui laughed loudly, if it was just a brother and sister relationship, how could he patiently wait for her to grow up?
After all this time, can't she even understand his thoughts?
A sense of murder arose, and he took the woman into his arms and prepared to kiss her.
The strong smell of alcohol made Wang Anqi very nauseous, she broke free, ran out of the bedroom quickly, turned to open the door of the entrance in the dark, and stepped her legs outward, and soon there was a "popping" running sound on the dark corridor.
She just wanted to run away, this night, she knew that she had led the wolf into the house, and if she didn't avoid it soon, she would definitely regret it for the rest of her life.
It's a pity, no matter how fast she runs, where can she compare to a man?
Wang Sirui grabbed her wrist again and pulled her into the room vigorously.
"Big brother, you let go, I'll go out and buy you sobering pills, so that you don't have a headache, and I'll be back right away." ”
"Anqi, you like to blink when you lie, you don't know this habit, I'm afraid you don't know it, right?"
"I'm not lying, you see, my head hurts so much, I actually...... It's to endure the pain and go out, you let go. ”
"Let go and you'll run away, and let go?"
The voices of the two people were very loud in the quiet of the morning, and a neighbor opened the door and scolded them loudly: "If you want to make trouble back to your own house, our children have to get up early in the morning to go to school, you let him rest a little longer, will you?"
Wang Anqi anxiously asked for help: "Auntie, can you make a call......"
Her words were interrupted by Wang Sirui: "Okay, you go back and rest, we won't quarrel." ”
After saying that, the man pushed and dragged her back into the room.
"It's so annoying. The neighbor muttered, closed the door and ignored it.
I don't know what will happen next, Wang Anqi looked desperate.
"Anqi, you think I'm going to hurt you, don't you? No, I can't bear it, I would rather hurt myself than hurt you. ”
After speaking, Wang Sirui picked up the porcelain ornament next to him and pointed it to his forehead.
It's not a small sound, it must be painful.
Wang Anqi was still startled when she saw him like this, and she called his name in a low voice: "Sirui, how are you, does it ......hurt?"
Wang Sirui opened his eyes, there was no temperature in his black eyes, and he just looked at An Qi in a daze.
"What's wrong with you......" Angel had never seen him look like this, no, she had seen it, on the day of his engagement, when he pushed her away, he had also shown such a look, which made her heart cold.
"No, if you don't have it, you often knock on it?"
Before Wang Anqi could react, the crystal fruit plate on the shelf next to him suddenly shattered into several pieces on Anqi's forehead.
Thick, hot blood immediately flowed down.
Angel's eyes and vision were obscured, and it wasn't until she raised her hand and felt the sticky streak of blood that she understood what was happening.
It was only at this time that she felt pain.
No, what hurts more than the pain on her forehead is the heart, because, from childhood to adulthood, when her adoptive mother scolded her, it was this eldest brother who stood up to defend her.
But now, there is no more warmth at home.
Even, to cause her physical harm.
Wang Sirui...... You're hitting me?"
Wang Anqi's eyes were wide open, but they were full of disbelief and confusion.
How could it be that Wang Sirui hit her?
This man who keeps saying that he will take care of her for the rest of her life...... How can you be willing to hit her?
"Angel. ”
Wang Sirui's voice was a little weak, but because of this weakness, he became more and more cold and alienated.
The blood trickled down from Angel's eyelashes and slid down her delicate face, Wang Sirui thought of the man's jersey hanging on the wall again, and he thought to himself, maybe, many times, that man would come, and at night, he would enter the house, sleep next to Angel, and even kiss her mouth and kiss her neck.
As soon as he thought of this, Wang Sirui's heart burned again, almost burning his soul into powder.
"Who the hell is that man?"
"I don't even know what you're talking about!"
"How many other men have you, besides the man who comes often?"
"You say...... What?"
"I mean, how many men have you besides the man who came often and hung his clothes in your room! How many men have slept with you, you, how dirty are you!"
Wang Sirui's emotions finally got out of control, and the last sentence was almost a scream.
Wang Anqi looked at him in a daze.
Why is this man so distant? What is Wang Sirui talking about, why she can't understand a word, why can't she even understand such simple words thoroughly.
What is it called, and how many other men have her?
"Wang Sirui, do you know what you're talking about?
"Don't look at me like that! Angel, you make a pure and innocent appearance that makes people disgusting, do you know it!"
"Wang Sirui, in my opinion, you are crazy, you hit the wall so hard just now, did you break your brain?"
Angel laughed coldly, turned around and walked out again: "We're all bleeding, now, we'd better all go to the hospital and see the emergency department." As for you, you'd better go to the brain department, I think your injuries are very serious......"
"Enough!"
Angel didn't seem to hear at all and continued to walk out.
"That's enough! I'm a doctor myself, and I don't know if the injuries are serious or not? Believe it or not, I can stab people dozens of times, and I can avoid the key points with a knife. ”
After speaking, Wang Sirui smashed everything in the living room that could be smashed out towards Anqi, as if venting his inner anger.
She didn't know how to hide, and she didn't mean to hide, she just stood like that, her face covered in blood.
She looked at him, but she couldn't see him clearly.
Why has it become like this, why have two people who really love each other come to such a point?
The feelings that are as simple as water have been muddy so far.
Obviously, he turned his back on this relationship first and got engaged to another woman, but she avoided it, and now, he still has to say that she is dirty.
Wasn't it that he never really loved her at all?
"What do you want me to do?" Wang Sirui, you say, what do you want me to do?"
"I want you to die, Angel, don't put on that face like a virgin, you say, are you willing to die now?"
"What's so hard about dying? My life was saved by my parents at the beginning, and I can't grow up so much without your family, since you want me to die now, I just should ...... It's me who will give this life back to your royal family. ”
After saying that, Angel suddenly ran to the window like crazy, and she opened the window and leaned out half of her body.
Why is she reluctant?
If she had known that such a good expectation would turn out to be the way it is, she might as well have jumped off the viaduct the night she learned of his engagement!
"No, Angel, no...... I don't really want you to die. I just want to see if your heart is still with me. ”
Where is the heart?
It's already broken, he can't even see it, right?
Wang Sirui hugged Anqi, who was almost out of control, and the two of them fell to the floor, he gasped violently.
Angel's eyes were empty, and her pupils had already begun to dissipate.
After a long time, An Qi wiped the blood on her face, and she chuckled: "Wang Sirui, do I look really stupid and easy to deceive?"
The blood on Wang Sirui's face faded clean in an instant.
Wang Anqi tilted his head to look at him, and the bloody and blurred wound on his forehead that was broken by the crystal fruit bowl was still dripping with blood.
However, she didn't want to take care of the wound and let the blood flow all over her face.
"Wang Sirui, you are married, you have your family, you have to start your life well, I also beg you, let me go, and let yourself go. ”
"That's different. ”
"How is that different?"
That woman is just a tool for my progress, if it weren't for my future development, I wouldn't even kiss her, in my eyes, she is really worthless! But you are different, deep down in my heart, you are my wife...... It's my beloved...... Angel, I love you!"
This kind of love, she doesn't want it!
Wang Anqi raised her hand and slapped Wang Sirui in the face.
She raised her hand again, but the slap landed on her own face.
Then, the woman closed her eyes, and a tear slowly fell: "Anqi, you are blind." ”
didn't want to continue to say anything, she got up and walked out, Wang Sirui rushed over and hugged her waist: "Where are you going, are you going to find that man again? You want to say that you left me again, aren't you? Anqi, you can't do this to me, you torture me to the point that no one is a ghost, I am so miserable, I think about you every day, but you have forgotten the beauty we once had, and you have begun to stop wanting me?"
"Who is torturing whom? Wang Sirui, I've been waiting, for you, no matter how much anger I get at home, I haven't said anything. Because of you, I still feel a little warmth in the world, but you finally let go of my hand. Since you let go, please be thorough, don't break the thread, it's harmful to you, to me, and to your wife. Don't worry, today has passed, I just don't think this happened, you are still my eldest brother......"
Angel snapped his fingers hard, her strange calmness.
It's weird, it doesn't even feel like it's angry.
She just felt disgusting, unspeakably disgusting.
Why did this eldest brother become such a person, now, he said that he loved her so much, perhaps, just before yesterday, he would still hold his wife sweetly - just to seek better development in the future.
What about the backbone of men, what about the dignity of men, all of them are gone.
It's disgusting.
Wang Anqi bent down and couldn't help retching.
"Anqi, look, you know that you can't stand me sleeping with other women, which means that you love me, so can you understand my feelings and never interact with other men again?"
Angel was retching, but now she really threw up.
She almost vomited her internal organs out of her body, why was she so disgusting, how could there be such a disgusting person in this world, and she was even allowed to meet her.
"Hehe, so you think we're not clean anymore, so we might as well forgive each other?"
"Well, isn't it? I forgive you this time, and from now on, you will be mine alone. ”
"No, I won't belong to you. ”
"Angel, don't reject me so quickly. Wang Sirui hugged her tighter: "I'm crazy, I'm really crazy, but if it weren't for loving you, how could I be like this......?
Wang Sirui looked at her beautiful and delicate face, and the blood stains were all over it, but it was even more weirdly beautiful.
So, he clasped her shoulders, and he shook her thin and emaciated body, as if to make the current unrecognizable Angel disappear from his eyes, and exchange the clean and beautiful Angel he loved.
"You say, you speak, why are you so shameless? I love you so much, Angel, I love you so much! You better change back to your old self! I know that I was wrong first, so I am generous once. You promise me!"
Wang Sirui pounded his heart with one hand, he used all his strength, and the deep pain in his chest was incomparable, if it wasn't for too much love, how could he be so uncomfortable and so tormented?
If he has no feelings for her, how good would it be if Wang Anqi had a rich and powerful father?
He will definitely be a good husband who is polite and gentlemanly, he will definitely not be the ugly appearance he dislikes now, he will definitely be sweet to Wang Anqi until he gets old.
"Wang Sirui, let me go, you spare me, please, I really can't stand it...... Since, you can't untie the knot, since we can't go back to the past, then let go, Wang Sirui, I really feel tired, people live in this world, but it's only a few decades. Since you still don't let me choose to die, I just want to live well, you let go of me, can't we all live well? Let's all try to live better......
"Who doesn't let you live well? Since I am not to blame for the past, can you just stay at home? Or, you work next to me? Why do you have to move here? Is it because you stay at home and don't have the opportunity to contact wild men outside? Or is it because you ......?"
"Whatever you want. ”
Wang Anqi didn't want to look at him and didn't want to talk to him.
So much so that when he said anything, she didn't say anything, just lowered her eyes and looked at the ground, and remained silent.
In the end, Wang Sirui seemed to feel that it was not interesting to go on like this.
He pushed her away and turned to lie on the floor of the living room, with his palms behind his head and looking at the snow-white ceiling overhead.
Let Anqi leave, he will never agree.
But if he moved her today, how should it end?
In the past, Angel thought about their past relationship, and she said that she was good no matter what he said, but this time, he treated her badly and wanted her to die, she must have hated him......
In fact, the moment he did it, he already regretted it.
The person in front of her is Anqi, even if she is not clean, even if she is not in harmony with other men now, he will still regret and feel distressed when he beats her.
"Angel, do you remember those happy things when we were studying?"
Wang Sirui opened his mouth softly, just one sentence, and Anqi's thoughts were pulled back to that young but beautiful time.
"There was a heavy rainstorm in the summer one year, do you remember, we encountered a torrential rain on the way back from self-study at night, and the road home was all ruined, and there were potholes everywhere, so we found shelter under the eaves of a building......
Why didn't An Qi remember, in the pouring rain, she ran quickly to the place to hide from the rain, accidentally fell, her knees and calves were smashed by gravel, and she was drenched in blood, so Wang Sirui ran with her on her back in the heavy rain......
Until the rain stopped, they went back to a clinic near their home to treat their wounds.
When her injuries were healed, the doctor found that Wang Sirui's two feet were simply unsightly, the white sneakers had already turned black and yellow in the muddy water, and his feet were soaked and white and swollen.
At that time, she cried tears because she was distressed, but Wang Sirui still smiled and comforted her.
In the wind and rain of that night, she did not have any distractions in her heart, everything she thought about was the future, and every thing in her future every day, there must be his existence.
"Angel, I know that I have disappointed you, and I know that we will never go back to the way we were, but I still want to ask you, do you still love me?"
Does she still love him?
No matter how much and how deep the love is, it can't withstand the wind and rain like today, such a toss.
No matter how much she loved this man before, now, she can't abuse herself like this.
"Anqi, let's have a child, with a child, everything will be fine, with a child, I can fight better in the future, and when the wings are mature, I can divorce and marry you." ”
It's a shame that he figured it out.
"Do you think it's possible, big brother?"
Angel stroked her forehead and staggered to her feet, the reason why she didn't leave here directly was just because she took into account the good memories of the past.
"Wang Sirui, don't talk about this, when you wake up, we'll end our business. ”
The woman turned around in silence and went to the bathroom to wash the blood off her face little by little.
The wound was very deep and still oozing blood, she casually found gauze to clean herself, only applied a little Yunnan Baiyao ointment, did not use gauze, and then put her hair down, and the injury was almost invisible.
As soon as she came out of the bathroom, the man came and blocked her way out.
"Angel, I really want a child that belongs to the two of us. ”
Wang Anqi didn't even have the strength to speak, she lowered her eyes, didn't look at the man, reached out and pushed him away, and slowly walked towards her bedroom.
"Don't bother me, the night shift is tiring and I need a break. ”
Wang Sirui raised his head and looked at the clock hanging on the wall, it was already four o'clock in the morning.
Thinking that the sky is about to dawn, if I don't explain it again, I'm afraid I won't be able to see Angel for a while.
"Anqi, don't ignore me, I'm about to get drunk now, I'm serious, I'm sober, I know what I'm doing, and I know very well what my heart feels about you, you ......"
The bedroom door slammed shut and hit the bridge of the man's nose.
Wang Sirui's anger surged into his heart again, he vigorously pressed against the wooden door of the bedroom, and stretched out his foot to prevent the door from closing, with a force, and then turned sideways and squeezed into the room.
"Big brother, what's the matter, we'll talk about it later, my head is dizzy, and I really don't have the strength to speak. ”
Hearing Wang Anqi's attitude and saying these words again, Wang Sirui's stomach not only did not calm down, but his heart began to have a sharp pain, and it gradually became difficult to breathe.
He knew that this time, he was afraid that he would lose the woman forever.
With fear and worry, he pounced on her and hugged the woman: "No, I don't allow you to say that." ”
Wang Anqi was shocked and tried to push him away in a panic.
However, Wang Sirui didn't give her this opportunity, her arms were like wires, shackling the woman in her arms, tight.
"Angel, you love me, don't push me away, okay?"
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