Chapter 156: An Unacceptable Answer
When Ruan Tian mentioned Mu Zhongxiao, she deliberately looked at Ruan Mingze's eyes.
There was no surprise in Dad's eyes.
Ruan Tian seemed to have guessed something, and she asked Ruan Mingze: "You knew from the beginning that Mu Nianchen was Mu Zhongxiao's son?"
In fact, there is no need for Ruan Mingze's answer at all, Ruan Tian can already confirm it.
With the blood of Mu Nianchen's parents on his father's hands, and his father's struggle with Mu Zhongxiao and those anti-drug police and soldiers in his early years, he should not have reacted like this when he heard who Mu Nianchen's parents were.
Ruan Mingze bowed his head, and he said to Ruan Tian: "I thought about stopping it, but I was lucky. When he asked the assistant of course to investigate, he inadvertently damaged the data studied by Mu Nianchen. I later donated a new laboratory to NTU to make up for it. ”
If Ruan Tian is not mistaken, studying the data corruption, Mu Nianchen once told her that on the day of Liang Lao's birthday, Mu Nianchen explained to her a certain thing that made her feel aggrieved.
Mu Nianchen didn't lie, and it was completely in line with what his father said.
Ruan Tian didn't understand why her father didn't tell her. From beginning to end, she was kept in the dark, and the people around her seemed to know everything better than her, "Did you ever think about ...... in the first place?"
What Ruan Tian wanted to say was, "Have you ever thought about telling me the truth?" ”
But Ruan Tian didn't ask, because her father was a drug dealer, and she only found out a few months ago, and it was not from her father's mouth, but Ruan Mingmei's description.
Thinking of Ruan Mingmei, Ruan Tian still mentioned: "Dad, I met grandma and aunt before, they are doing well, aunt and grandma," and Tao Tao has been living together, Tao Tao is married, I heard them say that the conditions are not bad. ”
Ruan Tian mentioned that they were making their own decisions, and she thought that her father might still miss his mother and his sister at such a time.
Ruan Mingze was silent for several seconds after hearing this.
Ruan Tian could see from his reaction that Dad had decided to do many things like that, but at this time, he was still willing to listen to the news.
As for why her father didn't tell her the truth behind it, Ruan Tian actually doesn't care at all now.
The relationship between her and Mu Nianchen is so good, Ruan Tian doesn't think she has any reason to dwell on the past.
Ruan Mingze only told Ruan Tian in the end: "Because I believe he will be good to you." ”
Ruan Tian looked at the white hair on her father's head, and her heart became more sad because she was about to face parting.
She covered her eyes to prevent the moisture in her eyes from falling, she wanted herself not to think about those things anymore, there was no possibility at all, she eagerly turned her words back: "Then you looked away at the beginning, Mu Nianchen only made me feel happy until now." When you were still healthy, my relationship with Mu Nianchen was very poor. ”
Ruan Tian said this with a little grievance, as if there were no human lives on her father's body, just like before, she thought.
Ruan Mingze wanted to touch his daughter's hair, but because of the handcuffs, Ruan Mingze couldn't make that action.
Ruan Tian sensed that her father wanted to appease her, so she took the initiative to put her hand on Ruan Mingze's hand.
Dad's hands were rough, and because he had been in the hospital for so long, he still had a lot of needles on his hands.
Dad's palm is still as wide as before, and her hand is no longer placed in Dad's palm like when she was a child, only a little bit.
Ruan Tian sighed deeply: "Dad, I don't care now, I don't care at all." She looked at her bulging belly and said to her father: "Whether there will be hatred between you and Mu Nianchen or not, my child will always be your granddaughter and grandson." ”
She continued very firmly: "You don't have to worry about what Mu Nianchen will do to me because of this, he loves me very much, just like you and my mother. He is my family and my husband. ”
Ruan Mingze's eyes flashed with crystals, Ruan Tian's words of common feelings, but they gave Ruan Mingze a promise.
"Tianbao, once ......" Dad seemed to be about to say something, but Ruan Tian didn't let him say it.
She was afraid of hearing an apology from her father's mouth, if she really wanted to apologize, her father should not tell her, nor should she say it to Mu Nianchen.
The people he should apologize to the most are the people who gave their lives for the fight against drugs.
Ruan Tian could feel her father's hand trembling, she slowly let go, she was most afraid of seeing her father's fragile appearance, "No matter what you have done, you will always be my father, and I will always love you and my mother." We are a family of three, and we will always see each other in the future. ”
What Ruan Tian can give is her obligations as a daughter.
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Although Ruan Tian said that her father would meet her mother, she didn't know if her mother would be unwilling to be with her father after she saw her.
Dakun's words to Ruan Tian that day are still hidden in her heart, making her think back over and over again how disappointed her mother was in her father.
Ruan Tian told his father what Da Kun said that day, Ruan Tian knew in his heart that his father didn't know that his mother had discovered his identity before he died.
Ruan Tian didn't know why she was saying this, and what kind of psychology she used to say these words.
When she saw the pain on her father's face, Ruan Tian regretted it a little.
But my mother left with despair, and if I didn't let my father know now, my father really didn't have this opportunity.
Ruan Tian wasn't sure if her father had ever regretted her involvement in drug trafficking for a moment, but now, Ruan Tian saw a look of remorse on her father's face.
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There wasn't much time in prison for Ruan Tian to meet with Ruan Mingze, only a short 20 minutes.
After a short gaffe, Ruan Mingze told Ruan Tian like a person who never knew these reasons.
The meaning of Ruan Mingze's words seemed to be explaining his last words, "Tianbao, you are your father's only concern in this world, you have to live well." ”
Ruan Tian's tears finally fell out uncontrollably and smashed on the table.
As soon as the time came, the prison guards came in, Ruan Tian looked at her father with some reluctance, and her father was also looking at her.
Ruan Tian took advantage of the last bit of time to hug her father, such a hug has not happened to her and her father for many years, and in the future, there will be no more.
"Dad, in the next life, will you be a good person? I really like you and Mom, and I want to be your daughter. In this life, I am really happy and blessed to have you, and it is you who have given me such a good world. ”
Ruan Mingze patted Ruan Tian's shoulder, which was shaking because he was holding back his sad emotions, and did not give Ruan Tian a response.
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Ruan Tian stood in the interrogation room and watched her father being escorted away by the prison guards, she was very confused for a while, she didn't know what she was going to do, and she couldn't even move her steps.
This is a kind of grief that Ruan Tian has never experienced, and she clearly understands that this is the last side, this is the last face between her and her father.
She should have cried, but at this moment, she couldn't even shed tears.
Ruan Tian knew that she couldn't stay here, but ...... She couldn't go, it seemed that as long as she didn't go, she could see her father again.
She was like a child abandoned in the desert, waiting for the one who would never come back.
It seemed as if there was an empty piece in her heart, and she wanted to get the missing piece back, because it hurt her to lose something so important to her.
The pain spread all over her body, every drop of her blood, every breath was as uncomfortable as a pinprick stick, and even her baby's lower abdomen began to hurt.
"Sweet Treasure. Someone was behind her, shouting her name, and the voice seemed far away, but it seemed very close.
This voice seemed to give her strength, making her turn around slowly,
It's Mu Nianchen.
When Ruan Tian didn't look back, she had already guessed in her heart that it would be Mu Nianchen, but she couldn't believe it, she couldn't believe that Mu Nianchen would come here.
This is obviously where he should retreat.
Ruan Tian knew very well that Mu Nianchen came over because he was worried about her.
Seeing Mu Nianchen, her heart hurt even more, and the tears that she had just endured in front of her father were now falling presumptuously.
In the twenty minutes she spent with her father, Ruan Tian pretended to be strong, but in front of Mu Nianchen, she could cry loudly, and she could show her injured heart to Mu Nianchen. Because she knew that Mu Nianchen would slowly heal the wound in her heart.
Mu Nianchen has already replaced his father and become the big tree in Ruan Tian's heart.
Mu Nianchen stood a few steps away from Ruan Tian, and he didn't get completely close, because in the past, Ruan Tian would be resistant to Mu Nianchen every time he had a video with Ruan Mingze, and when he encountered something about Ruan Mingze, Mu Nianchen gave Ruan Tian a lot of personal space.
Ruan Tian spread her hands and looked in the direction of Mu Nianchen, her actions were like begging for a hug, "Mu Nianchen, my father is going to pay the price for what he did." ”
Ruan Tian's words couldn't be said completely, "Mu Nianchen...... In the future, I will not have any more parents and parents. ”
Ruan Mingze is his enemy, Mu Nianchen should be the happiest at this moment, but Ruan Tian can't see anything on Mu Nianchen's face, the joy of revenge can only be seen in Mu Nianchen's eyes.
Ruan Tian's chin rested on Mu Nianchen's shoulder, and Mu Nianchen's hand was patting her back, as if to give her comfort.
The pain in Ruan Tian's heart that made her breathless seemed to be alleviated by Mu Nianchen's actions, and the words he said rang in her ears, but they seemed to enter her heart.
What Mu Nianchen said to her was: "The fate between parents and children is only half the way, and we all have to learn to bear it." ”
Ruan Tian nodded against Mu Nianchen's shoulder, and a sentence came out of her heart: "Those wrong things that my father once did, now, is it okay to let me come?" I will give you all my life, have children with you, and grow old." ”
Ruan Tian didn't say this sentence, but the heart that came out of this sentence had already firmly remembered it.
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The area of the prison is very empty, and there are no residential areas within a radius of several kilometers. It is rare to find this place in the southern city where every inch of land is valuable, and it is rumored that the murderous atmosphere here is too heavy, and the developers who want to develop here will close down one by one.
Ruan Tian sat in the car, the baby in her belly was already very old, Ruan Tian sat very hard, and half of her body was almost leaning on Mu Nianchen's body.
Her eyes fell on the car window, and by the end of spring, many flowers and plants had been revived, and there was a whole row of white narcissus between the trees on both sides of the road.
Ruan Tian suddenly thought of the old house where she once lived, that house, which had always been in her mother's name, and after her mother died, her father transferred the house to her.
Because Ruan Tian was not an adult at that time, his father didn't know what kind of means were used, and the house was not taken away by the bank in the two or three years when they were in trouble.
Ruan Tian really wanted to go back and see, she hadn't set foot there for a long, long time.
Ruan Tian raised her head and went to tell Mu Nianchen that she didn't want to go home now, and then she said the address,
Mu Nianchen didn't ask her why, and directly asked the driver to do the same.
Here, some distance from that house.
Ruan Tian slept a little bit in Mu Nianchen's arms, she had been dozing off a lot since she was pregnant, last night, she didn't know that she was coming to see her father today, and she slept for a long time.
Mu Nianchen knew the news that Ruan Tian could go to see Ruan Mingze yesterday, but he didn't tell Ruan Tian for fear of affecting her rest.
When the car was about to arrive at the neighborhood where Ruan Tian used to live, she slowly woke up, her eyes were full of moisture, and she still dreamed about her father.
Before getting out of the car, Ruan Tian kissed Mu Nianchen's face, and she didn't let Mu Nianchen accompany her up.
In that house, there are all memories between Ruan Tian and her parents, those things are honey to her, but arsenic to Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian went upstairs alone, and when she was about to give birth, she was not as sharp as before.
She walked for ten minutes to get to a place that usually took little time.
When he finally arrived at his home, Ruan Tian didn't have the courage to open the door.
The key to the door has always been kept in her purse, and this key is like a talisman for her.
Ruan Tian lost a lot of things, but she didn't lose the key once.
This should obviously be the last place she wants to come again, because in the years when her father was hospitalized, and in the years when she was separated from Mu Nianchen, Ruan Tian's residence has always been here.
The old house property is very careless, Ruan Tian used to get off work late at night, there was no light in the whole corridor, she was sometimes very afraid, because the time was too late, she seemed to be the only one in the world, every time Ruan Tian walked to this door, she always thought, here, when will it become the former one, let her feel at ease?
There were also many times when Ruan Tian thought that when his father recovered from his illness, their father and daughter would continue to live here.
Whether it is a small business, or she continues to work hard, she can always support a family.
It's just that now, Ruan Tian has also recognized the reality, her father will not come back, and the days she once thought about will never be again.
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Ruan Tian still opened the old security door after standing for a long time, she had some difficulty twisting the key, she hadn't lived for a long time, and the things that she used to think were very convenient are all difficult now.
Ruan Tian pushed open the door and smelled a musty smell, she covered her nose and coughed several times, she walked to the window of the balcony, the window of the balcony was very high, Ruan Tian had to stand on the small bench to close the window.
Ruan Tian has always wondered why the windows of her house are different from other people's houses when she was a child, and she asked her mother because of this, but her mother didn't say any reasonable reasons at the beginning.
Ruan Tian thinks about it now, and thinks that her mother at that time may really not know, she has never cared about this, and she believes many of her father's questions.
Mom must have loved her father miserably.
Ruan Tian stood on the bench and could see the appearance downstairs, she used to carry the bench and stand here by herself when her parents had something to do, and through a glass window, she could see all kinds of people downstairs.
Mu Nianchen's car was in the place where Ruan Tian could see it at first glance.
Mu Nianchen stood beside the car, his head down, not knowing what he was thinking.
Ruan Tian hurriedly squatted down and got down from the bench,
She was not afraid that Mu Nianchen would find out about her dangerous actions, but she saw Mu Nianchen's frowning eyebrows.
This house has not been lived in for more than a year, but the water and electricity are still very complete, even if Ruan Tian does not live here, she will still pay a deposit for water and electricity bills regularly.
When she was with Mu Nianchen at the beginning, she never thought that she would have everything with Mu Nianchen, let alone leave Mu Nianchen's children.
For more than a year, in those days when Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen were entangled with each other, it was not worth mentioning at all, but it was a year when her relationship with Mu Nianchen really changed.
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Ruan Tian went to the master bedroom, which turned out to be her father's and mother's room.
After returning here, he gave Ruan Tian all the best conditions that he could give Ruan Tian at that time, and his father let Ruan Tian live here, because the sunshine here is the best.
Ruan Tian was only immersed in sadness at that time, and did not see her father's good intentions.
Ruan Tian opened the wardrobe, the wardrobe was very large, it was the dowry of her mother when her father and mother got married.
After her father was hospitalized, Ruan Tian would take out her father's old clothes from time to time to wash them and hang them on the balcony.
Dad's clothes were all put in by Ruan Tian.
She wanted to find all those clothes until that day...... Go get it for Daddy.
Let him clean up and go to his mother.
Ruan Tian picked out a set of clothes, which her father often wore when he was young, this set of clothes was placed in the innermost part of the wardrobe, when Ruan Tian went to get it, her body was unstable, and she poured it directly into the wardrobe, but fortunately, she reacted quickly enough and supported it with her hands, so as not to hurt herself.
But the wardrobe was sunk in. Ruan Tian looked inside incredulously, she didn't think she had so much strength to be able to break a wardrobe.
There seemed to be something in the bag, Ruan Tian's fingers put it up, the touch on it was very soft to the touch, her heart was shocked, and she subconsciously thought that this was the drug that her father hid here.
She plucked up the courage to pull out the bag, it was a transparent bag, all of which were like flour, this was Ruan Tian's first time seeing real drugs.
It's this thing that makes her have no parents and parents, Ruan Tian hates this thing!
She carried the package of suspected drugs to the bathroom, unscrewed the faucet above the sink, and poured it into the sink without hesitation.
A medal fell out of the drug, Ruan Tian subconsciously picked up the medal, the faucet continued to flow out, Ruan Tian didn't have time to turn it off, she looked at the words on the medal, and couldn't believe her eyes.
The medal reads, Nancheng City Public Security Bureau.
Ruan Tian didn't recognize what this medal was for, and she put it in the pocket of her clothes.
Then, I rummaged through all the drugs that had half a pack left.
Ruan Tian didn't expect to find a note inside.
The color of the note has turned yellow, and the paper may have become very brittle because of too much time, Ruan Tian carefully unfolded the paper in his hand.
Inside, is an onboarding file.
Although the photo in the file was decades younger than her father's current appearance, Ruan Tian still recognized it at first glance as her father.
Ruan Tian was a little stunned now, and she carefully looked at every word in the dossier.
The name written on it is Nguyen Minh Chak, who joined the police force in June 1988.
Ruan Tian remembers her mother telling her that she and her father only met and fell in love in the 90s.
In Ruan Tian's memories of listening to her parents' description, her father had not yet taken the college entrance examination in 1988.
How is it possible to enter the police force?
Ruan Tian picked up the badge and looked at the number on the back that she hadn't noticed, the time engraved on the back of the badge was 1992.1025
At that time, Dad was in college.
These two things made Ruan Tian feel that her father's imprisonment began to have grievances.
Her heart was beating fast, so fast that Ruan Tian panicked.
Ruan Tian was afraid that this was her own dream, so she grabbed these two things and rushed out of the room.
Before going downstairs, Ruan Tian stuffed these into her purse.
She is not guarding against Mu Nianchen, but on guarding, people who may be hiding in the shadows, and she still feels that since Ruan Mingmei's appearance, someone has begun to look at her in secret.
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After returning to the villa in Lishan, Ruan Tian handed over these two things to Mu Nianchen.
Her voice was still unsteady because of excitement, "Mu Nianchen, I found this in the old house! My father was wronged!"
Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen expectantly, hoping to hear the answer she wanted to hear from Mu Nianchen's mouth.
But Mu Nianchen only glanced at these things and put them aside.
Ruan Tian grabbed those things and asked Mu Nianchen to take a look at them again, Mu Nianchen pressed Ruan Tian's body and said an answer that Ruan Tian couldn't accept.
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