"Doctor Wang, I'...... Can I still be saved?" I lay quietly, staring blankly at the ceiling, my expression full of confusion and confusion.

In front of the hospital bed, Dr. Wang, who was sitting in a chair, stopped the pen in his hand, looked up from the record board to look at me, coughed, and said to me in as gentle a tone as possible: "Don't be so pessimistic, Mr. Wu, things are not as bad as you think......

"But I really can't stand it! I can't stand it!" I nervously sat up and yelled out of control.

"Then you say!" Dr. Wang's temples were also jumping suddenly, and his patience with me had obviously reached the limit: "You have already done eight psychological consultations, but you still haven't told me what troubles you have! I don't know how to help you? This also makes me very embarrassed!"

The place where I am now is the city's famous Ninth Municipal People's Hospital, because it is located in Majiazhuang Street in the old city, so it is also known as Majiazhuang Hospital, and the reason why it is famous here is not because it has cured some incurable disease or has a wonderful rejuvenation expert doctor promoted to the hospital, but because it is the only mental hospital in the city.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not a mentally ill person who was caught in and forcibly treated for treatment, but a social elite who took the initiative to come to the psychological counseling office here to receive psychological counseling and relieve work pressure.

With those who call themselves "managers" and "directors" with a monthly salary of 15,000 We are senior scientific research talents in scientific research institutions, senior scientific research talents who have made outstanding contributions to the development of science, and because of this, I also have a salary that can be called a gold-collar level in our small city, and I can definitely be regarded as a promising young man with unlimited future potential.

"Are you still reluctant to talk about your troubles?" Dr. Wang calmed down his excitement a little, and took out his professionalism as a professional psychiatrist and said sincerely: "I have said it since you first came, Mr. Wu, you can trust my professional ethics, as long as the conversation between us does not involve legal issues, it will never be leaked to a third person, you can rest assured to talk about your troubles, if you are not at ease, we can sign a confidentiality agreement......"

I shook my head bitterly, and said nothing, why should I run here eight times if my troubles could be spoken?

Although in the eyes of outsiders, I have a high-paying job that can almost predict a happy life in the future and now, but only I know the huge secrets and ...... hidden under this glamour Fear and stress.

My name is Wu Di, 27 years old, except for the slightly arrogant homonym of the name, I have been a very ordinary person since I was a child...... Ordinary people, born in an ordinary family, did not have a high-ranking official father or a mother engaged in international trade, the family background is not prominent, so naturally there is no risk of falling into the family and ruining people; my personal qualifications are also very ordinary, I have never shown any talent potential, neither particularly strong nor particularly smart, and at the same time not so stupid that I am hopelessly stupid or so bad that people and gods are angry, from childhood to adulthood, I belong to the people with a particularly low sense of existence in the collective; the most important thing is that I have an ordinary experience, I went to elementary school at the age of three in kindergarten and six years old, graduated from college in a muddle, and I have never encountered the revenge of killing my father or turned out the secret books left by my grandparents, I haven't even encountered lightning strikes and car hits that are particularly easy to guide and gain abilities!

For a person like me, I can basically see the life at the age of 60 at the age of 30, which is a typical life that is not turbulent and boring...... Everyman.

However, this qiē quietly changed on the day I graduated from college.

I vividly remember that it was a sunny afternoon, and that day, I was sweating and sweating, like other confused college graduates, clutching resumes and queuing in long lines, rushing to find a job.

Only if you have been to the job fair, you will know how worthless a college student is, what is the president of the student union, the scholarship winner, the English level 4 or 6 certificate, in exchange for you is just the opportunity to put your resume on the table of others, as a recruiter, the human resources department looks down on you from above, picking and choosing like a cabbage, a word can lift you to heaven or degrade to hell, and you, except close your eyes and enjoy the pleasure of going up and down, you can't do anything.

As an ordinary person with no bright spots on my resume, I undoubtedly became a cabbage that was picked and leftover, and I was not recognized until the end of the job fair, but I was not at all concerned about the treatment of "being ignored" by others, squatting in the corner outside the venue and nibbling on bread, ready to pat my ass and leave after eating this belated lunch.

"Little brother, what about looking for a job?" I don't know when, a sanctimonious old man came up and squatted next to me: "I see that you have excellent bones and qualifications......

"No money!" I unceremoniously and rudely interrupted the chattering old guy, I saw this old thing when I entered the venue, and secretly set up a small fortune-telling stall at the entrance of the venue, coaxing those who couldn't find a job, and went to the doctor in a hurry to go to him to calculate the luck.

"Little brother, you misunderstood, I think you are a good material for sword training, and it is rare to see it in a hundred years, so I ......"

"You're only a good material for practicing cheap! Your whole family is a good material for practicing cheap!" I cursed in my heart, threw the last piece of bread in my mouth, got up and left, and by the time the old guy shouted, "Little brother, you listen to me ...... it", I had already gone away.

"Good, young man!" said a majestic voice approvingly, and I subconsciously turned around to see another old man looking at me with a smile.

This is an old man with gold wire glasses, his facial features are white and beardless, his gray hair is meticulously combed, his slightly fat figure wears a decent gray suit, and his leather shoes are even more dusty.

What the old man was holding confirmed my suspicions, it was a thick stack of resumes, and it was clear that the respected boss had gained a lot at the job fair.

I swear to God that I am not usually so snobbish, but now I am in the stage of ignorance and anxiety that I have just stepped into society, and I happen to be worried about the living expenses of the first month after my independence, and I meet a kind and amiable face, maybe I may become the employer boss of the future food and clothing parents, or take the initiative to talk, I will inevitably show a flattering and flattering face, smile at the person in front of me diligently, nod and wait for the old man's further instructions.

The old man swept away the old liar who pestered me with contempt and disdain, and reminded me indignantly: "Don't pay attention to that old liar! I know that feudal superstition is practiced all day long! If we are engaged in scientific research, we should believe in science!"

I hurriedly sent a sycophant: "You are a university professor?"

The old man was modest: "I have taught students for a few years, and now I mainly do some scientific research. ”

"Then you're here to recruit today?" I immediately showed my fox tail, working in a scientific research institution, it seems to be good, the salary is high, the treatment is good, and it is also more face-saving to say it, but the threshold is higher, I don't know if people want this bachelor's degree.

The old professor pouted dissatisfiedly: "Yes, but I haven't recruited a suitable one after staying here for a day, and the young people nowadays are too impetuous and have no scientific research spirit!"

"Then do you think I can do it?" I carefully handed over a resume of myself, looking for a job, just to seize an opportunity!

The old man took my resume and looked at it twice: "Undergraduate...... Studying biology?"

"Yes," I bowed my head in shame, as if I had seen too much.

Since I don't know who shouted the slogan "the 21st century is the era of life sciences", the majors related to biological sciences have sprung up in various colleges and universities, and seized the position of "hot major" with the attitude of the king.

It is true that the development of the field of life sciences in the past ten years has advanced by leaps and bounds, but those are all tangible achievements in the top fields, and there is no time to transform them into productivity, and naturally there is no need for so many "professionals", so we biology students have become flies in glass bottles, seemingly promising the future, but we can't find a way out.

Therefore, under the pressure of employment, we either racked our brains to study intensively, rushed all the way to the lofty goal of postdoctoral research, and tried to blend into the top academic fields in order to apply what we learned, or like me, we were ready to change careers early, holding hundreds of resumes and aimlessly looking for jobs, learning dragon slaying skills, but the sadness of having no dragons to slaughter was perfectly staged on us.

I was sad here, but the old professor's eyes lit up: "So we are peers! Yes, yes, I am looking for a research assistant, are you interested?"

"I, can I?" a huge sense of happiness hit me, I was a little overwhelmed, and writhed, "But I don't even have a graduate degree......

"Young people, don't take small books too seriously," the old professor admonished: "The thirst for knowledge, the spirit of courageous exploration, and the determination to sacrifice for science are the cornerstones of the success of our scientific researchers, and the world's vision and evaluation are only floating clouds." ”

"Hmm!!" I nodded heavily, secretly happy in my heart, it seems that my buddy has taken this job!

"I'm going back to the institute, are you interested in going with me to have a look?" the old professor smiled mildly, hinting, "Just take a look at your future working environment in advance." ”

Thank you! I shouted in my heart to a certain god who blessed me with a good job, and happily followed the old professor into a taxi.

"Young man, I can't go!" came a heart-rending howl, it was the old liar who had set up a fortune teller to talk to me, and the old guy chased after me and grabbed the car door, and warned me with a sad expression: "You can't go with him! You don't know, he ......."

"Chen Sihai, do you dare to spoil my good deeds?" The old professor sitting next to me pressed me into his seat, raised his head and glared at the old liar suspiciously, and immediately frightened the old liar into silence.

Cold sweat also crawled all over my forehead in an instant, and I suddenly found that the old professor was holding my hand so strongly, as if it ...... I'm afraid I'll run away.

I comforted myself, calming down a little, and then I heard the old professor urging the driver to drive, and at the same time turned his head to me and said, "By the way, you don't know my name yet, do you?" My name is Chen Sanshan......

Four seas, three mountains...... This seems to be a bit informative......

(ps: About who Chen Sihai is, please smile and say nothing if you know, if you don't know, please see the previous book of Tanuki.) ）