Chapter 1904 Once Experienced
Of course, he even imagined that in a certain class or at a certain level of education, he could talk about his own experience, he could say his feelings, he could say the mistakes he had made, and he could say the deep pain he had felt.
He said that he was on the wrong path, he said that he was the wrong one, he said that he was on the wrong path because no one had taught him before, he said that it was because he didn't really recognize where his future path was, so now he has become like this, so now he has done such a job that has no way back, so now he has done such a job that has no face to say at all. Yes, it's not too correct to say that they are proud of the job, in fact, they are not particularly proud, if you say they hate the job, they don't particularly hate it, if you say they like the job very much, they don't really like it either. If you compare, if you compare it with other jobs, it's clear that their job isn't so good, it's not so bad, if it's compared with a bad job, it's obvious that their job is a little bit more face-saving, and they may make a little more money, but if you compare it with a better job, if you compare it with a job that has a dedication nature, it's clear that their job is rubbish, and it's obvious that they don't have the face to do this job at all.
Speaking of this, he thought of his original dream, and he thought of his dream of becoming a teacher. Yes, if you compare it with this job, it is obvious that being a teacher is a really noble job, if you can become a teacher, obviously you need to educate students, if you can become a teacher, obviously you will be respected by others, if you can become a teacher, obviously you can continue to transmit your knowledge to students, but now, what can he spread with this job he is doing? What can he give to the children with this job now? Can he feel a sense of glory in the job he is doing now? Obviously impossible, yes, not at all.
Since he has chosen his current job, since he has done his current job, it is obvious that he cannot teach his children anything useful, it is impossible to teach children any useful knowledge, and he cannot teach children very useful truths. It's possible that he knows these truths, and it is possible that he knows some truths that are useful for children.
But if these truths, these knowledge, come out of his mouth, if he says it, if he teaches it to his children, then it is clear that no parent wants her to teach other people's children, and no parent wants to admit that he is qualified to teach other people's children, because the job he does is not a good person's job at all. So no one wants him to teach his children, not even his own children, his family is not willing to let her teach, even his own children, his family is not even willing to let him have more contact. Because even his family is worried that their children have done such a job like him, because even his family is worried that their children will go astray like him. In fact, his life is very sad, yes, of course, his life is very sad, because you can't imagine that he can't even have a lot of communication with his own children, because you can't imagine that his family doesn't believe him at all, because you can't imagine that his family is not very willing to let her have contact with the child, because you can't imagine that the father of a child can't communicate with his own child, because you can't imagine that the biological father of a child can't play with his child and play games together。
Yes, this kind of life is very sad, that is to say, if he chooses this job, then he will give up his life, but in the end she still chooses this job, and in the end he still gives up other lives, because at this time he must choose this job, because at this time he must take on the responsibility of life. Yes, when a person has no money, when a person does not have enough food and clothing, when a family falls into poverty, it is obvious that he cannot have other dreams, and he cannot have other ideas, because now all his thoughts are to keep his children fed and clothed, because all his thoughts now are to make his family not fall apart, and all he is thinking about now is how to make his family enter the stage of prosperity.
So, if you really understand a person's heart, if you really understand a person's whole life, if you really start to understand all of a person's thoughts, then obviously no one is a bad person, then obviously no one is a completely bad person, then obviously, no one person should really be abandoned by everyone, yes, although this person has done some bad things, although this person has done some very bad things, although this person has also hurt some other people, although this person has also done some things that hurt other people, but in the end, this person actually has his own responsibilities in his heart, this person actually retains love in his heart. It's just that his living environment doesn't allow him to do this, it's just that his current responsibilities don't allow him to do it, it's just that he still has so many mouths to eat behind his back
It's just that there are so many people behind him who rely on him to eat. Yes, because of responsibility, so he had to do this, because of responsibility, so he had to do this, because of responsibility, so he had to hurt others, and of course all these reasons are not reasons for him to do evil, and all these reasons are not reasons to forgive him for doing evil. In any case, she still did something wrong, no matter what, he missed a lot of opportunities, and no matter what, he still caused harm to others. In any case, he still really deserves to be punished, and in any case, he should repent of what he has done wrong before.
In fact, I heard the vice captain of the security guard say these words, heard the vice captain of the security guard talk about his dreams, heard the vice captain of the security guard say his feelings, and heard the vice captain of the security guard say all his things. He was actually surprised, that is to say, he couldn't imagine that the deputy security captain would have such a dream, he couldn't imagine that such a person would have so many feelings, and he couldn't imagine that a deputy security captain would have so many ideas. Yes, sometimes you can't imagine how complex a person's thoughts are, sometimes you can't imagine what kind of experiences an ordinary person has had, and you can't imagine what kind of dreams an ordinary person has had, and you can't imagine what noble dreams an ordinary person has had.
If you see an ordinary person, if you see an ordinary worker, if you meet an ordinary white-collar worker, it is obvious that in your eyes, they are ordinary, in your eyes, they are messing around, and in your eyes, they may just have to live their lives like this. In your eyes, they may just have no talent, in your eyes, maybe they haven't struggled, they haven't struggled, in your eyes, it's obvious that they are a group of people who do nothing, but if you really see such a group of ordinary people, you really see such a group of ordinary people who do nothing, you really see such a group of ordinary people who make you look down on a little bit, then obviously you shouldn't be so arbitrary, you shouldn't be so arbitrary to judge that they are a group of people who don't have dreams at all, you can't be so arbitrary and say that they are a group of cowardly people。