Lin Yan stumbled back to Jiang Zhong. Maybe it's a pity that I didn't meet anyone along the way. I didn't meet a colleague of Xu Yi in Jiangzhong.

When she arrived at the door of the house, standing in front of the kitchen door, and took out the key, Lin Yan's hands trembled, and she couldn't tell how contradictory she was.

On the one hand, she hopes that Xu Yi is at home, which means that they did not cripple Xu Yi and disable him, as Jiang Xiaoquan ordered, and it also shows that Wu Lei's words are true, and Xu Yi was not thrown into Jiang Cuntang.

If so, there would be a little comfort in her heart.

On the other hand, Lin Yan didn't want Xu Yi to be at home. Her appearance made Xu Yi see it, how sad Xu Yi would be. Xu Yi has been humiliated enough, deep enough. It's not that she doesn't know that this humiliation Xu Yi will be difficult to let go of for the rest of her life. It's hard for anyone to let go.

What was especially unacceptable to him was that the humiliation was brought upon him by his beloved wife.

So when she thought of this, Lin Yan's heart to die became even more determined.

In fact, when Xu Yi saw that scene, from that moment on, Lin Yan was ready to die.

She already knew that she was on a path of no return. It's just that people always cherish their lives too much, so they always comfort themselves, paralyze themselves, and escape from reality.

She had long known that this moment would come sooner or later, but she fantasized that she could quietly end all this, because she fell deeper and deeper, and borrowed more and more usury, so that she finally succumbed to Jiang Xiaoquan's obscenity and broke through the bottom line.

Today, when everything comes to the surface, she clearly realizes how naïve, how pathetic, how pitiful, how hateful she is.

She couldn't forgive herself, and she believed that Xu Yi wouldn't forgive herself either.

How many days and nights, she panicked, she struggled, she blamed herself, but none of them stopped her sinking.

So, what else does she have to hesitate about, and what else does she have to choose?

Only death can liberate everything. Only death is the best explanation for Xu Yi. Only death is worthy of Xu Yi.

Tonight, standing in front of Jiang Cuntang, the reason why she didn't jump straight down was because she felt that it was too undignified to die like that. The corpse floated on the surface of the pond, exposed to the eyes of everyone in Jiang Village, and she felt terrible as long as she thought about it.

That's why she chose to go home. Wash her body well, wash all the dirt away, change into her favorite clothes, and leave with dignity.

Stumbling, Lin Yan thought about this matter all the way.

It was the moment Lin Yan took out the key, and his hands trembled.

It took two minutes to open the door, and several times the keys slipped out of his hand and fell to the ground. But anyway, the door finally opened. There are no lights in the kitchen and living room, indicating that Xu Yi has not returned. Lin Yan was both relieved and entangled.

Lin Yan estimated that Xu Yi was sent to the health center by Wu Liang and them. It's okay like this, I didn't see Xu Yi for such an unbearable appearance, and it was not a good thing to leave softly and quietly.

But the tears were very uncompromising and fell down.

Say goodbye to everything.

How reluctant it will be.

Who doesn't cherish this once-in-a-lifetime life?

However, there was no reason why she should not end this precious life.

She had thought of everything. Including sons.

Several times she was on the verge of despair, but it was because of her son that she took back the foot she had stepped out. If you want to say reluctance, your son is the most reluctant, right?

And she seems to have been prepared for a long time, sending her son to his mother a week ago.

She didn't want her young son to see his parents' stumbling, and she didn't want her future adult son to be ashamed of his mother's behavior.

Tears can't be shed no matter how they flow, only when life ends, tears will be gone.

Finding the pink dress, Lin Yan walked into the shower room she had built in the yard. Turn on the faucet and let the tap water pour over your head. Tap water and tears mixed together and slipped together.

This delicate body, this bumpy figure, this proud bulge and this deep fallback are the capital she is most proud of, and now, she can't tell how disgusting it is.

She kept rinsing and wiping repeatedly, as if all the shame and all the unbearable could be washed away with the flowing water.

Lin Yan stayed in the shower room for almost twenty minutes, and her tender and smooth body was scrubbed red by her.

Looking in the mirror, thinking that once the next step is implemented, everything will end, tears can't help but well-up in my eyes again.

No matter how much reluctance there is, no matter how much greed there is, you have to put it aside!

I couldn't help but lie on the mirror and cry for two minutes, and walked out of the shower with a ruthless heart.

Stumbled into the bedroom to find the snow-white ribbon, slowly tied a slipknot, then walked to the kitchen, first locked the outer door, closed the small window outside the kitchen, then found a square stool, stood on the square stool and hung the ribbon on the roof beam in the middle of the kitchen, put the neck into the slipknot, and finally kicked the square stool under his feet.

……

The entrance of Jiangcun Middle School. The lights on the pillars have been turned off.

"Then say so," Xu Yi said, "Tomorrow I will go to the police station to report the case and report that Jiang Xiaoquan opened a gambling den, lent usury, and harmed my wife." ”

He also instructed young people to beat and persecute people's teachers. Cheng added.

"I don't think it's better to humiliate yourself. Wu Liang still insisted on his point of view.

"But I understand what Brother Cheng means, even if you want to humiliate yourself, you have to take this move. If you can't get through, you can move on to the next move. Xu Yi said.

"Yes. Cheng Chuifan said.

"Take the next move, you have already checkmed the game, can you still move the next move?" Wu Liang shook his head.

"I went back. Xu Yi turned left.

"Think about the wording, so that you don't lose your words when you see the people at the police station. Cheng Chuifan reminded.

"I will. ”

Cheng Chuifan and Wu Liang watched Xu Yi walk to the family room.

"A good family has been disturbed, Jiang Xiaoquan is really not a person. Wu Liang sighed. "But it's really useless to go to the police station. ”

"Let's go and talk about it. Isn't the police station a place where justice is served?"

"When you first arrived, you didn't understand this society. ”

"I'm not going to fight with you. I went back to sleep too. ”

"Where are you going?"

"Oops," Cheng Chuifan patted his head, "I asked Yuqi to open a room for me in the guest house, and I actually forgot about it." I wonder if there is anyone else now?"

"What time are you looking at the guest house?"

"Maybe Yuqi is still waiting for me. ”

"Dream on. Her parents guarded her so tightly. I said it, and I wronged me for one night. ”

"That's all there is to it. Let's go, go to your bachelor's room, Brother Wu. ”

Cheng Chuifan and Wu Liang turned right, and before they had taken two steps, there was a sudden "bang" knock on the door on the campus.

"It's over there in the family room!" Cheng Chuifan turned around.

"What's going on?"

"Go check it out. Cheng Chuifan ran forward.

"You are a model of Cheng Chui, why are you so nosy?" Wu Liang cursed and ran.

In a few seconds, Cheng Chuifan arrived at the doorman.

It's Xu Yi.

"What's the matter, Brother Xu?" Cheng Chuifan gasped slightly.

"The door is locked. Can't open. But the lights were on. ”

"You mean sister-in-law has returned?"

"I doubt she'......"

"Then what are you hesitating about?"

"What?"

"Kick the door. You get out of the way. Cheng Chuifan took two steps back, then kicked forward at the entrance door of the kitchen, and the door opened with a "bang".