Shao Dong continued: "I did something illegal, and when I turned my head, I still felt that what I did was not wrong, in fact, you know that it is wrong for you to do this, but you cover your ears and steal the bell when you don't know anything, to be honest, it's nothing for you to die by yourself, but why do you want to pull a kind and lively person." ”

Qi Ruyue's heart was now full of anger, feeling that Shao Dong was disgusting her when she spoke now, and the anger made her become a shrew, struggling to break free from the chain while defending herself.

"Officer Shao, you don't know how painful I feel in my heart, why God has arranged such a painful life on me, why Zhou Qing has everything, his parents are highly educated children, his family is doing well, he uses his mobile phone better than me, and he looks so beautiful. My favorite man likes her, why? It's not fair, I don't have anything, I earned it all myself, my father favored my brother, everything in the house was my brother's. My father said that when I get married in the future, he will not give me anything, not even the bride price will be brought back to me, it will be regarded as the money that has been raised for all these years, and the water spilled by the daughter who married is what my parents told me more than once. Let me be sober-minded, I must not fight with my brother for family property, my brother has been eating and lazy since he was a child, but everyone in the family likes my brother, I couldn't go to college, fortunately my brother doesn't like to study, and he beats chickens and scolds dogs all day long, so the money is left, and I even earn money to go to school by myself. Can I compare with them, they are only children, they live like princesses, they have enlightened parents and non-patriarchal parents, I have nothing, I have been beaten and scolded to live until now. When my younger brother heard that I had gone to college, he refused to go to work, saying that the money for the job was also given to me, and that giving me water would have been spilled, and that if it hadn't been for my grandmother's efforts to let me go to college, I might have already entered society. Isn't this kind of life particularly sad, until now, as soon as my mother calls me, she will follow me and you will go to college in the future, you have to think about your brother first, your brother is the most important, and you have to buy a house and a car for your brother after you get married. This money was originally your brother's, but now that you have taken it, what else can your brother have, so your brother is the most bitter, you don't actually deserve anything, do you know what kind of mood I was in at the time, as if I shouldn't be alive, or just wasting air, and if I die, I should find a place where no one is buried and no one will know. Officer Shao, do you think I can compare with them, I also want such a wonderful life and I want to live without inferiority, my family, my future, all my own, they forced me to kill, even if I am going to be shot, I am innocent!"

Shao Dong frowned and it was a patriarchal family, Shao Dong had seen a lot of girls like Qi Ruyue, some of these girls were discussed, and some were oppressed by life like Qi Ruyue and became neurotic, but no matter how your own family is, it can't be a reason for you to hurt others casually.

Shao Dong looked at Qi Ruyue's face full of anger towards life, and he didn't know what to say.

Zhang Hao didn't understand what patriarchy was all about, but he still opened his mouth and said: "Your father and mother should still love you, you are so extreme, it's entirely because you don't want to open a point, I have seen many people like you, just like the girlfriend of our forensic comrade Wang Yihai." Her family is not patriarchal, it should be her own child, their family also had no children at the beginning, so they picked up a child casually, but they often beat and scolded this child, but they were angry, and after going to college, they changed their lives, and their biological daughters didn't care about them. Now their parents are not begging for others, but they already feel that the former life is too painful, so now they completely ignore the previous home. You can do the same, when you grow up, earn the money for child support, throw it to them, and never contact them again, but depending on your character, you shouldn't give money, you say I'm right. ”

Shao Dong has told Zhang Hao several times not to talk nonsense, but Zhang Hao really can't help it, maybe he thinks that Zhou Qing's death is too wrongful, Zhang Hao always wants to get a little justice for Zhou Qing.

"To be honest, your own life is your own business, you can change your life, you could have lived a more wonderful life, it is you who have restrained yourself and made yourself unable to pull out in this kind of life. Now you have killed someone, killed an innocent person, and your so-called resentment is only caused by yourself, and has nothing to do with others, and people sympathize with you, but you take this sympathy for granted. Again, why do people want to help you all the time, it's because of your tragic past, and there are no tragic things, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, you are just more prominent, your own destiny could have struggled out, but you are unwilling, and you chose to kill at such a critical time. To be honest, for now, you don't deserve anyone's sympathy at all, and I can't sympathize with it anyway. Zhang Hao frowned and said.

Shao Dong frowned and coughed lightly again: "Okay Zhang Hao, have you made a record, let's make a record of the old facts, even if we say that the Great Heaven is broken, people will not understand why we say this, killing Zhou Qing is a fact, and now we will not waste our tongue on morality for you."

Now you just need to be honest about how you got the carbon 4 concentrate and when you started it, and tell you all about it, we are very short on time, and we don't have time to listen to what you have and don't. ”

Qi Ruyue didn't seem to want to mention what she was killing, but Shao Dong definitely wouldn't give Qi Ruyue a chance to struggle, Qi Ruyue looked at the window for a long, long time, as if she was recalling her life and regretting it.

After waiting for a long time, Qi Ruyue slowly opened her mouth, crying as she spoke, like a victim of bullying, but thinking about the life that Zhou Qing could have had, Zhang Hao and Shao Dong couldn't raise any sympathy.

"Actually, I didn't want to kill Zhou Qing at all that day, but I really hated her, I didn't hate her all the time, I cursed him every night, cursing her for not dying well, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep at all. You don't know, how I got over during that time, she self-righteously told everyone what I had done, and now everyone sees me as a thief, and everyone thinks that I shouldn't be in this class because I am in this class like discrediting them. This kind of life is simply dark, I think about it all the time, Zhou Qing will die for me immediately, all kinds of painful ways to die are conceived in my mind, but I just think about it, I don't think about really killing her. It's also a way for me to get painful, but the more I think about it, the more I want to get closer to the situation I want in my head. Once, by chance, when I was passing by the laboratory over there, I saw a junior brother going to the office alone with a lot of things, as if he was reporting some documents, I saw that the junior brother was taking a lot of things, so I offered to help him, and the man was very grateful. I stumbled upon a concentrated solution of carbon tetroxide, the kind of thing I had read in books that if you drink it, if you don't get effective treatment, it will lead to the death of a person. I thought of Zhou Qing at the time, thinking about Zhou Qing's appearance of drinking, whether it would be painful, it must be very refreshing, and I didn't know if I was really crazy, so I took a Coke bottle and put some in the bottle, taking advantage of the fact that the junior brother was sorting things out without paying attention. Maybe the junior didn't know how much was in the carbon tetroxide bottle, but when I took some of it, he didn't even notice it, and I was very happy. You may not believe it, but I really didn't plan to kill her like this, I just wanted to get some, it was the wrongs in my heart, and I wanted to see the results. I really didn't expect that Zhou Qing would come back than before us, I put the poison in Zhou Qing's water cup when I went out to fetch water in the twilight snow that night, and kept fantasizing in my heart, what Zhou Qing would look like after drinking it, whether he would have convulsions all over his body, whether he would foam at the mouth, whether he would be unable to stand up in pain. At that time, I just fantasized about it, put the quilt in its original place, and watched it like this, who knew that when we went out to eat the next day, Zhou Qing would come back early, and Zhou Qing would only return to the dormitory at eight or nine o'clock in the past. Twilight and I were used to it, but when the two of us returned to the dormitory, we saw that scene, and saw Zhou Qing rolling on the ground, convulsing and howling all the time. I just watched Zhou Qing fall to the ground, the pain made me enjoy it very much, but Du Xueman wouldn't just look at it, and immediately found a phone to contact the school and the hospital, wanting to save Zhou Qing, I was very sad, why did I still have friends by Zhou Qing's side at this time. Before Zhou Qing was carried away, I still enjoyed it very much, it was a wonderful feeling, as if I had fulfilled my dream, and I was happier and had a sense of accomplishment than when I was admitted to university. But Zhou Qing didn't last long before she died, she couldn't blame me for her death, it was she who was unlucky, she drank that glass of water, God couldn't stand it anymore, let her come back a few minutes early, and then drank the poisonous water, so it led to what happened next. None of this had anything to do with me, I just happened to poison her cup at that time. ”