"How do you know I don't care about you?" Ruan Tian felt that there was nothing funnier in this world than what Mu Nianchen said.

She was pressed by Mu Nianchen on the table in the laboratory, the woolen shawl on her body, because of this action, the shawl was white, Ruan Tian was afraid of soiling the shawl, she stretched out a hand to hold the shawl.

"Mu Nianchen, when you say this, don't you have a little bit of weakness in your heart?" Ruan Tian actually didn't want to waste time with Mu Nianchen on this kind of issue, because she came out to find Mu Nianchen and Liang Lao to go back to dinner, the time for the meal was approaching, and the two of them were guests, so it was too bad to let Grandma Jiang wait for them to eat.

She pressed her hand on Mu Nianchen's arm that was holding her waist. It was too dark in the laboratory, Ruan Tian couldn't see Mu Nianchen's face clearly, so she could only listen to his heavy breathing and judge where he was.

"Maybe I didn't know how to express myself before. Mu Nianchen's voice was depressed.

Ruan Tian really wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh at all, because, just outside this laboratory, there were still very sad memories of her.

"Mu Nianchen, I used to be here, I waited for you for more than two hours, do you remember?" Ruan Tian said this, and her palms were cold.

No matter how thick he wears, when he recalls the past now, it will be useless, but it still makes Ruan Tian exude a coolness from his heart.

Of course Mu Nianchen remembers.

Ruan Tian used her cold hand to find Mu Nianchen's heart, Mu Nianchen had just taken off his white coat, and he hadn't had time to put on his coat inside, and Ruan Tian seemed to be able to touch his heartbeat through the buttons of his shirt.

She put her hand there, as if she wanted to use Mu Nianchen's chest to warm her hand, but in fact, it was not.

She put her hand on Mu Nianchen's heart, thinking that she wanted to see if Mu Nianchen would change a little when she said it in the past.

"Mu Nianchen, do you know how cold it is outside? You can't feel anything in the laboratory, but I'm outside, it's really the first time I've experienced what it is, it's cold to the bone. ”

Mu Nianchen grabbed Ruan Tian's hand that was not pressed on his heart, and was thrown away by Ruan Tian, "You obviously saw me that day, you obviously saw me, but you still went in and didn't say a word to me." ”

Ruan Tian felt uncomfortable and wanted to shed tears, her finger tapped the position of Mu Nianchen's heart, and continued: "At that time, even if you came out to see me and said to me, you go back, it was too cold, I might not be waiting there, and now that I think about it, I won't be so sad." ”

"But Mu Nianchen, I waited for you for two hours, and finally you came out because your business was done, when you saw me, if there was a mirror, you should know how ugly your face was, and how frightening it was. What did I do wrong then? I just liked you back then. ”

After Ruan Tian finished saying this, her tears had already fallen, Mu Nianchen was close to her cheek, and the tears on Ruan Tian's face also fell on his face.

Ruan Tian sobbed several times, but her words did not mean to stop, as if she wanted to tell all the grievances of that day at this moment: "I waited for you for two hours, and you didn't feel a little distressed when you saw me, maybe you still thought I was a little annoyed at that time, and when I was ridiculed by your classmates, you didn't show up, and I stood downstairs waiting for you...... I've been waiting for you for a long time, Mu Nianchen, you're still ...... You still haven't shown up. ”

"Mu Nianchen, you said you care about me, why don't I feel it at all?"

After Ruan Tian finished saying these words, she suddenly felt very tired, and this tiredness came from the bottom of her heart and spread to her limbs.

She could only shed tears, and she couldn't even say a word.

Mu Nianchen wiped her tears, Ruan Tian didn't hide, her eyes were full of tears, and Mu Nianchen couldn't wipe them off.

Mu Nianchen's eyes were close to Ruan Tian's, Ruan Tian closed his eyes, but he was still shedding tears.

In the laboratory, only Ruan Tian's cry could be heard quietly.

She couldn't see the emotions in Mu Nianchen's eyes at this time, and could only hear Mu Nianchen's voice being even more hoarse than Fang Cai: "I didn't expect you to be so stupid, I thought that after I entered the laboratory, you would leave." ”

Mu Nianchen's explanation simply made Ruan Tian even more angry, she took a deep breath, raised the hand that was placed in Mu Nianchen's heart, and put it back on her body, as if she touched any part of Mu Nianchen's body and felt dirty.

"I came out of the laboratory and saw you, I was very distressed, how could there be such a little fool, obviously I am not good to you at all, but you are waiting for me there. Obviously, my lips are purple from the cold, but they still have to smile at me to flatter. ”

Will Mu Nianchen feel sorry for her? Ruan Tian didn't believe it.

However, the depression in Mu Nianchen's voice, Ruan Tian could hear it, it didn't look like pretending: "I didn't talk to you, but went back to the laboratory, that's because I'm going to take off the clothes on my body, I want to put the clothes on for you to wear, and then drive you back to the dormitory." If I could, I would have wanted to pull you into my lab at that time, but, on that day, a group of us worked hard for two years of research and development, declared failure, and the whole lab was lifeless, I don't want you to go in and see my failure, I want you to see my success. ”

When Mu Nianchen said this, he was still wiping tears for Ruan Tian, he didn't use a handkerchief, but his hands, the soap used in the laboratory was lemon-flavored, and Mu Nianchen's fingers had the smell of lemon.

Ruan Tian wanted to hide, the place where she was held by Mu Nianchen was very narrow, there were cabinets on both sides, Ruan Tian hid, and just stuck to the wall, Mu Nianchen could still help her wipe it.

Mu Nianchen's action of wiping Ruan Tian's tears was very light, "I took off my clothes and took them to look for you, I walked to the door and heard the words of you and others." ”

Ruan Tian's crying stopped, the conversation she had with Mu Nianchen's classmate that day really couldn't be regarded as respectful, she didn't expect that Mu Nianchen heard it.

She liked Mu Nianchen very much in her heart at the beginning, and she was not like this at all.

The words she said that day were originally reckless, that was the self-esteem of a little girl, Ruan Tian would never tell Mu Nianchen, what she said at that time was false.

"Tianbao, do you remember what you said at the beginning?" As if he found that Ruan Tian's tears could not be wiped away, Mu Nianchen directly imprinted his lips on Ruan Tian's eyes, as if he wanted to swallow Ruan Tian's tears into his stomach.

Ruan Tian didn't speak, if she was allowed to go back to that time at this moment, Ruan Tian would still talk like that, she wouldn't go around like this, because she often thought like this, if she had abandoned Mu Nianchen early at that time, would there not have been all this later.

"Tianbao, I don't care about what you said in the past now, what I cared about at the time was just the ones you said casually, and you will put me down when you get tired of playing in the future. ”

Ruan Tian listened to Mu Nianchen say this, it should obviously be warm, at least, Mu Nianchen was still thinking about taking off his coat for her to wear.

Why Ruan Tian believed what Mu Nianchen said now was because it was the right number for Professor Yue to say.

When she heard Professor Yue say, she thought that she and Lin Shiya were confused by Professor Yue, but Ruan Tian thought about it again, she was much more beautiful than Lin Shiya at that time, and now too, Lin Shiya is not worthy of being confused with her.

At this moment, Ruan Tian's heart was more cool than warm, and she said to Mu Nianchen: "Mu Nianchen, look, did I say something wrong at the time? If I had done it then, do you think you would still be like this with me now? We have broken up a long time ago, we have been strangers for a long time, I will be very happy and happy now, even if I am single, I will not lose hope in love, and I will not let my family become what it is now, because with you, I have no father, no life I used to have, and you, who are saying this to me now, have not taken care of me once in the time I have been suffering. ”

Ruan Tian's voice was full of resentment: "Mu Nianchen, I should have said it more ruthlessly, so that when I went to you for a cheap time, you wouldn't agree and wouldn't reconcile with me again." ”

Ruan Tian's words have been pressed in her heart for more than three years, and now, she finally has the opportunity to say it, but Ruan Tian is not at all happy.

Her fingers found Mu Nianchen's wrist, and touched the watch on Mu Nianchen's wrist that the classmate said just now: "This watch, there are no millions of dollars that can't be taken down, just now my classmate said that the brand of this watch only had domestic customers three years ago, at that time, what am I doing, do you know? Not to mention millions, even if I take out a thousand yuan, I have to pay with my own hands, and even, sometimes it takes a lot of time, and I can't exchange these." ”

"I'm grateful for how life has taught me, but I won't thank you. Because of these, it's all because of you that I have to bear it!" Ruan Tian's words used a lot of strength, and her tone made her feel miserable.

Everything that used to be has always been rooted in Ruan Tian's heart, as long as she thinks about it, it is impossible for Ruan Tian to get along with Mu Nianchen calmly, "From three years ago to now, Mu Nianchen, the lives of the two of us have changed dramatically. If it weren't for your greed, all the suffering I suffered would never have happened. ”

Ruan Tian's words are heart-wrenching, and what they are punishing is the hearts of her and Mu Nianchen.

She remembered that in the past, her heart hurt, this time the pain was more serious than usual, her lower abdomen, also felt uncomfortable, the baby in the belly, as if sharing the same emotion with her. If she is happy, the baby will be happy, and if she is sad, the baby will be sad.

Ruan Tian suddenly didn't dare to be sad anymore, she tried her best to adjust her mood, so that her mood would not be like now, he was afraid that he was afraid of the baby in her belly, and she would be in danger because of her current mood.

Mu Nianchen hugged Ruan Tian tightly, Ruan Tian could feel that the temperature on Mu Nianchen's body was colder than hers, and the cold made Ruan Tian tremble.

Two people who were cold all over their bodies, in this already cold and windy winter night, warmed each other, "Tianbao, I gave you a card, and when you left, put it in your little bear." ”

The money in that card is enough for Ruan Tian and her father to live for many years, and Mu Nianchen is still allocating money into it every month.

Mu Nianchen was reluctant to help Ruan Mingze, at the beginning, he only had Ruan Tian in charge.

Ruan Tian never knew what Mu Nianchen put inside, the bear was lost when she moved to the old house.

That bear was made for her by her mother, and Ruan Tian didn't take away a lot of things, but the little bear was in her arms.

The bear was lost, of course Ruan Tian didn't know, Mu Nianchen was saying that these things were true or false.

Even if it is true, it does not mean that Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen was right at the beginning.

But Mu Nianchen suddenly said this now, so that Ruan Tian and Ruan Tian didn't know what to ...... What to do.

"Are you lying to me by saying such things because of the child in my womb? Ruan Tian touched her lower abdomen, and Mu Nianchen's breath sprinkled on her face.

Ruan Tian began to be afraid, compared to Mu Nianchen's personal letting her go, Ruan Tian would rather Mu Nianchen never take care of her, and not even the possibility of managing her.

Because of this, Ruan Tian can still have a reason not to have any soft-heartedness for Mu Nianchen.

If...... If there really is, Ruan Tian is very afraid that she will give so much sincerity again.

Ruan Tian now unilaterally announced in her heart that she didn't believe that with just Mu Nianchen's words or two, she was going to dismantle all the fortresses in her heart over the years, Ruan Tian was unwilling.

She couldn't do that either.

It's just that Ruan Tian is also discovering that because of what Mu Nianchen said, the dull emotion in her heart that made her tears slowly disappear.

Ruan Tian suddenly panicked.

She began to evade, "Mu Nianchen, don't talk about this, we should go to Grandma Jiang, she must have already prepared the meal, we can't delay it any longer." ”

Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, both of their voices are dumb, and it is impossible not to be discovered by others.

Ruan Tian didn't want to talk about it, Mu Nianchen wouldn't publicize what he had done, he was very self-aware, he had a bad record in Ruan Tian's heart, Ruan Tian couldn't believe it.

He didn't ask Ruan Tian where the bear was left by her in the end, since he reunited with Ruan Tian, Mu Nianchen slowly discovered that Ruan Tian didn't know everything he did at that time.

He kissed Ruan Tian and the corners of his wet eyes, but he didn't let go of Ruan Tian's strength but didn't let go a little, he said to Ruan Tian: "Slow down." ”

Ruan Tian didn't disagree, she herself knew that she couldn't see anyone at all in her current state, and going at this time would only make Grandma Jiang and Liang Lao worried.

In the past, the topic was picked up by Ruan Tian herself, but now she inevitably has some clues, she began to have nothing to say, and wanted to cross this topic, she said to Mu Nianchen: "Then when I was standing downstairs in your laboratory, where were you?"

Since Mu Nianchen was ready to undress her, Ruan Tian wanted to know what Mu Nianchen did after she left, and she guessed that Mu Nianchen must have taken her clothes back to the laboratory.

Mu Nianchen put Ruan Tian off the shawl and re-put it in order, and suddenly left Mu Nianchen's arms, Ruan Tian felt even colder.

She unconsciously stretched out her fingers to pull Mu Nianchen's clothes, Ruan Tian couldn't see anything in front of her, so she naturally didn't know where she was dragging it.

Mu Nianchen followed her hand and slowly hugged her into his arms, Ruan Tian sighed, as if he was embarrassed by what he had just done.

Actually, Ruan Tian didn't really forgive Mu Nianchen, her head was chaotic, she didn't want to think about how much truth there was in what Mu Nianchen just said.

"When you're standing outside the lab door...... I'm looking at you. Mu Nianchen was holding a coat at the time, he didn't wear much in winter, there was only a single layer of gray sweater inside, although he was a little better than Ruan Tian, standing in the laboratory, but the little clothes he was wearing, the temperature he felt was not much different from Ruan Tian.

It's all the same cold, Ruan Tian's heart was cold at that time, and Mu Nianchen's heart was also cold.

The two stunned young people who fell in love for the first time, no one refused to take another step forward.

If Ruan Tian could turn back at that time......

If Mu Nianchen could push open the door and stand in front of Ruan Tian......

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.

Besides, between Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, even if there is a if in this matter, many other things cannot be erased.

The emotions in Ruan Tian's heart were indescribable, but she felt warmth, and the warmth was the stupid self at the beginning.

She lowered her head and put her chin on Mu Nianchen's shoulder, and she said to Mu Nianchen in a very soft voice: "Thank you for telling me this." ”

From Ruan Tian's current point of view, she will never say thank you to Mu Nianchen in her life, but Ruan Tian at this moment represents the self who waited for Mu Nianchen outside the laboratory for two hours in the past.

Thank you Mu Nianchen, let her know that in the youth she always thought was very dark, there was also a little bit of brightness.

Mu Nianchen didn't answer Ruan Tian's words, he picked Ruan Tian up and walked to the window of the laboratory.

Mu Nianchen's laboratory when he was in school was on the top floor of the entire teaching building, and Mu Nianchen opened the blinds, and there was a bright moon outside the window.

Ruan Tian's gaze seemed to be attracted by the moon, but she was actually avoiding Mu Nianchen's gaze.

Her ears were warm and numb, and all she listened to was the words that came out of Mu Nianchen's mouth: "When I encountered problems in the experiment, when I was successful in the experiment, all I thought about was you." ”

Mu Nianchen let Ruan Tian's gaze look at him, his lips were close to Ruan Tian's, before kissing down, Mu Nianchen said: "I want to kiss you like this, like in a dream, into your ......"

Mu Nianchen's eyes were too ...... Ruan Tian was a little scared, she never thought that Mu Nianchen, who was with her at the beginning and rarely even had a smiling face, would ...... There will be such thoughts.

She couldn't stay here with Mu Nianchen anymore, Ruan Tian was afraid that if she stayed any longer, they wouldn't be able to go out for an hour.

She patted Mu Nianchen on the back and reminded him of the time.

Ruan Tian is pregnant, and Mu Nianchen certainly wouldn't have anything to do with her when her mood swings are so great.

He felt Ruan Tian's shyness, pressed Ruan Tian and kissed her for a while, and then took Ruan Tian out.

Ruan Tian didn't let Mu Nianchen hold her anymore, and she didn't walk without legs......

In fact, Ruan Tian is still a little embarrassed between her and Mu Nianchen now, after Mu Nianchen told her what happened, Ruan Tian always felt that something was different.

Before Ruan Tian went back to Grandma Jiang, she went to Liang Lao's office with Mu Nianchen, because Mu Nianchen reminded Ruan Tian, who had been going to eat quickly, that the light in Liang Lao's office was still on.

Liang Lao has always been thrifty, even if it is something in the school, he will not waste it, and now the lights in the office are still on, there is only one possibility, that is, Liang Lao has not returned home.

Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen went up again, Liang Lao was still writing something, and when he saw Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, he asked them to wait for two more minutes, and after writing another piece of paper, he put down the pen.

On the way back, Liang Lao and Mu Nianchen were still discussing cooperation, Ruan Tian was held by Mu Nianchen, and followed them alongside, there was a kind of trance that I didn't know who was Liang Lao and Mu Nianchen.

When they went back, Grandma Jiang was just finishing the last dish, she glanced at the time of the clock on the wall, and said to Ruan Tian and them: "Half an hour is neither morning nor late, you really have a sense of time." ”

Grandma Jiang laughed and teased, and Ruan Tian lowered her head in shame.

Liang Lao's cake was prepared by Mu Nianchen, and the famous pastry master in Nancheng was invited, and that kind of taste belonged to the taste of the old Nancheng people when they were young, and it was also a witness when Liang Lao and Grandma Jiang got married.

In the days when Grandma Jiang first entered the hospital, Mu Nianchen went to see her, and Grandma Jiang and Mu Nianchen chatted about some past events.

She mentioned this one. The master of this family has long passed away, and the young people don't like to do this, and have a bigger business to do.

Many of the things they ate when they were young are no longer available.

Mu Nianchen instructed the special assistant to do it at that time, and after looking for two days, he found the recipe for the family's cake.

Mu Nianchen was very attentive, and when Grandma Jiang praised Mu Nianchen, the corners of Ruan Tian's mouth unconsciously curved.

When Mu Nianchen held the gift he had prepared with both hands and presented it to Liang Lao, Ruan Tian's mouth couldn't close.

When he was at home, Mu Nianchen took out the box, and Ruan Tian guessed that it should be something like calligraphy and painting.

She guessed what was inside, but she didn't guess how much it was worth.

Some time ago, many media reported that at the auction of cultural relics in HK, a mysterious figure in China auctioned the only authentic work of a Su poet who had been in exile for more than a hundred years, so that the cultural relics returned to the motherland.

Ruan Tian was happy for a long time after watching the news at that time, although the media did not reveal who took back the calligraphy and painting that sold for 400 million Hong Kong dollars, but it was enough to make everyone who valued cultural relics happy and happy.

Ruan Tian never thought that this matter would be done by Mu Nianchen.

Liang Lao naturally wouldn't accept such a valuable thing, and finally decided to put this calligraphy and painting in the Qingxi Exhibition Hall.

……

Elder Liang and Grandma Jiang's schedules were very regular, and they didn't stay there for too long.

On the way back, Mu Nianchen drank wine with Liang Lao, and after being intimate with Ruan Tian for a while, he closed his eyes.

Ruan Tian silently moved away from him.

The distance between Nanda and Lishan is a bit far, Ruan Tian doesn't want to sleep, she took out her mobile phone and looked at social software, and in the news headlines, all the discussions were the news that xx Xiaoxian was arrested for taking drugs.

Ruan Tian was not interested in these news, but she saw Dr. Chu's face in the photo of the scene where Xiao Xianrou was arrested?