Chapter 105: I'll Give You My Life
Ruan Tian couldn't see the outside from his angle, and naturally he didn't see Dr. Chu's ugly face.
She only heard the sound of the door being pushed, followed by Dr. Chu's voice.
When Ruan Tian was doing an examination, her clothes were lifted a little, and when she heard the voice, Ruan Tian subconsciously pulled her clothes down, Doctor Chu was not the doctor in charge of her, Ruan Tian couldn't do this in front of him.
After Ruan Tian finished this action, she felt that it was inappropriate, she guarded against Dr. Chu, it was too undeserved.
But she's already done it.
Dr. Chu turned his back and gave Ruan Tian a pack of tissues.
Ruan Tian's eyes fell on his clothes, and he didn't dare to look up at him.
The atmosphere was a little awkward, Ruan Tian wiped her clothes clean, and she went out loud to call Doctor Chu: "Doctor Chu, what's wrong with me?"
Dr. Chu coughed, Ruan Tian looked up, and found that Dr. Chu's ears were a little red.
She didn't think much about it, Doctor Chu slowly turned her head, and Ruan Tian had already sat up.
Doctor Chu wanted to put shoes on Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian dodged for a while, she smiled a little embarrassed and said to Doctor Chu, "I'll come by myself." ”
It's not that Ruan Tian and Dr. Chu met, in fact, except for Mu Nianchen, after Ruan Tian grew up, no one did this for her, she and Mu Nianchen...... Although Ruan Tian didn't want to admit it, Mu Nianchen was the only man she had been intimate with for so many years.
What Mu Nianchen did to her, Ruan Tian was used to.
Dr. Chu is different from Mu Nianchen. Ruan Tian can't accept such care with peace of mind.
No matter how good a friend is, as long as it is between men and women. There should be a distance.
Dr. Chu put down her shoes, and Ruan Tian put them on herself, she was wearing a long sweater, and when she bent over, her lower abdomen was still flat.
Dr. Chu took the checklist automatically generated by the machine and said to Ruan Tian, "You still need to go with me to have a blood draw to determine what the cause is." ”
In fact, Dr. Chu could already be sure, but at this moment, he didn't want to tell Ruan Tian the news.
"So serious?" Ruan Tian was a little panicked, she was afraid that she had cancer, otherwise why would Dr. Chu stop talking in front of her?
Doctor Chu shook his head, pushed open the door of the examination room, and waited outside the door for Ruan Tian to follow, "There is no big problem, it just needs to be confirmed." The process is like this, and I can't fail to follow it. ”
Actually, where is the process?
Ruan Tian didn't even register when she checked, and the process had already been disrupted.
But she couldn't think of that now.
In the past, Ruan Tian used to draw blood as long as he pricked a needle on the back of his hand, but this time, he drew blood from the inside of his elbow, which was more painful than usual.
It took twenty minutes to wait for the results, Dr. Chu took Ruan Tian back to the office, he had no shift in the afternoon, it should have been the time to take a vacation, and he did an extra operation, not only did he not pay overtime, but he was also entangled by the patient's family until now.
In Dr. Chu's office, shards of glass and fallen chairs have not been cleared.
Ruan Tian wanted to clean up for Dr. Chu by hand, she used to do these jobs often, and the speed of cleaning up would be very fast.
Dr. Chu didn't let her move.
He asked Ruan Tian to sit in the seat where Ruan Tian was sitting when he came in behind the police.
Ruan Tian sat down with her bag in her arms and watched Dr. Chu clean up.
She opened the bag. After Dr. Chu cleaned the office, Ruan Tian handed over the small packet of decoction to Dr. Chu, "This is the medicine I have been drinking a lot lately, and I almost drink a bowl every day." I think there may be a little problem with this medicine, Dr. Chu, can you help me see what this medicine is? ”
Chu Mo didn't work in the afternoon, and there would be no more patients, so naturally there was no insufficient time.
He took the medicine to the testing room, Ruan Tian stayed in his office alone, and after waiting for almost fifteen minutes, Dr. Chu came in with two lists.
He sat down at the desk, lowered his head, and looked at the list carefully, Ruan Tian couldn't understand the content on the two lists, but Ruan Tian could see that Dr. Chu's face was not very good.
Ruan Tian grabbed her bag nervously, and in her heart, her first reaction was that there was something wrong with this medicine, and all the reasons why she was uncomfortable were because of this medicine.
Ruan Tian felt that Mu Nianchen was going to poison her slowly.
Doctor Chu lifted his head from the checklist, his eyes making Ruan Tian a little suspicious.
Ruan Tian and Doctor Chu said, "Doctor Chu, if you have any problems, just say it, what do I ...... can afford to live. ”
Chu Mo agreed with Ruan Tian's words in his heart, in the years when Ruan Mingze was hospitalized, it was Ruan Tian who shouldered the burden of life alone, Chu Mo had never seen a girl like Ruan Tian.
is obviously soft and weak, but his character is very tough. The things that happened to her, if it were another person, she might have been knocked down a long time ago, but Ruan Tian survived.
Doctor Chu looked at the ring on Ruan Tian's hand and asked Ruan Tian, "You and Mu Nianchen are getting married?"
Ruan Tian touched the ring and didn't admit it, she said to Doctor Chu: "He and I have no plans to get married. ”
Ruan Tian didn't understand why Dr. Chu wanted to mention Mu Nianchen's name in his current state.
Doctor Chu sent the list of examinations to Ruan Tian, pointed to the words on it and said to her, "You may also have to ask Mu Nianchen to take a look at this list." ”
Ruan Tian pinched the strap of his backpack and asked Doctor Chu puzzledly, "What does it have to do with him?"
Dr. Chu pointed to the final results on the checklist and said to Ruan Tian, "It's been ten weeks pregnant, Xiao Tian, you're pregnant." ”
Ruan Tian didn't believe it, she explained to Dr. Chu: "I just went to a hospital a month ago to check, except for the blood they didn't give me, all the other things that were just checked for me, the result at that time was that I was not pregnant, and now, less than a month has passed, how can it be ......"
Ruan Tian's words were not finished, because she thought of her aunt's anxiety when she ate crabs yesterday, and Mu Nianchen's connivance, as well as the episode with Liu Qinglan when she was just checked out of the hospital that day.
At that time, Mu Nianchen's bodyguards were present, Ruan Tian went back that day, Mu Nianchen's appearance did not change from usual, and even better than usual, Ruan Tian felt very abnormal at that time, but she didn't think about other places, and now, all Mu Nianchen's abnormalities have been explained.
Dr. Chu told Ruan Tian the test results of that decoction, "The ingredients in this are some traditional Chinese medicine for fetal protection, which is very good for you." ”
Doctor Chu's words made Ruan Tian even more sure that Mu Nianchen knew the news that she was pregnant at the beginning.
Even, he lied to her with the doctor at that hospital.
There are also aunts and Lu Wei, it seems that they have long known that she is the only one, and she is the only one, and she is kept in the dark.
Ruan Tian didn't know who she could trust.
She was struck by lightning, and her hands unconsciously put on her lower abdomen, here...... She already has a baby, and she can't have a baby......
She was silent for a long time, keeping her head down, and Chu Mo didn't bother her.
When Ruan Tian spoke again, it seemed as if a long time had passed, "Prescribe me fetal pills." I'm going to ......"
The rest of the words, Ruan Tian didn't say, this child, who is also a part of herself, has been with her for more than two months, although she has only now discovered its existence.
Ruan Tian couldn't say those two words in person, but the meaning of what she mentioned earlier was very clear.
Dr. Chu will not be uninformed.
The reason why Ruan Tian knew that she could take medicine to get rid of it when she was pregnant was because she saw a woman accidentally pregnant when she was in the club, she didn't even know who the child's father was, and she couldn't use the child in her belly to threaten her father's bargaining chips, and she was unwilling to give up the opportunity to make money at night, so she made a quick decision, and after taking medicine for about two days, she gave the child to ......
Ruan Tian didn't want to remember anymore, her eyes were full of pleading to look at Doctor Chu, hoping that Doctor Chu could prescribe medicine for her.
As long as there is medicine, the baby can go.
Dr. Chu looked back at Ruan Tian with a very complicated gaze, and he told Ruan Tian: "Medical abortion is only suitable for short-term reactions of pregnancy. Your pregnancy reaction has been 10 weeks past and you can't take medication. Now if you want to get rid of the child, you have to do surgery. ”
Ruan Tian touched her lower abdomen, gritted her teeth, and said to Doctor Chu: Then I will have surgery!" Ruan Tian's words were firm, the baby in her belly, she couldn't stay.
Doctor Chu asked Ruan Tian to think about it: "Xiao Tian, although I shouldn't say this, I still have to tell you that you should discuss it with Mu Nianchen and see what he means." ”
Ruan Tian's eyes were sour, but she still didn't look up. The afternoon sun spilled into the ward through the window, but it didn't make Ruan Tian feel a little warmth, and her voice was even hoarser than that of the patient: "Doctor Chu, what Mu Nianchen forced me to look like in those years, you saw it with your own eyes." I didn't have any feelings for him for a long time. I hate him and will always hate him. ”
"I'm not going to give him a baby. Mu Nianchen, he is not worthy. When Ruan Tian said these words, her hands never left her own lower abdomen, and she was in her heart, talking to the baby, "Little baby, I'm sorry." Next time, don't come to Mommy's belly. Mom can't ask for you, Mom will pray for you. ”
Ruan Tian's current appearance is too pitiful, Chu Mo gritted his teeth, and replied to Ying Ruan Tian: "Give me your ID card, there is a certain risk in abortion surgery, and you must register, otherwise the medicine will not be taken out, and the hospital will not let you enter the operating room." ”
Dr. Chu said it very seriously, but Ruan Tian didn't care at all, no matter what, she couldn't keep this child.
Ruan Tian took the ID card from her backpack to Dr. Chu, and she asked Dr. Chu, "Do I need to register myself?"
Doctor Chu stood up and said to Ruan Tian, "I'll do it for you." ”
Ruan Tian didn't be polite to Doctor Chu at this time, and now let her stand up, she can't stand up at all, her strength seems to be all in her hand now, and she can feel the warmth of her lower abdomen.
Ruan Tian watched Doctor Chu leave her side, watched Doctor Chu open the door, and watched Doctor Chu fall back.
Ruan Tian didn't know what was going on at first, her eyes were blocked by Dr. Chu's back.
Until, Mu Nianchen stood in front of her.
The look on Mu Nianchen's face was furious.
Ruan Tian had only been away from Lishan for two hours, and he was able to find this place, which did not appear when she was examined, but when she was asked to have surgery, he appeared in front of his eyes.
Ruan Tian's eyes were full of hatred, and she said to Mu Nianchen with a distorted smile: "Mu Nianchen, congratulations, you are going to be a father." ”
"But ......" Ruan Tian continued to laugh and said, "You will never meet him again in your life." I'm going to kill it! I'm not going to leave this debt!"
Ruan Tian kept telling the baby in her belly in her heart, "What Mom said is false, don't listen, baby." ”
Mu Nianchen's eyes were red, and Ruan Tian noticed it.
She actually rose up with a perverted pleasure.
Seeing such tension between Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen, Doctor Chu stood in front of Ruan Tian and prevented Mu Nianchen from approaching Ruan Tian.
Such behavior, in the eyes of Mu Nianchen, who was furious, was tantamount to adding fuel to the fire.
Mu Nianchen saw Ruan Tian's ID card in Dr. Chu's hand from the beginning, and of course he could guess what Chu Mo was going to do just now. If he had come a little later, the child would have been a mess of blood.
Mu Nianchen's movements were fast and ruthless, and when he took Ruan Tian's ID card from Chu Mo's hand to his hand, there was a crisp sound of bones in the office.
Then, two bodyguards entered and controlled Dr. Chu.
Dr. Chu's mouth was covered, and his voice could not be heard.
Ruan Tian looked at Dr. Chu's appearance, and her angry heart began to feel uncomfortable.
At the same time as the bodyguard stepped in, Ruan Tian stood up, Mu Nianchen lowered her head in line with her height, Ruan Tian didn't think about it, and pulled Mu Nianchen's tie with a force that could strangle people to death, her eyes were redder than Mu Nianchen's, "Mu Nianchen, do you know that Doctor Chu's hand is the hand holding the scalpel?"
Mu Nianchen didn't even look at Chu Mo, he hugged Ruan Tian tightly in his arms, so that Ruan Tian didn't have any room to struggle, he used this posture to say the words: "Tianbao, this is our child, leave him, we will be together." ”
Ruan Tian's eyes stared at the already injured Doctor Chu with distressed eyes, and she only said three words in response to Mu Nianchen's words: "You are dreaming!"
Ruan Tian said firmly, no one can change her decision.
Mu Nianchen turned Ruan Tian's face back with his hand forcefully, and Ruan Tian's eyes were completely different from when he looked at Chu Mo.
All that was left for Mu Nianchen was hatred.
Mu Nianchen didn't want to see Ruan Tian's gaze like this, he blocked Ruan Tian's eyes, and said to Ruan Tian in Ruan Tian's ear: "Exchange Chu Mo's two hands." Tianbao, I will only give you ten minutes to consider with two hands, five minutes with one hand, and after five minutes, if you don't give me an answer, I will pick off one of his tendons. If your answer dissatisfies me, his hand will not be able to be saved. ”
Ruan Tian was about to vomit blood, and her ears were filled with the painful hum of Dr. Chu's beating.
She raised her foot to kick Mu Nianchen, the shoes on her feet were made of hard material, and her body hurt very much.
Ruan Tian kicked Mu Nianchen's calf bone.
Mu Nianchen still maintained the posture of hugging Ruan Tian tightly and did not let go at all.
Ruan Tian's throat gushed with blood, she opened her mouth, "wow", and spat out a mouthful of blood.
But even if this is already the case, Mu Nianchen still shows no signs of loosening.
He took out a handkerchief and wiped Ruan Tian's blood, he wiped it very slowly, "Tianbao, if you are like this, I will feel distressed." ”
Ruan Tian has been anemic for a long time, and now she is extremely angry, and there is chaos in front of her.
Mu Nianchen reminded her in her ear: "There are two minutes left." ”
Ruan Tian pressed her heart, she closed her eyes and slowly opened her mouth: "I promise you." ”
Although Ruan Tian said this, there was no loosening in her heart, she just wanted Mu Nianchen to leave quickly, so that Dr. Chu could be relieved.
Mu Nianchen kissed Ruan Tian's cheek and said appreciatively: "Tianbao is really good." ”
At this moment, Mu Nianchen seemed to have fangs in Ruan Tian's eyes, which was even more terrifying than the evil ghost.
In his ears, there was finally no sound of Dr. Chu being beaten, and when Ruan Tian was taken out of Dr. Chu's office by Mu Nianchen, his eyes were full of Dr. Chu.
Just now, the wound she had treated for Dr. Chu began to bleed again.
Ruan Tian was in Mu Nianchen's arms, bleeding and tearful, and pointed to the same position on the back of his head.
Her mouth moved, without making a sound, and she told Dr. Chu with her mouth shape: "You must take the medicine well." ”
Ruan Tian didn't say sorry anymore, she touched her lower abdomen, thinking in her heart that one day, she would make Mu Nianchen cry.
She knew that day would not be far away.
What Mu Nianchen brought back Ruan Tian was the "new house" that Ruan Tian had personally participated in the decoration. ”
This house was their original home.
It is also the darkest place that once made Ruan Tian feel.
Since separating from Mu Nianchen, every time Ruan Tian came here, the humiliation in his heart would increase many times.
If it were the past, Ruan Tian would definitely be with Mu Nianchen, I wouldn't go up. But this time, Ruan Tian didn't say it.
If she can spit out a word to Mu Nianchen now, it will be a curse to him.
Mu Nianchen opened the door of the room near the master bedroom.
It's full of children's toys.
"Tianbao, do you remember this room?" Mu Nianchen asked Ruan Tian by pointing to the furnishings in the room.
Of course, Ruan Tian remembered that she once wanted to make this place a baby room, and wanted to put a lot of toys, and in the future, when she and Mu Nianchen had a baby, she would make this a baby room.
But in the days when she and Mu Nianchen moved into this "new house" and then Mu Nianchen caused her to suffer a lot, there was nothing in this room.
Because at that time, Mu Nianchen didn't like her thoughts.
Moreover, Mu Nianchen didn't even touch her.
Now, the room is full of toys for the little ones, two for the cribs, and the toys are also different from boys and girls.
Mu Nianchen took Ruan Tian's hand and touched these things.
The room was very hot, but Ruan Tian didn't sweat at all, and in her hand was the baby's pillow, a small one, not much bigger than her hand.
Touching the softness, Mu Nianchen spoke in a low voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing the atmosphere at this time, "There will be a child between me and you, he is a boy, or a girl." When he is born, he will cry, he will laugh, he will babble, he will call you mom, he will call me dad. It will be our baby. ”
Mu Nianchen's hand was placed on Ruan Tian's lower abdomen,
Ruan Tian was only wearing a sweater, Mu Nianchen stuck it on Ruan Tian's lower abdomen, listened to the heartbeat that was not there at all, and said to Ruan Tian: "I will always be with you, Tianbao." We go to give our children a home, a home that will never be separated. ”
Ruan Tian smiled. She threw away the small pillow in her hand, and then retreated regardless of it, tilted her head, and said to Mu Nianchen, who stood up to pull her back into her arms: "Mu Nianchen, when I first lived here, I should have bought a video camera to let you see how disgusting your comparison has been over the years." You didn't love me three years ago, I wanted to give you a home, I wanted to give you a child. You don't want it then. You won't even touch me. ”
"Now you tell me that you want to have a child? With your current status, as long as you want to have children, you can find a woman outside to have as many children as you want. You don't need to give money to have a group of women who can give you a baby, why do you have to pester me?"
Ruan Tian said in the end, the voice was already small, and it couldn't be smaller.
Her heart hurts, it never hurts.
"Because I love you. Mu Nianchen's eyes were even redder than Ruan Tian's, and Ruan Tian could see that something was flickering in Mu Nianchen's eyes.
Ruan Tian smiled again, she took a step forward and approached Mu Nianchen, "Mu Nianchen." You say you love me now, where were you three years ago?"
Mu Nianchen went to wipe the tears that fell from Ruan Tian's eyes, and he said to Ruan Tian: "I was wrong." ”
What was wrong? Ruan Tian didn't know.
"I envy you. Ruan Tian dodged Mu Nianchen's hand and wiped his eyes twice with his sleeve, "Forcing people to be able to die 10,000 times, and finally my conscience found out, and I was wrong, I'm sorry." I just want to be forgiven. ”
"Mu Nianchen, you are the most disgusting like this!" Ruan Tian exhausted his strength.
She was teetering and about to fall.
Mu Nianchen's ears hurt, his head hurts, and what hurts even more is the heart beating in his chest.
"If I had shown a little interest in you at the beginning, you might have ......" Mu Nianchen wanted to tell Ruan Tian something, but he opened his mouth and wanted to talk about the past.
Ruan Tian couldn't listen to him say that in the past, even if it was a flood beast behind Mu Nianchen at the beginning, it didn't mean that the things he had done would be forgiven because of this.
She clenched her hand into a fist and smashed it into her lower abdomen.
"I don't want him! I won't want him!" Ruan Tian only smashed twice, and her hand was held by Mu Nianchen.
Mu Nianchen put Ruan Tian's hand on his heart, "Give me another knife, give me as many knives as you want." Tianbao, I'll give you my life, okay?"
"Give me your life, what can I make up for?" Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen with hatred, looked directly into his eyes, and said the sentence he wanted to say the most: "Your life is so dirty, I take it, it is a stain on myself." ”
Ruan Tian wanted to push Mu Nianchen, but where did she get the strength to push Mu Nianchen away?
Ruan Tian could only smash Mu Nianchen's heart, she showed no mercy at all, what kind of force was the fist on her lower abdomen, and it was the same when she hit Mu Nianchen.