Zhu Shanxian, Tan Hanchuan, and Zhuang Mengzhou also spoke to welcome Xian Hao's return, Ding Qi quietly followed a welcome word in the group, and then sent a private chat to Xian Hao as soon as possible, and found that he was really deleted from the friend list by the other party, and quickly re-applied, and passed it after a few seconds.

Tintzy: "Are you alright?"

Xian Hao: "The big things have been dealt with, and there is no future trouble." ”

Tincey: "When will you be back?"

Xian Hao: "There are some other small things to deal with, probably the National Day Golden Week." ”

Dingzi: "Come back soon, I miss you." ”

Xian Hao: "Where do you think I am?"

Ding Qi was stunned when he saw this news, this is not Xian Hao's language style, it is a bit flirtatious, of course the relationship between him and Xian Hao is very close, but Xian Hao belongs to the kind of temperament that is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, his expression always looks faint, and he has never taken the initiative to flirt with Ding Qi.

Could it be that time and distance have sublimated feelings and feelings, and Xian Hao is also thinking about him? Ding Qi was thinking about how to reply, but the other party instantly withdrew the message, and then sent another sentence: "What do you think of me?"

Ding Qi smiled and replied, "I want to do everything." ”

Xian Hao didn't answer this stubble, and then said: "For such a long time, I'm afraid that Teacher Ding has forgotten me, and he may not know me when he meets again." ”

Is this coquettish? Ding Qi replied: "It's only been a long time, but it's only two months." ”

Xian Hao then asked, "Then you think the time is very short?"

Ding Qi: "No, no, no, it feels like a year." ”

Xian Hao: "If you count it like this, it's sixty years, and it's not long?"

Ding Qi: "It's not sixty years, it's fifty-three years to be exact, but it feels like just now, it's the first time I saw you." ”

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is very skilled, has he soaked in a lot of little girls?"

Ding Qi: "How can you say this, you still don't know about my situation! You investigated it in the first place, right?"

Xian Hao: "I've heard that in less than two months, you first went to the place called Da Chi Mountain to find a beautiful woman. That's not all, another female disciple who is like a flower and jade has been accepted. If in a few days, will even the police flowers be soaked? If Mr. Ding is not an old driver, who will believe it?"

Ding Qi: "I believe it, and you believe it too!"

This style of painting is a bit wrong, is Xian Hao angry or jealous? After thinking about it, Ding Qi thought that he had not done anything to make Xian Hao angry, and it would be normal to be jealous. Women, Ding Qi has seen a lot, of course, this is not what the old driver meant, it means that he has seen a lot in the process of psychological counseling and psychotherapy.

Who is chewing the root of his tongue behind his back? Recently, Xian Hao actually knew all about this matter!

Xian Hao's words are a bit of a fault meaning, usually a person looking for your fault like this, subconsciously may be to attract your attention, or declare a certain sense of existence. But this language style is not like the Xian Hao that Ding Qi knew. According to this style, Ding Qi has already subconsciously deduced what she will take in the next sentence.

As expected, the other party came: "I can't believe it." ”

"I really miss you!" Ding Qi didn't continue to dwell on this kind of non-nutritious question and answer, and directly sent a voice, almost not singing the lyrics, "Where are you now? I want to see you, let's have a video if it's convenient." ”

Ding Qi sent out a video invitation, but the other party didn't get through after a long time, and he couldn't help but be a little disappointed and a little puzzled at the same time. Ding Qi now doubts whether the other party is Xian Hao himself, if not, how can the other party use Xian Hao's WeChat account, and Zhu Shanxian They have no doubts?

Xian Hao didn't refuse the invitation, but he didn't get through, waiting for him to hang up naturally. After a while, just as Ding Qi's doubts were getting thicker and thicker, Xian Hao suddenly sent another photo. Obviously, it was a selfie just taken, and she shouldn't have retouched it with her beauty, and she didn't need to retouch it.

I saw Xian Hao standing in front of the window, wearing a light-colored silk pajamas, his hair curled up on his right shoulder, and a full moon in the distance outside the window. Ding Qi is worthy of assisting the tutor in contacting the forensic work of the public security department, and also received Zhuang Mengzhou's spiritual rhinoceros guidance on the street scene, and immediately downloaded and enlarged this photo, and concluded that it was indeed just taken tonight.

The shooting location should be in the living room of a hotel suite, and the hotel is quite high-grade. Although there are no hotel items in the photo, based on the faint reflection on the glass, Ding Qi can still tell what kind of room it is, including the general layout and furnishings.

The floor of this room is not low, almost about twenty floors. This conclusion may not be accurate, but it is judged by the contrast of the background outside the window. Xian Hao's city is very close to here, and Ding Qi put the photo on the maximum, distinguishing the neon signs and signs on the roof of the building in the distance outside the window, and found that she was in Nanjing.

There is no trace of PS in the photo, there is a full moon outside the window, and Ding Qi actually saw a hanging bell on a building in the distance, and the time can be right, just now. There is not much information that can be reflected in static photos, her expression, posture, appearance and even the temperament revealed, of course, is Xian Hao.

Ding Qi left a message: "Are you in Nanjing? It's only half an hour's drive by high-speed train, why don't you come back, why bother staying in a hotel?"

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is so powerful, you can see it at a glance." Has the building been renovated?"

Xian Hao always called him Mr. Ding, which made Ding Qi a little uncomfortable, and suddenly asked about the decoration, obviously he didn't want to answer the topic. Ding Qi replied: "I haven't installed it yet, wait for you to come back and discuss it together." ”

Xian Hao: "Okay, you wait, I'll come over on National Day." It's getting late today, so let's have a good rest and see you in a few days!"

Xian Hao took the initiative to end the chat and let Ding Qi have a good rest, but how could Ding Qi sleep, looking at the bright moon outside the window, his heart was full of distracting thoughts. Ding Qi didn't want to ask Xian Hao what he had experienced during this time, how could there be an indescribable change in his feelings?

Xian Hao was chased and killed by some enemy, did she get rid of the other party, and killed a few people this time? These words could not be said or asked, and Ding Qi knew very well when to control his curiosity. Once something is said, if something goes wrong in the future, it may become some kind of evidence.

People don't tell themselves that they don't have distracting thoughts and can have no distracting thoughts, but fortunately, Ding Qi is very good at self-regulation, and when he realizes that his thoughts are chaotic, he simply does not sleep, but sits firmly in bed. Ding Qi is not a monk in the traditional sense, and the secret methods he created are only for the purpose of discovering the unknown world, and the contact with the secret techniques of other disciplines only serves as a confirmation and reference.

He usually doesn't meditate in the middle of the night, sleeps normally, and sits in the early morning, feeling the state of empathy with heaven and earth, and practicing kung fu at the same time, which is also the nourishment and nourishment of the spirit that Zhu Shan said, or the cultivation of the spirit and the refining furnace that Tan Hanchuan said. There are no certain rules for the secret method outside the square, and in essence it is just a direct cultivation of the mind.

In the past month or so, because of the need to practice pile boxing and stick techniques, Ding Qi has not sat down in the morning, his time and energy are limited, he usually has to go to work every day, and he has to be busy with Tu Zhi and Wei Fanting on weekends. But unconsciously, his cultivation of the secret method outside the square has improved again. I must sit today, collect my mind and let go of distractions, and soon sink into an unprecedented state.

It was no longer a sympathy with heaven and earth, but as if it was a kind of forgetting, forgetting everything in the outside world, forgetting that he was still breathing, and even gradually ceasing to think about his own existence, as if it was a pure and pure state of consciousness, and then he hallucinated. It's not a state of sleep, if it's in sleep, it's a dream, and in sitting it's a fantasy.

What is an illusion? It is a subjective perception without an objective stimulus. What's the difference between it and illusion? It's the presence or absence of a stimulus. For example, a hunter sees a woodcutter in the grass as a wild boar, which is an illusion, and the illusion also has psychological reasons, which leads to the misjudgment of the source of the objective stimulus. But hallucinations are different, they arise out of thin air.

When Ding Qi was an undergraduate, he memorized these contents and took them in the exam. Sometimes it is difficult to convince a person who is hallucinating that what he sees and hears does not exist, because the other person really hears and sees. For example, someone stubbornly claims that he can hear God's voice all the time.

In such cases, either God is really idle, or there is something wrong with his senses. Sometimes hallucinations don't indicate a psychotic disorder, but most of the time, hallucinations are associated with a psychotic disorder. If you want to distinguish the illusion, you must rely on the experiencer's own rational judgment, because no one else can experience it for him.

Tintze heard a gunshot...... Xian Hao fell into his arms, and the person who shot was Ye Xing outside the door. She put the knife in Ding Qi's hand and said, "Yin E's immortality, I will come back." When you see me again, don't forget to give me back this knife......" Then Ding Qi was stunned by Tan Hanchuan's palm.

In the scene presented by the illusion, Tintze is supposed to be unconscious, but he can still see and hear, and his consciousness remains awake in a bizarre, incomprehensible way, as if it were everywhere.

Zhu Shan asked in a low voice, "Senior Sister Xian, what else do you have to say?"

Xian Hao: "Fan Yang once said that I have a secret, which is true. I'm not alone, I also have a twin sister, the name Xian Hao, she also used it. I've gotten rid of a lot of enemies, and many times she's covering my identity, and others don't know that we're actually two people, and the target is her, and it's me who does it......

She's always wanted to cover me, and I've always wanted to protect her, and I don't want her to continue to be involved in this kind of thing, it's a terrible experience, and she deserves a better life. I can't continue to protect her, I want to entrust her to you, I hope that Ding Qi can take care of and protect her, and Ding Qi will not be too sad. ”

Zhu Shanxian: "Teacher Ding is stronger than you think. ”

Xian Hao: "He shouldn't go through this anymore, she shouldn't be adrift like that anymore." Mr. Chong...... Mr. Zhuang said that if I refuse to go, the knife ...... That knife is me...... Let Tintzy give it to her. Even if he finally knew, he would understand what I meant. ”

The illusion of sitting in meditation seems to be without active conscious participation, and is closer to a state of self-hypnosis. If there is active consciousness involved, either the illusion will be broken, just like a dream will wake up, or it will be equivalent to the subconscious meaning being modified, and unknowable changes will occur, and even lead to mental abnormalities.

Ding Qi didn't know when he woke up, just now in the illusion, he seemed to be indifferent to everything that happened, just watching from the sidelines, and at this moment he covered his cheeks with his hands, only to realize that he had burst into tears. He's been through it all, he's really been there, and although the memory is gone, the heart-wrenching feeling is still there.

Tintze knew very well that it was a hallucination, he was very conscious, and it was impossible for him to sit in his apartment and experience it all just now, but the hallucinations also had their causes, most likely from a memory that had disappeared, or a subconscious conjecture. Whether this is a memory or a conjecture, Ding Qi himself can't tell, and the experience in the fantasy is so real.

When the sun rose, Ding Qi wiped away his tears and washed up, his movements were slow and careful, as if he was afraid that he would break something if he was not careful. After washing, he thought about it and sent a WeChat message to Zhuang Mengzhou: "Mr. Zhuang, will there be a hallucination in the sitting?"

Zhuang Mengzhou should be sleeping, and may not reply until the afternoon. Unexpectedly, Zhuang Mengzhou immediately replied, probably woken up by him, and left a message: "Yes, of course it will, many people have said so." Maybe I want to congratulate you on finally cultivating to this point, but be careful, this is a test of your state of mind. ”

Ding Qi: "Is the illusion real?"

Zhuang Mengzhou: "This kind of thinking is very dangerous, since it is a fantasy, don't pay attention to it." Mr. Ding is professional and doesn't need me to explain much. ”

Ding Qi: "Is it possible that the illusion presents forgotten experiences, such as things that were forgotten in the Little Mirror Lake? ”

Zhuang Mengzhou: "Of course it's possible, for example, Tu Zhi, who thought he had seen Wei Fanting in a dream, but in fact, he had really seen it." ”

Tintzy: "In your experience, what to do?"

He didn't say what kind of illusion he had experienced, and Zhuang Mengzhou didn't ask, but actually sent an ancient text directly, titled "Awareness of Demons". Ding Qi was inexplicably angry, and even wanted to scold people, who to send reading cards, did this regard him as an illiterate idiot? This ancient text is from "The Essentials of Meditation on Meditation", which he read many years ago, and he can even memorize it.

Not to mention the "Essentials of Meditation on Meditation", he has read the related "Buddha's Paramita", "Six Wonderful Methods", and "Mahazhiguan". How could Ding Qi have only read the exam textbooks, there are many interdisciplinary readings related to studying psychology, of course, he is not for the purpose of cultivating Buddhism, but only for the study of various states of consciousness and experience.

After a little thought, Ding Qi realized that he shouldn't be angry, it seems that he still can't cultivate at home, and people don't know and are not ashamed! Ding Qi also understood why he was angry just now, because he thought that Mr. Zhuang didn't tell him the truth, and he still can't tell him what happened.

He also understood what Mr. Zhuang meant, the illusion in the meditation is the illusion, whether it is a real memory or a groundless conjecture, the key lies in Ding Qi's own physical and mental state, how to face it?

Ding Qi looked down at the text on his phone again: knowing that he is not worried or afraid, and he does not give up...... If you don't stop looking, you should look back, and if you can't see the place, why should you be annoyed? If you look at the time, you should be grateful, if you don't go for a long time, you should be right.

Regardless of whether the illusion is real or not, Ding Qi also has to understand in his heart that it has nothing to do with the illusion, what he has to face is the real life, this is not a problem that can be solved by sitting still, the fact is the opposite, the illusion in the meditation is the problem he wants to solve. Ding Qi was silent for an unknown amount of time, then put away his phone and went out with a stick. Today he has to send Tu to the Great Red Mountain, and the time has come.

In the Great Red Mountain, Ding Qi once again took out the Two Realms Ring Sacrifice. Today's feeling is a bit special, as if the secret method outside the square has suddenly improved, at least his mana or spiritual power has increased greatly, and his self-consciousness has become extraordinarily strong. After his divine consciousness cut into the ring of the two realms, he had a feeling or an impulse that could crush the will left by Wei Fanchao in it, with a certain pleasure of destruction.

Of course, Ding Qi didn't do this, and he immediately realized that something was wrong, his state was not right, and his state of mind was different from before. He had long known that the cultivation of the Two Realms Ring was a water mill, and he could not be infected by the will left by Wei Fanchao, and finally restore it to a pure and pure state. Even if the cultivation of the Secret Method of Fang Wai was advanced, it would not be possible to have this kind of crushing impulse and destruction-like pleasure.

This emotion is the will left by Wei Fanchao, Ding Qi was still affected unintentionally, but fortunately, he realized it in time, and he had to calm down again and find his clear self. Sometimes this effect happens unconsciously, and people don't even realize it, thinking that it is their own intention, just like hallucinations are difficult to discern themselves.

Ding Qi's experience at the moment is a bit like the proverb "Always wipe diligently, don't let the dust stain". As for the other sentence "There is nothing in the first place, where is the dust", it is indeed a higher realm, but in most cases it is impossible to do, and the feeling is often that there is no backache when standing and talking, and for others, it is purely pretended.

Ding Qi put away the Two Realms Ring and no longer refined, what he wanted to refine was his own state of mind. After returning from Da Chi Mountain that day, Ding Qi went to the small building in Nanlan Community and Zhu Shan Xian's house again. He hadn't been here for three weeks, and there was no one living here, so after Ding Qi put down his things, he cleaned the upstairs and downstairs first.

It seems that someone has been here, it doesn't look like no one has lived there for three whole weeks, but no one has come back, except for him, no one is in Jinghu City, who has come? Ding Qi took his lying cow-shaped scenery pattern stone and walked into Xiaojing Lake again.