After much consideration, Luo Qingyan agreed to Song Chengyi to come to the house to see the children. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Lu Mingxuan also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

Song Chengyi knew that Luo Qingyan was in college at B University, and he wanted to see Luo Qingyan right away like grass growing in his heart, but he was afraid that she was still blaming herself and would not forgive him. When he received a call from Lu Mingxuan saying that Luo Qingyan allowed him to go to the house to see the children, he could be said to have cried with joy. This shows that Xiao Yan has forgiven him and is still willing to see him, what else is more worthy of his pleasure. He can often go to see the child in the future, and he can see Xiaoyan by taking the opportunity to see the child. He didn't have much to hope for, so it was enough.

But he still had to see Luo Qingyan alone, begged for her forgiveness in person, and said forgive him personally. Song Chengyi chose the time after school at noon, asked his cousin to inquire about the classroom where Luo Qingyan was in class, and waited for Luo Qingyan outside the teaching building.

After class, Luo Qingyan walked out of the classroom with his classmates and went to the cafeteria to eat. When she walked out of the teaching building, she saw Song Chengyi wearing a straight military uniform. Song Chengyi's whole person looked quite extraordinary, and many classmates stopped to watch and discussed.

Song Chengyi also saw Luo Qingyan walking out of the teaching building at a glance, and the girl in front of him became more beautiful, pure and charming, elegant and playful, which made people unable to take their eyes off.

As soon as the classmates saw this tall and heroic man in military uniform staring at Luo Qingyan, they knew that he was coming to her. The classmates in the class probably guessed that Luo Qingyan had an extraordinary family background, so even if some classmates were jealous of Luo Qingyan, they would not easily provoke her. Today, when I saw that the man looking for Luo Qingyan was not a simple character, didn't I see that behind the man was a green military jeep? Can ordinary people drive a car? So everyone went to the cafeteria to eat when they saw it.

Luo Qingyan knew that Song Chengyi would come to her, but she didn't expect it to be so soon, she strolled to Song Chengyi. Song Chengyi said excitedly: "Xiao Yan." Can I talk to you?"

Luo Qingyan nodded, "Yes." ”

Song Chengyi hurriedly opened the co-pilot's door and said, "Let's find a place to have lunch first, and then let's talk, okay?"

Luo Qingyan nodded and got into the co-pilot of the jeep.

Song Chengyi drove to a relatively high-end state-run restaurant, asked for a private room, and ordered several dishes, all of which Luo Qingyan loved to eat.

Kung Fu Song Chengyi, who was waiting for the food to be served, said: "Xiao Yan, I'm sorry for making you suffer." I don't want to apologize for my mother and my sister because they don't deserve your forgiveness. And me, knowing that they don't like you and leaving you alone at home is my bastard, and I have made you suffer so many grievances. I've been looking for you for a long time, but God didn't give me a chance to find you, and by the time I know your news, you're already Ming Xuan's wife. I heard Ming Xuan tell me about your experience, and I wanted to kill myself at that time. Thank you for giving birth to our child, and thank you for agreeing to tell me about my grandfather's child's life history, so that both my grandfather and I have the motivation to live. Otherwise, my grandfather doesn't know what will happen now. Now I don't ask for anything, I just hope that you will forgive me in the face of my children and give me a chance to repent. ”

Luo Qingyan looked at Song Chengyi's earnest gaze and said, "In fact, you can't be blamed entirely on the matter, you are also one of the victims." It's just that I am now Lu Mingxuan's legal wife, and we have four more children between us, I can't give you any promises, I can only say that we have no fate. And even if there is no Lu Mingxuan, I will not return to the Song family, let me face the people who insult me every day, I can't repay my grievances with virtue. ”

Song Chengyi clenched his fists and said with tears in his eyes: "I know, I don't want any promises from you, as long as I can let me see the child occasionally, I will be satisfied." Also, my dad has divorced my mom, and my mom has left the Song family. ”

"I've heard about it, too. You can go to see the child, after all, you are the father of the child, and when the child is older, he can accept the truth of the matter, you can tell the child their life experience, and let the child recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors. But the child has to grow up with me. Luo Qingyan said solemnly.

Song Chengyi hurriedly agreed: "Of course you can, everything is up to you." I'm not going to snatch the child from you. It's better for the child to grow up next to his mother, and besides, I don't plan to remarry, so it's better for the child to have a sound family environment. ”

Luo Qingyan listened to Song Chengyi's words, and his heart was tense, and he was so uncomfortable. This man, who is very resolute on the outside and on the inside, must be in pain in his heart, and he is also one of the victims. His former wife was unable to stay together because of the destruction of his family, and his two sons could not grow up by his side. The mother and sister who caused such consequences can only suppress their anger in their hearts and have nothing to do.

Fate played tricks on the two of them, and they parted ways by mistake, and there was no possibility of getting back together. But when you think about it, you are actually at fault for this whole thing, when you faced Gao Wenbin's words, you didn't doubt it but chose to believe it, and didn't ask Song Chengyi for verification in person, in fact, you still don't trust it enough. I don't believe that Song Chengyi will believe in himself, and I don't believe that he will break with his family for himself. In the final analysis, it was because she didn't love, because she didn't give her heart, and chose to escape and give up this thorny marriage. Even if she had a little more trust and love for Song Chengyi, things might not have come to this point. Luo Qingyan thought that no matter in his previous life or in this life, he did not get rid of the shadow of his father's betrayal of his mother in his previous life. This is a knot hidden in the depths of my heart, and I don't know if there will be a day when I can untie it in this life.

Luo Qingyan thought that Song Chengyi was also very traumatized in his heart now, and he had a fatal "disability" in his body, and he could no longer have children. If it weren't for Hongrui and Hongjie, I don't know if he would have been able to hold on. She herself was wronged and comforted by Lu Mingxuan, but what about the resolute man in front of her?

Thinking of this, Luo Qingyan couldn't blame Song Chengyi anymore, but he couldn't give him a response, so he could only give him some help in his future life, so that the child could give him more comfort. Hopefully, one day he will be able to come out and find new happiness.

The dishes in the restaurant were very fast, and during the meal, Song Chengyi sat next to Luo Qingyan, holding chopsticks and giving Luo Qingyan vegetables all the time, and he didn't eat much.

Luo Qingyan was squeezed by Lu Mingxuan for a night yesterday, and he didn't eat a few bites of food when he got up in the morning, and he was already hungry by noon. The dishes in this restaurant are really good, at least the dishes ordered by Song Chengyi are very suitable for Luo Qingyan's taste. So Luo Qingyan was not polite, he ate first and then said, anyway, the rest had to be wasted. also persuaded Song Chengyi to eat more from time to time.

Song Chengyi was very happy when he saw Luo Qingyan eating, how long had it been since they had sat down and eaten together like now. How sweet they were together during that time, he also sandwiched a lot of dishes for her every time he ate, she was only responsible for eating, and he would urge herself to eat more from time to time. I don't know if they will have the opportunity to eat together alone in the future, thinking of this, Song Chengyi is a little unable to swallow. He figured he couldn't covet too much, and now that was fine.

Song Chengyi's eyes inadvertently swept the red marks on the side of Luo Qingyan's neck, he knew what it was. Because he had also made such red marks on Luo Qingyan's body, it seemed that Lu Mingxuan and Luo Qingyan were very affectionate. This realization made Song Chengyi's heart twist, although he had decided to give up, he still couldn't help himself when faced with reality.

After the two finished eating silently, Song Chengyi sent Luo Qingyan back to school. Before leaving, Luo Qingyan stopped Song Chengyi, "Brother Song, come to my house for dinner on the weekend, take a look at the child, I still have something for you, and I have something to tell you." ”

Song Chengyi heard Luo Qingyan say this, which was tantamount to heaven, and he was extremely excited. Hurriedly replied: "Okay, I'll be there on time for the weekend." ”

Luo Qingyan nodded and entered the classroom. Song Chengyi drove back to the army in a high mood.