Chapter 613: Shura Hell (34)
The wife kept repeating, "It must be true, it must be true." He loves me, he loves this family, he loves children very much. ”
She went crazy and ran out.
He Yu followed her and saw that she hugged a man, who was the teacher, and the teacher also hugged her tightly.
The two hugged each other and cried, and they held hands and came to He Yu.
"Thank you for helping me. The teacher said, "This is the only time I've been myself and haven't sunk into gambling." ”
He Yu raised his eyebrows, it turned out that she was not the only one who entered the play, but also the teacher.
It's just that the teacher is still the same teacher, but the wife has changed.
He Yu asked, "Are the people inside, except for you and me, all fake?"
The teacher shook his head, "The people who appear inside are real. ”
His wife also said thank you to He Yu, she has seen too many different endings made by singing her scenes.
But what she wants most is that her family is far away from gambling, and the family is uneventful and peaceful.
"I don't resent him for jumping off the building with us, I just resent why he didn't think about his family when he gambled, whether he loved me and my children or not. The wife said, "He actually loves this family, it's not his fault, it's his gambling's fault." ”
The teacher said: "Nine out of ten bets are lost, and the probability is known." But I always feel that I am smart and lucky, and it is the tenth of that that that that will fall deeper and deeper. Back then, I lost everything and had a lot of debts, and when I looked back at my family, I realized that I had sinned so much that I couldn't even be redeemed when I died. But now I know, I gambled, but if I had spoken out earlier, I still deserved to be forgiven and helped by my family. ”
He Yu watched the two of them leave, and smiled sarcastically, all the forgiven people in the world don't know how many compromises they have made, how much heart they have done, how much price they have paid, and what principles they have broken.
It is unfortunate to be the one who forgives and to be the one to be forgiven.
The wife is not He Yu, even if she found out about her husband's gambling early, she would not do the same thing as He Yu.
The teacher is actually still the same teacher, if there is no He Yu's shipwreck, the result will still be in the abyss again.
It is the child who is innocent, but what sin does the child need to atone for it?
Is the birth parent sinful?
Lu Ran hadn't come out yet, He Yu waited and waited, and two hours had passed.
A year in the play, and only a few minutes may have passed outside the play.
He Yu was a little worried, I don't know if Lu Ran encountered something tricky.
When He Yu saw the hundredth ghost passing by, Lu Ran finally came out.
Lu Ran's bright face seemed to be covered with fog on a cloudy day, and his appearance changed.
Something went wrong.
He Yu should have thought that Lu Ran had been in the drama for so long and was easily affected by the experience. But she didn't expect the impact to be so great, and people like flowers were all depressed.
When Lu Ran saw He Yu, he immediately rushed over and got into He Yu's arms, "I want to hug, I want to comfort, I want to cry." ”
After calming down, Lu Ran raised his head to the sky and roared, "Depression is really terrible. ”
Lu Ran's scene started after plastic surgery, and as soon as she entered, she was surrounded by a suppressed emotion.
"I thought I had broken free, but I was still inexplicably depressed, and I found that I was gradually losing interest in everything. Even my favorite shot, I actually felt that it was a kind of torture to shoot the bullets out of the gun. Lu Ran said, "I feel like I've lost my vitality. ”
What's even more terrifying is that she thinks she's in a good state of mind, and she knows how to be optimistic, but on the one hand, it's useless, nothing can excite her.
"To be happy is actually to force yourself to be happy. ”
Lu Ran had no choice but to take medicine, she had to take medicine.
"I learned that it's not just unhappiness that causes depression. Physiological depression is even more fatal. The doctor said that I had an imbalance of chemicals in my body and could not maintain a normal mood...... Oh, it's not me, it's her. Lu Ran said, "So relaxing my mind and keeping me optimistic or something, it's useless." This is a disease, so you have to take medicine. ”
It has been said that the only reason people with depression do not commit suicide is because they do not want to hurt the people who love them.
Lu Ran somewhat understood why that girl chose to commit suicide? Her lover and her friend betrayed her at the same time, and were hurt by those close to her, and that trace of bottom line may have been ruined.
Lu Ran spent a lot of effort to take medicine on time, receive treatment, maintain social relations with the people around him, and work hard to cultivate hobbies.
"Several times I felt broken, suffocated and wanted to cry and die. Even when I think about it, all this I was going through was fake, her family wasn't mine, I didn't have to live in such pain, why should I accept this fucking disease. Then I thought of you. ”
Lu Ran breathed a long sigh of relief, and his beautiful big eyes were shining with tears, like crystal glass.
She hugged He Yu tightly, and He Yu heard her say in her ear: "You don't know how lucky you are to meet you in the Boundless World!"
He Yu's eyes were hot, and she almost burst into tears, and she really wanted to say the same thing to them.
The two walked out of the Rebirth Garden in silence, and in less than two hours, the game in the Demon Field was about to begin.
"It's strange, how can Aru pay attention to us. Lu Ran continued to send a message to Wen Ru, asking where she was.
He Yu also sent a message to Wen Ru, but also did not receive a reply.
The two waited for a few minutes, but there was still no reply.
"Is Aru in any danger?"
"Maybe, she should be able to figure it out herself. He Yu hesitated, "Or maybe it's inconvenient to reply over there?"
"No, I'm still not at ease, I'll have to ask her. Aru is not different from us, and will never ask for help if something goes wrong. ”
He Yu took out a guide needle, "Let's go find her." ”
In the entire Shura Hell, there is only one six-star difficulty item: the Ghost Lair.
A hive, as the name suggests, is a place similar to a beehive, except that instead of bees, it is a ghost that lives in it.
Except for the people who designed this place, I'm afraid no one knows how many spaces and how many ghosts there are inside.
People only know from rumors that those who enter often die for life, and the one who escapes death can receive the benefits of the mysterious Hades faction.
I didn't know what the reward was, and I didn't know if anyone had ever gotten it, so there was a lot of speculation.
Some people say it's a subtle practice method, some say it's the number of closed disciples of the head of the Hades sect, and some people say it's a spiritual creature that can bring people back from the dead.
He Yu and Lu Ran followed the guide needle, and finally came to the ghost lair.
There are few people in front of the ghost nest, which is completely different from the door of other projects.
The two green-skinned imps were chatting with each other, and they didn't mean to attract guests.
"The sense of service is so poor. Lu Ran said.