"That's it for today, if Miss Takamachi continues like this, she will be able to recover soon. ”

"Thank you, doctor. ”

"Let's go back and have a good rest today, there is still a long way to go. ”

When I saw the doctor's bitter face, my spirit was also slightly lowered, and I looked back at the recovery room.

The equipment here has been used for almost a week after the treatment, and every day has a different rehabilitation treatment, and I have done at least once on each of them.

Although my body functions have returned to a normal state, I still feel that my body is not the same as usual when I walk normally.

"How long does it take to ......"

As I walked back to the ward, I looked at smallpox and said with a little cry.

It's so hard......

This is my feeling in the past two weeks, the body is not like before, there is often a sense of disobedience, and many movements are not handy.

It feels like a different body.

"Xiaoyu is also very energetic today, let's try my sandwich. ”

"Why is it a sandwich again, Suzuka, can't you change it? ”

"Because there are so few recipes in the purple society, I can't learn too much. Bear with me for now, I should be able to change the menu in about a month. ”

"It's still a month, and I'll be discharged in a few days. ”

Suzuka is here again.

I stopped and looked at the ward, which was only three steps away, and where my daily routine came out.

That's right, if it was before, I would definitely walk in without hesitation, and then happily tease Xiaoyu.

But now I don't want to go in.

It's so heavy......

Both the feet and the mood are heavy, and the encouragement of relatives and friends is very painful.

How long will this treatment continue in the future?

It's something I think about every day when I see Suzuka, because their trust makes it even harder for me.

You can't do it without working hard.

Because it was expected.

They're waiting for me to come back to the world that once owned me, and move forward.

So I'm going to work hard and get back to where I belong.

Even though I encouraged myself so much, I started to feel tired and breathless from the weight of anticipation and treatment.

"Naye, what are you doing?"

Suddenly Alyssa tapped me on the shoulder from behind, and I looked back at her bright smile, and for the first time I thought Alyssa's sunny smile was so dazzling.

"It's nothing, I'm just eavesdropping on Xiaoyu and Suzuka. ”

"I feel like Naye, you're starting to change too. ”

"Hah...... Ha ......"

I laughed and walked into the room with Alyssa.

Indeed, I have changed, and I am no longer weak and timid.

Now I have to reluctantly pretend to be the same as usual, and start to disguise my past me.

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Mead's unique three moons of different colors hang in the sky, and Mead and Earth in the sky have different flavors. These days, I have been sleeping watching the moon, and every day I can't sleep, so I can only look up at the night sky and wait for sleepiness to come.

"Light rain?"

I tentatively called out to Xiaoyu on the opposite bed, and all I responded to was the rain's whispered **.

I walked to Xiaoyu's bed without making any sound, his appearance slightly distorted.

"Are you having nightmares?"

I gently smoothed Xiaoyu's bangs, looking at his face, I don't know why my mood was a little more complicated.

Xiaoyu has been working hard in the beginning, he has made himself bruised all over his body for the sake of Fit, and the weak Xiaoyu should be constantly frustrated, and every failure makes him very painful.

But Xiaoyu was able to stand up and face difficulties every time, and tried her best to cross over.

"But I was discouraged, I really didn't. ”

With a wry smile, I straightened out Yu's somewhat disheveled hairstyle and walked out of the room.

"Let's go up to the roof and blow the wind to change your mood, it's rare to be able to see it even when it's three moonlight. ”

Meade's moon is not the same as three every day, so I quietly walked up to the rooftop with a view of the scenery in detail.

"Ah...... The night breeze is still very cold. ”

As soon as I opened the door, a cold wind blew in my face, and I immediately snorted. Even though it's almost spring, Mead's night breeze is still very cold, which may have something to do with the proximity to the sea.

"The sea view of Narumi City is also good. ”

I looked at Mead's seascape and missed the scenery of my hometown, when I was soaring over the sea, flying freely, and doing whatever I wanted, the feeling I had already fallen in love with when I first experienced it.

But now I can't fly in that infinite blue sky again, and I can't accept that kind of gap after I get it and then lose it.

"How long will it ......?"

I'm uneasy about a gray future.

I'm scared......

I'm really afraid that I won't be able to support myself halfway.

"It's no longer ......"

I stretched out my hand to catch the stars in the night sky, but the distant stars couldn't get closer.

Originally, I was in the midst of the stars, and I used to be the closest to them.

"Ah......h

When I felt a chill on my face, I realized that I was crying unconsciously, there were not many tears, but my eyes should be red.

I walked to the railing and looked up at the silent world, where the calm sea seemed to heal my soul a little.

"Found it. ”

Suddenly, a soft word broke the silence.

"Light rain?"

I was surprised to look back and see my childhood friend who was supposed to be sleeping.

Oh no.

"What's wrong with you, Naye, tell me something, we're friends. ”

When she noticed that she hadn't cleaned up after her tears, Rain had already asked me worriedly.

As I wiped my tears, my brain could not speak, but I could only stutter a few words.

Finally, he shook his head and hurriedly made up a reason: "It's okay, it's just a little sad." ”

I left the railing and tried to walk back to Xiaoyu so that he wouldn't look worried anymore. I just realized that this worried Xiaoyu was a little similar to myself, and half a year ago, I also looked at him with such a face.

But halfway through, the feeling of disobedience in the body suddenly came up, and the balance was suddenly destroyed, and the body immediately leaned forward.

Yes...... I'm really useless.

With such thoughts, I was ready to meet the embrace of the earth, but the last embrace I fell into was not the earth, but the arms of Xiaoyu.

"It's okay, Naya. ”

I looked up into Xiaoyu's eyes, and his concerned gaze made me want to release the weight in my chest once, I was afraid that I had been overwhelmed by the pressure at this time.

If it's a light rain...... No problem.

That's right, Xiaoyu won't embarrass me, he has always supported me.

And he's also a person who feels the same way, and I'm just a little coquettish, no problem.

"I'm so tired......"

The first thing I said was my most straightforward feelings, and then I let my mouth get out of control as if I had untied a knot.

"Light rain...... I want to go back to that sky again. ”

"Now, Xiaoyu, will I really be able to stand up again?"

"Will I really make it to the end?"

I rested my head on Xiaoyu's chest and grabbed his shoulders with both hands.

"I'm so scared. I'm afraid I'll disappoint everyone, and I'm almost out of breath in anticipation. ”

"Light rain...... What should I do......"

My tears flowed again, Xiaoyu's shirt was wet with my tears, and he still didn't say a word.

I kept crying for a long time, and he silently endured my sadness, and just when I felt the pressure come out, I felt a feeling of weightlessness.

"It's okay Naha, as long as you want to, you will be able to fly in the sky again. ”

Xiaoyu's right hand was caressing my head, and then I noticed that the scenery around me had changed, back to the place I knew most and longed to return to.

I'm flying in the starry sky with Xiaoyu now, and he takes me to feel the lost feeling again.

"I'll support you until you get back up a little bit. I will be your strongest companion at all times, and I will overcome with you no matter what difficulties I have. ”

I looked at Xiaoyu's face, he was not the usual cynical appearance, and said such things solemnly and steadfastly.

I believe in him.

No. I should say that I can only trust him, otherwise I am afraid that I will really not be able to support it.

At this time, something may have sprouted in my heart, but now I can't find it, just enjoy the feeling of being lost and the temperature of the rain.

"It's agreed, Xiaoyu will always be my companion, and he can't disappear suddenly. ”

"Well, I'll be there for you until you don't need me. ”

This simple promise will definitely support me in the future, in order to be able to fly on this stage again, in order to live up to their expectations.

The most important thing is to give back to the people who have walked this journey with me.

"Stupid...... There won't be that time. ”

I whispered in his arms, and then the onset of drowsiness sent me slowly to sleep.

It suddenly occurred to me that I might be able to have a good dream tonight.

PS: I also said that I wanted to end it quickly, but it turned out that I didn't finish this OTZ until the end of September. Next is the sister chapter.,The story can be regarded as entering the middle section.。 Even so far, I don't know how many people have abandoned QAQ

I'm wondering if this update speed will be written to the theater version of the three, and the VIVID has not been written

But recently, the liver has risen FF14, but I don't want to code words at all (cover my face) Crystal Tower, Bahatongtong is too attractive to A_A

In addition, the Rina leaf line is finally opened in this volume!