139.Chapter 139: The Bitterness Buried in the Bottom of My Heart
"Get in the car. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info" Tang Yanzhao, who fell out of the window, smiled at Xiao Qiang.
Xiao Qiang glanced at him and asked, "Just you?"
Tang Yanzhao nodded, Xiao Qiang threw away the cigarette and got into the car. Sure enough, Tang Yanzhao was the only one in the car, Xiao Qiang sat in the passenger seat, and heard Tang Yanzhao ask, "Where are you going?"
"Let's open it first. Xiao Qiang wanted to say that he was homeless, but he couldn't say this in front of Tang Yanzhao. Tang Yanzhao was very good to him, and if he said this in front of him, it would stimulate him.
"What, have you been following me?" Xiao Qiang changed the topic, this place is still relatively remote, and the Tang family is not too close to here, so Xiao Qiang asked.
"Not really, but I heard that you came back and went to Meng's house again at noon, so I came to look for you. Tang Yanzhao said.
"What are you looking for me?" Xiao Qiang asked with a smile.
Tang Yanzhao drove the car, turned his head to look at Xiao Qiang, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, I can't look for you?"
"Where's that, brother. Perhaps Tang Yanzhao's appearance made his mood much better, Xiao Qiang completely let go of his worries, because he found that he was not awkward at all when facing Tang Yanzhao, a relative of the Tang family.
"I didn't have a chance to drink a few drinks last time, this time I invite, how many drinks will we have with the two brothers?" Tang Yanzhao said.
"Okay, don't get drunk and don't go home!"
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As the capital of China, Beijing is a big city that keeps up with the international times, and its prosperity and luxury are more reflected in the most professional nightlife district.
Even if Tang Yanzhao is a random bar, it is definitely the best grade and scale in the capital. In fact, in this kind of place, the shareholders behind the bars and nightclubs have more or less something to do with these boys, and even many of them occupy the largest shares here, and only in this way can this kind of place be truly peaceful and prosperous.
Without going to the private room upstairs, Tang Yanzhao and Xiao Qiang found a corner in the lobby of this bar and sat down. Energetic DJ music swept the audience, and countless urban men and women looking for excitement or venting their emotions in the night swayed and writhed on the dance floor.
Urban men and women, the lights are bright, this is the real city life.
There are many people who know Tang Yanzhao, and many people come to toast and say hello after seeing Tang Yanzhao, Tang Yanzhao is a cheerful person, and he does not refuse to come, but it means that he did not drink too much.
Finally stopped, Tang Yanzhao raised his glass to Xiao Qiang and said, "I'll punish myself for three cups first, there are too many acquaintances, why don't we change to a quiet place?"
"No, it's good here, it feels good. Xiao Qiang had a cigarette in his mouth, and this was the effect he wanted. In the past, when he encountered troubles, he would come to this kind of place for recreation, and the energetic DJ music could make people highly relaxed, and the spirits and beautiful women could make people completely empty their minds.
Of course, it was the years abroad, since he returned to China, he has become a defender, this is the first time to come to the bar, as for the woman, except for the last time he kissed Qin Keren, he has never done anything.
The two brothers were drinking, Tang Yanzhao didn't ask Xiao Qiang what he had done all these years, he was afraid of mentioning Xiao Qiang's sadness, but he himself talked about the development of these years in detail.
Twenty-eight-year-old Tang Yanzhao is about to get married soon, and the woman is naturally a beautiful lady, and it is a clichΓ© that is difficult for the children of high-ranking cadres like them to get rid of. Over the years, although the Tang family is not as good as before, after all, the tree has deep roots, Tang Yanzhao has entered the official career, just in the capital, and now he is at the department level, and the younger generation is very good.
"That's it for my whole life, according to the family's arrangement, do my things honestly, and then climb up step by step, it's already set. Tang Yanzhao drank another glass, and his eyes began to be a little confused.
Xiao Qiang was also a little drunk, but a little stronger than Tang Yanzhao, and he could see that this cousin was numb to his current life.
It's not satisfying, it's not hating.
Perhaps, this is the sorrow of their kind of gentlemen.
If the family has a good foundation, the children can only work hard according to the expectations of their parents and elders, live according to the rules and regulations set by the older generation, and even marriage is arranged.
Xiao Qiang was silent, he thought of the scene when he was in the Tang family. Perhaps, if it wasn't for that incident back then, his grandson, who grew up in the Tang family, would be the same as Tang Yanzhao now, and he could only take the road that was arranged.
It doesn't seem to be a bad thing to leave the Tang family back then and completely disassociate yourself from the Tang family!
It's just that I still can't let go!
Xiao Qiang's eyes were full of stubbornness and grievances, and even more with deep unwillingness.
Back then, the Tang family worked hard, but why did they have to give up? Isn't he not their relative, and his life is really not important?
Xiao Qiang poured the wine, and then dried it in one gulp.
"Actually, I came to you, and it was also what Uncle meant. Tang Yanzhao suddenly looked at Xiao Qiang, his eyes were red, and he didn't know if he was sad or because he drank too much.
Xiao Qiang was stunned, then laughed, picked up the wine glass and touched Tang Yanzhao.
The two brothers dried up, and after putting down the wine glass, they ate some peanuts, Tang Yanzhao laughed and said, "I don't want to come, but I have to come, don't blame me." β
"No wonder. Xiao Qiang said.
"Come back, Hadron. Please forgive my father, forgive my uncle, they did a little more ruthless back then, but ...... But after all, there are also hardships. Tang Yanzhao looked at Xiao Qiang, and finally said the purpose of his coming to Xiao Qiang today.
"Is this what the uncle meant, is it the meaning of the Tang family?" Xiao Qiang asked after a moment of silence.
Tang Yanzhao nodded: "Actually, the brothers and sisters all had trouble with the older generation back then, but you also know that we can only make trouble, and we can only vent our emotions." You're all welcome back. β
Xiao Qiang nodded, took a sip of spirits, looked up at Tang Yanzhao and said, "Okay, just because of this sentence, I don't hate the Tang family anymore." I've figured it out in the past few days, the Tang family doesn't actually owe me, I'm just a nephew, the Tang family can take me in, it's so good to me, it's already a matter of family affection, as for the incident back then, the Tang family did have too much helplessness, I understand, this is my life!"
Xiao Qiang's words made Tang Yanzhao panic, he knew that from Xiao Qiang's point of view, he could think like this, it was already a concession, it was already very good, but he understood that Xiao Qiang's words also showed his attitude.
Sure enough, I only heard Xiao Qiang continue: "From now on." No, it should be from that year, I have no relationship with the Tang family. The Tang family is the Tang family, and I am me. It's just that I was ungrateful and didn't repay the Tang family for their nurturing grace back then, but it was my grandfather who was good to me, and I only recognized him. Therefore, I will not go back to the Tang family. β
Tang Yanzhao sighed, looked at Xiao Qiang and said, "You really don't think about it?" Now that you return to the capital and return to China, many people will target you, you need the Tang family, and the Tang family also needs you, can't you give the Tang family a chance?"
Xiao Qiang suddenly looked at Tang Yanzhao and said, "Since that year, I don't need anyone anymore. I was only fifteen years old at the time, and when I ran away, do you know how scared I was, how scared I was? But I survived, and it was at that time that I realized that I could survive without relying on anyone, and that I could live very well, very freely. β
Looking at Xiao Qiang's eyes, Tang Yanzhao's tears suddenly welled up.
Xiao Qiang didn't complain to him, but every word was presented in front of Tang Yanzhao's eyes like a real picture, which made him think of the awe and trepidation of life after this cousin left his hometown alone, and thought of the pain and tribulation that this kid had experienced.
From a certain standpoint, the Tang family really didn't owe Xiao Qiang, because they were also helpless back then. can be changed from another angle, from the perspective of human nature, from the position of family affection and morality, how many people in the Tang family can not feel ashamed and distressed after hearing Xiao Qiang's words?