Chapter 70: Self-esteem

The branch is not small, with more than 100 people.

The advantage of being here is that you don't have to work night shifts.

Dongkeng is a real industrial area, and there is no downtown.

When I'm not working overtime, I don't have any entertainment at all, but fortunately I have books to keep me company.

I've been here for more than a week, and I get off work after nine o'clock every day, and Yu Ce can only send messages and make phone calls every day.

Yu Ce: Come to my house for dinner during the Mid-Autumn Festival, my mother asked someone to bring tofu from my hometown, you can try it.

Me: Is it the Yeosu tofu you mentioned earlier?

Yu Ce: Well, Yu Yuan is also back.

Me: Is he going to bring his girlfriend back?

Yu Ce: He didn't bring it, but he made us clothes.

Me: You forced him to do it again!

Yu Ce: It's not me, it's him who wants to please your brother and sister, and he made you a dress!

Me: Really? But I don't wear a dress!

Yu Ce: I want to see you wearing a skirt too!

Me: No, you've gone to see other girls wearing skirts when I'm not around, you've forgotten about my girlfriend!

Yu Ce: Xiao An, why do you have so many doubts, where do I have time to go to work every day! There is a distance between us, and we must have complete trust!

Yu Ce suddenly became very fierce.

Me: No, why are you so loud! Inexplicable! Yu Ce: That's what it was!

Me: You're in a bad mood!

Yu Ce: No, everyone thinks that after you leave, you will let me be the deputy shifter, but no, it's a little annoying for others to say.

Me: What do others say, it's Zhu Rizhen who is the deputy class!

Yu Ce: Others say we broke up! Fortunately, we broke up, I'm not as good as you!

Me: Don't worry about that!

Yu Ce: It's okay if you're gone, the people who stay behind have to listen to gossip in addition to seeing things and thinking about people! I have heard too much, I think it's true! Sometimes when I fall asleep, I will suddenly wake up, and wake up to find that there is no you, and I feel that I have really lost you!

Me: No, you haven't lost me, I'm here!

Yu Ce: Don't, then I really rely on you!

Yu Ce said angrily, or maybe he wasn't angry, he couldn't see his expression on the phone, he couldn't see his warm eyes, and he felt angry when he heard the voice.

Yu Ce: After a while, others will not say it when they are tired of it!

Me: Why don't you hang out with your colleagues after work, and don't stay alone.

Actually, I really want to say that you came to play with me, but I can't open my mouth, in fact, I miss him so much, but if I say it directly, it will be worthless to him.

If he thinks that I want to see me, he will come by all means, in the wind and rain, he will come, he should really be bothered by the gossip in the factory.

Yu Ce: I don't want to play, I have to go home these days. Hey, I want to go to bed without saying that, I'll pick you up tomorrow!

Me: You mean you want to pick me up in Dongkeng?

Yu Ce: Well, are there any questions?

Me: No, I'm happy, let's go to sleep!

Yu Ce: Then we'll call tomorrow.

Me: Okay, good night!

I feel that Yu Ce is weird, and I can't tell what's wrong.

I'm going to see Yu Ce's parents tomorrow, I should behave better and make a good impression on them.

I came back from running in the industrial area early, washed up and wanted to call Yu Ce to ask him if he had set off, but he still didn't call when he picked up the phone. I didn't have the courage to call him, even though he might be sleeping, he'll call me when he's up!

A person walked out of the factory gate and walked around the factory area, and found that there were still people in the factory area, there were fish ponds, and there were banana trees; the green bananas were not yet ripe, and he thought that he would look at the location and come over to "steal" the bananas when they were ripe.

I was trying to get close to the fish pond to see if I could see the fish, when suddenly a black dog came out and barked so hard that I was so frightened that I quickly retreated; fortunately, there was a chain on it, otherwise I would have fed the dog today! It seems that it is impossible to steal bananas, so I have to honestly go to work to earn more money, and spend my own money to buy some to eat.

Walking around again, the quietness of the industrial area makes people panic, but the more panicked, the more occasionally the people who come in pairs. I took out the phone and saw that it was almost eleven o'clock, why didn't Yu Ce call me, could it be that I couldn't call in because I had no phone bill? I quickly called to check the phone bill, and there was still eleven yuan in the phone bill! That is, he hadn't gotten up yet? But he got up very early, and he didn't even have to sleep when he was with me, what the hell was going on? I couldn't call him, and I couldn't wait for his call, so I could only be in a hurry! I haven't eaten anything since the morning, and he should be distressed if Yu Ce is by my side, but why is there no news of him!

Make a phone call to Mom and Dad to see if they can eat well for the holidays. The phone went through, and the sister-in-law went to the house to call someone, but her parents were not at home and couldn't answer the phone. After only a few words of greeting with my sister-in-law, I hung up the phone.

It's so boring, this is probably the most boring day, no one to accompany me, not even someone to talk to, I feel sad to think about myself.

Just go back to the dormitory and read!

Time passed minute by minute, and I was a little absent-minded, and I couldn't see it at all.

I was so bored that I kept listening to the ringtone and pretending that someone was calling me.

It's twelve o'clock, why don't you call me yet, maybe he's already on his way?

Hey, it's annoying, I regret coming here at the moment, if I'm still in the same factory with him, at least I can see if he's still sleeping in the bedroom.

And I've been here for almost ten days, and why didn't he mention it when he said he was looking for a house? I don't want to ask him, lest he think I'm not reserved, and if I see him today, I'll ask him what's wrong!

After another hour, he probably won't call me anymore, forget about getting a day's sleep.

As soon as I closed my eyes, the phone rang, it was Yu Ce calling! Quickly picked up the phone and looked, it was really him! I almost jumped up with joy! No! I couldn't answer his phone right away, I had to let him call a few more times, otherwise he thought I was waiting for his call from morning till night! He thought I was idle, and I didn't miss anyone else except him! I didn't answer the phone, and the phone rang again, let's pick it up this time; otherwise, if he didn't have the patience to call again, he would have to wait for his call!

Me: Hey!

Yu Ce: Xiao An, can you take a car here, I have something to do here, you sit at the gate of Hengli Hospital and call me and I will pick you up.

Me: Oh......

I'm so disappointed, he has something more important to do than pick me up?

He didn't notice that I only said one word, and hung up the phone; my strong pride told me not to go to this banquet, and it was a big deal that he didn't contact me again, so let's break up like this! Thinking so, he simply turned off the phone and went to bed, which was also the time for the lunch break, and lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly.

When I woke up and thought that I had turned off the phone, I was uneasy, this was a holiday, he may have told his family that he would take me back, what would his family think if I didn't go, and turned on the phone again. I only slept for less than an hour when I saw the time, there was no call reminder on the phone, there were no unread text messages, Yu Ce didn't even call to ask me if I was in the car, wasn't he worried about my safety on the road?

I'm really going crazy! No, I have to see him, even if I have a big fight with him! He has taken the initiative before, I have taken the initiative once, just this time! Hint to myself!

I waited for a long time at the gate of the industrial zone, and finally waited for a motorcycle, and when I got to the gate of Hengli Hospital, he asked for twenty-five! Forget about twenty-five, twenty-five! As long as I can see him, forget it!

Me: Master, please hurry up a little, I'm in a hurry.

Mo's master: Pretty sister, this is already very fast, no matter how fast it is, you have to fly the plane!

Ay......

It takes more than an hour to take the bus, and it takes forty or fifty minutes to take the motorcycle, and suddenly I feel really far away from Yu Ce!

When it finally arrived, Yu Ce didn't go there and wait for me. Called him, he hung up on me at first, and he didn't call me, but after more than ten minutes I called again, and he answered.

Yu Ce: Hey, Xiao An, what's wrong? I'm still busy here.

Me: I'm busy, I'm not busy, you can play me!

Yu Ce: Don't lose your temper, I'll talk about something later!

Toot toot, he hung up the phone for me again.

This is Yu Ce, is this really the Yu Ce who used to feel warm! I did something wrong, he wants to be so indifferent to me!

Looking at the crowd of people coming and going and the lively sound of the supermarket mobile phone store, I don't know where to go, I haven't drunk a sip of water and eaten a grain of rice since I got to now, I don't feel hungry, am I full of gas, or stupid!

Staying where I was for an hour, my so-called love made me feel so humble! Forget it, go back, and work hard in the future!

I went through the food stall to the entrance of the telecommunications building to take the bus, and the bus to the west gate of Dongkeng Industrial Zone 2 did not come for a long time; I repeatedly confirmed that the bus stop was not wrong, so I could only sit on the waiting chair and wait for five o'clock, and I didn't hope that Yu Ce would call me, and I didn't want him to explain! No matter how I explained, I just didn't like me so much, after all, everything had already happened with him, and there was nothing worth his attention!

The phone rang, it was Yu Ce who called, giving himself countless hints, countless comforts, and the heart wall that had been erected collapsed the moment he called in, falling all over the ground......

He finally called me at 10 o'clock, so let's pick it up!

Me: Hey!

Yu Ce: Hey Xiao'an, where are you, I'm done here.

Me: Where do you want me to be?

Yu Ce: Hey, what's your tone! If you haven't gone back yet, then we'll have dinner together, and if you go back, forget it!

Me: What's the matter?

Yu Ce: Do you want to pick such words?

He wanted to quarrel, and I could only endure it, and it must have been me who was uncomfortable in the quarrel on the phone, taking a deep breath and lowering my voice.

Me: Yu Ce, don't you have anything to say to me?

Yu Ce's voice also lowered.