Chapter 216: Life is better than death
In the face of death, Chu Yan is not only desperate, but unwilling, deeply unwilling, he doesn't want to die, let alone die in my hands, if he dies in my hands like this, he will not be willing to go to Huangquan, and he will not be blind when he dies. However, he was powerless to resist, and in front of me, he couldn't rewrite his fate, so no matter how unwilling he was, he could only accept it. Seeing the glass tip of the bottle piercing, Chu Yan reflexively closed his eyes and waited for death to come!
However, in the next second, what Chu Yan was waiting for was not the expected pain and death, but a soft body. He opened his eyes suddenly, and what he saw was Feng Xue who was pounced on him.
At the moment when the glass tip of the bottle in my hand was about to stab Chu Yan, Feng Xue suddenly pounced as if she was dying, and pounced on Chu Yan's body, she used her own body to block the crisis for Chu Yan.
I didn't expect Feng Xue to make such a move, just now in order not to give Feng Xue a chance to intercede, I stabbed Chu Yan as fast as I could, but Feng Xue actually rushed ahead of me to prevent Chu Yan from trouble. Seeing this, I withdrew my hand almost immediately, but even so, the sharp tip of the glass still scratched Feng Xue's back.
In an instant, Feng Xue's back was already peeled open, and blood rushed out directly and splashed on my hands.
I was stunned, wooden, the expression on my face was completely frozen, but my heart was dripping blood, I felt the pain of suffocation, the wound fell on Feng Xue's body, but it hurt in my heart, which was ten million times more painful than being stabbed myself. I really didn't expect that I would stab Feng Xue with my own hands, my hands were shaking, it seemed to have done something extremely undeserved. I looked at Feng Xue blankly, spoke with difficulty, and said with great grief: "Why are you doing this?"
Feng Xue continued to hold Chu Yan who was kneeling on the ground, hugging her very tightly, she was like protecting her own child, she did not relax for a moment to protect Chu Yan, after listening to my words, she didn't look back, but said to me resolutely: "I can't watch you kill my husband, if you want to kill him, kill me first!" Feng Xue was injured in the back, and the pain was piercing, but she didn't scream, her face was sweating, but she still endured it and didn't let herself be a little vulnerable.
Chu Yan was completely awake at this moment, he knew that it was his most beloved woman, desperate to block the fatal blow for him, at this moment, his heart trembled, he was not happy, he was just distressed, he looked at Feng Xue, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiaoxue, why are you so stupid!" When he said this, Chu Yan's eyes were blurred, and he was an iron-blooded man, and he was about to cry!
Feng Xue lowered her head, looked at Chu Yan, and smiled, "Didn't you protect me like this before?"
Chu Yan said bitterly: "That's different, I'm a man, I should protect you, I can't ask you to protect it!"
Feng Xue said bitterly: "But I can't watch you die!"
Chu Yan and Feng Xue are like a pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, in this private room, a bitter love scene is staged, those second generations in the field can't help but enter the situation, many people are moved, they can see that Chu Yan and Feng Xue are really in love with each other, this love can go through the test of hardship, this kind of love that is still unwavering in the face of life and death is the most true love. At this moment, no one would question the relationship between Chu Yan and Feng Xue, even those who were not optimistic about Chu Yan and Feng Xue at the beginning, but now they have changed their minds.
Two people, you and I have been working for a long time, and in the end, Chu Yan gently pushed Feng Xue away, and then, he looked up at me and said angrily: "Wang Xingchen, are you still human, you can even do it to your sister, you are really a beast!"
I was still like a puppet, stunned in place, Chu Yan, a despicable villain, knew that Feng Xue was injured for him, and knew that I had no intention of hurting Feng Xue, but he exaggerated and attacked me with this matter, saying that I seemed to be deliberately hurting Feng Xue, and he sprinkled a handful of salt on the wound in my heart.
In fact, even if I hurt Feng Xue unintentionally, I am in great pain, I feel more uncomfortable than anyone else, since I was a child, I have been reluctant to hurt Feng Xue in the slightest, but today I hurt her with my own hands, how can this not make me painful. However, what made me even more unbearable was that Feng Xue blocked my blow for Chu Yan, she would rather be injured herself than protect Chu Yan, she was sacrificing herself to protect her, her love for Chu Yan was so deep that she did not hesitate to die with him, this feeling, Feng Xue never gave me, but she gave Chu Yan this brute, I felt uncomfortable, it was too uncomfortable, I didn't pay attention to Chu Yan, just looked at Feng Xue, and said sadly: "Xiaoxue, Chu Yan is not worth it for you to do this!"
Feng Xue replied very seriously: "He is worth it! I am willing to die with him, if you have the ability, you will kill us together!"
I said bitterly, "You know, there's no way I'm going to do it to you!"
Feng Xue said disappreciably: "Who else don't dare to kill you now!"
In a word, it hit me deeply again, in Feng Xue's eyes, I turned into a murderous demon without blinking, she really thought that I would kill innocents indiscriminately, she really decided that Chu Yan was innocent, Chu Yan in her eyes was the perfect lover, and I was just a cold-blooded killer, even if I explained it to her so clearly, she didn't believe me at all, I was abused by Chu Yan so badly, she didn't put herself in my shoes to think about it, she just made up her mind and swore to defend Chu Yan to the death.
I really have a sense of powerlessness against Feng Xue, I really don't know what to do, I paused for a long time before I couldn't hold back the sourness in my heart, and sincerely warned Feng Xue: "You will regret doing this!" She has given everything to Chu Yan now, and Chu Yan and the Chu family may still abandon her in the future, Chu Yan, you can't believe it!
But Feng Xue still didn't think about it, and said to me resolutely: "That's also my business, you don't have to worry about it!"
I said deeply, "But all this I did was for your own good!"
When Feng Xue heard this, her whole person seemed to be stimulated, she turned her head sharply and shouted loudly to me: "You are so good, I don't need it!"
Feng Xue's voice was hysterical, and her words were even more cruel and ruthless, as if I had suffered ten thousand arrows through my heart, and I was breathless in pain.
How ridiculous, how pathetic, I have done so much for Feng Xue, I have been paying for her all my life, I am doing everything for her good, everything is for her, my pay, never ask for anything in return, I am just for her good, but she said, my good, she doesn't need it, it seems that everything I have done is just my wishful thinking, Feng Xue denied all my efforts in one sentence!
At this moment, I couldn't hold back any longer, the tears in my eyes came out, in order not to let people see me crying, I raised my head slightly, tried to control it, and didn't let my tears overflow, I pressed my sadness in my heart, and then, I opened my mouth word by word, and said with difficulty and bitterness:" Feng Xue, thank you for the nurturing grace of your family, and thank you for taking care of me since I was a child, I owe you a life, I have been working hard to repay, do my best, I originally wanted to repay it with my life, now it seems that you don't need it, today, I promise you, let Chu Yan go, but please remember, from now on, I, Wang Xingchen, don't owe you anything, I use Chu Yan's life to repay your kindness!"
This time, I'm completely letting go! Feng Xue chose Chu Yan, she didn't give me a chance at all, I didn't even have the qualifications to be her backing, I couldn't even be her brother anymore, she didn't need everything I did for her, she just insisted on being with Chu Yan, and would rather die than protect Chu Yan, I couldn't kill Chu Yan in front of her, in that case, I might also indirectly kill Feng Xue, I couldn't let Feng Xue have anything to do, but, this is also the last time, I give up revenge for her, give up killing Chu Yan who makes me hate to the core, just because, I want to repay her kindness。 Pay it back, and I don't owe her any more!
After saying this, my heart also died, and my tears were completely stopped, so I directly bowed my head, looked at Chu Yan, and shouted at him: "Chu Yan, I hope you cherish this hard-won opportunity, change your ways, and be a good person, if you dare to get along with me again, I will still let you be broken into pieces!"
The moment the words fell, I squeezed the hand holding half of the bottle of wine and slammed it hard, and suddenly, the wine bottle turned into glass slag and spilled all over the ground!
Immediately, I turned around and walked silently towards the outside of the box, my steps were very heavy, and my heart was even more painful. After living for more than 20 years, for the first time, I have this kind of pain that erodes my body and mind, this pain is hopeless, as if what I am about to walk into is a bottomless black hole, that world, there is no Feng Xue anymore, there is no light and hope, I will be real, life is better than death.
The box, so quiet that the needle fell and could be heard, no one made a sound, everyone was watching me leave, even if I was let go like this, they were very unwilling, but they didn't want to stop me from leaving, or rather, they didn't dare to stop me, I was the one who even Chu Yan and Su Mo dared to fight, in everyone's opinion, I was a terrifying demon, who would dare to anger me again. It's Chu Yan, he doesn't dare to say anything, even if he is stepped on by me to the bottom line, he hates me to the extreme, but he doesn't dare to stop me, because he knows that his life was saved by Feng Xue giving up everything, and he now wants me, the plague god, to leave quickly, only in this way can he ensure that he is alive, as long as he lives, he can find me again at any time to take revenge!
I don't care about anyone's thoughts now, my head is empty, my soul is shaking, I am like a walking corpse, towards the door, step by step difficult walking, in the silent box, only the sound of my footsteps walking, every step I take, my heart is like being cut off, a little bit of the road, I seem to have walked for a long, long time, and I finally walked to the door of the box, suddenly, with a loud bang, the door of the box was kicked open!