However, Situ Lan was still worried about Luo Tianyun, still caring about him so much, and worried about him so much. Ma Yingjie has an indescribable feeling again, he doesn't know how long this feeling will last, he doesn't know whether it is right or wrong for him to fall into this kind of life, and he doesn't know how long it will take for this misplaced life to return. If officialdom is the biggest magnetic field he has been pursuing, and if officialdom is the place where he thinks he can best realize his ideals and ambitions, then this kind of dislocation and entanglement now makes Ma Yingjie a little doubtful that his thinking and ambitions are right, and whether they need to be re-examined and redesigned.

Ma Yingjie at this time is very complicated. This kind of complexity is a kind of complexity from the inside out, and this kind of complexity is also a kind of complexity that he can't face. Although Luo Tianyun's strength touched him a lot, he found that his feelings for Situ Lan became more and more complicated. The communication between men and men is sometimes just a few words in such a moment, which can form the most long-term partner and ally in the officialdom. But what about him and Situ Lan? He is not her love, and she is not his love. It's just that Ma Yingjie at this time is still heartbroken and sad about this kind of thing that is not love. He didn't understand what was wrong with him, the boss could love Luan Xiaoxue so strongly, but what about him?

Compared to Luan Xiaoxue, how much a failure Situ Lan had. This is Ma Yingjie's sourness at this moment, in addition to the sadness of the dead baby, this sourness is a kind of fear of Situ Lan's persistence.

When Ma Yingjie was about to go back to Luan Xiaoxue's room with the phone, the phone rang again, and it looked like it was Situ Lan's, it seemed that she had been dialing Ma Yingjie's phone and had been worrying about Luo Tianyun.

"How is he?" Situ Lan's voice was still very eager, but the more she was like this, the more Ma Yingjie had an unrelieved soreness, and this soreness became clearer and more concrete.

"It's okay. Sister Lan, you don't have to worry, the boss will go back to Wudu tomorrow to deal with things, as long as he returns to Wudu, everything will be busy, and his pain will be alleviated in his busy work, so don't worry about him. Ma Yingjie tried to make his tone as full of concern and comfort as possible.

As soon as Ma Yingjie's words fell, Situ Lan on the other end of the phone became angry, and she said angrily: "Why don't I worry about him? He is now my only relative." But he was fine, and when he went home, no one paid attention to him, closed the door and didn't speak, and he didn't eat. I shouted a few times and he ignored me. Secretary Sun called him, but he ignored him. Liu's mother went to call him, but he ignored him. Who is he looking for? As if the whole world was the one who was most distressed and hurt by him. I'm an orphan now, and I'm in a state of grief. I also need comfort, care, warmth, and a shoulder to lean on. However, not only did I not get all this, but I also had to worry and be afraid of him, but I still had to look at his face, but I also had to endure the existence of a wild girl. Isn't it just the death of a child? She is still so young, and she will have the opportunity to conceive a child in the future, as if the sky is falling? How if we all go to hell and live a dark and gloomy life? I don't want to worry, but he is dangling right in front of my eyes, and he is magnifying his pain to the whole house, and I am now depressed to death. I can't stand days like this, and I don't want to. You told me not to worry about him, do you think I want to worry about him? Do you think I want to live like this? Do you think I'm really that cheap? In your eyes, am I just a woman you can trample on at will? You protect a wild girl who is nothing, but have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever cared about my feelings?"

Situ Lan's voice was obviously loud, and Ma Yingjie felt the oscillation of his ears. Ma Yingjie changed his mobile phone to the other ear, and was about to speak, but heard Luo Tianyun's voice: "Are you going to make such a big move? I'll leave tomorrow." Stop it. ”

Ma Yingjie immediately understood that Situ Lan was deliberate, and she deliberately provoked Tianyun. Moreover, when she made this phone call near Luo Tianyun, Ma Yingjie found that Situ Lan was getting more and more incredible, what did she want to do? Didn't she say that marrying Luo Tianyun was just fulfilling her father's last wish? Didn't she already recognize and accept Luo Tianyun and Luan Xiaoxue from the bottom of her heart? Why did there be such a big reaction? It seems that Ma Yingjie really doesn't understand women, especially women like Situ Lan.

"Sister Lan," Ma Yingjie shouted, but found that there was no sound, and he knew that Situ Lan had hung up the phone, or that her purpose had been achieved, and she was talking to her boss now, or was she arguing?

Ma Yingjie sighed and put away the phone. I don't know why, but his heart became heavy, and Situ Lan's inexplicability seemed to hit him more and more strongly. But this kind of impact is so unreasonable and unreasonable, although what Situ Lan said is not good, but from her point of view, where is it wrong? Luan Xiaoxue is still young, and Luan Xiaoxue has a great chance of having another child. And what about her? she can't be a mother in this life, and she really has no relatives except Luo Tianyun at present. Even Luo Tianyun is a relative who is not related to her by blood. This kind of feeling is probably not something that Ma Yingjie can imagine and understand, but didn't Situ Lan straighten out these things a long time ago? Why couldn't she accept it when Luo Tianyun was so sad?

Ma Yingjie really didn't understand what happened to Situ Lan? Could it be that she really recognized herself as the boss's wife?

Once the concept of wife is really formed, it is not something he can stop or even change. Although he can give her a youthful momentum, although he can give her a very fresh flesh ---- stimulation, and give her a lot of trust and attachment, but these things are just like desserts after meals, no matter how much you like these desserts, after all, they can't replace the existence of rice.

The role of wife, how many women are willing to give up? Even if it's Luan Xiaoxue, doesn't she dream of becoming the boss's wife?

Ma Yingjie really has an indescribable sense of fear again.

No matter how many emotions Ma Yingjie has, how many complexities he has, and the helplessness of being involved in this dislocated life, he still has to face real problems. He still has to push open the door of the room where Luan Xiaoxue lives, or he still has to face Luan Xiaoxue after facing Situ Lan. These two women are women he can't express his feelings clearly, and hurting anyone is the most intolerable thing for him.

Luan Xiaoxue leaned on the side of the bed, obviously still waiting for Ma Yingjie. Ma Yingjie was a little embarrassed, smiled at Luan Xiaoxue and said, "There are too many calls, I'm really embarrassed." ”

Luan Xiaoxue didn't look at Ma Yingjie, but let out a long sigh. Ma Yingjie's heart tugged again, staring at Luan Xiaoxue, Luan Xiaoxue's eyes were still so clear, as if nothing had happened. But there was clearly a layer of sadness on her face, which made Ma Yingjie's heart still hurt as if it had been crossed by something.

Could it be that Luan Xiaoxue knew something? Or did Luan Xiaoxue eavesdrop on the phone?

Ma Yingjie became nervous, took two steps closer to Luan Xiaoxue, and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"Ma Yingjie, he hasn't called me yet, is he really abandoning girls?" Luan Xiaoxue said suddenly, although his eyes didn't look at Ma Yingjie, Ma Yingjie kept looking at Luan Xiaoxue. Ma Yingjie's nervous heart fell, but he didn't expect Luan Xiaoxue to care so much about the boss's attitude, for fear that he would make the boss unhappy by giving birth to a girl, and he had been struggling with this problem, he was still very sad in the face of such a simple Luan Xiaoxue.

"Luan Xiaoxue, don't think too much, okay? The boss is really too busy, and Luan Xiaoxue, let me tell you, the old man passed away, it was the day before yesterday, and we went to Beijing together to take care of the old man's funeral. You have to understand the boss, he is in a bad mood right now, it's not that he doesn't care about you, but that there are too many things. He said he would come to see you in a few days. Ma Yingjie tried hard to comfort Luan Xiaoxue, and tried hard to make Luan Xiaoxue not worry about Luo Tianyun.

But as soon as Luan Xiaoxue heard that the old man was gone, she became extremely nervous again, she seemed to be talking to Ma Yingjie, and she seemed to be muttering to herself: "Is he too sad?

Ma Yingjie looked at Luan Xiaoxue, Luan Xiaoxue's face was already recovering, and with such good medical conditions, for the young Luan Xiaoxue, the physical recovery would be very fast, very soon. But what about the recovery of her soul? And this stupid girl is still so concerned about Luo Tianyun, who she can't care about at all, Luo Tianyun, who can't be imagined at all, and Luo Tianyun, who can't go into the deepest part of her heart.

Luan Xiaoxue would never have imagined the huge pain that Luo Tianyun was facing at this time, and she definitely couldn't imagine Luo Tianyun's sadness at this time and the complexity of facing Situ Lan. Situ Lan stood on the balcony and called Ma Yingjie, because the balcony of Situ Lan's room was next to the room where he closed the door, and her voice was so loud, it was obvious that these words were all said to him, and at this time, he didn't want to hear these words the last thing he wanted. What is his greatest pain? His hurt and pain were the greatest, and for more than a year, he had to experience the loss of his relatives again and again, and he had to forcibly accept a wife that he could not accept, and he had to carry so many heavy burdens on his soul, so that he had to take into account the feelings of this nominal wife, and he also had to be frightened and afraid of his beloved silly girl, for fear of hurting her, for fear of making her wronged. But the more he was afraid of something, the more he not only added and pressed on her. And Situ Lan didn't want to accept the existence of this stupid girl at all, not only did she not want to accept it, but she couldn't forgive her existence. This made Luo Tianyun really afraid. This reminded him of the lilac room, the room where Luan Xiaoxue lived. Isn't it a coincidence? Everything was done by Situ Lan on purpose? But why did she do this? Was it reminding him that her sister and Luo Ziyi had existed in this world? Reminding him that Situ Lan now had a different relationship with him? If this was the case, Luo Tianyun was really afraid of Situ Lan.