Chapter 117, a Thousand Catastrophes (2)
The two went out and stayed away from the hustle and bustle of the banquet for a while. Although they did not speak, both of them tacitly did not take the street, but turned into a secluded path.
There was no wind tonight, and a waning moon hung in the sky, reflecting a few dim little stars around, as if they were all looking at Xiao Wei and Wu Yan, blinking their ambiguous eyes.
In the house just now, Xiao Wei did drink a little too much, but now he was blown by the cold air outside, and he immediately sobered up a lot.
Wu Yan also drank some wine, but at this time, he changed his previous reserve, his steps became light and lively, and he looked a little playful and free.
After walking for a while, Xiao Wei couldn't help but say, "Sister Yan, you won't blame me, right?" ”
Xiao Wei said as he secretly observed Wu Yan's expression.
The collar of Wu Yan's down jacket was erected at this time, covering part of his face, but judging from his expression, Wu Yan looked very excited and did not have the slightest expression of displeasure.
"Why should I blame you?" Wu Yan asked as if he was a little curious.
It was Xiao Wei's turn to be a little embarrassed, but he still said honestly: "I just left that day, aren't you angry?"
Wu Yan turned his head and smiled, and said, "Silly brother, how can I blame you, that's your normal reaction, who made you still a hairy young man." Sister won't blame you. ”
After listening to Wu Yan's answer, Xiao Wei felt a lot calmer, after all, Wu Yan's attitude was very important to Xiao Wei.
"Don't blame me, I've been going up and down in my heart for the past few days, just because I'm afraid that you will be unhappy. Xiao Wei said happily in his heart.
Wu Yan approached Xiao Wei, stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Wei's arm and said, "Then tell my sister honestly, in your mind, what do you think of your sister?"
Yes, what kind of feelings do you have about Wu Yan? do you like it or not, do you love it or not?
In fact, Xiao Wei has thought about this question many times in his heart, and there is still no clear answer, but Wu Yan has to answer it again.
So Xiao Wei could only reply carefully: "Sister Yan, you should know my feelings for you after so many years." I like you, that's true, and I've loved it since the beginning and never changed. But it's not love, I don't know, I really don't know. ”
In fact, in Xiao Wei's subconscious, he has compared Wu Yan and Lin Guohong many times in his heart, and he has also struggled many times.
If it was Lin Guohong, Xiao Wei would not hesitate to classify her as his lover, but his feelings in the face of Wu Yan were much more complicated.
Do you like Wu Yan?
Like!
Do you really like it?
I really like it!
So what about letting her be her lover?
Xiao Wei couldn't answer clearly, not because he didn't like it, not because he didn't love it, but because he always felt that he and Wu Yan were not so intimate, and he could never guess what Wu Yan thought in his heart.
If you take Lin Guohong as an analogy, then she is a clear stream, which can be seen through at a glance.
But Wu Yan is like a deep lake, unable to see clearly or clearly, there is always a feeling of seeing flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water.
In the final analysis, in Xiao Wei's mind, Wu Yan is like a big Buddha, and his small temple has never been able to inherit this big Buddha.
Xiao Wei longs to be with Wu Yan, indulging in the incomparably enchanting spring, and there is always an endless sense of mystery to explore, which makes Xiao Wei unable to extricate himself.
But at the same time, Xiao Wei also knew that he had no ability to control this woman at all, and he could only follow in front of Wu Yan, and he would never be able to become a shoulder that Wu Yan relied on, maybe Wu Yan didn't think about relying on a shoulder.
Wu Yan's peculiar thoughts are also something that Xiao Wei can't undertake, although the peony flower is good, it is not the beauty of the house.
Xiao Wei's answer made Wu Yan feel that his heart was still beautiful, although the man in front of him was a little green, but he was sincere to himself, not like Fang Jun and others, unkind, and insincere.
Wu Yan is actually comparing in his heart, comparing between Xiao Wei and Zhao Xiaodong.
Although Zhao Xiaodong could see that he was desperate, he didn't have a heart. Xiao Wei's love for many years is very caring, and he is also deeply affectionate to himself, but he has such a strong temper that he can't fully control it, not to mention that he also involves a Lin Guohong, who is also an amorous seed.
Although Wu Yan has never regarded Lin Guohong as her competitor, she believes that as long as she wants to do it, she can defeat Lin Guohong effortlessly.
Anyway, I don't want to think about it so much. Wu Yan thought in his heart, in terms of feelings alone, it is undoubtedly Xiao Wei who makes himself more obsessed, so follow the feelings and let love be the master.
Thinking that Wu Yan already had an answer, she smiled at Xiao Wei beside her, a bright smile from the heart.
Xiao Wei naturally couldn't know what Wu Yan was thinking in his heart, but he just felt that Wu Yan's smile was incomparably breathtaking.
The two of them just talked, walking slowly, Xiao Wei looked up, but found that he had unconsciously walked to the small street leading to the experimental middle school.
Maybe it was subconsciously that Xiao Wei wanted to be alone with Wu Yan, and when he walked to the intersection, Xiao Wei said a little embarrassed: "Sister Yan, why did you get here while walking, it seems that you have indeed come a lot in the past few days, and the road has gone smoothly." It's not early, let's go back. ”
Wu Yan turned his head to look at Xiao Wei's eyes at this time, as if he said casually: "Since you are here, let's go up and sit down and drink a glass of water, besides, I drank a lot of water at your house just now, and I just want to go to the toilet." ”
Since Wu Yan said this, it also happened to be in Xiao Wei's heart, although Xiao Wei knew that he shouldn't go up, he still followed Wu Yan to the second floor of the dormitory building.
Wu Yan opened the door and said to Xiao Wei: "You sit down first, pour water and drink it yourself, and I'll go to the toilet." ”
As soon as Xiao Wei entered the door, his heart began to pound, and he asked with some worry, "Will anyone come?"
Wu Yan smiled easily, she knew that Xiao Wei was worried about running into Liang Ge and Lu Ping, so she said in an affirmative tone: "Don't worry, it's the New Year soon, we all moved home temporarily, and we have to help the family, no one will come here tonight." ”
After speaking, Wu Yan left in a hurry, leaving Xiao Wei alone in the house.
Xiao Wei suppressed his excitement, under the influence of alcohol, Xiao Wei was very excited.
He knew that Wu Yan would come later, and something would definitely happen between them.
Although Xiao Wei hadn't thought about what to do and what the result would be, he couldn't suppress the impulse, longing for that moment in his heart, longing for Wu Yan to be able to embrace Wu Yan again, and leave the rest aside.
If a person dies and hangs upwards, he will not care about him!
Wu Yan came back, but found that the light was not turned on in the house, and Wu Yan fumbled by the door to turn on the light.
At this time, I felt that Xiao Wei hugged me violently, and before I could react, I was already tightly held in my arms, and I felt Xiao Wei kissing on my forehead, neck, and face.
"Xiao Wei, Xiao Wei," Wu Yan shouted softly while pushing Xiao Wei with his hand, "Don't be like this, you drank too much." ”
Xiao Wei didn't say anything, just kept kissing Wu Yan.
Wu Yan grabbed Xiao Wei's hand, wrapped one arm around Xiao Wei's head, and whispered close to Xiao Wei's ear: "Xiaowei, what's wrong? Do you want a sister now?"
Wu Yan blew like an orchid, which made Xiao Wei deeply intoxicated, and he had already forgotten where he was, just panting.
Wu Yan sighed softly: "Since you want to, sister will fulfill you." But don't regret it. After speaking, Wu Yan let go of the hand that was holding Xiao Wei.
The male hormones mixed with the effect of alcohol had already made Xiao Wei disoriented, and now his mind was blank, and all his attention was focused on Wu Yan in his arms.
Xiao Wei's heart was beating vigorously in a "thump", as if a mouth could jump out of his throat immediately.
At this time, a voice popped out of Xiao Wei's mind and said, "Xiao Wei, do you know what you are doing now?" Do you really plan to marry Wu Yan in this life?
At this moment, Xiao Wei, who was in high spirits, immediately broke out in a cold sweat, and the residual alcohol instantly emanated from his pores.
Xiao Wei stopped moving, and once again chose to retreat in the face of Wu Yan in front of him. He got up and walked to the door, and with a "snap", turned on the light.
The room was quiet, and Wu Yan let out a long sigh from behind him: "Since you can't make up your mind, then you better go." ”
Xiao Wei, who had his back to Wu Yan, was in turmoil, and unconsciously a line of tears flowed from the corners of Xiao Wei's eyes.
Xiao Wei choked up and said, "I'm sorry." Then he slammed the door open.
The moment he opened the door of the house, Xiao Wei suddenly stood at the door like a stone man, dumbfounded, because in front of him was Lin Guohong, who was also standing with tears streaming down his face......