Speaking of this, Yan Zheng gritted his teeth. "Although I joined the army, I didn't follow my mother's wishes to apply for other arms, but secretly participated in the selection of special forces. ”

Hearing that something was wrong with Yan Zheng's emotions, Chu Ci lay quietly in his arms and didn't interrupt him, at this time, she just needed to be a quiet listener.

"Smoothly, I passed the selection and became a special forces soldier. ”

Speaking of this, Yan Zheng's tone was full of pride, if there is anything in life that he is proud of, then becoming a special forces soldier is undoubtedly one of them.

"I joined the special forces right out of high school, where I met a few comrades and good friends, and we got along very well. Yan Zheng's tone was light, but Chu Ci knew that the main event was coming.

"At that time, I had a comrade-in-arms in the same dormitory, codenamed Eagle, who was very smart, and could almost be said to be the brains of the whole team, and he got several doctorates in his twenties. ”

Speaking of this, Yan Zheng's tone was full of nostalgia, obviously resounding of the precious comrades-in-arms in the youthful and bloody years.

"Later, did something happen to that eagle?"

Hearing this, Chu Ci also understood, and it is estimated that the matter is with this eagle.

"That's right, I was the youngest in the army. After entering the army and gradually getting acquainted with everyone, I learned that Eagle has a childhood sweetheart, and it is said that the relationship between the two is very good. ”

"Isn't that great? The love affair of childhood sweethearts sounds very romantic. ”

Indeed, childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, both sides are involved in every process of growth, which is indeed an excellent thing.

Yan Zheng frowned: "It's not like this at all, the eagle was recruited into the army, and they were all discussing marriage at the beginning, but the plan was broken by this conscription order." ”

"In a profession like ours, it's too common to have a mission, and it's common to not see each other for ten days and half a month without contact with the outside world. Eagle's girlfriend is a very weak woman, and she can't accept Eagle's work state at all. ”

"Due to the regulations, there are some things that cannot be said outside, and the relationship between the two has problems. Later, within a year of Eagle's enlistment, his girlfriend got married. ”

"Did Eagle break up with his girlfriend at that time?"

In Chu Ci's opinion, if Eagle and his girlfriend broke up, Yan Zheng would not have such a big reaction when he said this.

"There was no breakup, at that time we happened to go out to do a mission, and the eagle also joked that when he came back from this mission, he would make a marriage report, and go home to get married, and he secretly even prepared the ring. ”

"As soon as we came out of the deep mountains and old forests, Eagle received an invitation from his girlfriend to get married, and he didn't even say anything about breaking up before, and quietly married someone else. ”

The eagle was angry, so he went to ask for an explanation, who knew that he had an accident in the process of going to find his ex-girlfriend and died young. ”

Yan Zheng's tone was a little choked, he had just joined the army, and the eagle took very good care of him, which could be said to be an elder brother.

"When a few of my comrades and I sent the eagle's ashes back, we happened to meet his ex-girlfriend and brought her the ring that the eagle had prepared, but she refused. ”

"Obviously there is only half a month, and the eagle will be discharged from the army in half a month, so she can't wait? His ex-girlfriend is a typical dodder grass-like person, as if she can't survive alone, and she has to cling to others. ”

"So that's why you haven't been in a relationship for so long?"

Chu Ci's tone was leisurely, and he didn't distinguish between joy and anger.

Yan Zheng pondered for a moment and replied: "It's not all for this reason, I have only been discharged from the army for about three years, and the previous seven years were in the army, and I didn't have any opportunities to contact with the opposite sex." ”

"This is part of the external reason, the biggest reason is because of my character, although there is the influence of the eagle, it is more due to my own character. ”

"What's wrong with your personality? I think it's pretty good. Chu Ci really felt that Yan Zheng's character was good, and retorted weakly.

"Xiao Ci said that I have a cold face and a warm heart, but in fact, it is not right, I am cold and cold, my grandfather once used the word indifferent and cold to describe me. ”

Yan Zheng is a person who knows himself very well, and he also clearly knows what kind of person he is.

"You think I'm cold-faced and hot-hearted, and that's just for you. I may be naturally emotionally apathetic, and there is very little that I desperately want to chase and get. ”

"It's like a lot of people when they're young, talking about a few relationships, or going clubbing, drag racing, or whatever, but I just can't get interested, I always feel as if I don't want anything, and my hair once commented that my life is like a pool of stagnant water. ”

"But you're different," Yan Zheng widened the distance between him and Chu Ci slightly, and his eyes carefully traced his eyebrows and eyes with Chu Ci.

"The first time I saw you, you were at the counter, under the warm yellow light, you were feeding the dumplings, that scene was very warm, it made me very greedy and yearning. ”

This is just an ordinary thing, but Yan Zheng has always kept it in his heart.

"My dad passed away at a very young age, and I was usually with my grandparents. The character of the soldier is straightforward, and there is very little verbal emotional expression, so I am very greedy for the warm atmosphere between you and the group. ”

Chu Ci also understands now, speaking of which, she and Yan Zheng both have the lack of emotion of their original families, which may not be seen in ordinary times, but once they encounter a specific situation, it is very amazing that this kind of emotional appeal erupts.

"Because I covet your warmth, I am cheeky and have to run with you every day, and I have to go to your side every day to eat. I just hope that we will become a family, so that I can be like a ball, blatantly by your side. ”

Don't look at Yan Zheng is very indifferent and cool, but when it comes to love words, it is really very beautiful.

Chu Ci was silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "When did you start beating my idea?"

Yan Zheng coughed, a little embarrassed: "Even when we met for the second time, I also rubbed you for breakfast." ”

Chu Ci's eyes widened: "You started hitting my attention at that time?"

She really thought that Yan Zheng had no way to take the dumplings by herself, so she entrusted the dumplings to her to take care of, but now it seems that Ya has bad intentions and has been eyeing her so early. 2k reading web