"It's so fast, and it's been a few years in the blink of an eye. (.) First acquaintance in Oolong County. The 7 bright mornings, the escape of the fire in the Wuzhou Hotel, and the kiss on the long street; and then back, and then it is still vivid, the gentle countryside in the safe community is grinding ears, and then further, it is the difficulty and complexity of the case, just like the relationship between the two people slowly from near to far, until Sister Jiang resolutely stepped on the plane, that moment of absolutely, at that moment there was not much nostalgia for the absolute, so that the desperate Jian Fan left alone, that is, from that time, Jian Fan knew that no matter how deep the love between the two is, they will never break through the barriers of reality, and the deep love is like Cinderella's crystal slipper, which will always disappear without a trace at a certain moment,, Time flies so slowly, so slowly,

Jian Fan, who was wandering in his memories, washed the dishes, mopped the floor, wiped the table, and then mopped the floor again, until there was no more housework to spare, and the time had just passed an hour.

Yes, at home, this is not my own home, but Xing'er's home, for a few years, I don't know if the flowers are still in my memory, but I am already in my heart. If you push forward the current business for a few years, if you have today's consciousness earlier, if you know Jiang Qijia later, then maybe everything is still salvageable, but now,"

I'm afraid it's too late. Jian Fan's heart rose with infinite nostalgia and frustration, not to mention the love of Xing'er, even if there was no Xing'er, I am afraid that he would not have the opportunity to turn back again, just like that unforgettable first love, he still can't get rid of the ending that Yiren is married and the groom is not me.

I can't forget, I always lie that I have forgotten everything I once had, but I inadvertently picked it up, the angry and angry coquettishness, and the smiling moon look like an imprint engraved in my heart, always so clearly fed back in front of me, so that Jian Fan lost something in hesitation and hesitation, and also made him suffer in this worry and expectation, let him weigh between the old love and the new love, finished the housework, and sat in the simple study for a long time, half-lying, thinking about Sister Jiang, Thinking of Xing'er, I even recalled the fragrance of my first love, and even thought of Sister Hu, who was confused, sunk, indulged, cried, and laughed in love and love, and when everything passed, what was left was so stunned, because no matter for the woman in my life who had loved, I felt a little sorry.

Hey" sighed faintly, especially clear in the empty home, sighed for a long time, still sighing,

At eleven o'clock, on Yingxi Street, when Jian Fan parked the car and stood on the side of the street, he still did not extricate himself from the feeling of loss. In the Xinyou Teahouse not far in front of him, it was Zeng Nan who told Jian Fan in the morning and almost noon, and until now he had not heard Jiang Qijia's voice, let alone why he chose such a quiet place to invite.

Is it business, or old love, or both. Or neither, just want to see each other again?

I can't tell, even if Jian Fan's mind is dexterous, he can't tell, for Sister Jiang, Jian Fan has never been willing to guess with a little bit of dark psychology, in his heart, that is the only embodiment of truth, goodness and beauty.

It's indescribable, it's unclear, it's unbreakable, I'm afraid it's just one word.

Jian Fan looked around, people were weaving, cars were like tides, and after many years, he was still an inconspicuous member of this vast crowd, compared with Zhuo Jing standing in Dayuan in a daze, the mentality at this time was just a little more calm, but this calmness had just been broken by the blazing thoughts, and he was pacing with such a psychology of gaining and losing, the closer he got, the more real the feeling of timidity in his heart.

After walking for ten minutes in a few steps, he finally gritted his teeth and walked into the foyer, the tea girl in Tang costume lifted the curtain and invited, asked Jian Fan softly, reported the seat, and led Jian Fan to the second floor. The corridor filled with the fragrance of tea, the antique partition box, the counter with all kinds of famous tea, the waiter dressed in quaint, and the tea girl carrying the long-spouted iron kettle, suddenly entered a completely different world, leading directly to the passenger compartment marked with vain eyebrows, and the waiter who was about to push the door was stopped by Jian Fan and motioned for himself to enter, the waiter smiled and quietly quit after making a request.

Looking around, each box is named after the name of the card and the song card, although Jian Fan's stomach is not full of ink, but he thinks about the three words marked with vain eyebrows, this benevolent word seems to be in line with his own mentality and situation, I don't know if Jiang Qijia intentionally found such a place. After a long time of silence, he knocked on the door lightly, and a long-lost voice sounded in the box: Please come in!

Jian Fan hesitated for a moment, pushed the door mechanically, and there was Sister Jiang who had been hard to see for several years sitting at the low table near the window in the room. The delicate world that made Jian Fan haunt his dreams finally bloomed with a smile like a flower and the moon, so Jian Fan also smiled, and the hesitation and anxiety in his heart disappeared in this laugh in an instant.

"You," are you alright?

The two of them, Jiang Dijia asked in front, and Jian Fan spoke in the back, but unexpectedly, the two of them asked the same thing almost at the same time, and they realized such strange embarrassment at the same time, and they looked at each other and smiled at the same time, and they both felt that this question should not be asked.

Jiang Dijia in Jian Fan's eyes is still charming and moving, the years seem to favor Sister Jiang very much, and she can't bear to leave even a trace on her body, except for the faint sadness between her eyebrows, Jian Fan can't see any obvious changes from more than three years ago. And Jiang Dijia also knew that his brother had no choice but to ask for it, or from his already calm smile and chic steps, he already felt that Jian Fan in front of him was not the same.

So I knew it, and everything was fine.

"Sit" I do the main Tieguanyin, autumn tea, the taste is very mellow, the fragrance is heavy and the rhyme is long, are you used to drinking?"

Jiang Dijia asked softly, placing the strange-looking fair cup and the tea bowl as small as a wine cup in front of him, Jian Fan, who only paid attention to Jiang Dijia's slender and white hands, nodded weakly, and when Jiang Dijia got up, he saw that the small charcoal pot in the room was already steaming, and he had been waiting for a long time.

Jian Fan didn't think of the tea rhyme, but Sister Jiang was still as light as the wind, her steps were like willows, and her smile was like spring. How many years, old: It's that kind of feeling. Standing in front of Sister Jiang is a little shapely

didn't speak, Jiang Dijia gently twisted the small pot, his hand was lightly raised, the white water was long into the bowl, and after a moment of stuffiness, he poured it into the fair cup, washed the tea once and the foam was gone, and he raised the mouth of the pot several times with his hands and feet, stuffy tea, out of the water, into the cup, divided the tea, the action was light and skillful, it was beautiful, and the two bowls of tea were put directly in front of Jian Fan, and the fragrance of the tea was compelling, and it penetrated into the heart and lungs.

Very fragrant, Jian Fan closed his eyes, holding the tea bowl, the hot tea, the rich and lush tea fragrance, sniffed a long breath in front of his nose, and he took a sip, and put down the tea bowl, Jiang Dijia's hand was stretched. poured it again, and commented with a smile: "Hehe" Drink Tieguanyin to sip, your drinking method is a cow drink"

Jian Fan smiled innocently and looked at Jiang Dijia's drinking. Holding the delicate and small tea bowl in both hands, lightly opening the red lips and teeth like braiding, the eyes are closed when the hand is tilted, sucking the thin tea bowl like a fish kiss, the tea disappears, and the delicate smile shows a faint comfort. This is a standard tea tasting, but Jian Fan, who is looking at it, is not learning how to drink, but looking at Sister Jiang in front of her for fear of loss, her long eyelashes are flashing with her eyes closed, her nose is moving, and her slippery face is still as white as clotted fat and blowing up, and at this time, she noticed that the only difference from the previous Sister Jiang is that her head is no longer pouring like a wave, but she has a bun high on her head, which is a little less playful and lively, and a little more solemn and noble. If it weren't for her coffee-colored fleece jacket and jacket on the back of the chair, I am afraid that the viewer would think that she is a classical lady who came out of the painting.

However, Jian Fan's mind lacked the string of elegance, and when he looked at Sister Jiang, he was distracted, and in a trance, he seemed to have returned to the sunny oolong first acquaintance, caressing Sister Jiang's show, and seemed to have returned to the long street of Jin'an to hug each other, kissing to their heart's content; It's in the clouds, it's in the fog, it's all there, it's not in reality.

"Distracted again?。

Jiang Dijia was disgusted, pursed her lips, as if she was displeased, this expression was Jian Fan's favorite anger. Sister Jiang is more and more charming.

"Must,, I can't change it Jian Fan came back to his senses and laughed at himself: "That's all I have in my life, and I can't help myself when I see a beautiful woman." ”

"Hehe" that's good, nothing needs to change. Jiang Dijia smiled lightly, poured another cup, Jian Fan also smiled, Sister Jiang, who still likes this look, is always so tolerant, always able to dissolve Jian Fan's self-shame with a word, and can always make people feel friendly and like a spring breeze, tasting I don't know how many cups of tea, Jian Fan finally returned to normal in the joy of seeing him for the first time, and asked with a smile: "Sister, when did you come back?" Why didn't you tell me, and asked Zeng Nan to inform me

"I'll be back at eleven, but I heard that you got into trouble again, so I didn't bother" Is it serious?" Jiang Dijia said, asking a little inquiringly, Jian Fan smiled: "It's okay, it's all over."

"Hmm" Jiang Dijia shook his head, with a bit of blame in his eyes, and said softly: "I'm not a police officer anymore, why do you want to get caught up in something that has nothing to do with you?" ”

I" hehe" Jian Fan suddenly finished speaking, smiled and hid his speechlessness, seeing Sister Jiang looking at herself again, but she knew that the scar on her face was indeed a bit of a conflict with the atmosphere at this time, and she was a little embarrassed to cover half of her face, this scar that Jian Fan was proud of is now a stain, and she is generally a little embarrassed.

After three times, the tea in the bowl was a little light, and it was like a surprise when I first met, slowly turning into a cooked gun, it seemed that there was still no barrier between the two, and slowly began to talk and laugh, even if I was a little related in my heart, it was deliberately hidden by the two of them, as if I was afraid of destroying the first meeting in the past few years. I don't know if I still have that concern in my heart, or if I have such a grudge about the breakup, after a little familiarization, Jiang Qijia changed the water, and suddenly stared at Jian Fan with complicated eyes and asked Jian Fan a surprise question: "Jian Fan, it's been more than three years apart, have you thought about me?"

"Thought. I think about it every day and every night. Jian Fan blurted out, and suddenly made Jiang Dijia laugh, and when he raised his finger and pointed at Jian Fan again, this was an action to expose the lie, Jian Fan explained with a smile: "Although it's not that serious, I must think about it." ”

"Then why didn't you inquire about me at all, didn't ask my brother, didn't ask Secretary He, didn't ask Zeng Nan, and even asked Zeng Nan a few times in the past two years, even she didn't know where you were?,, I always felt that you didn't have me Jiang Dijia pouted at all in your heart, it seems that this resentment has not dissipated.

Women may have this kind of careful thinking, even if they don't like a man, even if they are ex-husbands and old friends, they also attach a bit unreasonably to their position and opinions in the other party's hearts, not to mention the people who have liked and loved in the first place. It's just that this question made Jian Fan mistaken, and he was stunned for a moment, and looked at Sister Jiang in a daze, but he didn't know where this angry expression came from, and he still waited for him to coax her to be happy many years ago, but now, we can't hold it in our arms, we are a little at a loss, and I said with a little nervousness: "Sister, what do I think, you don't know yet, if it weren't for your mother's intervention, we might both have children now." That breakup was the hardest blow I ever had. It's worse than that shot, and it took years to turn around."

"Hehe,,Haha,, and nonsense Jiang Bianjia was amused by these words, and covered his mouth several times for fear of laughing out of shape, and inadvertently slapped Jian Fan across the table, laughed for a long time before looking at Jian Fan, and asked very seriously: "I heard Zeng Nan say, you have a girlfriend and are about to get married?"

"Hmm. Jian Fan nodded.

"Do you love her very much? Jiang Dijia asked.

"Hmm. Jian Fan nodded again, looking at Sister Jiang in surprise, Sister Jiang at this time was like a matchmaker, holding her chin with her hands crossed, as if she was examining the other party, with a little smile in her eyebrows, a little narrow, and a little mischievous asking: "You have found your love, and you insist on seeing me, what are your intentions!?" "Attempt!" Fan was stunned and smiled. I'm afraid that my own nature will make Sister Jiang think that it is possible to take the opportunity to be hungry and want to rekindle the old relationship, so she smiled noncommittally: "Actually, I just want to see each other, if there is an attempt, the attempt has been achieved." ”

"Just want to meet?" Jiang Dijia asked in disbelief.

"Well, I just want to see you. Jian Dan nodded.

"Actually, I didn't plan to come back, but after that farewell, I always felt unsteady in my heart, just like I had something to hold me all the time, I didn't expect the Jiang family and you to cross paths again, since I saw it, some words made me uncomfortable. I chose to break up, but it wasn't just my mom. Do you understand?"

"I don't understand. What else?.

"Also, you've done something I can't forgive. ”

The two of them spoke softly, without resentment or resentment, as if they were talking about an irrelevant little thing, Jiang Dijia said this calmly, Jian Fan could see that Sister Jiang had come out of that feeling, and only when she took it off could she face it so calmly, when it came to not being able to forgive, Jian Fan's nose was a little embarrassed, Jiang Dijia turned her head sideways and asked, "Do you know what's going on?"

"You know, keep Goti in that. Jian Ji said, Jiang Dijia's face changed slightly, speaking of this, Jian Fan sighed, and simply went straight to your house: "There is also a matter of eavesdropping on your house, right?"

Jiang Dijia's eyelids jumped, her smile was lost, and she looked at Jian Fan with a little anger as if she had done something mischievous, and said abruptly: "You know better than anyone else, you are almost the same as my brother, he is harming others and benefiting himself, you are harming others and benefiting yourself, can you tell me why you did that? I always think that I understand you, but now I realize that I don't know anything about you, if you love me very much, why do you put our family in such an embarrassing and embarrassing situation? If it is just for the sake of accumulating merit and promotion, why did you choose to leave later?"

"Actually, I'm not that complicated, I captured the information at the time, money laundering is related to your brother, so I thought that I would use this to show favor to your family, sell favors, maybe I can redeem your mother's opinion of me, but I was wrong, she looked down on me from the bones, looked down on me as a worthless little policeman, I didn't have any other ideas at the time except for wanting her to see the serious consequences of underestimating others. Jian Fan said with a somewhat unnatural expression. Avoiding Jiang Dijia's gaze several times, that incident couldn't be hidden from the Jiang family, that is, that incident completely buried the relationship between the two, how could Jian Fan not know, after a pause, Jian Fan whispered with relief: "I'm sorry, I've always wanted to save it, but I didn't expect that the more I wanted to keep it, the worse it would be, from the time you stepped on the plane, I regretted it very much" In fact, I want to see you, just to say sorry to you

"What did you do to drag our family into the quagmire?" Jiang Dijia interjected, and there was no anger in her voice.

"No, I admit that I'm a bit despicable and shameless, but your family can't be noble enough to smuggle and launder money, and there is no need to apologize for this matter. Jian Fan straightened up, this sentence made Jiang Dijia really a little displeased, and asked casually: "Then why?"

"For the burden that our relationship has caused you, for the damage that my recklessness has caused you" If I had to do it again, I would love you well and take good care of you, if everything could be done all over again, I would definitely let go of my worthless dignity and not contradict your mother, and if I had to start from scratch again, I would definitely be completely different from the previous me, "But everything came so suddenly and went so fast, and I was not given the slightest chance."

Jian Fan said a little emotionally, looking at Sister Jiang, several times helplessly removed her gaze, and couldn't bear to move her gaze back, the words that came slowly slowly released the anger on Jiang Dijia's face, Jian Fan finished talking for a long time, Jiang Dijia came from this helplessness, this desolation, this affection, and then looked at the handsome face, which was covered by a scar, becoming a little hideous, a little down, a little Cangsang man, subconsciously stretched out his hand, softly, Emotionally, he stroked the scarred face, the bulging scar made Jiang Dijia's hand tremble and tremble a little, Jian Fan was slightly uncomfortable by this momentary warmth, and subconsciously dodged, dodged, flashed, Jiang Dijia also realized the identity of the two, and retracted his hand as if electrocuted.

The subtle changes made each other stunned, looking forward to being so gentle, but Wen Cun subconsciously resisted when he came, and when they met their eyes, they really saw each other again, and they all realized that their former lovers were already strangers in their mentality, and they could never find that intimacy again.

"It's all gone, just let it pass

For a long time, Jiang Dijia stroked his forehead silently to eliminate the warmth in the corners of his eyes, turned around and carried a small pot in disguise, and rushed into the bowl again, and when the water came out again, the rich green became very light and light, and said softly: "Do you remember drinking tea at my house, my father said that there are three ways of tea, the first one is bitter like life, I have tasted it, and the second one is sweet like love, I have also tasted it."

Endless sorrow flowed out of the words, and gently placed the tea bowl in front of Jian Fan, faint brown, and when he looked at Jiang Dijia again, the long eyelashes blinked, and he stared at Jian Fan without moving for a moment, as if he was persuading tea, like appreciating, like recovering his former memories, but he said the expected sentence: Although I have always wanted to see you, but this time my brother has to let me come back, I don't know much about business, but my brother said that the secret recipe in your hand can save Jiuding's decline, you don't have any worries, I am not here to ask you, nor is it to blackmail you with our previous relationshipIt's just that I think you also need the support and funding of such a collaborator as Jiuding now, which is a win-win situation for both parties, but I heard that you didn't give Jiuding a chance to sit down and talk at all, why? Is it because of previous grievances? Or do you still hold a grudge against my mother's attitude towards you?"

"It's nothing, let's go, it's actually a knot in my heart, it's time to untie it. ”

Jian Fan drank the tea bowl with a drink, got up and invited Jiang Dijia, Sister Jiang was a little surprised, the two walked out of the tea room side by side, and occasionally glanced at the gait of the women, Sister Jiang who walked lightly on her side, suddenly recalled the taste after the tea passed three times, which is a taste that although the fragrance is gone, there is still a rhyme