123 How can there be so many ifs

In his mind, too many things flashed, the picture of being bullied since he was a child, including, this morning, he went back to his hometown, the scenes he experienced, the betrayal of his fiancée, the pointing and pointing of the people in the village, and his father was even more angry and bedridden, these things made him feel hopeless and helpless, Cui Lei Feng longed for change, eager to raise his eyebrows, this feeling, he also experienced, following Yuan Shao's days, following me for two days, he felt that he was awesome every minute and second, but that kind of life requires a strong psychological quality, although he pretended to be indifferent in front of us, pretending to be very indifferent, but a trembling heart, still betrayed him。 That feeling of fear almost overwhelmed him, and even when he slept at night, he would have nightmares.

Cui Lei Feng also hates himself like this, in the dark night, he often slaps himself, he hates his incompetence, hates his cowardice, and hates his timidity. For more than 20 years, he even felt like he had lived a "joke." ”

In addition to these, the words of me and Yuan Shao also bumped into his head, Yuan Shao once said to Cui Lei Feng: "I'd rather be a terrible villain than a bad person who is slaughtered by others." I said, "No one is born to be bullied......"

On the other hand, the manager had already stopped Huang Mao and kept saying good things, his intention was not to protect Cui Lei Feng, he just wanted to send this hard stubble away as soon as possible.

Cui Lei Feng sneered a few more times, laughing at himself in his heart at the same time, Huang Mao scolded on the side, "You still dare to fucking laugh, see if I don't kill you little cub." After speaking, he angrily pushed the manager away, and then strode towards Cui Lei Feng.

Cui Lei Feng took a deep breath, and his heart was ready to make a desperate plan with Huang Mao......

However, at this moment, a calm voice came out, "Stop!"

I didn't make this sound.

Rather, it is a man with long flowing hair and slightly curly hair. With the eyes of the crowd, he walked steadily towards Huang Mao, holding an antique big knife in his hand, not to mention, there was really a little taste of ancient swordsmen.

Looking at everyone's playful eyes, they all thought that he was the one who ran out of the drama team, wearing modern clothes, but he didn't remove his makeup.

However, there were a few people behind him, and when he saw each other, there were many people, and Huang Mao didn't dare to be bullish, and asked in a gentle tone, "Is there something wrong with you?"

The knife man said in a cold tone: "I ordered the red wine, I will buy it, you can stop it." ”

Huang Mao also felt that there was no point in making trouble, so it was better to take the money he just got and go out to find a young lady to play. However, before leaving, he still didn't forget to say a few big words, pointing at Cui Lei Feng, "Be careful when you fucking go out in the future, let me touch you, and you will die!"

After that, the knife man also kept his promise, paid for the drink, and then led his henchman out of the bar. From beginning to end, I didn't leave, just stood at the door of the bar, I was still ready to say hello to Cui Lei Feng, I don't know what's going on, when I see him, I always have a feeling of regret, maybe his character, and I was in junior high school for three years, it's too similar!

When the crowd was almost gone, I also took a step and walked towards the dance floor, Cui Lei Feng was still not free, he was standing there, listening to the manager's count. It seems that the manager is pouring all his anger on him.

From the objective facts, Cui Lei Feng is not wrong at all, but he is still treated like this......

I thought that Cui Lei Feng would listen carefully to the manager's calculations and then continue to work. Who knows, Cui Lei Feng violently ripped off his work clothes, and then walked out of the bar.

I was very embarrassed in my heart, he lost his job twice, it seems that most of it was due to me! When I chased out, I saw Cui Lei Feng sitting on the side of the road, his head lowered, his hands still wiping his tears, looking at the road where cars came and went......

I don't know if it's my delusion or what, I saw the breath of death in Cui Leifeng's eyes, I just thought of this, I saw Cui Lei Feng stand up violently, slammed towards the middle of the road, a bus coming quickly, crazy like honking the horn "Didi Di Di ......!!"

But Cui Lei Feng turned a deaf ear, standing in place, his eyes closed, as if he enjoyed the rhythm before he died, that is, in just a few seconds, his expression released a lot, and the corners of his mouth also leaked a smile of relief, which was a relieved smile......

I yelled angrily, "Cui Lei Feng!!"

If he's just looking for life because of this, I'm going to fucking look down on him. Hearing someone call him, Cui Lei Feng turned his head to look at it......

In such an instant, with the sound of sudden braking, the bus also hit head-on, and Cui Lei Feng was directly knocked out five or six meters away.

The driver got out of the car tremblingly, and I hurried over, seeing that Cui Lei Feng had closed his eyes, not knowing whether he was dead or alive. After a brief check, I found that I was still breathing, so I hurriedly stopped a taxi, and twenty minutes later, Cui Lei Feng was sent to the emergency room.

I was waiting outside, my heart was in a mess, I felt like I was blaming myself, after all, the reason for this kind of thing was still me, if I hadn't hired Huang Mao, if I had come out earlier to help......

It's a pity that there are so many ifs. The bus driver also rushed over, his face pale and ugly.

The operation lasted about seven or eight minutes, and the doctor came out. I felt a little sad in my heart, wondering if Cui Lei Feng would be dead.

The doctor took off his mask, and his expression was quite relaxed, "The patient's physical fitness is quite good, and he was knocked unconscious in time with the brakes." But the arm that was hit was a little broken, nothing else is a problem!"

After hearing this, I exhaled and felt a lot more relaxed. The bus driver sat on the ground with a relaxed expression, feeling like he was going to live for the rest of his life. Later, he asked me about the cost of the surgery. How much money was spent, he went to get it for me.

It's not easy to watch the bus driver, and you can't blame him for this!

I said I didn't have to pay for it. But he insisted on leaving me two thousand dollars.

After the bus driver left, Cui Lei Feng was also transferred to the general ward, and when he was pushed out of the operating room, he woke up, and after seeing me, he was quite surprised, with admiration in his eyes, and asked me why I came to Jingping.

I told him to go to the ward to rest first, and then I was talking to him.