Chapter 106: Light in All Things
Donch had been in the Silence for a long time, intact as new, broken, decaying, or exploding, and all ships had him as a transparent man.
Of course, the concept of time is invalid here.
When he detached from his reading state, and the real time only passed a few seconds, Tang Qi would not be surprised in any way.
He was still a calm and transparent man at the moment, but the twinkle in his eyes showed that he had a strong interest in the book "Please Don't Save Me" that he had read.
The book, in the strict sense of the word, exists only in two vivid characters.
Captain of the Silence, Richard Parker.
and the "nameless sinister" who lurks in the shadows, tormenting Richard Parker and trying to make him commit suicide.
What made Tang Qi interested was that the book had reached the final stage of reading.
But Tang Qi still didn't see any information related to the "We Are the Light" family, the nine members of the family who hold power, Oneproura, Karen Trir, Tum, and Maya...... None of the names appear in this book
Obviously you can't go wrong with Alice Five, and this book must be about family.
With a strong interest, Tang Qi continued reading.
To some extent, Donkey is also watching "Richard Parker" go crazy and endure all kinds of unbelievable punishments, unimaginable torture.
If it's just an illusion, it's not scary.
However, those are not false illusions, they are real and have happened.
Richard Parker has truly felt his own death countless times, and he has also seen the death of his wife, children, parents, and sister again and again, as well as the entire planet Lomanu, and hundreds of millions of his own kind have died because of him...... All the pain is real.
If it weren't for that, he wouldn't have been twisted into a monster at this point.
At this moment, Richard Parker is no longer human, he has become some kind of out-of-control monster.
His body, mind, and soul were twisted and insane.
But even so, the torture never stopped.
The nameless god sent his life to Chad Parker many times, causing him to continue to fall, and each reincarnation was also extremely real, and even if these punishments and pains were borne by a "true god", it was difficult to guarantee that he would not lose control and collapse, not fall, and not choose to commit suicide.
But Richard Parker, he withstood it.
When the reincarnation restarted many times, he sat on the chair again, held the pen with his muddy fingers, and continued to write:
"Do you have all these means? tragedy, death, disaster, torture...... Trying to create a world of despair?"
"That's how my crew was led to suicide by you, isn't it, is this your way of eating? it's the root of your pleasure, are you afraid of losing it one day?"
"To be honest, you're so boring, every time you parasitize me, it makes me crazy and desperate, but you don't know, it also makes me feel you again and again. ”
"Now let's talk about what the hell are you?"
"Well, a piece of with divine powers? I described it accurately, after all, my literary skills are not bad, if I wasn't an astronaut, maybe I would be a family, the kind that can win awards. ”
"I know what you're going to say, you're formless, you're so pathetic, wandering in the stars, because you're ugly and have no sense of existence, you parasitize those lives, and torture them, you destroy them. ”
"But what does this change? You're still a disgusting, nonexistent, chaotic piece of. ”
"You're in a difficult situation now, why this damn human doesn't want to kill himself, this has touched your bottom line, and you have to use the last resort. ”
"Completely parasitizing me...... We're all one, and you'll be able to do it. ”
"So, do you want to try it?"
The messy handwriting like a ghost drawing symbol was translated by Tang Qi in the blink of an eye.
It's not a suspense story, it's not a detective solving a crime, it's just a diary.
He had already guessed the ending, and naturally saw what Richard Parker was writing these provocative and sarcastic words for at this moment.
Countless reincarnations, countless tortures, made Richard Parker almost completely twisted and crazy.
But he always kept a little sanity, and was parasitized many times, which also made him aware of what monsters had befallen everyone on the Silence. ”
The Silence may still be sailing, but along the way it encounters a terrifying "divine entity" that is invisible and terrifying, and that causes all life that encounters it to commit suicide in despair.
Originally, the Silence would only allow it to linger for a moment, and the Lomanu star behind the ship was its real target.
But it had an accident aboard the Silence, and Richard Parker, a taciturn melancholy middle-aged man, never gave in to it, and did not commit suicide in despair, no matter how many times he was tortured.
Due to some rules, it can't leave Richard Parker behind and enter Lomanu, and must deal with this human first.
"What Richard Parker has to do is to stop this 'monster' from entering Lomanu. ”
"His way is to provoke it, provoke it, to make it fully merge with himself, so that the invisible god will gain a true body, and then it will also have weakness?"
"But how will Richard Parker maintain his ultimate sanity in the face of a madly chaotic divine entity?"
When this thought flashed through Tang Qi's mind, the scene in front of him accelerated again.
Stop-motion animation-like images, page by page flickering.
Donkey saw it, just as Richard Parker wrote the last interrogative sentence.
The real "reality" comes, and it is the starry sky that seems to be still.
It's just that the starry sky is being polluted, and the incomparably rich divine aura distorts everything that can be twisted, like a giant web woven by foul-smelling, rotting spiders, filled with screams and laughter, filled with despair, sadness, and chaos.
And at this moment, the Silence fell into the net.
Richard Parker, who was like mud, looked at everything outside the spaceship, and he suddenly smiled.
The edge of this great web was already close to touching the incomparably beautiful planet, which was where he came from, his hometown, Lomanu.
But now the invisible web began to shrink, surging into the Silence and burrowing into Richard Parker's body.
This process is infinitely painful.
"Ahhhh
"Hahaha...... Hahaha......"
Richard started laughing maniacally, and he succeeded.
However, he also felt a hundred million times more intense and countless times more painful than when he was parasitized in the past, and he saw the memories of other billions of beings who had committed suicide by this god, and his soul was drowned.
That kind of information, that level of pain and despair, even an existence like Tang Qi can't bear it without feelings.
Not to mention Richard Parker?
You know, he's just a mortal.
"Richard Parker Soul Overload...... He was obliterated. ”
When this information surfaced, Richard Parker's muddy body was completely erased.
But Tang Qi seemed to sense something, and his gaze snapped into the dark starry sky.
There, there was a faint light.
It flickered like a candle flame ready to be blown out at any moment.
It jumped, and began to reflect a large number of figures: all the crew of the Silence, his wife, children, parents, sisters...... All the humans he had seen and not seen on Lomanu.
Tang Qi didn't know what to use to describe this "light", it could be the light of the heart, the light of the soul, or hope, life, love, or something else.
Tang Qi's previous doubts were answered because of this light.
Why can Richard Parker withstand the torture of the "nameless god", even if he is out of control and crazy, he still insists on not committing suicide.
In his entanglement with the gods, Richard Parker did not pray to any gods, and he did not seem to believe in a single god.
But just like that, he used his mortal body to confront a terrifying, powerful divine entity.
It is important to know that his companions and subordinates lost control and committed suicide in despair at the first sight.
Why was Richard Parker able to do it?
The answer is right in front of you.
The "light" that was jumping and flickering had an incomparably wonderful aura, even more wonderful than divinity.
The light and shadow that burst out in the jump made Don Qi seem to see all the members of the family, he saw Oneprola who was in charge of dreams and hearts, Persephone who was in charge of death and love, and Venadelle ...... who was in charge of life and beauty.
No, it can't be called "in charge".
They are dreams and hearts, death and love, life and beauty, hope and freedom, souls and paths...... They are the embodiment of these divinities.
At this moment, Tang Qi seemed to have insight into the indelible mystery of why the "We Are the Light" family will never be erased.
"For the light is in all things. ”
The moment Tang Qi spit out these words, the dancing brilliance finally turned into a wonderful thing.
A dilapidated, stained with bloodstained and overused diary.
"Richard Parker is resurrected, and he merges with the nameless god. ”
"Death of Richard Parker...... Richard Parker Resurrected ...... The two are inseparable. ”
"Richard Parker Reborn...... He gained a long life, he gained some of the divine powers, and he returned these powers to the gods, and he began to insult the other party's mother. ”
"Richard Parker will exist in another form...... Together with the Nameless Iniquity, he formed a journal called "Please Don't Save Me...... The battle between the two will continue...... Richard Parker once again insulted the other mother's mother and called it feces. ”
......
When this information flashed through Tang Qi's mind, the diary was still floating quietly in the starry sky, but the pages began to turn automatically, reaching the last blank space.
There, as if a pair of firm, powerful hands grasped the pen and began to write gently:
"I love myself, and I love you too, yes, all of you. ”
"But remember, don't come near the Silence, don't come to my rescue. ”
"It's all over, I'm dead, but I'm also victorious. ”
ps: There is one more more, please say Huo.