Chapter 202: The Test of Life and Death

Although I am very hungry now, so hungry that I even want to gnaw on my own meat, but this lump of rotten rice on the ground still can't arouse my appetite at all, especially because it is Chu Yan's alms for playing, and I won't be contaminated, I just glanced at it, and turned my head disgustingly, and then said to Chu Yan: "I won't eat it!"

Chu Yan said confidently: "You can eat, you have a strong desire to live, you must not be willing to die in humiliation like this!"

I was shocked, Chu Yan's words hit my heart, I really don't want to die in such humiliation, this kind of death is too unbearable for me, I don't want to be cheap like this Chu Yan, this beast with a beast heart, I really want to take revenge on him in one breath, and crush him with my own hands. However, if I don't die, I will be tantamount to fulfilling Chu Yan's wish and becoming a pathetic dog, at his mercy. This was never what I wanted, so I continued to insist on him: "I am willing to die!"

Chu Yan shook his head and said earnestly: "You don't want to die, you must hate me now, since you have hatred, you will want to take revenge on me, will you be willing to let me live well? Also, don't you like Xiaoxue? Are you really relieved that Xiaoxue is with me, aren't you afraid that she will be wronged in my family? Wang Xingchen, you are a person who does not accept your fate, and you take the initiative to want to die, that is a coward, do you still want to be a waste like five years ago?"

Waste, I am still willing to be a waste? If there are no conditions to live, I must die, that is helpless, but with the conditions to live, I let myself die, isn't this what a coward does? Can I allow myself to die so cowardly? Can I let Chu Yan live freely? Can I bear to let Feng Xue follow Chu Yan to live a miserable life? Let's not say that Chu Xiaolin will blast Feng Xue away after a certain time, just talking about Chu Yan is very unreliable, his heart is too yin and poisonous, now he loves Feng Xue, so he won't hurt Feng Xue, and when he doesn't love it in the future, what way will he treat Feng Xue? Can Feng Xue withstand the harm given by Chu Yan?

I don't worry, I really don't worry about Feng Xue, if I die, she will be completely helpless in the future, I told her, I will always be her backing, so, I can't die, I have to live, only by living, there is hope, only by living, everything is possible, only by living, I have the opportunity to find Chu Yan for revenge, and it is possible to continue to protect Feng Xue.

Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth, reached out directly, grabbed the rotten rice like stool, stuffed it into my mouth and chewed, this dog food, has been rancid, the taste is indescribably weird, but I don't care, I chew with relish as if I am eating delicacies from the mountains and seas, eat a bite, and then eat the next bite.

When Chu Yan saw me like this, he immediately felt comfortable, he just couldn't see me arrogant and pretentious, he just wanted to trample me under his feet, and at this moment, he finally did it, I under his nose, like a dog, lying on the ground eating the dog food he gave, this scene, how funny, it made Chu Yan's heart hearty.

I couldn't help it, Chu Yan laughed at me and said: "Wang Xingchen, didn't you think that you have today, why don't you think about it so much, you have to go against me? Do you really think that you can despise everything if you have the strength? In this world, power is the most important, my background is destined to have to fight for countless years less than you, my identity and status are something you can never surpass, what do you use to fight with me, look at your current appearance, you are really not as good as my dog!"

Every word of Chu Yan is like a tube of steel needles, stitching my heart one by one, the glutinous food in my mouth is already difficult to swallow, I have to work hard to swallow it in my stomach, I really don't want to eat, but I am still chewing and swallowing one bite at a time, this thing is really more and more unpalatable. If you want to talk about struggle, if you want to talk about hard work, who can work harder than me? Who has sweat more than me? In the five years I have been in X Group, I have really worked hard to change and progress, and who knows how much hardship I have paid?

Maybe others only see my achievements, but I know that I have changed from a soft egg-like Feng Hao to a god-like phantom, and what kind of skin and bone erosion and hard work have to be in order to have such a change. And in the three months of training with He Banxian, I was also overloaded with hard work and hard work, even if I was tired and uncomfortable, I have always supported myself, I relied on hard work and perseverance, relying on talent and diligence, and finally made a qualitative leap in my strength, and then, with myself, defeated my master Xia Zhenghan, I really thought that I was strong enough, and I also thought that I had the ability to despise everything, so I was not afraid of the Chu family, I dared to say what I wanted to say in the Chu family, Do what I want to do, but in the end, I found that no matter how powerful my strength is, sometimes it is also powerless, the Chu family's ability in the White Dao is heavenly, and Chu Yan can easily use the resources of the White Dao to catch me. It can be seen that force does not determine everything, just like Chu Yan said, his background is destined for him to work hard for hundreds of years less than me, no matter how hard I put in, no matter how powerful I become, in the end, I will only become Chu Yan's prisoner.

But in any case, I can't let this be the end of my life, I want to live and do my best to change my life, so I continue to eat this painful glutinous meal, even if it is still covered with dust, I do not hesitate to eat it.

Chu Yan stood on it, as if he felt bored, he sighed exaggeratedly, and said: "Alas, I can't bear to look at you like this, Wang Xingchen, live well, I'll go to accompany Xiaoxue first, and I'll come to see you when I'm free!"

After speaking, Chu Yan retreated, and then, the small door on the ceiling suddenly closed, and this deep pit became pitch black again.

Slowly, I ate the last bite of the rice on the ground, and then swallowed it with difficulty, and at this time, I finally regained a little strength, and I got up from the ground. Standing up, I began to figure out how to get out of here.

When there was light just now, I had quietly made a careful observation of it, and I found that the four walls were indeed fully enclosed, without any exit, and the only exit in the whole black room was a small door on the ceiling, but the small door was very small, and it was just in the center of the ceiling, and the height of this room was more than five meters high, and I couldn't touch the ceiling at all, even if I climbed up the corner, I couldn't reach the small door in the center, not to mention, this door was not something I could open from the inside.

I didn't seem to be able to get out, but I still didn't give up, I kept tapping on the four walls, trying to find the weak points of the walls, but as a result, I found nothing, the walls here are like copper walls, very strong, there is no possibility of breaking through.

I tried to use my own strength to open the ceiling, but this glimmer of hope was completely shattered, the ceiling was made of cement, I couldn't push it at all, and the small door was in the center, and no matter how long my hand stretched, I couldn't touch the door, let alone open it.

I tried everything I could, but I couldn't find a way to escape, and finally, I was completely exhausted and sat down on the ground!

In the following time, I was in the boundless darkness again, my heart was also swallowed by the darkness inch by inch, every minute and every second I stayed here was torment, I was suffering a kind of endless chronic torture, I really don't know, what will I become in the long run! Could it be, I will really be driven crazy by Chu Yan? Can my will withstand this endless torture?

At this moment, I began to be a little bottomless, I thought that no matter what tricks Chu Yan played, I would not be able to go crazy, I believed that I could persevere, but after bearing the constant blows and losses, and this bottomless darkness and silence, I couldn't help but panic, Chu Yan was so confident that he could drive me crazy, he had been in the military base for a few years, and he must have learned all kinds of torture methods, just to put me in this deep pit cage, it is the most invisible and cruel torture, my current mentality is already a little unstable, I feel very chaotic, I want to break out, but there is nowhere to release, I can't vent if I want to, all I can do is wait endlessly, Waiting for Chu Yan's next arrival, although I know that when Chu Yan comes, he will only torture me in his way, but that is better than this silent and invisible torture, this kind of feeling like staying in the grave is really uncomfortable!

Another long day, passed, these twenty-four hours, for me, is comparable to a century, of course, I didn't count how many hours have passed, I just feel, it seems like a long time, so long that I can almost not support it, although I ate food, replenished energy, but this energy has long been consumed, the key is, I did not drink water to replenish water, my mouth is completely dry, I don't even have saliva, the whole person is almost a dry corpse, and my body has no strength at all.

Chu Yan seemed to have calculated correctly, when I was about to die of thirst, the small door above the small black room opened again, and Chu Yan was the same as last time, holding a flashlight, standing on it, looking down at me.

As soon as I found out that Chu Yan was coming, I immediately said loudly: "Water, I want to drink water!" My throat seemed to be worn by sand, dry and hoarse, and my voice was very weak and full of thirst, which is the instinctive desire of people who are extremely short of water.

Chu Yan listened to my words and hurriedly replied: "I know, I'm also afraid that you will die of thirst, no, I came to bring you water!"

Hearing that Chu Yan brought water, my heart trembled, I climbed to the middle of the room excitedly, and then raised my head and aimed at the small door above, at this moment, I threw away all my dignity, just to replenish a little water, to quench my burning thirst.

Chu Yan shone a flashlight on me and said to me arrogantly: "Wang Xingchen, this water is very precious, don't waste it!"

As he spoke, Chu Yan took out a mineral water bottle and poured water downward, a small column of water, from above, through the air, dripping on the ground. The crisp sound of water droplets had a fatal attraction to me, but I didn't immediately pick it up with my mouth, because I could already smell it, it wasn't water at all, it was urine